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This is unedited part I wrote it a short time , ignore grammatical mistake ..
Ram is lost in his own world , from last night he is feeling disturbed. Every time he tries to close his eyes or trying to divert his mind , her beautiful teary eyes flashback in front of his eyes .. Her tear , her unknown pain which he noticed in her beautiful eyes making him feel miserable.. He never feels like this for anyone . This is something new for him, and how could he forgot the baby .. a little bundle of joy , his mind and heart taking him to previous night incident.. how the bundle of joy hugs him , how he was holding her .. how her eyes tried to convey so many stories .. his chain of thought broke when his cell phone buzz out loudly .. Looking at the mobile screen , he does not feel to receive the call.. he declines the call and keeps his phone into Air mood
" sorry Radhika , I know I m doing wrong with you , but I need sometimes for my self to hold back my emotions " he murmurs himself ..
Riya is sleeping in her lap.. Priya's back is resting on the headrest board and Priya is caressing riyas hair .. looking at riya a lone tear rolls down from her eyes .. She never thought that life will be so cruel with her .. Her parents never loved her , she was a burden for them always ... her life changed completely when Ram stepped into her life .. Ram comes into her life like a blessing, he loved her he adores her .. he gave her all the happiness in the world .. every hour every minute every second that she has spent with ram still so fresh in her heart .. she still can feel his touch his breath his kisses in her body .. She never thought that her happiness will be so small .. why always god chosen her for given her all the pain in the world , is she deserves this life? Is she so bad that she can't lead a normal life or she can't get her husband love ? Is riya deserved this life ? What's her daughter fault ? Why she is growing up without her dad ? All of those question giving her headaches, closing her eyes she is trying to divert her mind ..
Her heart knows her so well ..
her heart takes her to a memory lane ..
Priya comes out from the washroom, water is dripping from her curls long hair , golden color chiffon sharee is hugging her body like a second skin .. backless black blouse is making her look sexy yet gorgeous.. her hair is resting on her right shoulder .. the room fills with jasmin fragrance which her body spreading.. Priya looks at the bed ram is sleeping on his tummy .. his shirtless back is making him looks so tempting.. his half body is covered with the silk duvet .. priya soo wanted to goes near him and loving him again till her energy drains out .. thinking her fascination priya bits her lower lips and smile shyly.. She puts shindoor in her hairline , a small red bindi making her looks more adorable.. deep black Khoil making her eyes more attractive and beautiful.. her eyes notice the speaker, taking its in her hand she connected its with her cell phone and plays her most favorite song " Mile Ho Tum Hamko bare nasibose"looking at the mirror for a last time priya goes near ram .. sitting near his head .. she is looking at him .. the lyrics that is playing on the speaker is the exact word to describe her feeling .. feeling her warmth near him , Ram moves and place his head and place it on her lap .. his hand hugging her waist .. Priya is stroking his hair .. she is feeling emotional. The song is making her emotional.. before she stops her tear it's roll down and fall into ram face .. feeling the water drop ram opens his eyes and look at his wife ... " hey what happened, why r u crying? Ram gets up and sits
Hurriedly , his back is touching onto the headrest board .. " I m not crying ram " "
Don't lie priya , I see tear in ur eyes , tell me na baby why r u sad ? Priya snuggles with him , placing her head above her chest , her hand is rested on his shoulder .. " I m not sad ram .. I m happy .. I feel blessed ram .. I have done something good in my life that's y God send u in my life .. I love u soo much ram " ram hug her more tightly and whispered " I love u more sweetheart " " btw priya u r looking damn sexy, I so wanted to make love with you again " hearing this a shy smile plays in corner of her lips ..
" but U know what u r looking so gorgeous I don't want to spoil ur look so I want to take u one of my favorite place" give me 15 minutes I will be ready saying this ram hurriedly goes to the washroom..
Ram is wearing a shirt and jeans , his sleeves is folded till his elbow, a smile is playing in his lips , he is driving taking his beautiful wife on a date .. priya is admiring the view .. the weather is making the atmosphere so romantic and dreamy .. cloud is playing hide and seek with the sky , a strong wind playing at the out side .. they r enjoying the their silent , ram plays his favorite song at music player " Main jo jee raha huin, wajah tum ho"
A perfect song to describe his feelings to her.. he is driving in one hand another hand is holding her hand .. priya smile , a smile also playing in his lips also.. priya comes little near to him , and rests her heads above his shoulder .. Ram places a kiss on her forehead , priya closed her eyes to capture this moment in her heart ... Their hand is entwined with each other .. ram brought her hand near his lips and place a kiss there ..
Ram halts the car near the beach .. priya looks outside and gets excited.. " beach my favorite place .. saying this she hugs him tightly.. you r the best husband in the world " give a peek in his cheek she comes out from the car .. her happiness also reflecting in his eye also .. when he saw her teary eyes he so wanted to replace it with happiness, seeing her like this he felt proud on himself.. parking his car into a safe place ram and priya moving towards the beach .. both of their shoes in their hand they r walking in a bare feet .. priya entwined her finger with him .. wind is touching their body forcing them to goes little closer to each other ..
" Ram why this happened, when we tries to say so many things we don't find the right word to describe the feelings ?
" priya it's not necessary to express every emotion sometimes it's best option to leave our unspoken word to our heart , our heart know how to convey it to each other .. "
They found a quite place sitting there they r admiring the sun , her head is rested on his shoulder .. they r enjoying the sunset ,
" priya "
"Hmm"
" I love you , I don't know priya what will future hold for us , but one thing I know that priya , I love u a lot . You r the reason of my existence... you r the reason of my smile .. you capture my heart completely.. you complete me priya .. In this short time of our life u have gave me all the happiness in the world .. u complete me as a man .. but priya when I saw tear in ur eyes I felt I m a failure, I failed to keep u happy .. i failed to give u all the happiness in the world .. your tear piercing my heart priya .. , he is caressing her cheek with his thumb , priya is longingly looking at him , promise me one thing priya u will never shed a tear , u will never let ur tear Control your eyes .. and one things always remember priya , your ram loves u a lot , if anything ever happened to me remember that , your ram is always with you in there pointing towards her heart .. and it's ur responsibility to make ur heart happy always for me .. ? Promise me na priya that no pain no tear nothing will make ur heart weak or sad "
Hearing those word from him, priya is feeling emotional.. " don't dare to say that u will
Leave me alone .. i promise you ram , I will keep my heart happy always because my man live there , and i will make sure no pain no sadness makes my heart weak "
A long tear roll down from her close eyes , and fall onto riyas face .. riya opens her eyes and look at her mother .. " Mumma.. riya calls her .. priya is so last in her memories she doesn't hear her daughter voice .. riya gets up from her sleeping position and wipes her mom tears which glistening her cheek .. feeling her touch priya opens her eyes .. Her eyes is searching her man .. she so desperately wants to see her man and hugs him .. Riya is looking at her mom desperate face , which brought a tear in her eyes .. Seeing her daughter so vulnerable priya hugs her daughter and scold herself that she has promised ram that she will control her emotions than y she is breaking her promise .. she has to be strong always for her daughter for her man ..
Breaking the hug priya is looking at riyas face , she tugs her silky hair behind her ear and says
" aww what happened to my baby , why she is sad ? I can't see my princess like this , please baby smile na , mumma will take you a beautiful place "
Hearing this riya gets excited, she starts to jump into the bed .. seeing her bubbly daughter a smile playing in her lips also ..
Ram takes out his phone from his pocket and dials his best buddy , " Vikram I m leaving the office , I need sometime for myself yaar . Please handle the meeting , and my phone will be in air mood if radhika or anyone call you , asking about me please tell them I m busy in the meeting " before Vikram says anything ram cuts the call and keeps his phone in air mood again ..
His car halted in front of the beach .. looking at the place he becomes surprised, he never likes beaches at all than why his heart brought him here.. without thinking much he goes down from the car .. he is walking aimlessly on the beach .. his heart is given him a unknown signal.. he founds a quite place , he sits on the sand looking at the sea .. his eye capture most beautiful sight in his life .. a lady and a two and near half year baby girl playing in the sand near the sea shore .. the lady is giggling and running behind her baby .. and the baby also laughing loudly.. he can't believe in his luck .. his feet is talking him towards them .. he has no control over himself .. Priya and riya is having fun they r playing in the sand , the happiness and the excitement that riyas face is showing melting priyas heart .. when priya is lost admiring her daughter, her mischief daughter push her , before priya reacts , she closes her eyes tightly to hit the sand , but a strong hand hold her hand pulls her near him .. ram does not able to maintain his balance he fell down and priya is above him .. her hand is clutching his suits , her face is hiding near his neck .. his one hand is rested above her back .. holding her in a place .. her hot breath making his heart skip few beats , Priya rise her face a little and looks at ram , her heart is already beating first .. ram eyes is caressing her face . A strands of hair disturbing his view , rising his hand , his finger touch her delicate skin feeling his touch priya closed her eyes , taking his time ram tugs the hair behind her ear .. he is looking at her , their proximity makes his heart dancing with happiness .. this happiness he can't express in word .. her body smell her fragrance making him go crazy , priya and ram comes to the reality when they heard riya voice .. Seeing her mummy like this riya Is giggling and clapping.. in a swift motion priya stands in her feet .. she is feeling embarrassed and don't know how to look at ram.. Ram is also feeling same " he wants to break the awkwardness, he looks at riya and a smile broke in his lips .. he bends in his level ...
" how's my princess, ram asks her cutely
Riya instantly remember ram , she becomes happy seeing him , saying nothing she hugs ram her tiny hand is holding his neck .. taking her in his arms ram stands up .. " aww my adorable baby missed me ,'" riya nods her head .. ram is overwhelmed with this feelings .. he never thought that this evening will turn out like this .. , although riya is in his arm but ram eyes on priya , he tries to read every emotion that is playing in her face.. priya is looking at them , she does not know how to react in this situation.. she is soo happy seeing her man but her subconscious mind telling her to leave the place with riya .. a fear engulfed her heart , if ram dad found out about riya and ram meeting, he will Definitely playing some dirty games again .. she goes near ram , priya takes riya in her arms , " thanks for saving me " priya whispered without looking at him ... priya starts to walk opposite direction, Ram is feeling sad with her behavior.. he does not know why her behavior hurting his heart .. is she angry at him for touching her without her permission? Ram runs behind priya and holds her hand from behind , priya turns back and give a confused look... leaving her hand ram says Sorry , look priya I want to say sorry , If my behavior make u feel uncomfortable please forgive me " looking at ram priya can says that ram is saying sorry genuinely..
" Mr kapoor u don't need to say sorry , u don't make me feel awkward , btw thanks for saving me again " saying this priya leave the place ..
Ram is driving his car , he is lost in himself , this mysterious priya kapor making his life hell , every minute every second she is capturing his mind and heart .. how tried he tries she doesn't bother to leave his mind or heart .. Ram is scolding himself to think about priya all the time , he is going to marry Radhika in this month and he has to focus only Radhika other than anyone else .. he plans to spend a quality time with radika .. it's not good to think about a married woman ..
Priya reached at her home .. her mind occupied with ram memories.. she doesn't know why god is playing with her emotions. She knows how hard it was to control herself .. how broken she felt when ram doesn't recognized her , how her heart bleeding when ram behaved like a stranger with her and their daughter.. she can't describe the pain when ram said her sorry for touching her ... whenever she gather her broken pieces, ram comes in front of her and broken her again ...priya doesn't want to think about ram again , taking riya in her arms , priya gives her bath , after feeding her priya lets riya playing with her toys and she sits with her office work ..
Neha and Natasha is standing in front of priyas house .. Natasha is feeling nervous, what if priya shouts at her for her father deeds, what if priya insults her for making her life hell .. Natasha is scolding herself, she should think all of this before coming here , neha taps her shoulder and says what happens,? Nothing says Natasha .. Neha ring the bells of the house , priya opens the door .. Seeing Natasha in front of her she is shocked, she doesn't know how to react , only one word escape from her mouth " Natasha " , Natasha throw herself in her arms and hugs priya tightly.. priya also hugs her back.. priya knows how much ram loves Natasha , she is his little angel , whenever he got time he always praised about Natasha, He loves her like his own daughter.. Ram promised her when Natasha will back from London he will brings her to their home .. she can't believe that Natasha is actually in front of her .. Natasha breaks the hug .. she admiring priya .. she never see such a elegant lady before , priya is wearing a plain blue color sharee, her minimal makeup and accessories making her look more beautiful..
" you r soo beautiful bhabi"
Hearing this word from her mouth tear gather her eyes , " I m not your bhabi anymore Natasha " priya replying in a sad tone .
" priya this a bad manner yaar , we r standing here and u don't bother to invite us inside the house " neha says in a dramatic voice
"Oh sorry sorry " plz come inside "
Neha Natasha and priya is sitting on the living area , riya is playing with her nanny in her bed room ..
Natasha is sitting with priya , neha asks priya about Riya, Natasha is eagerly waiting to meet with her niece.. priya gets up from her place and goes her room to bring out riya .
Ram steps inside his mansion , His mother inform him that Radhika is waiting for him in his room , Ordering a black coffee ram moves to his room .. he should focused on Radhika .. he shouldn't think about priya, priya is stranger and radhika is his future wife his life partner. Radhika is standing near his book self , when she noticed ram in the Room , she goes near ram and makes a very disappointed face
" I m really upset with you ram , from morning I m trying to call you but u didn't bother to receive my call or call me back , is this how u keep your commitment? Radhika steps very closed to him , her hand is rested above his heart , Ram is feeling really uneasy but doesn't show it in his face ..
" I love u very much ram you know that , when u ignore me I feel very bad ram , in this month we r going to marry , u will be mine in true Sense , mom and dad talked with Krishna aunty and uncle they all ready fixed our function date , I m hoping that u will not going to postpone it , hugging ram Radhika continues, I can't wait anymore ram , I always want to be in your arms .. I know it will be sound childish but remember ram if u don't marry me I will
Kill myself , I can't live without u ram .. i love u soo much ram "
Her those word doesn't left any impact in his heart .. he also want to hug her genuinely but he feels nothing for her .. he closes his eyes to take a deep breath but his heart skip a beat when he sees her again in his closed eyes .. he hugs radkhika
tightly thinking about priya ..