Kehlani Pov
-Though I had an alarm set I woke up an hour before it actually went off and to my surprise I was the only one awake. I made sure to disarm it because if it woke any of the boys up I'd probably be pissed with myself. Quietly, I handled my hygiene and put on a hoodie to cover the fact that I didn't wear a shirt. There was time before I needed to leave so I chilled. I watched some kdramas and cut fruit because I've gotten them into eating fruit in the mornings sometimes.
-It was kind of my habit that they picked up because they'd beg for food and fruit would be what I had. I know if no one else has some Chan and Hyunjin will. Time passed by and only Jeongin, Seungmin and Minho woke up. It was still kind of early so I understood why the others were still sleeping. It got closer for the time for me to leave so I went to get dressed
-I brushed my hair and put a beanie over it. I told the two alive ones that I'd see them later and to be safe then left. The weather was nice so I walked to the doctors office.
Me:*comes in* K//goodmorning *bows*
Doctor:*chuckles* K//goodmorning Kehlani-ssi
Me:K//you know my name?
Doctor:K//yes I-
Me:K//your the doctor, yea sorry
Doctor:K//take a seat
Me:*sits down*
Doctor:K//how are you ?
Me:K//um im okay I guess, and you?
Doctor:K//I'm fine. If you don't mind me asking, what are you up to these days? Nothing stressful I hope?
Me:K//not really, just living
Doctor:K//Kehlani? Aren't you a Kpop Idol?
Me:K//uhhh no *waves my hands* no I'm not actually. May I ask why you'd think that?
Doctor:Oh honey K//you can't fool me your popularity is far bigger than you think I see
Me:K//wait so you know who I am?
Doctor:K//of course I do half the country does don't you think? Kehlani, the ace, the dancer, angelic singer, multilingual queen, the visual, woman of many groups, probably the biggest girl crush around right now. Also I'm the doctor knowing your name is part of my job and my nieces talk about you so much I'd know your "striking visuals and captivating posture* anywhere
Me:oh *rubs my ear* K//now that's it's all said like that I kind of feel bad
Doctor:K//feel bad? *starts my checkup* why? Don't feel bad embrace it! I know how hard it is to make it past training, especially as a female. You've survived tons of rumors and accusations there's more to come but I bet you'll do fine. Being as popular and successful as your are? I'd kill to get there
Me:K//oh um....thank you
Doctor:K//any stomach pains?
Me:K//no
-The checkup was because of my visit when they found the tear in my stomach lining. It's gotten better but she warned me to still be careful. My interview got canceled because obviously the company or whoever was on top of it messed something up which was crazy because this was planned weeks ago but that's their content. Since my day ended early I texted Han to meet me at a cheesecake place that's a few blocks from the company. He texted to let me know he made it before I did and he ordered for me.
-When I arrived there I walked in and saw him on his phone. He looked kind of nervous and every time someone got loud he'd look up. He's so cute when he's being his introverted self. I started to walk up to him but he looked up again and saw me. His expression changed completely. He rushed and gave me a hug, even with the platform shoes im quite shorter than him. STAY already says he's tiny you can imagine how small I am right? He grabbed my hand and led me back to the table. I looked at him and he was bright red it was adorable
Me:*sits down* I see someone missed me hm?
Han:yeah man I missed you
Me:*chuckles* K//I missed you too, how was your day so far?
Han:K//it's been okay . How is yours?
Me:K//besides the interview cancel it's pretty nice. The weather is great, im out with Hannie, I'm pretty happy
Han:*shocked*K//our date made you happy?
Me:K//are you really surprised at that?
Han:*laughs softly* K//I guess I should be used to your compliments by now
Me:K/your blushing!
Han:Noona *hides his face*
Me:oh my gosh K//Han Jisung, am I making you shy?
Han:K//I don't know just don't compliment me
Me:okay fine *looks at him*
Han:*looks at me and gets shy again*
Me:*laughing* K//that's so cute! why are you so shy today? You don't get this shy when we're at the dorm
Han:K//we're alone we haven't been together with no one around like this in a while
Me:K//we're alone at the dorm when we talk
Han:K//there's still a member there with us not just us
Me:K//what's so different from when we used to have those moments
Han:K//your older
Me:what?! *laughs*
Han:*laughs* ani ani!
Me:K//we're the same age I'm just months older you know that right?
Han:K//I know I mean that.....
Me:yeah?
Han:*laughs and covers himself* K// I don't know
Me:*laughs harder* K//is it how you see me?
Han:K//your still my Noona and you look different these days so it's hard to look straight at you and not get shy
Me:*turns red*K//are you calling me pretty without actually saying? Or am I intimidating
Han:K//both
Me:now I'm getting shy K//this is weird how we're so close but still get shy with each other
Han:K//you feel shy too?!
Me:K//yes! *facepalms* what are we going to do? Can we even have a conversation like this?
Han:K//I don't think so. I'm holding my laughter
Me:yea we're not gonna make it
-We ate cheesecake and talked. We felt like we'd stayed in the cafe too long so we decided to take a walk and talk. It was very soothing. We had our arms locked and he was holding both of our drinks along with a bag I had from some small shopping earlier. It was kind of late when we finished the walk but 3racha was having a session and since I was with Han I joined. They also kind of owe me the entrance this time because they didn't wake me last time. We arrived earlier than the other members since we were already out. I took that time to do vocal exercises and sing a little while on my phone
Me:Hannie-ah
Han:*looks at me* hm? k//am I in trouble?
Me:*laughs* what? K//why would you be in trouble?
Han:K//that's the only time you say my name like that
Me:K//did you do something to be get in trouble?
Han:K//I don't remember doing anything
Me:K//I was just going to ask are you writing
Han:K//not yet, what are you singing?
Me:K//it's a song I wrote a while ago
Han:K//can I hear the full song?
Me:nooo *chuckles*
Han:K//why not!? I thought we liked to share ideas
Me:K//we do but how will I know if you like it
Han:K//if you let me hear, you never have bad songs these days. I enjoy them
Me:you really know how to fool me into getting what you want you know that?
Han:*laughs*
Me:K// it's called "Cry For Me"
Han:K//it sounds sad
Me:*laughs and covers my face* oh my god
Han:*laughs* sorry sorry sorry
Me:*sighs* okay K//just look away if I know your staring I'll laugh*starts singing*
(Think Of Cry For Me, The English Version, With A Few Different Lyrics)
-Right as I got to the ending someone walked in. It scared me so much I dropped mid-word. My heart was pounding so hard in my chest I felt the vibration in my abdomen. I looked towards the door to see Chan, Changbin and behind them was Pdnim. We all greeted each other as they came in taking a seat
Chan:K//you were sounding really good in here
Me:K//you think so hm?
JYP:K//I agree, is that your song? Ive never heard it before
Me:K//yea it is actually
JYP:K//it's really nice
Me:K//thank you
JYP:K//how about you find a free space on your schedule and when you have it come talk to me with your song?
Me:K//oh no it's fine
JYP:K//hear me out you'll enjoy this. What about it?
Me:K//mmmm okay, I'll stop by when I finish
JYP:K//perfect *checks the time* I have to go. I'll be seeing you soon
Me:*nods*
3racha:*says goodbye*
JYP:*leaves*
Changbin:*sits next to me* K//your amazing
Chan:K//she is *chuckles*
Me:K//what do you mean?
Changbin:K//you made your boss beg for time on your schedule and he could've easily had it done whenever he wanted. That's power
Me:oh hush
Changbin:K//he may be scared of you
Han:K//who isn't
Me:wow Han
Chan:*laughs*
A Few Hours Later
-They taught me a lot about producing tracks over the years and sometimes they let me help but more these days. I used to make mistakes and they'd fix it for me but these days I do as well as Hyung. He'd guide me or tell me what to do and I'd do it. So far tonight I hadn't done as much as I normally would. I just sat next to him on my phone in Changbin's lap. He was in my favorite chair so I sat across his lap with my legs hanging off the chair. All the producer talk had me hungry after a while
Me:Hyung
Chan:yes Kehlani
Me:can we order some food please
Chan:are you hungry Kehlani
Me:yes
Chan:I knew you'd say that actually *pulls out a snack*
Me:you know me too well *eats it* thank you
Chan:*smiles* your welcome K// and don't talk
Changbin:K//yahh *takes it* and don't eat so fast you'll choke
Me:heyy *looks at him*
Changbin:K//eat slow *gives it back*
Han:*sniffs*
All:*looks at him*
Chan:k//are you crying?
Han:K//I thought she was going to cry when Hyung took her food. Her eyes looked teary it was cute and sad
Me:K//um are you okay?
Han:K//a little bit
Me:K//would you like some food?
Han:*opens his mouth*
Me:*feeds him*
Chan:Jagi
Me:yes?
Chan:K//would you like to help today
Me:ah yes please
Chan:*scoots back*
Changbin:*scoots up*
Me:thanks Hyung
Chan:K//there's a twist to this
Han:uh oh
Me:uh oh? K// uh oh? What is "uh oh"? What's going on am I in trouble again?
Chan:K//no your not in trouble
Me:K//then why "uh oh"?
Chan:K//I'm letting you fly solo. I want to see what you've learned
Me:K//why?
Chan:*raises his eyebrow*
Me:K// I have been paying attention I promise. I just didn't expect to be doing it on my own
Changbin:K//your not on your own we're still with you we're just watching
Me:K//ok but don't get quiet I'll get nervous
Chan:K//we won't
-I got started and at first they were talking but I started to mumble to myself while working and it got quiet. At first I didn't notice. I zoned out for a few seconds, started again with typing lyrics then I noticed how quiet it was. I got a little nervous but I tried not to let it stop me from working
Me:guys K//why are you quiet ? Are you watching?
3racha:mm
Me:K//did you even listen to me? *turns around*
3racha:*holding up their phones*
Han:*flash goes off*
Me:*rubs my eyes* yah!! K//why are you taking pictures of me?
Han:K//producer Jagi is sexy
Chan:K//In the future if STAY sees this they'll love seeing your sleeve pulled back and your hair up. It's a sexy look on you
Me:tch *turns back* fanboys
-I was able to make a track and they happened to be both impressed and proud of me. While I'm into more, dark, sexy, R&B music it was something hard hitting and I think it was perfect for the group. So did 3racha and coming from them, I was flattered. Since Hyung, Hyunjin and I are team sexy we planned to do some songs and show some "maturity" in the future. We want to start at the end of the year hopefully. I also have some ideas for a duo or maybe trio but we'll just have to see what happens.
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