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so...
let's go on this journey together
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❝ [the love we hold]
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bnha: kōhei horikoshi
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'I hope this isn't the end...
of
kamado (y/n)
the space breather
because
one day
you will reach the same title as us
but that means
you need to fight
like you have always done
so don't stop now
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݄⿴݃*₊↷books used to write 。
John Green, Looking for Alaska
John Green, The Fault in Our Stars
"we just came out of it
so why
why...
are we in this situation again
however this time
the only one fighting for their life
is you...
and I can't do much to save you"
'Your presence had filled up my life with joy and happiness.
But now that you are gone, I feel like living inside an empty shell.
Dear,
I never imagined that something like this would ever happen to us.
You are the love of my life.
I wish you could forever stay with me.'
'maybe non of us are strong,
just lucky that we managed to survive
however looks like our luck ran out in the end'
once again,
they where sitting in a hospital room...
however
the only person fighting in the hospital bed
was non other then the protagonist of this story
did you really think she would wake up?
the door to the room was opened and closed frequently
walking in and out
day and night
but still the person never moved an inch
never showed any hints of consciousness
silently in the corner of the room
small sobs could be heard
darkness washing over
face buried in their legs
face never leaving it's place
tears streaming down staining their clothes
but why care?
and why care if their clothes get stained?
'I wish with all my soul
that I got to see their eyes once again,
laugh loud and clear,
smile brighter then the sun...
so please wake up'
with his head still buried down in his knees
his voice rang in the room
the voice held so many emotions
his loving and soft tone was replaced with a raspy one
one on the verge of breaking at any point
and
in a quite large room
his voice was tiny
almost unable to be heard
however
it was no need for that
he knew the girl wouldn't respond
but still
he talked like she was right beside him
hearing him loud and clear
"hmph d-do you remember..."
two lovers was taking their way through a mountain filled with opponents that's willing at one point to sacrifice their life if it means the end of the era of demons.
"you did good"
"but only because you where by my side"
"and why wouldn't I be"
"who knows"
"but
until our final journey"
"and many more"
"and may we find each other in the next and the next after that..."
"I love you"
it's just three words,
however
it warmed the heart of the one receiving it
getting their first mission, they both held determination. The feeling that even though their path is long, they are reaching it one step closer for every new mission they take on.
"we are going on this journey of life together right?"
"yea... until our last breath"
before linking their hands together
taking the girls hand, bringing it up to his lips
planting a small peek on it
before starting their way towards the assigned place
and just like the first mission went on, it was the first time... the girl could really feel the emotions the boy is feeling right now. Because as already said, the job they took on... may come with risks.
panting rapidly
breathing unstable
putting pressure on the wound
"I-I'm oka-"
"no your not"
"I won't die by it"
"but you never know when you will die by one..."
"you are right...
but I don't want to d-die, I'm n-not ready... for it
so I beg of you to keep our promise
because it will give me the reassurance
that...
that...
we will stay by each other
because the love I feel with you
is the pure definition of what love really is
so thank y-"
was the last words the boy said before passing out, however unlike this time it was no risk of him losing his life.
'quite
don't quite
you are to concerned with what was and what will be
is a saying'
"Yesterday is history,
tomorrow is a mystery,
and today is a gift...
that's why they call it present"
however
what would you call this moment?
but still the person never woke up
'I'm sorry'
the protagonist of this story wouldn't by some miracle wake up after an all so emotional confession... however may the vitals on the screen the girl was connected to show sign of life... once they slow down, you may slowly lose your fate in the girls survival.
because
this is no miracle story...
this is reality
life can't always turn out happy
it's not always a happy ending
life itself comes with a prize
but even when fate makes you think that life have taken its end
we all are allowed to hope
lose hope...
and I don't know what to say
but do you have hope?
do you still have hope left?
finally mastered up the courage to stand up, for every step the boy took he would be closer and closer to the girl. Her face being more and more visible, for every inch he could see the girl's face clearer in the all so dark room...
however that itself would only make flashing images of their happy moments together appear, for each one the tears in his eyes threatened to slide down his face, making his body tense up.
however he kept saying to himself 'I can do it, I will do it' for every step the stinging pain in his heart kept growing. Stretching out his hand, directing it towards the clothing over his heart. Clutching it for every time the pain became stronger.
"I have experienced so many looses
and never got to chance to hear their last words
so please don't be one of them too"
standing in front of her bed, his whole body was shaking.
the people that just arrived at the hospital
all had one goal in mind
bringing everything from flower, teddy bears, candy and chocolate
"we are here for (l/n) (y/n)"
"and who may you guys be to the patient ?"
"we are her cla- I mean we are her friends,
yes we are her friends"
"very well, just take the elevator to the third floor,
room 203"
walking down the hallway,
"there it is, that's the ro-"
seeing the door to the room not fully closed,
made them all walk slowly towards it
only to be meet by the sight of a boy
a boy down on his knees
his tears finally breaking through
his hand cupping the girl's in the room
"maybe we should leave and come back later"
"yea"
taking their way towards the waiting room
the faint sound of the male's words could be heard
"I may have remembered our moments together, but i will never say it was our love story... not yet at least.
Because that means I have accepted the fact that it has ended,
however
like all real love stories...
it will die with us, as it should.
i
love
y-"
"why did he st-"
"you don't think"
"no... it can't be"
"I can see the light...
it's so bright and warm"
'walking inside their previous classroom,
standing behind the teachers desk
looking closely
you could see a small paper sticking out
but will someone ever decide to check it out'
on the next episode of
mf's is me again
✨ two chapters in two days ✨
well only reason I managed to do it
was that most of this chapters I had already in my draft and made beforehand
I even managed to post it and go out with my friends
tbh I was kinda emotion when reading it before posting
tears in the corner of my eyes much 😭
but I'm considering posting two chapter next week too 👀
next chapter: ᴀ ɢᴏᴏᴅʙʏᴇ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀsᴛ, 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝟮𝟬
I usually post on Sunday
but because of school it may be delayed
THANK YOU FOR READING MY BOOK
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