(enjoy the song, i've been resonating with it lately)
Hey, how's it going guys?
It's current a Thursday, July 8, 2021.
lol, so i work at a uhaul dealership, and i'm literally the only employee. Which that's fine and i kinda like not having to interact with other people but omg i'm so bored.
The past two weeks, we have had like no customers, it's like one or two people that come for a truck throughout the entire 9 hour day, and it's maybe one or two people that come drop off a truck or trailer. Here and there i'll get a person that wants boxes and maybe one or two phone calls, but other than that, there's nothing for me to do.
Usually if it was slow, i'd go down to the trucks and you know, clean them out, update info on them, make sure the backs are clean, stuff like that, but we only have like 10 trucks, so it only took me a day to do that, whereas we used to have like 50-60 trucks back there so i had so much i could do.
Anyways, so now i've just been sitting on my phone all day, either on tiktok, i come on here and read stuff sometimes, or watch netflix. Which from an outsider looking in, that probably sounds nice, getting paid to do like nothing, but i usually just feel really bad for it because i feel kinda useless and like i'm making them waste their money on me.
Side note — the only other person that works here, the person who owns our personal little dealership, is my uncle. He's not the best person so sometimes i'm like oh, i'm using him for his money, that's horrible of me. But other times, i'm like, oh he's not necessarily the best person, and he's got so much extra cash, it's fine that i'm using him for his money basically. idk, my brain works weird.
Also, it's been like 80°-90° here the past two weeks so i've been bored, in a hot office, which makes it a little less enjoyable.
My uncle tells me to take long "lunch breaks" too, but the issue is, I cant leave until like 11 am, at the earliest, so that we're open for at least a little while, but then i can only come back later than my normal time if there's nothing scheduled in the afternoon.
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tbh i feel like this is a boring "chapter" and i kind of regret writing it, but i also kinda don't want to delete it.
Oh, we'll, I've run out of things to talk about cause i feel like i'd be boring anyone who decided to try and read these. Whatever.
If anyone does read this, tell me about your day, or week, or anything really. I want to talk to people, I truly feel so alone and like i have no one to talk to about random things.
xx B