the thing that loved

I

please try not to stare
i'll try not to care
i know that you're lying to me
i'll take a step back
you take a step closer,
we're not getting anywhere-
why me? go torment some other lost soul
the one who made me lost, was the one in my arms from the start,
god damn it i cant believe i trusted you
you kicked me to the curb with such force i think you may have split my heart in two
you tore my hair out with your sharpest knives
you kicked me in the stomach even though i told you it hurt
it hurts
please- please don't...
please just...
don't