"Well, now that you've got your gun, it's much harder now the police have come. Now I'll shoot him if it's what you ask, but if you just take off your mask. You find out everything's gone wrong. "
Song: Robbers
Artist: The 1975
Selena
I don't even know what happened.
Entering my apartment i lock the door behind me. Walking to my room i set my bags and purse down on my bed. I start taking clothes and shoes out from the bags to hang and put in my closet.
What did i do? It was a simple question that led the conversation to go all down hill. I don't think i said anything wrong? I hope i didn't. I understand he's trying, but as he said he isn't use to the 'romantic bullshit'. I feel like the entire conversation just escalated too quickly. He didn't let me talk and he just kind of snapped.
"I'm home! Are you?!" Chris shouts as the front door closes.
"In my room!" I shout back.
After a few seconds he appears through my doorway and smiles as he walks to my bed ad sits down on it. "Something's wrong i can sense it." He says.
"What?" I ask with a chuckle.
"I', not an idiot. I've known you since we were kids i can practically see like a force radiating off of you that something is wrong Selena." He cocks an eyebrow. "What is it?" He frowns.
"Harry got upset with me." I answer lowly.
"What the fuck did you do?" He sighs, making me chuckle.
"Nothing.. at least i don't think i did?" I frown.
"So you guys are already having problems, but haven't even fucked or anything yet?" He asks, i feel my cheeks redden and his eyes widen as he gasps. "YOU SLUT DID YOU HAVE SEX WITH HIM?!" He yells making me jump slightly.
"No i didn't have sex with him!" I answer.
"THEN WHAT DID YOU DO BECAUSE YOU'RE BLUSHING AND I SWEAR TO GOD IF YOU LIE I'LL SKIN YOU." He asks loudly as he slightly jumps on the bed.
"We've kissed a few times." I shrug.
"NO SHIT WE'VE SEEN THAT BUT THERE'S SOMETHING ELSE BITCH!" He loudly squeals.
"He um." I begin but grow to shy to tell.
"He what?! Went down on you?!" He asks with a smile. I shake my head and he groans. "Fingered you?" He asks. I bite on my bottom lip and turn back around to my closet. "YOU FUCKER! HIS HANDS ARE FUCKING PERFECTION! THEY'RE SO BIG AND HIS FINGERS ARE SO LONG OH MY GOD! YOU LUCKY PIECE OF SHIT!" He shouts with a wide smile.
"Stop!" I whine in embarrassment.
"When did this happen?!" He asks still in shock as he keeps his hand on his chest.
"Today in his office." I mutter.
"IN HIS OFFICE? FUCK DUDE THAT'S SO HOT!" He squeals.
"Chris, seriously." I pout.
"Okay okay we'll talk details later!" He laughs. "Why is he mad?" He asks seriously.
"Earlier today after we.. yeah, i was helping him looking over some files since we weren't doing anything, and his dad came to talk to him about some party his family is throwing for his older sister and his dad introduced himself to me and it was just an ordinary casual greeting. So after that Harry and I went out so i could shop a bit and in the car on the way back to his he asked me to go with him to his sisters party, and i asked if he was sure if he wanted me there because he said he doesn't date and i know he's trying but i'm actually starting to really like him. And i feel meeting the family is a big step in a relationship but we aren't in a relationship and i know i should be grateful and just go with it but i don't want to grow feelings for him and get close to his family only to have him throw in my face again that he doesn't date and can't do relationships. So when i asked him if he was sure he wanted me there he said yes and asked why wouldn't he and i told him because we aren't dating and he got all mad and snapped at me telling me how it's hard for him because he isn't use to any of this and that i'm throwing in his face i don't have the girlfriend title and that's not what i was doing i just think okay, if your kid doesn't bring home a girl for four years, and suddenly brings one and introduces her to the family you would assume they were serious right? I mean i would? Maybe i'm just being stupid and am wrong about this entire thing I'm just trying not to get hurt." I explain and sigh afterwards.
"Okay you're both dumb." He chuckles.
"Chris-"
"Girl do not interrupt me," He scolds. "I get you don't want to fall for him and end up hurt if this goes no where but as you said you should just go with it. And he needs to calm his testosterone and think for himself, is this something he wants because you're right it isn't fair for you to fall for him when it could all be for nothing." He answers. "Did you reply to his text?" He asks.
"No." I answer with a shake of my head.
"Good. Don't." He smiles.
"Then what do i do? How do i fix this?" I frown.
"You don't. Let him. You said you're starting to like him, so you know where you're feelings are headed. He doesn't. So let him be the one to decide whether he wants this or not. If he does then yay for you, you get that hot mother fucker. If he doesn't then sucks for him because he lost not only a sexy ass female, but a girl with one of the biggest hearts out there." He answers.
"I love you." I smile as i engulf him in a hug.
"Love your bitch ass too." He laughs as he hugs me back. "Now let me help you put all your shit away then we can go grab some dinner, come back home and watch mean girl." He smiles.
"Sounds good." I smile and nod.
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Waking up this was annoying. I woke up later, not even remembering snoozing my alarm. But i did, about five times. I arrived late to work by ten minuets but luckily for me Niall loves me and didn't mind it one bit. Niall sent an email out to me, the CFO team and his secretary to dress casual to work. We were all a bit surprised but as i walked into the building i noticed we all followed the email. I settles for dark blue denim jeans, a white flowy long sleeve with black detailed design on it and my black ankle booties. I curled my hair lightly then brushed it out so it's wavy, and did my usual makeup except added red lipstick.
"Faith, do you know where i'm supposed to go? I saw the sticky note on my door and went to look for Chris but he's already left." I ask.
"Oh, they're on the roof." She smiles.
Thanking her i make my way towards the elevator and press the last button. The roof is decorated nicely, it's kind of like a little get away. He has cute plants in pots and tables and a barbecue up there and all that. The elevator comes to a halt and the doors open. Instantly i'm viewed witht he little room you have to walk through before you open the doors to the roof. The windowed room gives me sight of my co-workers here. I walk towards the doors and open them to walk out.
"There she is!" Niall chimes. People look my way and all coo they're greetings cheerily.
"Heeeey" I giggle and throw my hands up. Walking down the steps i smile as i greet some co-workers. As i look around i instantly do a double take when i see him. Sitting down at a table with some people, dressed casually in black jeans, a red flannel and brown boots.
"Selena!" Chris's voice calls and to my luck Harry turns and looks my way. (this is where i picture gif fyi) I'm quick to look away but we made eye contact so i know he knows i noticed him already.
"Hi." I smile as i approach Chris.
"How you feeling?" He asks with a smile as he hugs me.
"I'm good." I smile with a nod.
"Oh here," He smiles and grabs my hand and walks me a few steps away. "Leah, Sienna this is my friend Selena." He introduces. I smile as i look up from my phone, and recognize them from Harry's building.
"Hey i know you." The blonde smiles.
"Oh yeah! You were with Harry at his office the other day!" The brunette smiles.
"Uh, yeah." I nod with a half smile.
"You work here?" The blonde smiles.
"Yeah i'm Niall's assistant." I nod.
"Oh we already have a lot in common!" The brunette smiles.
"I'll be right back i gotta take a leak." Chris chuckles as he dismisses himself. We all mumble and okay and he winks as he walks away, making us chuckle.
"So, how old are you?" The brunette, Sienna, asks.
"Twenty one." I answer with a nod.
"Oh cool, we're both twenty three." She smiles.
"He's so annoying." The blonde, Leah, groans as she types on her phone.
"Who?" Sienna asks.
"Harry. He keeps texting me asking us to go over there but he told us today isn't a work day so we're not going over there." She says and locks her phone, putting it in her back pocket. "He probably tried texting you to already." She adds with a chuckle.
"Which is why i kept my phone on silent." Sienna chuckles.
"Excuse me ladies," A voice says as he appears beside us. "Selena." He smiles.
"Hey Eric." I nod.
"Can i steal her from you for a moment?" He asks them. They nod simply and he gestures for me to follow him.
"What's up?" I ask as we approach the railing of the rooftop, getting an amazing view over the city.
"I haven't really talked to you since that day and i just wanted to make sure we're okay?" He frowns.
"Yeah of course." I nod. "Let's just put it behind us, i think that's best for the both of us." I chuckle.
"Yeah you're right." He smiles. "Maybe we can start off by just a simple lunch in my office, or your office even." He smiles.
"Sure." I nod smiling. "That sounds nice." I add.
"This might be a bit forward but i wanted to know, if it'd be possible i could maybe, get your cell-"
"Hi baby." His voice sounds behind me as i feel his arm snake around my waist.
"Now if you never shoot, you'll never know. And if you never eat, you'll never grow. You've got a pretty kind of dirty face. And when she's leaving your home she's begging you, 'Stay, stay, stay, stay, stay'."
I will be updating again but it will be up probably around 10:00 PM since it takes me a while plus i get easily distracted. I live in California, in case any of you are somewhere else and are hours ahead (:
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