Dedicated to hoeforgojox
Thanks for binge-reading my story, here's a chapter for uuu <3
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Hey guys, there are some lines that I originally wanted to put in this chapter, however, I changed my mind about the storyline a little bit and felt that I should've put this line on the last chapter, so... here's the change I made if you're too lazy to open the last chapter...
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Sakusa: Okaeri, Tsumu...
(Welcome back, Tsumu...)
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Atsumu: Tadaima... Omi-kun
(I'm home... Omi-kun)
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Sakusa's heart skips a beat.
It's been so long . . .
He never thought that hearing Atsumu calling him "Omi-kun" again would feel this good.
The wing spiker can almost feel butterflies flying in his stomach as waves of happiness once again flood his soul.
They stay like that for a couple of seconds . . .
Until suddenly, Atsumu's grip becomes weaker and he starts losing his balance.
Fear enters Sakusa's mind.
Sakusa: *pulls out of the hug a bit to give Atsumu some space to breathe*
Atsumu: *looks at Sakusa's eyes* O-Omi-kun . . .
Sakusa: *eyes widen in panic*
Strength leaves Atsumu's feet.
The setter finally loses his balance completely and almost falls, but Sakusa catches him with his good hand (which is not that good as well, but at least it doesn't have the gunshot wound).
Sakusa: Tsumu!!!!!
Because of his wounded hand, Sakusa can't hold him up for too long, so he drops Atsumu on the ground gently.
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After that, Sakusa went down the hill to get some help but he fainted himself because he also lost a lot of blood
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Another thing you should know is the fact that Atsumu's mental health is not in a good place right now, so don't be surprised if you notice some mood swings on him
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Okay, that's all, let's get to the next chapter!!
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He can hear it...
Echoes of sounds entering his head.
Sounds of his friends talking about him...
Sounds of his dad mocking and yelling at him... calling him a slut
Sounds of the bastards raping his mouth and ass over and over again
And then...
There he was...
Inside the police station visiting room...
Alone...
Naked...
A gun in his hands...
When he looks up...
Claw was there...
Grabbing the gun and pointing it towards his head...
Claw: Don't hesitate...
Atsumu: *breathing heavily*
Claw: All you need to do is pull the trigger...
Atsumu: *hands shaking* No. . . . No...
BANG BANGGG!!!
Claw: *lowers the gun towards his heart*
Claw: We don't have much time... Just do it!!!
Atsumu: No... I can't... *voice quivering* Please... Please, don't make me do this...
Claw: You need to, I know you can...
Atsumu: No... No..... I can'tt.... I can'ttt!!!
Claw: DO IT!!!!
Atsumu: I can'ttt!!!
Claw: JUST DO IT!!!!
Atsumu: I CAN'TTTT!!!!
Claw: You can...
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Claw: You've done it already...
Atsumu: *eyes widen*
Claw: *blood comes out of his mouth*
Atsumu: *pulls back the gun*
Claw: *a hole in his chest*
Atsumu: *terrified*
DUAAAAARRR!!!
Door suddenly opens.
PSIA agents coming in...
Claw: You . . . did this . . .
Claw: *falls on Atsumu*
Atsumu: Haahh... Hahhhh.... Haaaaaaaaaghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! I didn't do it!!! I didn't do itttt!!! I didn't do it!!!!!!
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Just like that his body is snapped out of his dream, but his mind is not.
Atsumu: Haaaaagghhhh!!! Haaagghhhhh!!!! I didn't do it!!! I didn't do itttt I didn't do ittt!!!!
Atsumu: *still shivering and closing his eyes tightly*
But then he can feel the tight grip on his left hand. . .
And slowly, a familiar voice starts becoming clearer and clearer . . .
"I know... I know. . . Tsumu... I'm heree... Open your eyes. . .!! Tsumu!!!!"
Atsumu: *gasp* *opens his eyes*
The first thing he sees is a deeply worried expression from a familiar face, that despite everything, looks so beautiful under that dark-colored curly hair.
Seeing that sight makes his chest feel tight and suddenly all the feelings rush back into his body.
Atsumu can't hold himself any longer and clings to Sakusa like he's the most precious thing in this world, cause to the blond boy... he is.
The setter cries his heart out on top of Sakusa's right shoulder and despite all the tears, snot, and saliva, he lets him.
The dark-haired boy even puts his bandaged right hand at the back of Atsumu's head to let him know that it's okay.
He's gonna be there...
No matter what...
He's never gonna leave Atsumu alone again.
Touching the setter's hair and feeling him this close right now makes Sakusa's own heart filled with many emotions.
The wing spiker can feel the sting in his own eyes.
His own tears are threatening to escape, but he tries to be strong at this moment for Atsumu.
They stay like that for around 5 minutes.
Atsumu: . . . I-I'm s-so-r-ry, O-mi... I... I... I-c-c-ca-an't... s-s-sto-p... it-t...
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Sakusa: It's okay. . . I'm not gonna let you go. . .
Hearing that, Atsumu cries even harder.
They stay like that for another 10 minutes until Atsumu is more calmed down.
Occasional sobs can still be heard under Atsumu's breath, but he pulls away from Sakusa anyway.
The Itachiyama wing spiker immediately grabs some pieces of tissue and offers them to Atsumu.
The Inarizaki setter gladly accepts them and blows the rest of his snot away while adjusting his breath.
Atsumu: I... I'm sorry, your clothes...
Sakusa: I've told you... It's okay... I can change it later...
Atsumu: *wiping the tears out of his eyes* . . . I . . . I still can't believe it . . . Are you really Omi?
Sakusa: ...Yeah . . . I am
Atsumu: *a small chuckle comes out of his mouth* You don't sound so sure...
Sakusa: . . . I can go back to being germaphobic if you want it
Atsumu: Nooo...!!! Please, don't!!!!
Atsumu: . . . I really like this side of you *blushes*
Sakusa: *also blushes*
Atsumu: *watches him longingly*
Sakusa: *avoid his gaze* *lowers his head* *the shadows on his face darkened a little bit* *pursed his lips* . . . I'm sorry
Atsumu: ? ? ?
Sakusa: I. . . didn't come back to you yesterday...
Atsumu: *touches his face and pulls it so that Sakusa locks his eyes with Atsumu's*
Atsumu: You're here now. . . S'all that matters...
Sakusa: . . . *puts his hand on Atsumu's face too and kisses him*
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Atsumu: . . . *pulls out of the kiss*
Atsumu: *chuckles* That never gets old . . .
Sakusa: I'll kiss you every morning from now on . . .
Wait. . . hold on...
Did he hear him right??
Is he serious?!?!
Is he really not dreaming right now?
Atsumu: Y-you don't have to go that far for me...
Sakusa: I'll do anything for you . . .
Atsumu: *pauses* . . .
Is he... Is he for real?!?!
Right when Atsumu's heart is about to burst, some knocks could be heard from the door.
Osamu: *opens door and peeks in a little bit*
Osamu: Uhh... Sorry, did we interrupt something?
Suna: We can come back later...
Atsumu: No... Guys. . . You can stay here...
Osamu and Suna: *walk in*
Suna is carrying a basket of fruit in his hands.
Somehow with Sakusa in the room and after everything that happened, Osamu is feeling a little shy.
Osamu: How are you... feeling?
Atsumu: I'm... okay. . . Sorry for worrying you guys...
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Suna: No... I'm sorry for being inconsiderate...
Osamu: Yeah... Me too. . .
Atsumu: . . . It's okay... You don't have to feel bad abo-
Osamu: No!! *clenches his fists* No, it's not okay...
Atsumu: . . .
Osamu: You-... You saved me from him...
Osamu: You saved me from that monster... *angry and frustrated*
Atsumu: . . . *looks at Sakusa* *realizing that he told them about what really happened that night*
Atsumu: *face darkened*
Osamu: *holding back his tears* I...
Osamu: I don't know how to-
Atsumu: You don't owe me anything...
Osamu: . . .
Atsumu: I... I already got the disease... It was the logical choice...
Osamu: But... still-
Atsumu: Don't mind it . . . *lowers his head* Besides . . . I... didn't do it just to save you...
Atsumu: I'm... also the one who got you into that situation in the first place . . . *avoids his gaze* and mom
Atsumu: *face becomes even darker*
The room falls silent.
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Osamu: It's not your fault, Ts-
Atsumu: Don't. . .
Osamu: . . .
Atsumu: Don't say that just to make me feel better...
Osamu: I didn't say that just to make you feel better!!
Atsumu: That's a lie..!!
Osamu: I'm not lying, if it wasn't for you, I wouldn't even be standing here right now!!!
Atsumu: If it wasn't for me, mom would've still lived!!!
Osamu: You didn't kill her, Tsumu!!! How many times do I have to say that?!?! *approaches Atsumu and pulls his shirt* Stop thinking that the world revolves around you and you're always responsible for everything!!!
Atsumu: *pulls Osamu's shirt back and ready to fight him*
Suna: *pulls the backside of Osamu's shirt*
Sakusa: *separates them as best as he could with his wounded hand* *pushes Osamu's hands away from Atsumu and holds Atsumu back* I think you should leave...
Osamu: *tries to break free from Suna's grip* Don't you think I feel guilty too?!?!?!
Atsumu: *getting frustrated as well*
Osamu: I was there too, remember?!?! I could've prevented that from happening!!! I'm the one who told mom about you!!! *tears of frustration starts forming on the corner of his eyes* If only I had kept your secret, she wouldn't have known where you were!!! She wouldn't have gotten to that police station!!! It was my fault!!! Not yours!!!
Atsumu: *ready to fight*
Sakusa: *holds Atsumu* Osamu!! Just leave...
Osamu: *still frustrated*
Sakusa: Not today. . .!! *intense stare*
Osamu: . . . *clenching his fists* *storms off the room*
Suna: *looks at Sakusa for a moment and then goes to chase Osamu*
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Atsumu: *closes his eyes with his hand and cries again* I don't know if I can do this, Omi...
Sakusa: You can... *touches Atsumu's belly* I know you do... We'll go through this together...
Atsumu: No... You don't understand...
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Atsumu: There's... something... I haven't told you...
Sakusa: . . .
Atsumu: I... I'm the one who killed Claw
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Sorry guys, I know I said that I was gonna give you another double-upload but the next chapter is progressing realllyyy slowww and I'm starting to feel bad for leaving you guys for so long :") So, here it is! I promise the next chapter will be better, please wait for it 🙏🏻