You were once asked, "How often do mishaps happen in your life?" At the time you answered confidently: "it doesn't matter how often, what matters is how I deal with the problem as it comes up."
Yes, that's pretty smart, but today you failed to follow your own rule.
Sometimes we have days when things fall through the cracks and that's perfectly normal.
- It's perfectly normal. - You nod to yourself, but it doesn't make you feel any better. It's like there's a stone in your chest instead of a heart, and it's pulling you down hard.
Things haven't been going well since this morning. With a surprising frequency, you wondered if you'd caught the bad luck from poor Bennett? Except, unlike you, he's always smiling.
You're not feeling very well right now. At all.
If someone had told you that today you'd waste all the food on a mission that wasn't even yours, you'd have been more circumspect. If anyone had known that treasure snatchers would pounce on you several times on way out of Li Yue... You would have locked yourself in your room, in Wanshu, and hit the road a day later.
Even when you arrived in Mondstadt, taking a shower, you managed to put a bruise on your butt. It's like this day wants to kill you. Maybe even a week. A few days ago, you had a big fight with your friend. You appreciated your relationship with him, but sometimes he's just unbearable. Uncontrollable. But it's not about your brain...
You'd be lying if you said it didn't upset you. You hadn't seen each other in ages as it was, and when you visited him, all the way to the city of contracts, he was acting annoyed.
You thought maybe it was you, maybe you'd hurt him somehow. But attempts to discuss the problem ended with him ignoring you. Thank you, Xiao.
He's always been so taciturn, unsociable and fragile at heart, but he said some pretty stupid things yesterday. You're not an easy person to infuriate, and it takes a lot of work to get your anger. Guess who did?
Yeah, it's really frustrating when you try your best for someone else, but in the end there's no one you can go to with your problem. To know that you will be listened to and helped. To make you feel safe...
But you're finally home. Smile or cry? There's one very nice person here, too, who's keeping your mind occupied.
And you were right to walk into the tavern. He's here tonight... Sitting at the back table. Of course he is - it's Diluc's shift. Hm,wait..
I wonder why he didn't sit at the bar to piss off his brother. - you thought as you took his seat.
- Hello. - The owner of the distillery said hello, putting away a clean glass. The guard who was sitting next to you left the room, as if he was uncomfortable sitting next to you.
Do I smell bad? - You sniffed your damp after-shower hair. - I smell great!
- I don't see you around here very often. - Diluk brought you back down to earth.
- Oh, yeah. It's been a rough day today, so I've come to spoil it for you, Mr. Diluc.
The red-haired man didn't respond to this joke in any way. He put the mug in front of you, idly asking what you wanted.
- Something that would make me fall into a deep sleep.
Immediately after these words, the bloody liquid filled the glass to the middle.
It smelled pleasant. Before you took a sip, you ran your finger over the ring of the glass and glanced at the blue-haired mop sitting alone in the back.
I wonder what he's thinking about? - Kaeya is that magnetically appealing personality that makes your head spin. Sometimes you just don't notice how you end up in the places he's most often in. But you really didn't expect to see him here today. Maybe?
After finally drinking some from the glass, you frowned your eyebrows and looked at Diluc.
- I don't taste the stuff they're talking about in poems, Mr. Diluc, are you sure this is wine?
The man didn't even look at you, he sat down, cowering behind the bar, and only the top of his head was visible.
- You have the wrong approach to drinking. Maybe you don't know how to drink.
You rolled your eyes, mouthed a curt "ha-ha," and raised your glass to the light.
- Have you ever had alcohol before?
You won't admit that you rarely do. Just don't. It's nothing to be ashamed of, but you can't screw up in front of a know-it-all, smart guy. Thank God he didn't torture you with asking.
- Take a small sip and take your time swallowing. Taste it, rinse your mouth with it. Taste it on your tongue. Maybe then you'll be a kind of a gourmet. - He said it with a sneer, but you decided to take his advice.
After repeating the technique exactly, you finally opened your eyes.
- Mm, that's just plain... Grape juice.
- Bravo.
You could barely keep from rolling your eyes again.
- Well, I guess you don't want to get another boozer, do you? - You pushed your glass away and stood up. - You're afraid to take responsibility, Mr. Diluc. Aya, didn't expect!~
You didn't know if you had hurt your lover's brother or not, but you liked to do so. And though it's hard to tell from his face, you'll get your way someday. In the meantime, the man remains just as polite, but cold.
It's funny that he won't let you get drunk, even though you've passed the threshold of 18. And so you decide to sit next to someone who will never say no to you.
- How's it going? - you began confidently, though you didn't sit across from him right away. Kaeya looked up, and his face lit up with a smile.
- Better in good company. What did I deserve for? - The man murmured kindly, and your body suddenly remembered how much you missed that feeling. Enjoying his intonation. You've been gone too long from Mond.
- I want to get drunk, but your brother won't let me. - You quickly threw a glance at the bottle next to you. - For your bottle, I'll pay half its value, okay?
And you see the sparkle in his eyes. In one, actually... The other hides an annoying blindfold that you've longed to tear off.
- Why is life hard? - Alberich tilts his head sideways, trying to catch your gaze. You'll be amused by this behavior. He's always such a fox when you're around!
- They say you can forget yourself in alcohol. I want to check it out. - You shrug, lean back in your chair, and look at the veins on the hands of your interlocutor.
- You can forget yourself in other ways.
- You too, however, you choose being drunk. - You decide to keep up with K, and joke around a little. Maybe it was the nasty mood that made your nasty nature come out.
Kaeya wasn't offended by that at all, and he drew a smirk, lingering his gaze on your eyes. The damn man knows how to take you by surprise! Whenever he penetrates you with his gaze like a skewer of kebab, your heart gives out three beats a minute. But this time you didn't give up, you didn't look away, and you both just stared at each other for a while.
- Why do you like to drink, Captain? - you decided to ask, because you were afraid of losing. After all, Kaeya is good at this game.
- Please, just call me Kaeya.
- We are not friends so I cant call you by your first name.
For you to call a man by his first name is a sign of sincere intimacy, of strong trust. And you didn't betray yourself, but for Kaeya you forgave all his "you"-calling.
- Well, - he continued, filling a glass that closer to you. - It's never too late to become one.
You and Kaeya often worked together, you're nothing more than partners. Unfortunately for you...
Not to succumb to fantasies again, you looked away. Glancing around the midnight tavern, you caught Diluk'c gaze fixed on both of you.
- Your brother didn't seem pleased.
Without even glancing in his direction, Kaeya answered:
- Of course, because I'm the one who hited a jackpot, not him.
Did he call me with that? - It flashed through your head as you drew the glass to yourself.
You could feel the blue-eyed man's staring at you.
- Honestly, I think he was just tired of drunk people.
- Then he shouldn't have been into wine. He should have been ready for that. - As if sneering, the man across the table cut off.
- And still you haven't answered my question. - You smiled to yourself. - You're obsessed with alcohol.
Kaeya watched as you took a sip and licked your lip, clenching your jaw. The contents scorched your throat and the aftertaste clogged your tonsils. The taste of steeped, fermented grape juice.
- Get it now?
- Oh, no. It's unappetizing, just like I thought it would be. - Not that you're a total alcoholic virgin. But you've never had tavern wine. Everyone else was praising it, or the "cat's tail" cocktails, but you found the first one less disgusting. Tonight, you fulfilled your long-held ambition, and it didn't exceed your expectations.
- You're hurting me. I don't even know if we can be friends. - The Captain shook his head.
Friends? No need. That's not what I want from you. - Quietly you thought to yourself.
- You'll get the taste for it yet. In the meantime, answer me one question. What happened that made you drink?
You didn't think about it for long:
- Wrong question. What brought me here? - you corrected.
Kaeya nodded understandingly.
- And what on earth would a chaste like you be doing in the Devil's Corner?
You imagined Diluk with horns on his forehead and a tail out of his ass, and laughed into your palm. That fantasy lifted your spirits.
- Oh, it works faster than it does on me.
- No, I just... - you met his gaze. - After a hard day, there's gotta be something good.
- Mm, communicating with me? Don't flatter me. I might fall in love. - He stretched out, not hiding his pleasure in the dialogue. You were watching him from half-open eyelids, dreaming of kissing him right now.
He's too sweet, too kind. Always so funny, affectionate, and that look in his eyes. How you wish you could give yourself to this man, so strong and mysterious. But he's too unattainable. Too good.
Women like me are probably not his type - you thought - If any are his type at all.
You've never seen him with anyone, though he's been well-liked.
Watching the way he talked to people around him, you could tell. It's just who he is on the outside. And maybe you're not special, but he is. And that's not a bad thing; his social skills are enviable.
But it's the attention that knocks you down. And so you try to be unobtrusive.
- Hold out your palm... - you asked, and Kaeya obediently complied.
- It's not likely to feel as good through the glove, but... My mother used to do that when I was a kid. - You moved closer and your hand hovered over the man's.
That trick was just an excuse to touch him. He didn't mind.
You touched the bare skin gently, running your fingertips down from wrist to palm. Until your fingertips touched, pleasantly shocking.
Tying such a pleasant touch with yourself, you hoped it would stay in his memory. Or maybe weathered tomorrow with intoxication.
- Feels good, doesn't it? - Unbelievable what came over you, why you were so confident. But when you wanted to break the connection, K's hand squeezed your fingers inside. You got a little scared, and you looked at him, and he... Just watched your fingers intertwine.
He must be drunk! - you thought. - For why such tactility? It couldn't be that he was always like that...
Maybe he was just respecting your personal space, and now that you let yourself be touched...
What a delirium! - You shook your head, coming down to earth.
You couldn't keep creating the image of the perfect man that you saw him as. That's just a shame.
Kaeya wouldn't let go of your hand even when you tried to free it.
- Is everything okay? - You thought for a moment there was a pang of loneliness in his eyes, but Alberich was quick to lighten up.
- It's very pleasant! - And a smile like a child's, not a fox's (as usual). It made you smile, too.
- Again you ignore my question. - For some reason your voice was hoarse, maybe you succumbed to that warm moment?
- Ah, yes? You are perceptive. - Your hand seemed to begin to sting painfully when you didn't feel his fingers on it. - But I'm not drunk enough to spill my guts. To tell the inside story.
You took the bottle and followed Kaeya's lead, filling his glass to the top, which made him laugh.
- I don't get that drunk.
- So there's an undercurrent after all? - Now you were playing with your eyes.
You may have often thought of him as a sexual partner, but only because you didn't expect to hear a heartwarming story.
You wanted to know what was in his heart.
You thought about it so deeply that you didn't notice you were cheekily admiring his eyelashes, lips, and facial features in general.
- How about a deal? - The adventurer jumped up in his chair.
- You are the devil in a man's body.
His laughter is like a cat's murmuring, Kaeya resting on his elbows, cutting the distance between you.
- We will share a secret with each other. Only we choose the question ourselves-you ask me and I'll ask you. An important condition! Answer, and answer with the truth.
You have a chance to share your secrets with the man you like so much.
It would be a shame if, after everything that's happening now, we act as if we don't know each other. - you sorrowed.
Kaeya isn't really drunk, as you realized, no. He's just playing around. It's even embarrassing. He always smirks like that, like he knows more than anyone else.
I don't want to give in.
- Well, no. That's enough sadness for today. - You got the coins.
- Maybe these secrets will change your life for the better. You never know.
- Who doesn't risk it, doesn't drink? That's why I'm not an alcoholic. And I don't want to cheat on myself! - You guffawed and put a mora on the table. - Here's, for the stolen glass. Good night, Captain.
As you got up and were about to leave the tavern, the blue-haired man grabbed your arm. Several pairs of eyes were fixed on the two of you, for a time. Kaeya had just enough time to loosen a grip.
- What do you take me for? - he asked calmly, with his customary tone. - It's a miserable glass, money's no object. I don't want to turn our relationship into a quid pro quo; it was a gesture of kindness, not profit.
And indeed, it sounds plausible. You almost blushed when you realized how unpleasant it must have been to make him look like that. You wouldn't say he was offended, but it was embarrassing.
But I couldn't just walk away, could I? I only paid for what I took.
- Let go of my hand, Kaeya-san.
- Don't walk away, Y/N. - Quietly, but you heard what he said.
Something about that phrase wasn't right. It pricked you, feeding your thought. It would be wonderful to hear it from him under different circumstances.
- I promise I won't run away.
Does he want me to stay, or does he want me to leave, but by taking the money?
Kaeya didn't put it down. You stared at your hands for about a minute, and then, after running his thumb over your knuckles, he let go.
- In return, I'll accept one request.
- A request, huh? - Interesting, because he himself said he didn't want you to pay.
- It's too late for a young lady to go out alone. Will you let me walk you home?
Your heart is pounding again. No, you were not afraid of what he might do, because you wanted to trust him. For some reason, there was no question of what it would be like with another man. Denying yourself to spend a few more minutes in his company seemed like an unforgivable idea, you nodded.
You walked to the house in silence. You enjoyed the sounds of nature, watching the last benches close. You wished goodnight to everyone you knew along the way, but Kaeya was less active. Weaving behind you, not to say you didn't like it. You could feel safe, though a touch of excitement was present. It was like the devil was breathing down the back of your neck.
- Here we are. - Finally, it was time to say goodbye. Don't you regret not asking him something on the way home? Although you wanted to, especially after hus touches.
It's still appreciated that he took his time. That's very nice of him.
- Thank you very much.
- No, thank you, so much. - How nice his voice murmurs!
But he wouldn't let hear any more. He didn't say a word after. You knew he was looking at you now, waiting for something, but you didn't want to go inside.
- For what? You didn't take the money. You walked me home, too.
- Mm-hmm. Let's just say it was a nice experience. Honestly, that was the nicest touch I've had... In a couple of years.
Wow! You were expecting to hear maybe "a couple of weeks," but years? All sorts of thoughts went through your head: when was the last time Kaeya had been with a significant other or a lady? And had he even been at all?
Why am I even thinking of such a thing? But damn, it's silly to think that a man like that hasn't had a love connection. It makes me want to... To be in their shoes.
You looked at Kaeya exactly when he looked at you. Or did he not look away at all? That would be nice if it were true.
- I want to ask you something... - your heart was pounding so hard that the clothes on your chest were trembling.
- Anything you wish. - he's so affectionate.
Am I really going to say it? Out loud?
All he said in your head was, "I don't get drunk like that," but that was the first time you decided to take a risk. Risk everything to get what you want. You've got nothing to lose, it's a bad day. And if you're going to waste it, you should waste it to the end, so that you'll have enough for the future.
You and the knight of Ordo Favonius have been doing orders as a pair for quite a long time, and afterwards he calls you for a drink or a walk. You keep company, but you don't drink. And meanwhile, you were monitoring his condition, though the man really never gets drunk to the point of passing out. Being friends with Kaeya wasn't part of your plan anyway, so if the idea fails miserably...
So let it be. Less suffering.
- Careful what you say, I really can ask for anything I want.
- Hmm. - The corners of his lips lifted. - Isn't that the point?
He's smiling, is that green signal? No, a smirk. How I want to know what's in his head right now! But... There's only one thing in mine. I want to kiss him. I haven't had much to drink, have I? I can't help it. - you swallowed. - I want to press myself against his body, so hard... Beautiful. To be near him, but I'm afraid to even touch him. Like fire.
You looked down at Cryo Eye, hanging from his slender pelvis, and you couldn't help the ironic smile.
- Understand it in any way you want, but... - Even if I never get to be with you, I'll just try to do it once. And that one time I'll remember forever, whether it's great or bad, unless... Kaeya lets it happen.
- I want to spend a night with you, Kaeya. - You put tenderness into every letter of every word of that sentence.
He looked so intently, though, that under the onslaught of his blue pupil you lowered yours. It was unclear what was in his mind: rage, discontent, or confusion? He was silent and watching. Silent... And this silence pressed, so quiet that you could hear your heart pounding in your ears. And finally, the plaques of his robes clinked, the captain took a step.
- If you let me, I will be very gentle with you.
The blood boiled in your head. How sensuously he said it made life flash before your eyes. And stomach tingled.
He took you by the hand, as he had done in the tavern, leading you to the door, as if you were about to be married. When you realized the house was yours, you took out your keys and scarcely found the crack. Your hands were shaking.
It was more awkward because you both knew what you were going to do in this house covered with darkness. You didn't turn on the light; you managed without it. To avoid tripping in the dark on the stairs, Kaeya gently held your waist with one arm while you led him toward the bedroom with the other.
Probably he whispered something like, "You have a lovely house!" but maybe not that, you didn't hear it verbatim. Your head was bubbling, you were afraid something might go wrong. After all, you've never been with a man before. You've already regretted it a thousand times that you suggested it. As if it were so difficult to say a simple, "I like you."
How to please him?
I'm sure he'll realize I'm a failure and he'll immediately lose the urge.
You didn't know why the man agreed so fast, maybe his pants have been tight for a long time, and then a silly girl offers her body - what a luck! Or was it part of his plan to fuck anyone after a couple of drinks today? Take that and sign it, dear customer!
Still, Kaeya was very patient. He let you drown in your thoughts while he took off his woolen cloak himself. You saw his v-shaped torso for the first time; with that blouse and corset, he looked like a prince. Your eyes were used to the darkness, so you could greedily admire his sturdy legs and elastic ass, but you couldn't slow down.
Your breath stops as he came up to you himself. His hands were warm; they also gently touched your cheeks. Then he ran his hands down your neck, reaching under the collar of your blouse, feeling for your pulse. You could hear his breathing, it was heavy. It couldn't help but feel good-he was just as worried as you were.
It happened. He kissed you. His soft touch left behind a tickling sensation on the corners of your lips, and then on your lips themselves. It was just like in your dreams.
Kaeya's other hand pulled your waist, he moved closer to the bed. You are so grateful that he forgives you your stupor!
- How are you feeling? - he whispered. You swallowed again. You wanted to feel his hands on your skin forever, the way he stroked your earlobe with his thumb.
You nodded, unable to get a word out, and it amused him. He chuckled against your lips, digging into them again with more force.
His tongue slipped inside, meshing with yours.
Kaeya touched you gently, as if you were not just friends with benefits, but lovers.
The man breathes heavily through his nose, and interrupts the kiss to take a breath of air. You were already softened, so you began to catch up. You pull him by the neck and finally pass his long hair. Kaeya smelled so good, like milk chocolate or an apple. There was a taste of wine in the kiss, but that was okay, because you drank it too.
You caressed each other for a while before you put your hand down on his chest...
- Oh-h-hold on... - he wheezed so sexily, your clit ached for the first time in a long time. - Lie down on the bed, sweetheart.
The way he treated to you blew your mind. You were desperate for air. Kaeya put you to bed, stroking you from ankle to knee with his fingers.
- I said lie down. - He wasn't ordering, he was asking. Then you dropped from a sitting position to your shoulder blades, trying to find his gaze in the dark. He towered over you like an Archon statue, you were ready to swear you saw fire in his pupil... That damn one eye. You're gonna fix that tonight. Only if he lets you.
K's knee squeezed between your legs, spreading them apart. He pressed lightly against your no-no zone before he settled between your thighs. His desire was already pouring out through this tight pants. You exhaled noisily as the throbbing bump pressed against your clit.
You were wearing a knee-length skirt today, which Kaeya had safely pulled up, stroking your buttocks, occasionally squeezing the skin. Your first moan was unfortunately painful, because even the slightest touch of the bruise you got earlier was uncomfortably painful.
- Oh, Y/N.. - he whimpered it so pathetically, apologizing for what he had done. - You've always been careless.
These conversations pissed you off a little, you didn't care about the pain, you just wanted to feel more. His hands, his groin that you were so unashamedly rubbing against.
- Mmh... - Kaeya himself couldn't stand it and exhaled with a groan. - How sweet you are when you want something.
Yes, hearing him praise is such a sweetness. And it wasn't enough for you. Pulling yourself together when you finally thawed out of embarrassment, you took a deep breath and breathed through your nose to calm your heart rhythm down. Watching your hand as you ran it slowly from his chest down to torso, and cock. It was so hot that cloth was soaking wet. It was nice to know that Kaeya was turned on by the mere thought of sex. Must be a good imagination on the asshole's part.
You caressed his majesty until the man's hips began to move toward your hand on their own. You both gasped and then Alberich interrupted.
He grasped your wrists and wrapped them over your head, leaning in for a kiss. He didn't hold you tight, hoping you were an obedient girl, but he still left his hands on your elbows. This position made your lungs flutter harder, or was it the weightless way the cavalry captain's lips touched your forehead, nose, and cheeks, alternately. He was slow, stretching, it's comparable to honey. It's like what's going on in your belly right now, so pleasantly viscous , to the point of cramping in your fingers.
He kisses you, pushing between your legs at the same time, which causes a whimper. He smiles into the kiss. He must be proud of himself. He brings you down, but he doesn't let you touch him. You get dizzy from such intimacy.
You only come to your senses when Kaeya pulles away. Your breasts no longer touch his, again a look full of dancing mad devils.
- Let's take this off. - He takes off his gloves so he's ready to crumple your breasts with his bare hands when he's done with the buttons on your jersey. One by one, revealing a view of your collarbones... The bone between your breasts,
which is so chaotic raised, and your tummy.
The man smiles, arching an eyebrow.
- It would be great if you weren't wearing panties too. - That comment makes you blush, and it's a good thing he can't see it in the dark.
Bare fingers traverse your breasts in one line with the running goosebumps, and trace the hard beads. He plays with your nipples slowly, taking pleasure.
He moves his finger up and down, devouring the sight with his gaze.
- God, you're so beautiful... - And you feel his hot breath again as he licks your neck. Bites your collarbones until it hurts, then runs his tongue over.
You feel his chest against yours, and that aching sense of intimacy generates a new moan that bursts right out of your throat.
- Mm, how sweet you sound. - Kaeya swallows, unbuttoning his corset. You wanted to help with it, but he tucks your hands into place.
- I didn't realize you were so impatient, beautiful. - How nice it is when he calls you beautiful.
You feel wanted, desirable and even if it's just for one night, he makes you happier. Even if he doesn't let you touch himself. He knows exactly what he's doing, and all you have to do is follow the rules of his game. Maybe that's even better, because you couldn't imagine exactly how to please him. But you wanted, so much... To hear more of his voice. Though you didn't dream of hearing his moans, his hands were enough.
And in such an awe-inspiring moment, he was suddenly gone.
Your brain was so clouded that you did not hear his phrase, because he apologized and warned you that he wanted to wash his hands before doing something interesting with you.
Now there is very little space between your bodies again. He's right here. He whispers something in your ear, but you hear nothing because of the whirlwind of thoughts that interrupt the movement to your body.
The head of his cock rubbed against the fabric of your underwear, and you bit your lip to keep from whimpering about how good it felt.
His arms wrapped tightly around your waist, his fingers stroking your stomach.
- Princess, - Kaeya whispered, - when was the last time you had a man inside you?
You swallowed a lump, exhaling tornly. Kaeya's face was so close you couldn't even look away, and the captain knew right away.
- Ahem, - he said with a satisfied smile, - I get it. Okay, when was the last time... - his fingers ran down the inside of your thigh, and you arched your back. - You inserted your fingers inside... - his, already beloved, thumb pulled back the laundry, touching your labia. - Imagining they were mine?
Kaeya was attentive; he tried to catch every detail. Every reaction to the movements of his finger, his other hand pleasantly stroking and squeezing your breasts. And he kept exulting.
- I haven't done anything yet, honey, and you... - he breathed into your lips. - You should see yourself right now... So sweet.
You could feel everything, every breath in and out. Every cell of your body in the places where his hands touched. And with the one from your chest switched to your neck, gently squeezing.
- Oh, look at you shaking. - It was really driving crazy, especially his unclosed mouth. Alberich couldn't enjoy it in silence, he whispered compliments to you, admired the nakedness of your body.
- You can tell me what you want me to do for you. I'll do anything.
Thoughts to the dance: there are so many things you'd like to do. For a long time now. Where to start you could choose forever, but one thing was inevitable... It has to be asked out loud. Your cheeks were already burning, and so were your ears, which was already making you a bit uncomfortable. Even the air seemed to be warming from the temperature of your and Kaeya's bodies.
- Sweetheart, - he whispered against your cheek as his finger slid just slightly into your vagina. - Well, how am I supposed to understand if all you do is whimper? Hmm?
- Kayah... - you finally squeezed out, taking a deep breath. - Please...
- Please, - the man said again, as if teasing you. - You're a miracle.
He's so patient! He's shivering like an autumn leaf, but keeps playing. Greedy, does not allow to touch him, studied the young flesh. Finally one of his fingers pushes inside, and it's an incredibly pleasant feeling. Considering that before, he was literally squeezing the juices out of you. And for good reason.
- You're so cute down here, Y/N... - Sometimes you felt like Kaeya was really mocking you. He was playing with you, putting his finger in a little bit, then all the way in. You could feel your walls throbbing, and to make it easier to breathe, you tilted your head back.
The moon was shining brightly through the window, so you had to cover your eyes, or they would start to tear.
In time you got used to his finger, and you put on it yourself, because it wasn't enough.
- Kaeya. - You called out his name again, not daring to ask for more. It was even embarrassing that you needed his cock so badly, as if you wouldn't live a day. And as much as you wanted to appear patient to him, he was clearly beating you on that parameter. A few steps ahead of you. How does he have the spirit?
- Do you wanna touch me? - The blue-eyed man kissed the dimple between your collarbones and then your chin while you were still staring at the ceiling.
- Mm-hmm. - You nodded, and then finally put your hands down.
- Would you like to try it yourself? - but he guided your movements, finally letting you touch his groin. It was unusual at first, because every swollen vein on his cock was beating blood against your palm. But the only thing that bothered you was K's face. He was breathing so passionately with his eyelids half-closed, watching your hand.
You ran your fingers over the head, and when you encompassed him, the man groaned. Damn it, you were ready to cum right then.
Grabbing your hips, Kaeya pulled you toward him, pulling up the sheet. You didn't care that your hair was disheveled, you saw it as a call to action and snuggled closer.
- Shhh. - Kaeya wheezed, rubbing the already wet hole with his mate's head.
Shit, he can't fit inside me. - You'd forgotten all about the pain until this second, but the fear found you.
You clamped your hands on his thighbone, preventing him from moving toward you.
- I'm sorry, honey. - he kissed your forehead, tucking the strands behind your ear. - I won't hurt you, okay?
You nodded through your strength, though you were still a little afraid. You watched every movement, gradually relaxing your frozen hands to finally let him in.
It didn't take long for him to push, but he came in rather smoothly than lustful. Only halfway in, giving you time to get used to his dick.
- You're a clever girl, my sweetie. - the chocolate-skinned man kept praising you. You suddenly felt such peace, such a rush of tenderness, you wanted him by your side. To kiss him, to hold him. And it was as if Kaeya could read your thoughts.
He gently pulled your elbow so that you could hold on to his strong shoulders, and he looked into your eyes. And only after that he fully pushed, a little sharply, causing you to clench your hips.
- Oh... Don't do that, princess, or I'll cum inside..
But how could you not squeeze it when it's so close?
So close that it's inside. So inside that nearby.
You could hear the creaking of the blanket that his firsts were clutching next to your head. He slowly slid inside, then back, giving an indescribable sensation. Damn, how good he is! How sweet, and handsome he is. So hot and sincere.
- You're so warm inside... - Every phrase he said tickled your tummy even more, the way he said it, you'll never forget.
- You're such a chatterbox.. - you wheezed it as if you were choking and Kaeya looked into your eyes again. God, what a beautiful color his eyes are. How languidly he looks, like no one else. Moving gently inside. How can you forget this night after that?
Don't get all teary now, that would be silly!
After a minute of even thrusts, Kaeya became more insistent and you can already feel his bone hitting your clit. Your lips bitten so hard it should be bleeding by now, and all you have to do is not scream loudly....
- Kae.. Keaya, slow down... - he should have been reminded, or he wouldn't have stopped. Sure enough, he slowed down, but literally five seconds later the thrusts became aggressive again, and his cock seemed to be touching exactly every wall inside of your vagina.
- God, fuck, - you cursed, and the moans could not be stifled any longer. They came uncontrollably from your lips with each new thrust, and Kaeya sucked into your mouth like he was hungry to taste your voice. His tongue tickled your palate and your gums, and you yourself were so unfocused on the kiss that you could tell you were letting Kaeya explore your mouth from the inside. He licked your lips, biting them, inhaling every "ah" mixed with a plea. You were already close, your head clenched in a wreath, and the knot was about to come undone, but you didn't think you'd be left alone so easily, did you?
Kaeya stopped just in time and stuck his cock out with a corresponding wet sound that made you feel uncomfortable at the beginning.
He's made of stone... - you thought, as you searched for an explanation in his gaze.
- No, baby doll, you were almost close.
- Isn't that the point? - you whimpered, with your hands on your chest. Kaeya tried to catch his breath. Between your legs itched like the worst itch, the throbbing seemed to hit every nerve, subsiding with time.
- Kaeyah... Please... - you're ready to beg, now you're not ashamed, the desire is so strong in your head. - Put it in me. Please... I want it so bad...
- I can't let you cum so fast, beautiful. See? - He kissed your forehead like a little girl, but you didn't want to put up with it. You didn't want to get cold, so you got up on your elbows while your clit kept pulsate. Kaeya held your trembling body, and you nervously unbuttoned his beautiful blouse, certain that it was better without it.
- Sweetheart... - he asked, but you didn't stop. The mere touch of his erect cock to your belly was driving you crazy. How could he interrupt so irresponsibly? And torture both of you.
You unzipped the fabrics, pulling off his shoulders and only now noticed the piercing in his nipples.
How much you haven't seen and how jubilant you were that you dared to ask him for it. His body... His chocolate skin and sculpted torso... It's crazy. At intervals of a minute, you had to swallow to keep from drooling like an embarrassing bitch.
Kaeya, on the other hand, followed your hands as they explored new territory. You pressed your lips to his chest, sucking like the tentacles of an octopus, and the hoarse moans couldn't help but turn you on.
He's moaning.
It couldn't be.. it worked!
And the most delicious thing that could have happened was his gentle short breath as you ran your rough wet tongue over his metal-ball nipples. To die for!
What was that? - You thought, dumbfounded, as Kaeya cleared his throat.
- Princess, don't... Uhm, so do not...
Oh, no, you won't stop. You just have to hear it one more time. So firm and reserved before, Kaeya surprisingly can't contain his voice when you touch his nipples. It's all completely new for you, literally everything, and Kaeya seems to be trembling without expecting it from himself, but he can't hold you back.
- Mnh, damn... - he grabbed your wrists, but not hard, muffledly swallowing his saliva. - Y/N...
How sweet your name sounds from his lips. He seems to be getting all teary-eyed...?
This is a chance.
You slowly climbed on top of him, forcing his arms around your waist. Later, he brought them down a little lower, thrusting you onto his cock, but you fidgeted, teasing. Now you have a slightly different purpose.
Gently wrapping your arms around his cheeks, you pulled him in for a kiss. On his nose first. And though your clit whined so hard, resting against his cock, you endured.
I want to see you. - You made up your mind clearly.
You kissed his cheek, very close to the bandage, and removed strands of long hair so they wouldn't get in the way.
- Y/N. - Kaeya whispered, as if asking what you are going to do. Not hard to guess, and now he's got your hand in his, so you won't touch the bandage.
- Please. - you beg. - Please...
No matter how many kisses it takes to make him feel comfortable, you're willing to give him all of them. Ten... Twenty, a hundred... A thousand? A million. Anything to look at him.
- Kaeya? - When you almost pulled it off, the man pulled you closer by force.
- Don't do this, Y/N... - there was so much desperation in his voice that it seemed to be the secret he didn't want to talk about. Maybe if you'd taken the deal at the tavern, you'd have gotten a secret instead of love now. Or maybe it's such a painful memory that he wouldn't have honored your request even if he had made that bet.
If he is uncomfortable, then you did not want to desecrate such a tender moment. After this night he should not leave dissatisfied, for all your inexperience. Pleasing him is your goal, not selfishly indulging your curiosity.
You ran your hand through his soft hair, lightly pulling back the long ponytail, and dug into the man's lips. And though you were tired, without even doing anything, you were able to move toward him. He's inside of you again... And the pose made it even more pleasurable than at first. It was like it felt new. Kaeya helped you by holding your hips. Sometimes he slowed down himself, as he wanted to stretch that pleasurable feeling.
It was so pure that you suddenly felt another rush of tenderness. You wanted to hold him in your arms while he cummed. You could feel his abs tensing as you moaned into his shoulder. You could feel his cock throbbing inside, and you could barely contain the shuddering of your whole body as you pressed tighter against Kaeya's. Tears blurred your ability to see anything.
Something warm splashed across your labia as you realized that Alberich had literally removed you from his cock just in time.
Is it always this exhausting, or is the discharge just so relaxing? You only had the strength to fall into his arms. He gently held your head as if he was afraid of dropping you, and then laid you on your back.
- You're so good. - The captain murmured and looked over your body again. - Sorry about that... Do you have any tissues?
You nodded helplessly toward the towel stand and watched as the man gently wiped you. You couldn't have wished for more, your choice was the right one.
It was magical, in every sense of the word, but the realization that it had happened and it would soon be over left a residue.
You held Kaeya's shoulder as he turned away.
- I'm here, what? - All he did was put the towel away. - Are you thirsty?
That would be nice to drink now..
There was no energy to speak, and you nodded languidly, hoping you hadn't offended him. And after his smile, you felt so relieved. Unashamed of his nakedness, Kaeya went off to explore the rest of the house and just as confidently returned with a glass of cool water.
- Take your time.
Only now, as the cold droplets dripped down your fingers, you realize how warm your bodies had become.
Gulping the water greedily, you didn't notice him stroking your hair and then carefully putting the glass away, as if it were still his house and not yours.
- Are you okay? - Asked in a quiet tone.
Couldn't be better. - You thought.
Even though you wanted to go to the bathroom, you wouldn't dare leave Kaeya. Or you were afraid he'd leave. But he wasn't going anywhere in a hurry. It was as if time had stopped. He just lay next to you, tickling your neck with his breath. He ran circles on your body, continuing to tell you how beautiful you were. And even though you were both soaked to the skin, he wasn't afraid to leave kisses on your shoulders, on your palms.
It was an incredibly beautiful night, perhaps it couldn't get any better. You wanted to cry, because you were just now thinking about how your communication would be next.
- You're exhausted, aren't you? - The man's words finally came to you through the depths.
- Hmm?
- Rest, darling. - With another kiss on the top of your head, Kaeya pulled up your pillow to make you more comfortable.
He's so... - there wasn't a word that could accurately describe your thoughts, vividly conveying the essence. All the beauty of this man, all the respect he has for you. And just now he was kissing and touching you, as if it were the last day of your life.
You didn't notice how you gradually fell asleep, though you tried to control your tiredness. You wanted to be with him longer, even though you were both silent. Just to breathe next to him, to lie near him, to exist.
Your body fell heavily into sleep.