I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I CAN FEEL THINGS PHYSICALLY HAPPENING WHEN IT SHOULDN'T??? i'm about to go into detail but gimme a bit
alright so i can't mediate, i used to for witchcraft things a year or two ago, but i can't actually do it anymore. so i haven't been able to meditate on wings and stuff, i might figure it out eventually, but not right now. meaning i also haven't done biokinesis, all i've done so far is listen to subs. that shouldnt've really gotten me anywhere. but here i am.
i don't know if it was actual progress or if i was just uncomfortable in my spot. but i swear i could feel something there. on my back, i could just feel my shoulder blades and the spot inbetween them. like not pain or twitching or anything. it hurt a tiny bit at some point, but for some reason i could just feel them there. as if someone was putting their hand there but without pressure. i also had a bit of phantom wing bumps at some point, like i could feel the socket, but no wings. which was pretty cool. but for the most part, even now (as this was yesterday), i can still kinda feel that part of my back, i'm more aware of it you see
but i'm still confused about why that happened. i wasn't supposed to get anywhere yet really, as subliminals were the only thing i've really done so far. maybe it's the new stuff on my playlist.
oh yeah, i might check "organize playlist" off my to do list. i've done that already, in which i've put all the mentality subs at the beginning, in a little bit of order, and put the subs i don't like very much or ones that say things like retractable wings at the end.
well that's exciting, i have more to say about other things but i think i'll just post them in two chapters instead so that they're easier to consume.