"They see the Instagram, the comments and all the likes but they don't see the makeup's and the breakups, and the fights" -RodWave✨.
||Los Angeles, California📍||
Kemani Leon Wright✨.
I layed my head back sitting in my car smoking a blunt and starring out the window at the graveyard in front of me. this was my fourth blunt today. I've been facing them back ta back since I woke up
Today is the day that my twin brother Kenny died and I'm just not really in the mood for nun
"That cigarette stank" My nephew said from the back seat of my car and I instantly laughed
"This aint no cigarette Kaleb. My fault tho I forgot" I said putting it out
"Oh" He said looking back at the phone watching youtube
We were parked a few feet away from Kenny's tombstone. We've been here for about 20 minutes but I just wasn't ready ta get out the car yet. I decided to take Kaleb with me because I ain't know if his mama was going to
"You ready to go see yo daddy" I turned around and looked at him
"Yea, I wanna see my daddy" He started taking off his seatbelt, I got out and opened the door for him to get out
I grabbed his hand and we started walking toward his grave. Once we made it I dusted off the old leaves and looked at the picture they had of him on it
The more I think about my brother the more my heart aches, I try not to think about it cuhz I know it puts me in a dark place but it's hard sometimes. I miss that nigga so much bruh
"Look at yo daddy, Say hi" I told Kaleb
"Hi daddy" He smiled and waved
I sat down next to his tombstone and looked at it going deep into my thoughts about everything. I just wish that I was there when everything went down. I feel like I'm never there when my people need me the most. First with my twin brother and then Jay. In both situations I feel like I could've been there to help and they would've both been alive til this day. It be fucking me up just to think about
"Why Kenny? I ain't gon lie you fucked me up wit this one bro ... You could've been the smart twin. ta finish school, And make momma proud. You aint have to follow behind me and pops we idiots and I should've been a better example for you. I'm sorry for not being there for you at a time you needed me the most and for not protecting you from them niggas, if I could take back time I would switch places witchu in a heartbeat so you can take care of Kaleb and the family" I spoke
"I know you and Jay goofy ass is up there laughing at me right now. I luh you nigga" I chuckled
"Why are you talking to yourself uncle?" Kaleb asked me
"i'm not talkin to myself man, I'm talkin to yo daddy" I chuckled
"But my daddy is not a wock, When mommy takes me here she be talkin to herself to. Y'all weird"
"He is under the rock in the ground, And if you talk he will listen ta you. Come talk to him" I sat him on my lap
"Tell him anything you want" I told him
"Okay, Daddy I can spell my name, and I can spell apple, and my mommy said I'm really smart"
"Oh, and some nigga at school tried to hit me at play time so I beat his ass and he told the teacher on me" He spoke clearly and I laughed
"Good job, dap me up" I put my hand out and he shook it
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I sat in my living room chillin and waiting for my baby to come from school. I took Kaleb back to his momma because they doing sum wit my mom today so I was just at the cribb
I was lowkey getting sleepy as hell too, she need ta hurry up
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"Hello"
"What you doing papa ? You good ?" She asked
"I'm coo, I'm chillin waiting on yo ass so hurry up"
"I'm pulling up" She laughed
"Fasho" I hung up
I waited for a few minutes then heard my door unlocking, I gave her a key to my cribb not to long ago cuhz why not. and plus she gave me one to hers
"Hi stinkalink" She came and sat on my lap and I frowned
"Fuck is a stinkalink? Don't call me that"
"Aight then nutster" She snickered and I smacked my lips mugging her
"Mmcht, a nigga nut before you one time and you just won't get over it, Shut up before I break yo back again" I watched her fall out in laughter
"I'm never gonna get over that"
"Shit ain't even funny, how was school"
"It was good, She let me take a bullet out somebody stomach today and stitch him up. I gotta work on my stitching but it was really fun" She smiled at me
I can tell she really love doing that shit and it made me happy that she was happy
"Good job baby, you might have to stitch me up one day" I kissed her and she frowned
"Don't talk like that"
"My bad" I laughed
"I'm finna go shower" She said getting up and I closed my eyes, I was starting to doze off to sleep
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I felt someone on my lap making me open my eyes, I wasn't sleep but I was in a zen
"Are you sure you good Kemani? Today prolly is a hard day for you and ion want you to feel alone" She kissed me then layed her head on my chest
"I'm straight, just tired" I mumbled
"What did you do today?" She asked
"Went to the cemetery wit Kaleb earlier then came back to the cribb, Made a few sells in between that but nun major" I yawned rubbing her back with my free hand
"Kemani I know you're not okay. You're not okay and it's fine to not be because this day was life changing for you so stop acting like it ain't shit because it is. And I'm right here, always will be" She wrapped her arms around me hugging me and I sighed and did the same
"I know"
Just her being right here with me was enough
We sat there in comfortable silence listening to each other breathe while her arms were wrapped around me
We got interrupted by my phone ringing and I ignored it until it kept on ringing
"Just answer it that shit gon keep ringing" She spoke lowly and I grabbed my phone seeing it was my momma FaceTiming me and answered
"Hello" I mumbled
"Hey bubbs" She spoke and I smacked my lips while Legend looked at me and smiled
"You got a nickname aww" She poked my cheek
Ion know why they bring that stupid ass nickname back
"Stop calling me that" I told my momma
"Who you talking to?" She asked and I ain't say nun
"Anyway why y'all ain't over here? Everybody here celebrating for yo brother"
"Because it ain't nun ta celebrate, I'm not in the mood" I told her honestly
"I don't care Kemani, sitting in the house miserable ain't gon make this day get any easier. You need to be around people you love so we can all get through this day together, it ain't easy for any of us either but we pushing through it and you can do the same. So you and your girlfriend need to bring y'all asses up here or I'll come get y'all my damn self" She mugged me and I couldn't help but to laugh a little
"You crazy as hell foo" I shook my head
"I know, be on y'all way or we gon have some problems Kemani" She said then hung up the phone
"Damn" I mumbled
"Lemme go put on sum cute" She tried get up but I pulled her back down
"We don't een have ta go" I licked my lips
"Yes we do"
"We can stay in the house and smoke, and order food, and watch a movie then fuck til we sleepy. dead homies i'd be straight" I rubbed her ass and she huffed
"That does sound good right now" She pecked my lips a few times
"But we can't, come on" She got up and pulled me up and we went into my room
I was already dressed so I sat there watching her change
She making my dick hard
"Let's fuck real quick" I told her putting my hands in my pants
"No" she said putting on perfume
Did she juss say she ain't love me?
"No ?? Fuck you mean no, My shit is hard right now bae look" I pointed to my pants and she laughed
"Bruh what's funny?" I stale faced her
"Baby we gotta go, we can do that later"
"You serious right now ?" I stood up going over to her holding her waist
"Yes, come on your mom is waiting" She started grabbing her phone and stuff and I slid behind her so she can feel my print
"BAEE!! You know what you doing stop" She said and I laughed grabbing my keys and we started heading out
||Legend Ariyah Jones✨||
Me and Kemani hopped in the car and he started it up, we sat there waiting for it to heat up before we pull off
"Imma get blue balls and it's gon be yo fault" He mumbled and I started dying laughing
He dramatic as fuck
"I ain't even do nun ta you" I laughed
"Yes you did, Teasing me and shit stop doing that"
"You just a fein, that ain't my fault"
"Nah foreal bae we gotta go handle this. I ain't finna be out wit my shit feelin like this" He looked at me seriously which made it funnier
"We not going all the way back in the house Kemani"
"Bae cmon" He whined with his hands in his pants
"And I got jeans on so we aint having sex but I got you" I said and he smiled at me
I playfully rolled my eyes and unbuckled my seatbelt. I reached over and started undoing his belt and pulled down his zipper while he looked at me still smiling
"Come here" I leaned in and smashed my lips into his kissing him slowly, I added my tongue and put my hand on his neck while pulling his dick out of his underwear at the same time with my free hand
I broke the kiss and watched as the precum dripped from his tip and smirked, I used that to wet up his shaft and moved my hand up and down his shaft stroking it
"Fuck" He threw his head back and I smirked watching his facial expressions. I love pleasuring him
"Like that baby" I asked in his ear and kissed his neck and cheek
I started going slow then sped up the pace noticing that he enjoyed it more at a faster pace. He grunted looking at me with his bottom lip tucked in his mouth
"You nasty" I smiled at him and and he licked his lips
His head went back again and he started to grunt heavier. Watching him breath heavy in pleasure was making me get a heartbeat
I leaned in pecked his lips a few times then went down and put only the tip in my mouth and jerked the rest
"Chill ma" He spoke lowly
I twirled my tongue around the tip as the radio played music lowly in the background
"Turn on throat baby" I said and he laughed
I slowly went down taking a few inches in my mouth slowly moving my head up and down
"Ughh" He started moving around, I knew his climax was coming soon
"Let it out baby" I said softly kissing the tip then put him back in my mouth going down as far as I could
A few seconds later he catching me off guard I felt his nut hit the the back of my throat and I almost choked. I swallowed because where else was it gonna go?
He grabbed my face and pulled me into a kiss, He slipped his tongue in my mouth but quickly pulled away
"Ehhhh what the fucc" he scrunched his face up in disgust and I started laughing
"That shit is nasty as fuck, That's what my shit taste like?" He looked at me
"It's not that bad, Drink water" I said and let his dick go and going in my purse to get wipes, I took a few to wipe my hands off and handed them to him
I put on some hand sanitizer and put a piece of gum in my mouth
"Gimme a kiss my little nutster" I puckered my lips smiling
"Hell nah" He said zipping his pants up
"Bet, won't be getting head from me ever again" I shrugged and he leaned in and kissed me and taking my gum in the process
"Why would you do that? You so nasty" I watched him chew on it and shook my head putting another piece in my mouth
He started the car back up and started pulling off
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We walked in his parents house and it was more people in here then I expected it ta be
"Hey, y'all finally here" Ladove came over and hugged me
"Hi" I spoke back
"Hi bubbies" She hugged Kemani tight and he laughed
"Hey momma"
I walked all the way in and seen my Daddy, Big K, Yonni , Jayda, and some other girl that looked around my age and also Kaleb"
"Hi daddy" I gave him a hug
"Wassup ugly" He spoke back
I waved at Big K then went over to Yonni and Jayda on some funny shii
"Hey yonni" I gave her a hug then looked at Jayda before walking away and going over to where Kemani and his mom were
Her stomach was really big I know she was gonna be due soon
"Legend!" Kaleb ran up to me and I smiled
"Aww you remember me? Hi" I
bent down to his level
"I'm about to be five" He said holding up five fingers
"Foreal? Wow" I acted surprised giving him a high five
"Stop talkin to my girlfriend punk" Kemani playfully slapped him
"This my girl nigga" He flicked him off
"Stop cussing before I beat you" Ladove warned him
"He is a grown ass man leave him alone" Kemani said picking him up and playing with him
"Kj be careful" Some girl said and I looked at her raising my eyebrows. I didn't mean to frown but I was tryna figure out who she was
once she noticed I looked she looked at me as well with a frown on her face so I did the same until she looked away
"Tell yo momma ta shut up" Kemani said to Kaleb putting him down who was laughing uncontrollably
Ohhh
"Legend you want kids?" Ladove asked
"Unt uhh, No babies. Or at least for right now" I told her and she laughed
"I feel you, But I want more grand babies so somebody better pop they twat" She said and I laughed as a knock appeared at the front door
Ladove went to answer it and it was Malik, Trell, and Tj walking in
"Why the hell is y'all here" Kemani mugged while dapping them up
"Yo mama invited us nigga" Malik said
"Kenny was our brother too, Shut up bitch" Trell said while dapping him up
"Hi bestie" I hugged him and he picked me up
"Damn yo musty ass got heavy, Kj Whatchu feeding ha?" He asked and I laughed
Nut... lol
"Ion een know" He looked at me smirking
"Unt uhh, Trell is my lil boyfriend get back" Ladove said and Kemani looked at her crazy
"Momma-" He stale faced her
"What? He fine. All of y'all fine he just my favorite" She hugged him
"Yeaaa Kj, don't play I'll make you my stepson boy" Trell said and we all started laughing
"I'm finna tell pops" He walked away going into Big K office where most of the boys were at
"He ain't gon do nun ta me. I run this shit"
"Where is Myra?" I asked Malik
"That ain't my girl nomo ion keep tabs on ha, I'm single" he shrugged and I gasped
"Since when?"
"I been single for almost three weeks now, and she gone. Outta state I think ion know" He said, I was speechless
"Wow, I thought you liked her that's crazy"
"I did but shit happens fuck it I'm moving on, I'm cool off ha" He said
I lowkey wanted to ask him what happened but I ain't wanna be all in his business so I didn't ask
"Malik" They started calling him in the office where all the boys were so I went and sat at the bar stool in the dining room getting on my phone
"Why you over here by yoself?" Ladove came and sat next to me
"Well, my girl best friend isn't here and the rest of my friends are in that room prolly talkin about work, then yonni is in there talkin to my sister and me and my sister aren't on speaking terms right now so I'm not going in there . And then on top of that ion think Kaleb's mom like me and ion like the look she gave me earlier so I'm juss chillin" I shrugged and she started laughing
"I swear your like a miniature me" she said
"Yea Ion tolerate nothing weird, people get cut off real quick" I said
"Come on I wanna show you something" She got up and I followed her, we walked down the hall and into this room
It had two beds and the walls were blue, The typical teenage boy room
"This was Kemani and Kenny's room, All these rooms we got in our house and they still wanted to share one. They spent almost every second of their lives together" She told me and I looked around the room
"When Kenny died bubbies didn't even wanna sleep in here, It was like he lost his other half, Well he did. He hasn't been inside this room since he passed and til this day he refuses to even get close to it. He used to sleep in one of the guest rooms until he moved out. When we lost Kenny we lost a part of Kemani too that I never thought I would ever see again"
"But when y'all are together I peep how happy you make my son. He is a very guarded person so to see him trust somebody like this that isn't me and makes him happy it makes me happy. I'm so glad y'all met cuhz I never thought I would see him smile that big ever again, that's why I spoil him so much cuhz I love seeing my baby smile"
"And I'm glad that I have that effect on him I never even knew. I love that boy with everything in me he ain't going nowhere trust me we stuck" I told her
"I know I haven't known you for that long, But I love y'all relationship" she smiled at me
"Thank you" I smiled back
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When I seen that Kaylen had texted me I got pissed off, at this point it's turning into a habit and that can't happen. He's getting too comfortable texting me and ion want this to mess up my relationship
I clicked on his name then blocked him
"Who that is" I heard and turned around seeing Kemani behind me looking in my phone
"Nobody important" I locked it and put it in my pocket and started biting my nails
He look at me weirdly then took a sip from his cup
"You lying. we gon talk later" He nodded, I knew he was mad
"For what? I didn't do anything" I said and he grabbed my hand pulling me in the bathroom that was a few feet away from us
"I just said we gon talk later bruh, I'm not repeating myself. Aight?" He spat and my heart skipped a beat
I nodded crossing my arms and rolling my eyes watching him walk out then walked out after him
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"Say cheese" I smiled putting the camera on me and Trell who sat next to me and he stuck his tongue out
"Period pooch" He put up the peace sign and I started laughing
"Jayda got big as hell" He whispered to me as we watched Yonni rub her belly
"Yea she did" I agreed
"Yonni move yo big ass head we tryna stare at Mc Fatty over there" He yelled and I covered my mouth trying not to laugh
"Montez..." I hit his shoulder
"Fuck you" Jayda flicked him off
"Witcho big ass, ion wanna see yo fat ass eating nomo food this evening" He told her and she got up walking away
"Boom boom boom" he made sound affects as she walked and I laughed uncontrollably making Kemani look at me from a distance and started mugging
"Damn! What you did to that nigga? He just mugged the hell outta you foo" Trell asked chuckling
"Nothing, He's being mean to me right now" I looked away from him and at my phone
"You wanna go jump em? I'm down"
"No, he'll get over it" I shook my head
"Oh yea and I forgot you being watched anyways, One mo strike and yo ass going to jail" He teased and I smacked my lips
"That was a real blessing from the universe I'm so glad nobody pressed charges, I ain't never fighting again" I said
My court date was a few days ago and the judge was really cool, But she told me that if I was to get locked up or get in trouble with the law then imma get arrested automatically if it has anything to do with fighting. I took that as a blessing because lord knows that would've messed up my career
I just hope that my anger doesn't get that bad to the point where I would ever get arrested again
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"Ouu What's his name?" I squealed excitedly to Yonni as she laughed
The get together was over and everyone left, The only ones who were still here was me and Kemani. I was in Yonni's room while he was in there somewhere talking to his parents
"His name is Damond, Here go a picture" She gave me her phone and I looked at the dude. He was cute
"You got good taste he's cutee" I told her
"Thank you" She laughed
"Do anybody else know about him?"
"My momma talked to him before and she knows about him but I haven't told my daddy or bubbies yet. Well I kind of told bubbies but ion think he believed it he was too calm" She said and I made the yikes face
"I feel bad they might wanna fight him" I said
"No foreal, Imma just let them find out on they own that I have a boyfriend because I ain't telling them. Even tho I'm 17 my daddy and my brother still scare me sometimes" She said and I agreed
"Same girl they scare me too" I said and we both started laughing before her door opened
"The hell y'all in here giggling about" Kemani walked in looking at us and we looked at each other then back at him
"Umm... is that your business?" She replied smartly cocking her head to the side and I laughed
"You not to old to get yo ass beat Yonni" He said and she waved him off
"You ready ?" I asked him
"Yea"
"Call me when you get home so I can finish telling you" She said and I nodded
"No, She ain't finna call you. Gimme my damn girlfriend" He grabbed my arm and I got up laughing
"You stay hating" She said as we started walking out of her room
"Momma, We finna go" He said
"Okay give me hugs" She hugged me
"Bye Dove" I smiled
"Bye, bubbies be safe momma loves you" She hugged and kissed him on the cheek
"Aight love you too" He said and we started walking out the house
We got in the car and I put my seatbelt on, The silence in the car was so deadly
He pulled off and still hasn't said a word so I turned the radio on to ease the tension
He took a glance at me and turned it back off
"Mmcht" I scrunched my face up and looked at him
"Gimme yo phone" he said and I looked at him raising my eyebrows
"For what?"
"Stop questioning me and give give me the fucking phone" He snatched it out my hand
"Bruh why are you doing all that?" I scrunched my face up
"Imma give you a chance to tell me what's in here... And that I didn't see what I thought I saw earlier"
"Because earlier I thought I saw you texting a nigga who name used to be baby wit a pink heart, But I'm trippin right?" He asked
calmly
"It was nothing" I said and began biting my nails like a dummy
"You cheating ?" He asked and I scrunched my face up
"No" I replied quickly
"Then what's in here?"
"Nothinggg" I dragged
"I'm not even one of those insecure niggas that go through phones or nunnadet but you been acting real weird everytime I get near it. I been tryna ignore it cuhz I trust that you wouldn't do that shit ta me but now I'm not sure, then sitting here lying in my face like I didn't see you texting another nigga right in front of me. Just tell me the truth"
"I'm not cheating on you. I promise I'm not" I told him
"So if I go through yo shit I ain't gon find nun? you know I hate that lying shit" He asked and I didn't know how to answer that so I didn't say anything
"And if I go through this shit and not see nothing imma really fuck you up, I know i'm not delusional cuhs"
He stopped at the red light putting the password in and unlocking my phone. He started going through it and I sat there looking at the road while my heart pounded out of my chest, my whole body started getting hot
"This bet not be who I think it is Legend, On my brother grave this bet not be who I think it is" He clenched his jaws and started driving as the light went green, I stayed silent for a few seconds
"Bae-" I looked at him
"This yo ex?" He asked and I sighed
"Yes" I said lowly and he nodded rolling down the window and throwing my phone out and kept driving
"KEMANI ! WHY WOULD YOU BREAK MY PHONE!!" I yelled whining
"On my brother death date? Really cuhs? Out of all days you do this shit on the day my brother died?" He yelled. He sounded hurt and it made me hurt
"And when I asked you did you talk to him at all you said no. Whole time you niggas is all buddy buddy having full blown conversations and shit"
"He's my partner in school, it's not like I can avoid him he's literally always near me Kemani. I know I'm wrong for not telling you but I didn't want this to happen, I would never cheat on you or step out on our relationship because I love you bruh, I made a mistake and I'm sorry damn" I said as he pulled into the driveway of my apartment
"I'm done wit yo lying ass. Get out my car foo" He said and I shook my head
"No you're not done with me. Don't say that shit"
"I'm really tryna be cool but you pushing it. Get the fuck out my car Legend, And take this witchu" He said throwing the spare key to my apartment that I gave him on my lap
"You're not leaving me Kemani shut up !! You had sex with me !! You got me attached to you, You bought me a chain, We been through all this shit these past few months and you're just gonna break up with me over something that could be fixed ?" I yelled looking at him
"Fuck this relationship, fuck what we been through, and fuck this stupid ass chain that shit ain't mean nothin" He snatched it off my neck and threw it in the back seat of his car
"Okay" I nodded and grabbed his phone out the cup holder and my stuff then got out of the car and started walking toward my door
"Gimme my phone bruh" He got out and tried to get it from me
I threw his on the ground and it shattered then I took off on him punching him in his face
"You're not done with me bitch stop playing wimme!" I said hitting him in between words
"Stop putting yo fucking hands on me" He hit me in my chest and grabbed my arms
"I HATE YOU, I SWEAR TO GOD I HATE YOU" I cried trying to get out his grip
"I HATE YO STUPID ASS TOO" He looked me on my eyes then pushed me back and walked to his car
I watched him pull off and started having a panic attack, My breathing got heavy and I felt a indescribable pain my my chest, I hurried and unlocked my door going inside. I dropped my stuff at the door and fell to the ground
My chest heaved up and down and tears flooded my eyes, I layed there trying to calm down
"I- Can't" I cried as I tried to control my breathing
I reached in my bag grabbing my anxiety pills and taking two dry then turning the fan on and putting it in my face. I layed my head against the wall trying to control my breathing
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This Chapter long then a bitch😂😂😂 but it's allot going on .
Not Malik and Myra breaking up😐😐.
And Kj and legend💀.
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