Jinim huffed in annoyance and send a glare towards the girls sitting not far from him.
He just wants to read in peace while waiting for park jimin but the girls won't let him as they busying gnawing and squeeling at him which he found so annoying.
He slammed the book down startling the girls as they let out a gasp and went silent immediately when jinim give them a dead glare.
"Shut up you're too loud"he spit out while the girls scoffed at his rudeness before squirrel away.
He finally breath out and look at the door and a sigh escape his lips when he didn't see jimin,he came to wait for the elder in the library since he knew the older always come here but he have been waiting forever and the male never show up and he desperately want to apologise for whatever reason he did wrong.
Jinim heard a footsteps from the distance and quickly rushed out and saw park jimin chatting away with someone unfamiliar.
he quickly called the elder catching jimin attention as they turned to look back at him.
Jinim walk and stand in front of him with a sighed escaping his lips as he look down to the floor."I'm sorry jimin i never meant to pick that paper"he whispered with a frown and jimin slowly shakes his head.
"I'm sorry too for yelling at you"he said making jinim smiled and hugged him while jimin chuckled.
"So this is park jinim how much did i missed exactly"jin spoke up and rolled his eyes.
"i will fill in everything later but now let's go and eat I'm starving"jimin pout while jin chuckled and pinched his cheeks making the younger snap a glare at him as he rubbed his cheeks.
Jimin stopped in the front door of the cafeteria and jinim can sense the discomfort of the elder as he stare at the door nervously.
jinim walks to him and took his hand while the older raise a questioning brow at him before jinim intertwined their hands together before dragging the male with him into the room and jimin smiled at his action.
They took their seat and jinim made sure the elder stick with him while jimin ignore the hard stare the people were giving them since he was used to it and beside he have his twin by his side.
Jimin look toward jungkook direction and gulped when he saw he was with his friends.
He let out a gasped when Jungkook look his direction and flashes a smile following with a winks and a blush tainted jimin's cheeks as he quickly look away.
And to jimin dismay,jungkook rise from his seat and walk to their own and plopped down beside him.
Everyone in the room is left in utter shock at jungkook action as they start murmuring while watching him with wide eyes including jimin.
"We are being the center of attention thank to someone"jinim scoffed and rolled his eyes.
"Well i can't stay away from jiminie hyung for so long or I'll die"jungkook blurted out and jimin turned a shade red as he covered his face in embarrassment making jungkook laughed and to teased the older more he leaned to the him while whispering something into his ears and jimin almost turned into a tomato as he slap jungkook on the shoulder making the younger throw his head back in laughter.
"Guys stop or I'mma throw you two out of here"jin sneered out and rolled his eyes while Jungkook glare at him and jimin stick out his tongue at jin making the male scoffed at them.
"So where the hell is taehyung"jinim asked while Jungkook give him a side shrugged.
"i don't know probably working in the company"
He said and jinim stare at jungkook in shock since the younger just answer his questions about taehyung.
"I see someone has missed me"a voice spoke up making the group look back to find taehyung walking towards them with a grin.
"I swear the jeon's brothers are so annoying"jinim sneered out earning a glare from Jungkook for adding his name.
Taehyung hulled a sit beside jinim and plopped down with a tired sigh escaping his lips.
"you could have rest at home why did you come back to school"jungkook asked and taehyung sigh as he shifted his gaze back to jinim sitting beside him and place a hand on the younger head.
"Because i missed this angry umpa lumpa"he joked and jinim slap his hand away glaring at him making taehyung chuckled.
Jimin slowly look down to his lap and a sigh escaping his lips.
jungkook noticed this and playfully pinched his cheeks making the older pout his lips while rubbing his cheeks and jungkook laughed wanting nothing more but to kiss the pout away but decided to hold it in since they were in public.
Jinim watched the way jimin and jungkook laughed at every little thing they said or how their eyes sparkling when looking at each other with their hands intertwined together throughout the whole discussion.
Jinim doesn't need anyone to tell him to know the two were deeply in love and really happy together so was he really going to ruined that happiness for them.
Did he deserves to do that.
and with that he rise up."I'm going to the bathroom"he mentioned and leave the room while Jungkook watch him as he went away and he felt something wrong but shrugged nonetheless.
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Jinim hulled everything on his stomach to the sink and let out a sigh when he stared at himself in the mirror.
He really thought he should have forgets everything by now but yet it's still vivid on his memories as if it was carved to his heart and can never be erased.
He slowly pulled up his sleeve and stare blankly at the many scars on his wrist.
No matter what happen he'll never hurt his twins,he's going to make sure the elder was happy even if it meant for him to sacrifice his own happiness he is ready to do that for his park jimin.
He will never let the older end up like him.
The door bursted opened startling him as he quickly rolled back his sleeve and snapped a look back only to meet bo gum,mark and yugyoem smirking broadly at him.
"Do you remember me"bo gum mused with an amused grin tugging on his lips.
jinim huffed before smirking broadly at him.
"Of course i broke your nose the other day"he said with a smug expression as he crossed his arms and bo gum eyes darkened as he staked towards the male with a few strides with his face pinned with anger.
"The fuck you just said"
"calm down bo gum and let us catch our fun first before you do whatever you want"yugyoem said and bo gum smirked before going to the door and lock it.
"What the hell are you doing"jinim muttered out and step back while Mark smirked walking towards him with a flirtatious grin.
"The moment i saw you i have always wanted to do this"he taunts and smacked jinim's butt making the younger eyes widened as he pushed him hard making him stumbled back.
Bo gum grabbed jinim from behind and Mark throw a powerful punched to his stomach.
Jinim wince in pain as he fall to the ground with a hard thud culling himself as ball and instead of his stomach he clutched his head in pain as the memories of his childhood flashed back towards him.
little jinim felt a hard slap on his face as he clenched his teeth in pain as the man keep slapping his left cheeks which have swollen and numb from the pain.
He bit his lips hard stopping the tears that have already formed in his eyes because if he didn't it going to be another endless tortured for him,he makes sure he didn't cry but his 9yrs old heart is sobbing inside.
the man finally stopped when his own hands were starting to hurt.
"Honey don't kill him you know he's still going to be useful in some ways"
"what's the use of him when he is this useless,if only he was half as good as his twins none of this would have happened"
the man spit out and what breaks jinim more is the fact this monster is none other than his own father while his mother sit there watching TV without caring for him.
In his entire life jinim has always been in this position and everytime he keeps looking at the door maybe some miracle could happened that can make someone run to takes his helpless hand he reached out for help or someone to heard his broken heart crying for help.
But to jinim those are just his fantasy because whenever that happened no one ever showed up for him.
And he was not going to pursued that hopeless hope anymore because he was just too tired of struggling.
He felt his shirt ripped open and slowly closed his eyes letting them do whatever they want with him since his eyes barely opened anyway and he was always helpless like this everytime.
But this time someone did found him giving him a slight bit of hope he needed from staying sane and that when the door busted open revealing the knight in shining armor and a kind soul who have come for him.
jinim didn't know what happened the last thing he remembers was a warm hand wrapping around his tiny waist and scooped him bridal style and carried him out.
jinim smile as he smelled the familiar scent he recognized so well knowing his existence was never blurred after all.