The Morning After I Killed My...

By _inksapien

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"Error means failure, and failure means disappointment." "The Gift of Merci" takes readers on a gripping jour... More

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Igniting Hope in Every Filipino's Heart
Beyond the Medal
Chapter 1 - The Burnout College Kid
Chapter 2 - Constant Battles
Chapter 3 - Mental Health Matters
Chapter 4 - Law of Reverse Effort
Chapter 5 - Success Beyond Standards
Chapter 6 - Life Is A Race
Chapter 7 - Yearning for Tranquility in a Turbulent Mind
Chapter 8 - Why Does Sadness Override Efforts to Stay Happy?
Chapter 9 - In a Sea of Applause, Does Authentic Validation Exist?
Chapter 10 - When Grades Mean Nothing and Everything
Chapter 11 - Its Okay Not To Be Okay
Chapter 12 - Put Yourself First
Chapter 13 - Emptiness Behind Victories
Chapter 14 - The Girl Who Feels Too Much
Chapter 15 - Deep Rest Is A Self Care
Chapter 16 - Sensitive Kid
Chapter 17 - Tired at 20
Chapter 18 - To the Roads Not Taken
Chapter 19 - Upside Down
Chapter 20 - Evolving Through Failure
Chapter 21 - Away From Melodrama
Chapter 21 - New Chapter
Author's Note
Chapter 23 - Second Life
Chapter 24 - Ironically Tainted
Chapter 25 - Perfect
Chapter 26 - No Doubt
Chapter 27 - Illness
Chapter 28 - You Only Live Once
Chapter 29 - Smiling Depression
Chapter 30 - Escape
Chapter 31 - Call her
Chapter 32 - It Cannot Be
Chapter 33 - Magic
Chapter 34 - Death Bed
Chapter 35 - It Was Delusion
Chapter 36 - When Healing Is Too Much
Chapter 37 - Leave Her
Chapter 38 - The Man
Chapter 39 - Prayers
Chapter 40 - Life
Chapter 41 - New Opened Doors
Chapter 42 - Forgiving Oneself
Chapter 43 - Falling Forward
Chapter 44 - The Man
Chapter 45 - Hold On Pain Ends
Chapter 46 - The Barista of Life
Chapter 47 - Contentment
Chapter 48 - The Grass is Greener On Neither Side
Chapter 49 - Damaged Souls
Chapter 50 - The World Never Stops Here
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Chapter 22 - New Sage

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By _inksapien

Last year, I was the girl who constantly craved praise. 

I am that 'perfectionist' girl. 

I was the girl who loved to participate in various organizations, actively engaging in almost everything happening in our community. 

I was the girl who would berate herself for making just 2 or 3 mistakes on a test. 

I was that girl filled with anxiety. 

I was that girl who relentlessly pursued success. 

I was the girl who would cry until she had no tears left. 

I was the girl who frequently compared herself to others. 

I was the girl who doubted her abilities. 

I was the girl who survived on just 3 hours of sleep per day. 

I was that "hardworking and competitive" colleague. 

I was that "empathetic" girl who would prioritize grades over her health. 

I was that girl who carried the burdens of others.I once had that seemingly perfect world, a flawless image.I don't resent my past self. I appreciate how she shaped me into the woman I am today. 

Peaceful. Bright. Lowkey. And a loving daughter. 

I thank her.

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