Chaeyoung
It's already nine in the evening but Mina wasn't home yet So I decided to call her but she's not answering her phone
I already called Dahyun unnie to check and ask if Mina was still there but she told me Mina actually left two hours ago
Fuck,where could she be? Dahyun unnie and Momo's house was only thirty minutes drive away from our home but she's not here yet
I tried again and again but she's not really picking up. I'm starting to get worried. It's already late and I didn't even know where is she now
''come on Mina,pick up.."
I keep on calling her phone again and again but she's really not answering so I called Dahyun unnie again
"Hello,unnie?"
"Oh,chaeng? Why did you call again?"
"Uh,unnie? Did Mina told you anything?"
"About what?"
"Uh,you know..about..uhm.."
"Wait,did the two of you fight?"
"Uh,I don't know..I mean..maybe?"
"God,chaeng.. what did you do this time?"
"Hey, I didn't do anything!"
"Really?"
I'm about to answer Dahyun unnie when I heard a familiar beep of a car, It's Mina
"Unnie, she's here.."
"Okay,good to hear that"
"Bye,unnie..thanks"
"Wait,Chaeyoung.."
"Yes unnie?"
"Ah,nevermind..bye.."
"Bye,unnie"
After the call ended, I quickly ran outside to open the gate for Mina and closed it again until she parked her car
Mina didn't even bother to look at me even when I called her name numbers of time so I followed her straight to our room
"Baby, wait.."
I held her arms and stopped her from walking away from me again
"Let go off me,chaeyoung!"
"Hey, where have you been?"
"None of your business"
Fuck,she smells alcohol!
"Yah! You smells alcohol, did you drink?"
"None of your business"
"Aish,Mina! How could you even drive home when your drunk—"
"I'm not drunk chaeyoung. I'm perfectly sober so can't you please just let go of me?"
"Mina—"
"I said fuck off!"
"Fine!"
I really hate it when Mina is acting like this, like she don't care or like I don't even matter to her. I always hate the feeling of being pushed away especially when she's the one who's doing it
I went downstairs and throw myself in the couch
"Maybe I'll just sleep here tonight"
The night was too peaceful and silent that I can even hear the ticking of the clock. It's already eleven in the evening but here I am, still wide awake
"Aish!"
I can't really sleep no matter how and what I do. I wonder if she's already sleeping. Should I check her up upstairs? No,that wouldn't be a great idea
Mina is mad and I know somehow she's drunk because She has a very low alcohol tolerance and I'm so glad that she even manage to get back home safe and sound
I wanna go and talk to her but I'm afraid I'll just make it worse so I just grabbed my phone and sent her an apology message.
"I'm sorry,my Minari.."
I closed my eyes again and tried to sleep but after few minutes, I heard gentle footsteps coming on my way. I didn't bother thinking who it was 'cause I'm pretty sure it's her,my beloved wife
"C-chaeng.."
I didn't respond and keep my eyes close pretending to be sleeping
"I'm sorry baby.. I'm really sorry.. I'm just so upset at you and the way you act towards children. I just didn't really understand why you hate kids when they're so adorable and lovely"
Yeah, and they're also loud and noisy. Attention seeker and stealer not to mention they're such a crybabies!
I badly wanted to say that to her but I controlled myself and let Mina say things that she wanted to say
"Baby..I love and you know that but I want a family like everyone else. I wanted a complete family with you,chaeng. You, me and our soon to be baby.."
What?!
"I want a baby,Chaeyoung. I badly want a child in our family. Yes, I'm happy living my life with you all these years but I still feel incomplete. I want a child in our family so seeing you acting that way to children makes me really upset at disappointed"
Fuck, Am I not enough? Why would she even want a freaking child in our home. Children are so annoying as fuck and they require a lot of attention and besides, she's working and so am I
How can we manage to take care of a child when we barely had a time for each other because of our work and other personal stuffs
Aish!
"All these years, I didn't let you know that I want a child of our own because I'm still hoping you'll change your mindset about it. I thought sooner or later you'll dream about having a child in our family like I do but until now you're still hating them and I really can't understand why.."
It's simply because they're annoying!
"Chaeng,baby..I'm still waiting for the day for you to change your mind and I'm hoping that sooner later, you'll dream of having a complete family with me"
That's not gonna happen,Mina..I'm sorry..
"I'll wait for that day,chaeyoung..until you're ready"
I'm really sorry,Mina..
"Goodnight baby. I love you and I will always will"
I love you too,baby but I'm really sorry
Mina had already went back upstairs but her words still lingers on me. I didn't knew she's been dreaming of having a child all these years
A child that I didn't even dream of having
I don't understand Mina at all. Why does she even want a child when we can still be happy even if it's just the two of us. We can both focus on our chosen careers and path without a little kid that may distract and disturb us
We can do whatever we want, Go wherever we want and be whatever we want without a child to take care off and to look for
I just don't understand!
Is having a child 'a must' between a couple? Is it really a requirement for us to be called a happy and complete family? Am I not enough at all? Can't she just be contented and happy the way we are right now?
Aish!
I really don't understand!
I buried my face on the throw pillow and forced myself to sleep to escape thinking about Mina and her dream of having a child,our child
I'm really sorry Mina but having a child in this house will never ever happen..
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Ey,guys..family or career?
Just wanna know your thoughts
Stay safe and healthy,
I love yawa all 🥰😘
-chaempot