(Hi im Elizabeth and what you are about to read is a true story of my own traumatic life...its not all sunflowers and rainbows...most of my life was bad...it was traumatic...but just know im getting a little better and cant wait to move out but this is the pov of orabella one of my many oc's and personalities.the reason I'm writing it in orabellas pov and letting her take over is because she likes to write.she was the one who started roseabellathe on wattpad when I was in middle school.she remembers almost all my memories so without a further ado here she is)Hi im orabella currently a 17 year old and a little but I wasn't always 17...i was made out of trauma from a child.i was her only friend in the darkest of nights...i let her fly to neverland with me.but I stayed on the beach.i currently have a fiancee named magen.but it wasn't always that way...when I was born I was born out of trauma from a 2 year old girl...seeing the little girls mother push her away...seeing her dad telling her to call him something else other then dad...seeing her grandfather make her happy...seeing her dad and mom fighting...seeing her grandmother take care of her...her parents didn't want her...but her father...he watched over her...started treating her nice and teaching her that it's ok just to lure her in and take her away from her grandmother.that happened the night she was 6...all of it had flashed before my eyes...she wanted to kill her self because the girls at school told her to do so...she had a tiny crush on Sam but Sam didn't like her back..she held a knife to her throat and her mother said do it...and then her aunt stopped her and said what's wrong then her mother acted like she cared...and put on a show...this poor child...evil parents...so fucking evil...but she didn't know I existed until I showed her my world in a dream so I could tell her she was safe I made her see a night light fairy she named Nina.that night light was the only way she would ever sleep in the dark...when she didn't have it like that one time...when her aunt had a boyfriend over and pushed her away...and put her in her room in the dark she screamed and cried and her aunt would just listen she wouldn't unlock the door...she took her night light away...looking back on it now...this poor innocent girl...flash forward to age 9
Tw:pedophile story (true story)
...her mother had a new boyfriend named neal...(you can search him up true story neal arceneaux) neal was mean..he threw her puppy angel down the stairs...and threw her kitty out and hid in her closet and scared her at night...blindfolded her and told her to open up it was his thumb...it was to big to be a thumb...he did that constantly without her mother kmowing...and she tried to tell her but her mom never believed her...poor girl..i watched as this happened wishing I was real to be there for her...this poor innocent girl...he taught her 3 year old brother to hump.therefore getting him a bee pillow...her mother was fine with all of it..they would go on dates and leave her and her brother with teens that hated kids and were just in it for sex and money...they let them watch monsters Inc but it wasn't even over and they threw them in their rooms and without night lights...hearing the poor girl scream and cry...it was all to hard...and when she was stolen away by her father again...it was the evil witch michelle...michelle was just like mom but dad loved her...michelle was nice until she lured that innocent girl into her trap..shoving a spoon full of oatmeal down her throat lying about it to get out of jail and trouble...it fucked up her gag reflex hard...by that time I was a red head just like her...until something strange happened.i had to appear like someone else so she could trust me again because she didn't believe I was real...i had gone away and she thought there was no one left to save her but I was her light...in the dark..i kept her alive and fighting...when no one else would...i mean her gg was there for her..so was her grandpa...and sometimes her aunt and uncle..but mostly gg and her grandpa...i remember when she would wanna stay there and live with grandma but she couldnt...she called her grandma mom and it pissed her actual mother off therefore causing her mother to go insane and take the child away from her grandmother...but the child's parents would have split custody of her...and her mother wouldn't stop babying her baby brother and throwing her into her room and wondering why she didn't come out...her mother let her brother hump on her when she took the bee pillow away...and it made the child that much more scared so much she started trying to kill herself because her mother wouldn't do anything about it and told her to keep quiet...no one believed her except her grandmother...her grandmother dis everything she could do to help the child...and by keeping her brother away from her and then the next night her mother being a asshole and calling her a spoiled pampered princess and pulling her hair...and then...there was her father...her father just watched as Michelle did all the "mothering".she was also one of the reasons why she ended up in the mental hospital called jefferson in denver...there were teens that wanted to kill her...there was one that looked like her aunt...and she stuck to her like glue..her mom from time to time would call and then there was her grandmother that gave her some snacks and coloring books and a blanket and stuffie...she was only 9...she learned in there about school stuff..even had a sponge bob case to work out..it wasnt so bad but she missed her family..after she got out she was put on why try in pioneer,they had to move her to fronteer,then..middle school...those were the hardest days of her life...so much stress...so many meds..her dad on the other hand worked and drank and hung out with his friends never really cared about his daughter...and Michelle only constantly said clean slate...
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he did once upon a time when he first lured her in and tried to build a computer with her because she was interested showed her cars and air planes and puppies..but she wasn't allowed to have any friends...she was allowed to have babysitters...that were 16 and female...but she first got into books by Michelle driving her to the library where Michelle worked...she learned letters and numbers.she was allowed to go to villa sports when she had her homework done and when Michelle wanted to work out and so did her dad...it was happy fun times...until she discovered she had severe depression and adhd...skip forward to middle school
Middle school was hard with all the acne and horny boys she had around her...she was finally in 6th grade but her thoughts became worse...she vented to teachers and countless counclers but kept quiet about certain situations at home...by this time she was on countless meds...asthma enhailer albuteral,adhd meds,depression meds,anxiety meds,allergy meds.which all ended up in her feeling nothing and zoning out of reality...she felt like she was stuck in a loop...a endless loop...she wanted it to end...but it wouldnt stop...one day she gained a friend named maricella..she became her twin and best friend..then she gained another friend she was a Canadian friend named another m word but I forgot her name she was a good friend she showed her funny things on the internet that she never even knew about..she gained another friend named paul..paul was a 8th grader on the football team..she gained Ethan (her crush at the time) she gained Ethan as a friend and gained her respect..but p aul tried to rape her in the bathroom one day and said to meet him somewhere for studying in the library..thank the goddess she beat his ass and got away..she ended up losing paul and Ethan over something she didn't wanna do...ending her up in the office with her principle and her teacher getting iss for trying to kill herself...in school..her dad didnt let her talk to her family therapist...her dad didnt care just wanted to keep her alive for the money...me and her then started wattpad and started writing books and rping and erping and yet again we were both young and dumb you only live once...she had weird fandoms she would write she had friends on wattpad around her age and younger,she didnt know what she was doing and neither did i...but she wrote about me and drew me and put photos on wattpad..she was erping with people but didnt know what she was doing all she knew it was thrilling and fun.she didnt know what cheating was or even how to be in a relationship or what a relationship even was...7th grade...a stalker she had named talin and tons of bullies...it was so bad and creepy..the guys that were bullies were named chase and jessie snotgrass talking to her about talin and how she should stop being a whore and take talins shclong...and let them smash.and worst part yet...she was in science class and one of the bullies friends odin asked to go out with her follishly she said yes.she didnt know what cheating was.it was her own little reality.she started becoming a little.she didnt even know what child grooming or sex or erp or any of that shit was.but life got harder at school and home and she couldnt take it any more yet again in the mental insitution...this time she ended up going when her Moms were on their honey moon...and they didn't care less what happened to her..michelle acted like she cared...dad talked to her bought a stuffed animal jagwar and said get well soon I gotta get back to work...this time there was two men at 11 at night...said that they were there for her but she didn't know what was going on they got her in the silver van and had a hospital blanket and her jagwar and didn't talk to her only talked about her and her file...this time she ended up at peaks view.it was scary at first.but no mental I nsitution could help..she sung her song in her dorm and cleaned up her side of the room but across the way there was a boy named joesph...he cared about her very much...she didn't really eat there...she picked at her food...she had her hood up...joesph..he liked her alot..she sung if I die young and cried...she was the shy kid but ended up making friends there was kids that tried to escape...while she just stayed in her room the staff there went after everyone...especally the males...it scared her...she then knew not to ever talk about her feelings ever again..she couldn't anymore...she built walls upon walls...her dorm mate kinda looked like dora and was a goody two shoes...she was there for a while but when joesph left she cried and he said he would come back for her but a week after he got out...she got out.michelle of course jumped down her throat and said clean slate.michelle threatened her life over a pack of gum which she told her mom and her mom did something about it.first time she tried running away from her dad m Maricella told on her to her school,family and friends and parents...which almost ended her up back in a mental hospital but didnt...the second time she succeeded and told no one and ran away to the place she felt most safe at...her grandmother's but by this time she was in 8th grade about to be in 9th grade...her grandfather was in a nursing home because of voilent acts against her grandmother.so her grandmother was out cheating on her husband with don...don was mean...he didn't like kids...he wanted everyone to call him grandpa...but don ended up passing away...and when kandice found out where her daughter was she sent the detective out and for Rae her wife to go get her...she wanted to stay with gg...but no..her life became even more hell...she finished 8th grade and was it was hell on wheels to try and find a high school that would except her...they tried liberty,they tried tesla...then mitchell...she felt as if it was a home away from home...she liked it for the friends and teachers...but made enemy's with a couple of people..ones that backstabbed her and lyed to her one of em was named bianca.
The story of bianca
She had a crush on Bianca she discovered she was bi in middle school.bianca and her became friends..bffs..her first ever real bff...or so she thought...it started off good with bianca...meeting her...her being pretty and bitchy...her having a girlfriend in another country..but her girlfriend was cheating and made her mad..lets put it this way...her emotions were everywhere.as soon as Bianca met roses online bf at the time...stephan dumped her and went to bianca...it was so hard for her and that's how she got with brady...brady was amazing...he helped her as a friend...lets just put it this way freshman year was a mess...one that is to be continued...