tw // mention of death and knife
Author POV
juyeon is now outside of the operating room, he is walking around, praying for jaeyoung being saved from the doctors. "please..."
the doctors came out of the operating room and juyeon rushed to the doctor. "is she okay? please tell me she's save!!!", juyeon pleaded. one of the doctor shook his head as the others left, "i'm sorry. we tried our best, she lost too much blood"
the doctor walked away. juyeon sat down on the ground as a tear came down from his eyes. "j-j-jaeyoung... im sorry..."
his phone rang as he took his phone out from his pocket and checked the message. its unknown number again
he expression got a bit brighter as he thought of one wish, get jaeyoung back to life.
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he walked to jaeyoung's house as he went to the mailbox and get her phone. she has this picture as the wallpaper.
he sighed as he went to knock the door. the door is opened and revealed someone unfamiliar for him. "hi? who are you?", sangyeon asked as he looked at the phone juyeon's holding. "jaeyoung's phone?"
"oh, uh i am jaeyoung's friend, lee juyeon. i have something very complicated, to tell", juyeon said. sangyeon let the younger entered the house. "is it lee jaeyoung?!", hyunjae shouted as he rushed downstairs.
"it's jaeyoung's friend, juyeon", sangyeon replied. "juyeon?", hyunjae finally see juyeon giving him a thin smile. "oh? why are you here? is there anything?", hyunjae asked.
"ah uh there is something i need to t-", the door is opened and revealed sunwoo. sunwoo looked so shocked as he stood there still, looking at sangyeon, "y-you"
"okay everyone's here", juyeon said and broke the silence. "why do you asked me to be here though? and why is lee sangyeon here?", sunwoo asked in a cold tone. "you know my cousin?", hyunjae asked and sunwoo got shocked. "huh? your cousin?"
the two same age guy looked at sangyeon, needing an explanation. "fine... jaeyoung said that her feelings for sunwoo is only like siblings feelings not the real lover. she didn't know how to put it in words so she asked me to go out with her pretending to be her friend. she wants sunwoo to get jealous and break up so he can put down the feelings he has for her", sangyeon explained.
"so what were you trying to tell us by gathering us here juyeon?", sunwoo asked.
juyeon didn't say anything, he only put jaeyoung's phone on the table. "it's jaeyoung's phone, she puts in on the mailbox, password 0412. please do as the wallpaper said", he explained before anyone else asked him.
hyunjae read the words on the wallpaper before unlocking the phone. sunwoo looked at juyeon suspiciously from the word hyunjae said. the home screen wallpaper had this as he reads out.
"what does she means...", sangyeon muttered to himself and juyeon heard it as he showed a bitter smile. hyunjae proceed to open the app and saw these.
hyunjae read his own his heart and proceed to sangyeon as he walked to his own room. sangyeon read his and gave the phone to sunwoo. he turned his back to shed some tears. sunwoo also read this and passed to juyeon. sunwoo just showed his tears as he breaks down. "why..."
context:
to hyunjae:
brother, don't cry after you finish reading it okay?
remember the time when someone told you that the unknown number messages and the do or die mission are fake? that's juyeon, idk what was he up to but i guess he was thinking to get his own life just like what was i planning.
thank you for always being a great brother to me, i must've been a bad sister to you right? im so sorry for always joke around with you and steal your food. thank you for always listen to my worries, and comfort me everytime when i need someone. if i am born again, i would like to be your child, or maybe even your siblings or lover too haha jkjk.
promise me that you will be happy on your own without your sister. ill be up there, praying for your happiness.
to sangyeon:
my cousin, thank you for always being so sweet to me and hyunjae. we might be silly and foolish sometimes, but you always take care of us well.
i bet you will get your s/o very soon when you graduated from university, it's next january. i said that i will be there and cheering when you're going up stage for the certificate, but i guess i can never do it. im sorry for not keeping the promise, i hope that you will still be happy that day though!
and sorry for letting you suffer, i will treat you better when i am reborn so please recognise me that time hehe jkjk
thank you for everything, my favourite cousin!
to sunwoo:
i guess you are my ex now. im sorry for everything, i lied. i said that i do not have feelings for you. that was fake, i knew i was going to die so i was hoping that you can forget your feelings for me and love someone else. i must've not deserve your love that God have to do this to me. but it's okay, we can meet when i reborn.
thank you for everything. i really had a great time with you. i had great memories with you my love, and i really wanna be with you for a long time if i have the chance. please don't be angry with sangyeon and juyeon please!!! they did nothing, they were helping me.
i love you so much, please, be happy without me sunwoo.
to juyeon:
you must be so shocked when i get you holding a knife without your consent and stabbed myself right? please do not blame yourself, as long as you're alive, i think it's worth it.
you're a fun guy tbh, and kinda hot ngl especially when the first time we met- haha this is not a joke it's for real!
thank you for being my soulmate, alhhough it doesn't last long. you must've been shocked when you got the message from the unknown number right? eyy don't deny i must be correct! but anyways, please do not ever blame yourself and hate yourself for my death. i mean it!!!
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juyeon told everything that happened to the three of them. "hopefully the wish i wrote down for the unknown number, it will be granted"
"thank you for telling us...", hyunjae replied. sangyeon just nodded his head while trying to proceed with the info he got. while sunwoo just cried in silence.
"ill be heading out right now, bye", juyeon walked out of the house. he looked at the time on his phone, it's 30 June 2021, 11.59pm.
"please, grant my wish, please"
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Juyeon POV
i woke up as my phone alarm rang to off it. as i was about to sleep back, "wait... i thought it's school break already..."
i immediately take my phone and check it again, 1 May 2021, 6.45pm. "omg... i didn't see this wrong right?", i rubbed my eyes and slapped myself softly, doing all sorts of thing to prove that this is not a dream.
"OMG SO DOES THAT MEANS... JAEYOUNG IS ALIVE?", i cheered as i did my morning routine and went out of the house with eric. i rushed to his class and see jaeyoung chatting happily with kevin and julia. i got reassured, she is back.
"hey eric can you ask jaeyoung to see me on the rooftop during recess?", i pleaded eric and he nodded his head after a while. "dude do you know you are being so weird?", eric said and i ignored him.
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"juyeon?", jaeyoung opened the door of the rooftop as she entered. "jaeyoung", i held her wrist as i see her moon soulmate mark appeared. i looked back my wrist, the star soulmate mark appeared too!
she seemed to be looking at it too, "omg juyeon... are we soulmate?" i nodded my head happily, "yes you are" she cheered as she finally found her soulmate. but she got frowned a bit as she realised that, it's me
"jaeyoung...", i called out. will she...
she hummed.
"what do you think about us being soulmate?", i asked. "i think that... from my first impression of you, i think that you are a bit scary. but i guess we will get along well, since God let us become soulmate", she replied and gave me her brightest smile.
so she doesn't remember me...
even if you don't remember me, i will still love you...
THE END
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hey readers! this story finally comes to an end! firstly, i really wanna thank everyone who read this, although it's not really a nice book.
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