I turn my chin music up
And I’m puffing my chest
I’m getting red in the face
You can call me obsessed
It’s not your fault that they hover
I mean no disrespect
It’s my right to be hellish
I still get jealous
'Cause you’re too sexy, beautiful
And everybody wants a taste
That’s why (that’s why)
I still get jealous
'Cause you’re too sexy, beautiful
And everybody wants a taste
That’s why (that’s why)
I still get jealous
You’re the only one invited
I said there’s no one else for you
'Cause you know I get excited, yeah
When you get jealous too
I turn my chin music up
And I’m puffing my chest
I’m turning red in the face
You can call me obsessed
It’s not your fault that they hover
I mean no disrespect
It’s my right to be hellish
I still get jealous
'Cause you’re too sexy, beautiful
And everybody wants a taste
That’s why (that’s why)
I still get jealous
Jealous- Nick Jonas
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//YN//
Rolling over I snuggle my head into my pillow and sigh. My eyes are closed but I can see the sun shining through the window. My bed shifts and then an arm drapes over my waist. My eyes shoot open and I see Justin laying next to me, his arm draped over my waist.
''What the fuck Justin!'' I yell and start to squirm and I push him out of my bed
He wakes up and and falls off the bed hitting his head on the wooden floor and started groaning. Chris jumped up and so did Hope looking at me and Justin. Justin groaned and rubbed his temples.
''Why the fuck were you in my bed Justin!?" I yelled at him again and jump out of bed looking over at him
''What? Justin you got in bed with her?'' Chris said and he was still on the floor
He got up and rubbed his face and looked confused, looking around.
''What am I doing here?'' he says his voice all raspy
''You were drunk. And you came to our dorm. Chris thought it was a good idea for you to stay here because we didn't know where your dorm was.'' Hope said and he looked back at her and nodded
''YN. I. I am so fucking sorry. I don't know why I was in your bed. I'm sorry.'' he said and I crossed my hands over my chest.
''I uhm. I should go.'' he says and bends over picking up his shoes and then walking to the door.
He walks out and closes the door behind him and I feel Chris and Hope looking at me. I sigh and look over at Hope and then Chris. Both of them had the same expression on their faces. That look that I was being too harsh and should go apologize myself. I groan loudly and stomp to the door and fast walk to find Justin.
I find him and he's already fast walking out the dorm house already. I sigh and run after him. It's freezing cold outside and I'm just in pajama shorts and a matching tank top. I don't have any shoes on or socks. The cold air hits my body and I shiver and get goosebumps.
''Justin!'' I call after him and he turns around and looks at me
''YN are you crazy it's freezing out here.'' he says back and walks to me taking off his hoodie and putting it around me, I smile lightly and look down
''What are you doing out here YN?''he says his eyes on me, I bit my lip and look up at him
''I may have. Overreacted. With the whole seeing you in my bed.'' I say and he smiles lightly
''Not like we haven't slept in the same bed before.'' he says to me and I smile and scoff at the same time
''That's when we were together Justin. We're not together anymore.'' I say and he nods his head.
''So yeah. Just wanted to say sorry as well.'' I say and he nods and I take his jacket off from over to me and hand it to him giving him a light smile.
''I know a way for me to really forgive you.'' he says and I shake my head while smiling lightly
''And what would that be?'' I say and he smiles at me.
''I'll pick you up at your dorm around 8. Be ready.'' he says and then walks off not letting me answer.
My teeth start chattering so I run back inside and the heater hits me. Did he just plan a date without letting me answer him? He did didn't he.
******
''Oh my gosh! YN you look so beautiful!'' Hope says and I give her a straight face
''I hate you.'' I say in a serious tone and she snaps her teeth at me
''What did I do?'' she asks putting her hands up
''Remember this face.'' I said and reacted her face she and Chris gave me and she laughed lightly.
I look at myself in the mirror. I had curled my hair and had a cute little woman's hat planted on my head. I wore a black button up shirt and a light pink cardigan over, with with black skinny jeans and dark brown heeled boots. My makeup was neutral. I had compact on with brown eye shadow along with top eyeliner and bottom eyeliner and mascara. I put on shiny pink lip gloss and was now done.
It was going to be 8 soon but I jumped on my bed and was playing piano titles on my phone. My fingers were moving fast. I clearly hit the fucking black title but it didn't count it.
''Oh fuck you piano title.'' I mutter and Hope laughs
''You will never beat your own high score'' she sings and I scoff
''I will in fact beat it one day.'' I say and exit it going to Crossy Road
I tap it and my little avatar is jumping. I get to 50 and get hit by a train.
''Fucking shit.'' I mutter again and Hope laughs lightly.
I was about to play it again til a knock on my door was heard. Hope's bed was closer to the door so she got up and opened it.
''Hello!'' she chimed
''Hi. I'm here for YN.'' Justin says and I sigh and pick myself off the bed.
I walk to the door and Hope opens it more to reveal me. Justin's eyes go wide and a small smile appears on his face looking me up and down.
''Wow. YN you look beautiful.'' he says and I fake a smile
''I know right.'' I say in a sassy tone and Justin chuckles
''Lets go then.'' he says and starts walking
Hope smiles at me and pushes me out the door and I follow behind Justin. We walk in silence and the only thing heard are my heels hitting the floor. Once we reached outside the moonlight hit us and the stars were shining bright. He kept walking and I followed behind him, confused.
''Were exactly are you taking me?'' I say and he chuckles
''It's a surprise.'' he says not even looking back at me
''Justin you know I hate surprises.'' I say and he stops walking making me bump into him.
He turns around and looks down at me. His body close to mine. He leaned down. His face inches from mine. I could smell the mintyness of his breathe. A smirk creeping up o his face as he places his forehead on mine.
''That's exactly why it is a surprise.'' he says and then pulls away continuing to walk.
I lick my lips and shake the feeling off the butterflies in my stomach and continue after him. He starts walking through Washington Square Park and my feet followed behind him.
''Justin are we literally walking to where you're taking me?'' I say and he slows down to let me catch up and starts laughing lightly
''It's only a six minute walk. Here. Hop on.'' he says and stands in front of me, I smile and shake my head jumping onto his back
I wrap my arms around his neck and he's holding my legs laughing lightly and then starting to walk again. I look up seeing the stars and the trees. This made me think back to when Justin was walking me home and he did this exact same thing.
"Is your mom picking you up?'' he asked me and I shake my head
"No I'm walking home.'' I smile lightly and he nods
"I think I should walk you home. Ya know the crazies are out this time of night.'' he says back and I laugh and then nod that he can walk me home.
We walk out the door as the music starts to get quieter as we walk farther and farther. We were talking and laughing nonstop. I was trying to be really funny. And I was starting to like him more. While walking I ended up stepping in a water puddle getting my shoe and sock all wet.
''Here. I gotcha.'' he says stepping in front of me and bending down the bit and I laugh
''What are you doing?'' I say and he looks back at me
"Jump.'' he says cutely and I laugh more
''No. Uh uh. You're crazy if you think I'm doing that.'' I say back and he smiles, laughing
''C'mon YN. Trust me.'' he says and looked forward, I smiled and took a deep breathe before jumping onto his back. He holds onto me as I wrap my legs and arms around him and he holds me.
''See. That wasn't so bad huh.'' I giggle and he continues to walk.
We get to my porch and he sets me down on the floor and I smile lightly at him.
"Thanks.'' I say biting my lower lip which I did when I was nervous. He stepped closer moving my hair out of my face and I looked up at him.
I made myself stop thinking about it, considering we ended up having a really hot make out session after that. I sigh and then lean forward resting my head on Justin's shoulder. He looks at me and chuckles.
''I'm starving Justin.'' I say and he shakes his head laughing lightly
''Don't be over dramatic now drama queen.'' he says and I scoff laughing lightly and hitting his chest as he laughs
''We're almost there. And then you get eat your precious food.'' he jokes and I laugh lightly
''Good. My food is important to me.'' I joke back and he laughs, he did that laugh were his eyes closes and he gets those wrinkles next to his eyes. It's so cute. Wait what.
I shake my head and take my head off his shoulder and look around. We got onto 8th street and he started setting me down and a lot of people were smiling at us.
''C'mon now.'' he says taking my hand and leading me
We stood in front of this small building and I looked at Justin.
''We are not eating here.'' I say and he smiles
''Oh but we are.'' he says and grabs my arm pulling me
We make it inside and I look around. It was absolutely beautiful on the inside. Tiny. Yet beautiful. There was a bar with stools and tables for two next to the window. On the opposite side of the bar were more tables.
''8th Street Wine cellar. Justin this place is to expensive.'' I say quietly and he chuckles looking at me
''What was that? I'm sorry I couldn't hear you over all the noise.'' he says and smiles turning around
I give a serious face to the fact of how he replied. This fucker. There wasn't much noise at all. Except for the quiet chatter and the low music.
''Really Justin.'' I say and he chuckles shaking his head
This girl came up to us and smiled big
''Hello. Would you like a table?'' she says happy and I roll my eyes
''No we would like to eat on the floor. We love to do that.'' I say sarcastic but she didn't hear but Justin did
He started laughing and the girl looked at him weird and I jumped in
''Sorry. He's not all there and laughs when things aren't really funny. It's a disorder you should look it up.'' I say and she furrows her eyebrows then turns around getting two menus
''Alright. Follow me if you may.'' she says and spins leading us to a table.
She gave us a table for two with a candle in the middle. Wine glasses in front of us. We sit down and she hands us our menu before leaving. I look at the menu and my eyes widen.
''No. No, Justin let's go. Too expensive.'' I say and put my menu down and start getting up as he sits down staring at his menu
''Sit your cute ass down.'' he says not even looking at me. I sigh and sit back down and our waiter comes
''Hi. My name is Jacob. Would you like any wine while you make up your mind on what you want to eat?'' he says and then he looks at me smiling
I feel a smile start up on my face and he smirks looking at me. I start to blush and I can feel Justin staring at me.
''What do you think babe, maybe we should get the Malbec, Temporada 2010. Does that sound good to you babe.'' Justin says making sure the word 'babe' was noticeable.
The waiter looked like he was no awkward and looked away from me.
''Malbec. Wonderful choice. I'll get that for you right now.'' he says giving a small smile then walking away, I look at Justin and he smiles innocently
''What the fuck was that.'' I say and Justin shrugs
''What do you mean.'' he says picking up the menu again looking at it.
I scoff and shake my head looking back down at the menu. Jacob came back and poured the red wine into the glass, not even looking at me. Once he did, he gave us some more time to look over the menu.
''See what you did. He won't even look at me now.'' I say and Justin laughs lightly
''You really aren't supposed to check other people out on a date. Its rude.'' he says scanning the menu
''This isn't a date Justin. I'm sure you dated a lot already.'' I say and he's quiet but then nods
''I did.'' he says, no emotion in his voice
I look up from my menu and was taken back. And I felt. A little. Jealous. I shake my head and look at my menu. Jacob comes back once again with a pen and note pad in his hand.
''Have you decided what you would like to eat yet?'' he says looking at Justin and Justin gestures to me.
''Oh okay guess I'm ordering first. Can I just get the Meatballs Marinara Parmesan please.'' I say and Jacob nods not looking at me and writing it down
I smile and shake my head. I pick my hand up to my face and stick my middle finger out and scratch my nose making obvious that I'm flicking him off and he laughs lightly shaking his head.
''Ya know what. I'll just have the same.'' he says and Jacob nods
He grabs our menus and walks off leaving us. I place my elbows on the table and my chin in my hands smiling lightly at Justin.
''So. You've dated a lot huh?'' I ask again and Justin looks down and then nods
''Yeah. I dated some.'' he says and I nod
''You?'' he says and I smile
''No. I haven't.'' I say and he looks up at me, I wasn't going to lie about dating when I haven't
''Except for the once in awhile sex with Zak.'' I blurt out and he looks taken back, and. Jealous.
''Oh. So you got this. Friends with Benefits thing going on with Zak huh.'' he says putting his lips together and I nod
''Yeah I didn't really want to date after. Uhm. So I haven't did the whole dating thing like you.'' I say and he licks his lips and nods.
The food gets there and he places it in front of us. It looked really good. We start to dig in making small talk during. He was making me laugh and smile a lot.
******
We walked back to my dorm and we were laughing a lot. He ended up walking me to my dorm and I fumbled for my keys trying to find them. I put the key in the doorknob and unlocked my door. Before I could walk in Justin stopped me by grabbing my arm.
''I had a lot of fun tonight YN.'' he says and I nod licking my lip then biting it
He smirked and then started leaning in slowly. For some reason I wasn't moving. But then he stopped. Close to my face. His forehead inches from mine.
''We uhm. We should do this again sometime. As friends.'' he says his eyes closed and I nod
''Yeah we should. I uh. I'll see you later Justin. Thanks for tonight. It was fun.'' I say and open my door and squeeze in closing it behind me.
Hope and Chris were in there playing video games and I smiled at them. Hope stood up quick and ran to me
''How was the date!'' she chimed and I shook my head taking off my cardigan
''It wasn't a date.'' I say and walk to my bed
''So it was just friends?'' Chris comes in and I nod
''Friends talk about how they dated other people after everything.'' I say and Hope laughs lightly
''But you haven't YN.'' she says smiling
''I know I haven't. I wasn't saying it was me who said it.'' I say and lay on my bed
Hope sits next to me on my bed and looks at me confused
''Wait so he was the one telling you he dated after?'' she says and I nod and Chris starts laughing
''Thats bull. Justin hasn't dated. Said he couldn't date after you even if he tried.'' Chris said laying next to me
''Wait. So why would he say it?'' I ask Chris and he shrugs
''Maybe he thought because you may have.'' Chris says and Hope fall back too.
That doesn't make any sense. Why would Justin say that if he hasn't. All because he thought I might have. Was he trying to make me jealous then? I wasn't sure what I was going to do. I told Justin I would be friends with him. And to be honest there is a part of me that's wants to be. So I guess that's all that we will be. Friends. Maybe that's what we were supposed to be all along.