AUTHOR POV_
Jisoo is walking through her new college corridors. She should complete two years post graduation here.
Jisoo is relieved to have Rose accompanying her even here. She is walking to college cafe to meet her best friend but suddenly someone grabbed her hand and pushed to janitors room.
Jisoo felt panic initially but by seeing her ex boyfriend's face she got lil bit relieved.
Those memories of each other being so damn romantic all the time hit her back. Unknowingly her eyes became glossy.
She shook her head, don't want to dwell onto those past memories.
"What are you doing here?"
Jisoo asked while wiping her tears.
"Even I joined here to do masters.
So that I can see you, meet you, spend time with you like before"
Kai replied with small smile while brushing her hair strands.
Jisoo felt confused by his answer. What does he mean? . They are over right?. She herself broke their relationship before marriage.
"What do you mean?" Jisoo asked in confused state.
"Well baby, please listen to me carefully.
Your marriage is just a business contract. I'm damn sure that rich CEO married you for extending his assets.
We still love each other a lot.
So please lets maintain our relationship secret.
I will wait till you get divorced.
Until then lets be lovers as before but secretly.
And that CEO seems so naive , even he can't find out our relationship.
Please..."
Kai suggested pleadingly. He want her back in his life by any means.
Jisoo felt completely shook by his words. How can she do that?. She thought for a while and replied back boldly .
"No, that's something I can't do ever in my life. I can't cheat someone even though I don't love him.
It's absolutely so wrong according to me.
Listen kai, I know y-you are so heart broken, so am I. But we can't be together.
After thinking about all of these that are happening in my life, I took this big decision of separating from you.
P-Please don't make it harder for me. Just forget me, I k-know its difficult but please try to.
I can't be your lover. W-We are over that's it.
After one year, don't know how things gonna change. May be you will get tired of waiting for me.
So I'm not even asking you to wait for me.
It's clenching my heart right now, but still I'm telling you this
F-find someone w-who is better than m-me. Who will not l-leave you like I did r-right now.
Y-you are really great guy , I'm not lucky enough to have y-you in my life."
Jisoo expressed with heart stinging badly. It's very difficult to suggest your past love to find someone.
Kai groaned internally but let his fake tears to glide down. So that at least by seeing him like this, Jisoo will patch up with him.
She felt her heart clenching badly by Kai's tears. It's all her fault, she is making both of them suffer. With this, Jisoo left that place with glossy eyes as she can't see her love suffering like this.
Kai gritted his teeth after seeing Jisoo running away from him. Fuck, he want her back badly at least for few days. After that, he himself is ready to break up with her.
The day ended quickly with Jisoo crying silently and cursing herself for making her love life suffer badly.
Coming to Taehyung, he was busy
as usual with new projects and meetings all the time. He didn't even have his lunch due to heavy work but there is no one who cares whether did he eat or not.
His secretary took leave suddenly, so his work increased more now.
With tired smile, Taehyung reached home and had dinner very lately all alone on dining table.
He sometimes wonder will he remain like this forever ?. What did he do in his past life to live this depressed life .
Except his friend Namjoon, there is no one who knows what he is going through. He is just so handsome, greek god and hard working CEO in front of everyone. But in reality, Taehyung feels so depressed and alone all the time.
With exhausted thoughts, Taehyung reached his bedroom. His wife is sitting on bed by leaning against headboard while scrolling her phone.
His heart skipped a beat by seeing his first love right in front of his eyes looking so pretty.
Taehyung felt like hugging her tightly and sharing everything with his wife. Regarding how the day went on?. Is he content today with project outcome or not ? . About his office stress life, everything.
But he can't do this sadly.
Taehyung sighed and sat beside her while leaning against bed headboard with comfortable distance between them.
Don't know why but felt like he should at least converse normally with her. There is nothing wrong in this right?.
So, he tried to talk with his wife.
"H-Hi, How d-did your day w-went on today?" Taehyung asked hesitantly .
That's it, Jisoo felt completely frustrated all of sudden by hearing his voice. She remembered Kai's words telling rich CEO accepted this marriage contract to extend his business . Taehyung thought similar to her parents.
Such a money minded he is. This rich CEO made her life hell to earn more dollars. With this, she let out all her agony, pain, heart break everything in the form of anger.
" See, I'm not at all ready for this marriage.
Just leave me alone for few days, I need more time to adjust.
Until then don't try to talk to me. Don't act as very caring husband. Stop all of this shit"
Jisoo snapped angrily while covering herself with blanket and drifted to sleep.
She wanted to shout at him loudly, want to cry out every pain she is going through right now because of him.
But Jisoo felt like, if she relieve about her plan of divorcing him after one year. Taehyung will try to stop her with his power.
Jisoo don't want to stuck with this rich CEO forever. So she will act as if she is adjusting to new life for one year and then will leave him permanently.
Taehyung felt his heart shattered by her words.
"You are r-really big i-idiot Tae. Jisoo needs some time, till then can't you s-stop bugging her.
You are i-irritating her a lot. And moreover living all alone is not n-new to you. So just c-continue like this.
But I'm not a-acting. It's true, I really love and care for her a lot...........
Taehyung thought to himself with glossy eyes and drifted to sleep with heavy heart.............