So I got ready for the meeting tonight as we would all be going from Hogwarts since no one can find out we left
*any dress*
*makeup*
Someone was knocking at my bedroom door "come in" I said as the door opened dracos and regulus walked in
"you look amazing precious" regulus said stood there with his hand in his pockets in a black suit as well as Draco
"yes blackheart you do really," he said and kissed my cheek "you need to hurry up though you know we can't be late," he said a bit worried "don't worry Draco I'm will be down in a minute okay," I said and rubbed his arm
He nodded and walked out leaving me and regulus " you look nice you clean up good" I laugh he nudged me with his shoulder and smirked we look in the mirror at us both
"I have something for you," he said and pulled a book out it was Romeo and Juliet
"Ahh regulus thanks you," I said grinning and hug him
He turned to me and look at me in my eyes he leant in and pressed his lips against mine and I kissed him back Until the moment we pulled away and sat next to each other on the bed
He Sighed I said nonchalantly "nothing" and smiled
"What?" He said confused "nothing reg you felt nothing and you know why you didn't and so do I " he freaked out and stood up
"I don't know what you're talking about," he said and I pulled out a fag and sparked it and handed one to him
"Yes you do, don't worry I wouldn't have let you kiss me if I was bothered about it," I said
"What wrong with me, I mean why why me?" He said "nothing wrong with you reg it just the way your was wired," I said shrugging
"How did you know," he asked I sighed and put my head on his shoulder "because I- as much as it pains me I care about you and because of that I take a notice of things that you don't want me to," I said he kissed my head and then put his head on mine
"Me too prec, please promise me you won't say anything" I lift my head up and smile and when running out the room downstairs to where everyone sat waiting
"Precious" regulus shouted fuming as he ran behind me
"Regulus here has something to tell you," I said smirking
"Ermm I-I" he nervous
"Go on tell them all about your undying love for me," I said gesturing to the group as they laugh and shake their head standing up getting ready to go as they had enough of my childishness
"Oh my fucking god blackheart you scared me there" he whispers to me "yes I had you going but of course I will keep it a secret I will take it to the grave," I said and he smiles and we walk off To use floo powder to get to the dark lords' house
"Ahh children your here right on time," the dark lord said and I rolled my eyes and mumbled mimicking him
I heard a sniffer laugh next to me as they hook my arm and started walking to our seats I look to see Mattheo I smile at him and he whispered in my hear
"You look beautiful precious" I smile wider and thanks to him as we all take our seat next to our parents my father trying to talk to me but I blanked him
"Precious you look wonderful darling" he said quiet "yes father I know but I can't say the same about you" I said
Patronisingly fixing his hem on his blazer he just laughed it off
I turn to see the pansy smiling at me proudly I wink at her as her father look abit flustered thinking I did it at him I laugh causing a elbow from my father
I see mattheo glare at my father and he cowed under his scare he look at me and wink. He really did mean that when he said no one will hurt me it gave me butterflies I never had these before what the fuck
"Now down to business how is the boy" the dark lord said talking around us "potter is fine father we're keeping a close eye on him" mattheo said to his father
"Good that what I like to hear son I have a misson for three children to carry out the death of albus Dumbledore now who is a real follower and will put forward their children" the dark lord said
"Oh dark lord my daughter is willing she can do it" father burst with excitement and I gasped what the fuck has he got me into
"Father she will be no good I can do it I don't need help" mattheo said sadly getting by me out of the shit. It made me sad that he would have to do that for me I couldnt let him do that for me
"No I can do it mattheo does not have to" I said no looking at anyone else in to room but him with pleading eye that he will stay quiet
"Children please you will both and what about you Lucius what about your boy" Voldemort said with greedy eyes Draco look terrified I couldn't look at him like that I had to look down at my empty plate
"Ohh well my lord he would be honoured" Lucius said narcissa tried to protest but Lucius shut her up
"You will fix a vanishing cabin in the room of requirements at hogwards and it will come through to Borgin and Burke's. When the time is right you will kill Dumbledore and we will go through and take over hogwarts "
All the adults look so happy about this as for the children of them look petrified and ashamed that they would put them through this
It came to the end of the meeting and even one said bye there parents as I just walked off "bye darling" he said trying to look good in frond of his 'friends' "fuck off" and a middle finger whilst walking away was all he got
We never said a word to each other until be made it back to the common room
"What the fuck blackheart" mattheo said walking up to me In my face "what riddle" I said nonchalantly
"You know what I could have got you out now-now your stuck in the middle and your going to have to go through with it" he shouted I was getting angry as he was close to my face whist everyone listened
"What so I'm just going to let you just murder someone for me" I said
"Yes" he said "well no I'm not going to let you do that don't be stupid I'm not your responsibility, I can't believe your shouting at me for not letting you kill someone for me"
"Well I doing it now anyway it was always going to be me and I could have gotten you out of it" he shouted even louder
"What and have one on these end up doing it I not doing that it not right to put it one them" I shout not cowering down
"god you so fucking stupid I wish you just fucking keep your mouth shut you stupid bitch" he said so bitterly And everybody new this was going to kick off even bigger so they was asking us to stop
"Fuck you" was all I said
"Yes well fuck you too why, why pretend like you have a heart now the one time i want you to be selfish and think about your self now you have a fucking heart, you know the name really does suit" he spit
"Fuck you, you fucking prick" I said picking up a vase from the side table and throwing it at him I was about to run to him but I feel some one pick me up but I don't see them as they take me up stairs