They said she was too big
They said she looked more like a pig
But she thought she was just thick
the reflection in the mirror made her sick
So she broke it
With her fist
With just one hit
She just wanted to fit...in
And have some peace within
She was the everyday topic,
Making her life toxic
There word's suffocated
Her
Making her depressed
Her inner thoughts voiced
And divorced
her positivity
Dominating her mind
With negativity
So every night
When it was dark, no light
She was affright
By her mind
As it replayed
What them,
Her school mate's said to her
"You're too big
You look like a pig" laughs
"You are useless and worthless" laughs
"You so ugly and fat" laughs
To them it was just a mere joke;
Harmless
To her it was the reason why she cried
And wished she died;
Die!
There word's kept on replaying in her head like a broken Disc; Die!
Her inner voice kept on telling her to jump off the cliff; Die!
She was tired of fighting with the voice inside her head; Die!
She was tired of being bullied everyday; Die!
She was tired trying to love herself; Die!
INNER VOICE;
"They are never going to love you" Die!
"You don't have any purpose on this Earth" Die!
"You're fat to top it off you're ugly" Die!
"You can't even look yourself in the mirror" Die!
"They are never going to stop bullying you" Die!
"Jump jump jump jump!!!! And end this pain!!!!" Die!
"Just listen to me and jump already you good for nothing!!!"
She couldn't fight her inner voice anymore
She tried ,
she knew she tried
But it was too much for her so she jumped.
Dead and free at last.
_Tao