||𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑||
Jungkook smiled awkwardly at Iseul as they danced before he found himself looking your way, there you were dancing with Taehyung. He wanted to look away, avoid staring at you but he for some weird reasons couldn't bring himself to peer away. He felt the need to keep an eye on you, as if to make sure you were okay.
Wrinkles appeared between his eyebrows seeing Taehyung grabbing onto you hand and swiftly pulling you somewhere away from the crowd. He couldn't shook off the slight discomfort in his heart as he politely excused himself from Iseul before following you two, totally unaware of his actions. His curiosity peaking up his interest.
Jungkook hid himself behind a wall and couldn't help but gasp witnessing the scenery before him. Taehyung was trapping you between him and the wall, the position you both were in was too intimate. A sudden feeling of picnic grasped his whole body as he looked around to make sure no one else was around. This was risky, too risky when the place was full with paparazzis and people.
"What are they even doing?"
He lowly muttered in irritation glaring at both of your figures. He just couldn't understand why the both of you would act so reckless in a public place. He clenched his jaw when Taehyung grabbed onto your jaw making you look at the him, your faces were too close. He wanted to break anything that was near him in frustration.
He fisted his hands, scoffing in disbelief, the little voice in head was pushing him to step forward and stop everything but the man just stayed standing there wanting to see how far the both you were planning to go. The last straw was when Taehyung buried his head in your neck, hugging you tightly.
"Seriously? Has this woman sworn to go after every taken man? What is bloody fucking wrong with her?!"
Jungkook grimaced in disgust looking away. He cursed himself for ever thinking you were a good person when in reality you were a disgusting woman hiding yourself under a facade of perfection. A cunning woman ready to destroy relationship for her own selfish desires. Throwing one last dirty glare at your way he turned around before walking away from there. Cheating was probably in your nature.
Sometimes you couldn't help but be mad at god for making you suffer like this. What was your fault that he decided put you in so much pain? Why was your life a living hell? You didn't want to act like the good kid anymore, you wanted to drop everything and act selfishly just for once. Life was being unfair to but unfortunately you couldn't even think about being unfair to the people you loved.
Wiping your tears you stood near the fountain in the garden, observing the small fishes swimming around without a care of the world. You felt exhausted with the daily heartbreaks. You felt like a coward, always running away from people afraid to give them the answers to their questions. You were living a shameful life, a miserable life drowning yourself in guilt and regrets.
Would it be better to just jump off the cliff and free yourself from this burden. Would your death solve everything? You found yourself having suicidal thoughts but in reality you were too much of a coward to kill yourself or to hurt yourself physically. You were mentally and physically falling weak making you want to do nothing more than having a peaceful sleep that would last for years.
You hated how you had to look down in shame every time Jungkook, Taehyung ,Taehee or any of the bagtan members looked at you. You couldn't bring yourself to look at them in the eye without feeling the disgust crawling inside your body. You were paying for your sins, living in guilt everyday.
A way too familiar voice pulled you back into the reality making you turn around immediately. You glared at the person before you with despise while they just sweetly smiled at you.
"It's a pleasure to see you again, dear."
Her overly sweet tone made you cringe and frown at her. Not nothing to be near the woman you gave her a hard glare before speaking in a stern tone.
"I wish I could say the same Mrs. Kim but unfortunately your presence making me feel anything but pleasant. If anything you are only ruining my good vides."
Mrs.Kim smirked at your boldness as she looked at you from head to toe, observing you whole. She looked into your eyes again with evilness flowing through the liquids of her dark brown orbs.
"Don't be rude dear. I heard you are married to Jeon Jungkook? Congratulations dear but I am very sad, you never gave me the invitation to your wedding."
She faked sadness, pouting at you. You scoffed at her acting throwing a judging look at the older woman. The lady was clad in a elegant knee length evening dress with matching jewelleries decorating her neck and ears. She would trick anyone with her sweet smile that hid a cunning woman behind.
"Stop with your drama, Mrs. Kim. It's only the two of us, no one else is around here to praise you for your fake act of kindness and as for me, I don't give a single fuck about you or your fake ass personality."
You rolled you eyes, sarcastically smiling at her. Her face hardened as she narrowed her eyes at you with a warning gaze. However you didn't cowar away as stared back at her with challenge.
"I see, you have grown some nerve to talk to me with a such tone, you ill-mannered woman."
She spat hardening her glare at you to which you gave a bored look. Rolling your eyes for nth time at the said woman you took a deep breath before speaking again.
"You better stay in your limits Mrs.Kim and not approach me at all. Remember the promise you made? Keep that in mind and get out of my way."
With those words thrown at her way, you didn't wait a second before walking past her not before bumping your shoulder on hers as you away from there and got inside the party to look for Jungkook. You didn't want stay in that party no longer, you just wanted to get out of there as soon as possible.
Not finding Jungkook anywhere in the party, you convinced yourself to approach Jimin to ask him about Jungkook, with great hesitancy. The latter was laughing at one of Jin's dad joke as you hesitantly tapped on his shoulder. Jimin and all the other members stopped laughing once they noticed your presence. Taehyung was standing there with the rest of them along with Taehee and Iseul.
Your heartbeat was fastening feeling the tension in the air as all of them gazed at you with curious yet intimidating eyes. Clearing your throat you ignored everyone else looking at Jimin forcing on smile.
"Can you please tell me where Jungkook is?"
You softly asked making Jimin frown at you in confusion before he nodded his head slowly. Your question made Taehyung grit his teeth together, his eyes following your every moment closely.
"Um he has already..left."
Jimin's voiced in a awkward tone as his answer made you part your lips in confusion. Feeling gazes around you, you decided not ask anything more as you nodded at him. Namjoon felt bad looking at you being so uncomfortable so he stepped forward before clearing his throat.
"Hello, Y/n. How are you?"
He politely smiled making you smile back at him and nod softly appreciating his sweet gesture.
"I am fine, Joon. Thanks for asking."
You genuinely smiled at him and Namjoon felt better knowing he could make you feel somehow accepted.
"Um I should get going"
Biting on your lips you looked directly at Iseul with a small smile and luckily she returned it back without any hesitation. Iseul was definitely a very nice person.
"Congratulations"
Your soft voice caused Taehyung's heart to increase it's pace, who was standing there observing everything silently. Never once did you look his way. Iseul nodded thanking you quietly before you said your goodbye.
Taehyung felt his hands itching to stop you from going anywhere. The more he looked at your disappearing figure the more his heart ached knowing he wouldn't be able to see you again for a long time.
___
_____
I am sorry if I am boring ya'll with my writing style.
I don't know what to feel about the story tbh so feel free to leave your opinion.
Until next time loves. 💞