✧─── ･ ｡ﾟ★: *.✦ .* :★. ───✧
𝐍𝐚𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐤𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐢 なつかしい
(𝐧.) 𝐧𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐠𝐢𝐚; 𝐚 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐨𝐫 𝐢𝐧 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐚 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐨𝐧𝐞'𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞, 𝐭𝐨 𝐨𝐧𝐞'𝐬 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐝, 𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐨 𝐨𝐧𝐞'𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬; 𝐚 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐥 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐚 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞
✧─── ･ ｡ﾟ★: *.✦ .* :★. ───✧
｡ﾟｎｏｗ ｐｌａｙｉｎｇ｡ﾟ
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ɪ ᴍɪss ᴍʏ ᴍᴜᴍ - ᴄᴀᴠᴇᴛᴏᴡɴ
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"𝑰𝒕'𝒔 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒆𝒕
𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒈𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖
𝒔𝒐 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒕𝒐 𝒓𝒆𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓."
– 𝑰𝒔𝒍𝒂
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i remember the time you sang me beautiful lullabies
into the cold night, drowning in my silly cries
in our old wooden house full of cobwebs
but somehow the fridge is littered with paper debts
i was young and naive, i didn't know what was happening
but as we left, i recall my shirt was dampening
although until now, i'm not quite sure if it was you or the rain
and even as a child, i knew you were in pain
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those quiet nights turned into busy and noisy evenings
our singing time changed to silent clock tickings
before we used to be always together, laughing in happiness
now, it's just the cold breeze comforting me in loneliness
i wanted to go back to what we used to be
i may be called greedy but that was all i needed, see?
if selfish i am, then selfish i will be then
for i just want my mother back to me again
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after all those tense days, i guess i grew up
i no longer long to sit on your lap
haven't seen you in years and i don't think i want to
cause i'll most likely go back being depressed and blue
i have my own life now, successful and well-fed
done a lot of good and so, now i lay on my bed
would you still know it's me?
your little tyke who you used to tickle with glee?
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the toddler you taught to speak Spanish fluently
yet still, spoke it broken currently
the rebellious teenager who smoked cigarettes
and at the same time, baked you burnt baguettes
the baby you used to hold and sing to
in the cold nights of winter white of glue
or am i just reminiscing the time i used to have
with a mother who used to love
✧─── ･ ｡ﾟ★: *.✦ .* :★. ───✧
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"𝑰 𝒕𝒓𝒚 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖,
𝑰 𝒕𝒓𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒈𝒐 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒆𝒏𝒅,
𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒐𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒅."
– 𝑰𝒔𝒍𝒂
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𝑷𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒔𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖:
𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑦𝑑𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑒
𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑣𝑒𝑠 <3
𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔!
𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑣𝑜𝑡𝑒
𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑠 :]
𝑙𝑜𝑡𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒, 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑦 𝑠𝑎𝑓𝑒 <3
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