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Jungkook looked up at the sky, remembering old days....
He was lost in old memories....
[ 10 year old tae when his and Jungkook's friendship was 1 year 4 months...
They were both sitting on Tae's bed
" Let me ask you something "
tae nodded
" Why don't you have any friends "
He looked at Jungkook and said
" I don't like to meet people you know i am afraid of people "
tae play jungkook fingers
" I know but tae you have to meet people otherwise you will be left alone "
He stopped looked at jungkook and said " Are you leaving me...
you are ending our friendship ? "
Jungkook said jokingly " yes I'm tired now and I have to go to my world "
" but t-this world is yours jungkook " tae said lower voice
" No tae this world is not mine.... this world belongs to you human....my world is there "
He pointed to the sky and tae looked up at the sky...
tears welled up in tae eyes....
he started crying with hiccups...
jungkook looked at him his eyes widened
He sat next to tae and said " Why are you crying "
tae shook his head
" Tell me tae "
" You...You l-leave me...
You You will l-leave me a-alone
You w-will go to y-your w-world "
He crying more jungkook saw him smile softly and hugged said
" I was kidding...I was really kidding...I will never leave you...
I can't live without you tae "
He hugged tae tightly and tae cried and jungkook comforter him
" P-Promise you will never leave me....P-Promise jungkook "
" I promise I will never leave you "
" Pinky promise " he put his pinky forward jungkook smiled and connect their pinky.....
Tae smiled hugged him and said
" I don't need a friend jungkook... when you're with me "
Listen this Jungkook's thought he feel his non beating/dead heart beat....
~~ what happened to me.... Did I fall in love with this man?
tae hugged him and fell asleep Jungkook laid him down....
stared him
~~What are you...Don't be my weakness tae...otherwise,
my soul would not have found peace without you...
Don't get me used to it....
It shouldn't be soul love human....
he lay down beside him....stared his innocent face all night.... ]
He shook his head....smiled, got down from the tree and started walking straight on the road and then got lost other memory....
[ 13 year old tae had fallen in love....but he was a child....
He did not even know the meaning of love....
He didn't know that beautiful feeling....
But Jungkook knew...
He had already fallen in love with tae years ago...
he knew that tae also fallen in love with him....
Tae holding his hand....they were both on the rooftop...
tae used to come to the rooftop every day after complet his homework....
tae used to sit with his jungkook....
" jungkook your hands are so big and so cold why "
Jungkook looked at him and said
" My hands are big because you are still small....When you grow up, your hands will be like mine.... and I'm cold----
he took a deep breath and continue
---Because i'm dead tae "
Tae grabbed his hand with both his hands and said " You still haven't told me why you died jungkook "
jungkook looked at tae and said
" You will hear the reason for my death...You will hear my story "
He nodded and jungkook told his whole story to tae and tae he cry...
Jungkook silent....
tae said
" So much happened to you and you suffered alone....I wish I was with you....I might save you "
He kissed jungkook head holding his face said " But now I am with you...now nothing will ever happen to you, I will always take care of you "
Jungkook watched him and said
" Promise "
Tae smiled and said " promised jungkook "
tae head on jungkook shoulder....
Their love slowly grew.... ]
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He shook his head and looked at his house.....
He turned and started walking towards the house went to the room...
tae was sleeping...
He sat down next to him said
" I have been waiting for you for 4 years baby....
he smile
You think so because I have been waiting for you for 43 years....
This world never given me anything...but this world has connect me with you...
I changed because of you...
You taught me to live back....
i, a dead man, have the hope of life today....I am longing to live today...
But nothing can happen now... What's gone is gone....
I miss you every moment...
Your memories with me...
You are my world...
You are my everything baby...
I am for you in this world...
My restless soul finds solace in your feeling...
He looked at the tree smilenand said
" I still remember that rain...Do you remember tae....
that rainy night changed my life...you remember "
Memories
[ soon to be 14 year old tae who was now completely in love with Jungkook....
He did not have to get out of this grip...
In his eyes...
In his breath...
In his soul...
In his body...
At that time In his bed...
There was jungkook everywhere...
He understood...
He had agreed...
He had confessed his unseen love to Jungkook...
He knew nothing will come of this love...
But he was compelled in front of his heart and his soul loved jungkook soul...
So today is september 1 jungkook's birthday...
He thought he would surprise him...
He was sitting in his room with the cake and candles...
Jungkook was disappear all day...
2am jungkook come and tae hugged him...
He sat down on a tree and Jungkook sat quietly...
" What happened jungkook....you are sad "
" nothing "
" Something has happened...tell me "
" I just went to my mother's grave "
Silence...
Tae got up and ran into the room. Jungkook was looking at him...
after a while he came back.... Jungkook stood up...
he surprised...
Tae came with cake and said
" happy birthday jungkook "
Jungkook look at it and look at the cake....
He did not know what to do
" Jungkook You don't like " tae said
Jungkook was surprised
" What happened kookie "
" Kookie " jungkook repeated it
" I'll call you kookie from today....kookie...Bunny "
" bunny " jungkook again repeated
tae said " Ah, nothing, you blow these candles kookie "
He looked at tae and blow candles...
Tae smiled and sat on the floor, put the cake in front of him and said
" Kookie "
Jungkook eyes on the cake...
It was the first time he had celebrated his birthday....
" Kookie I have to say something....I don't know how you feel but kookie i have to tell you.... I....i....i love you "
Jungkook stared at him and tae stared at the floor
" I know this story will have no happy ending but....i still love you....i don't care what you are...i just love you...I know you don't feel that way...
But I feel like that and and we promised we wouldn't hide anything from each other...So kookie please don't angry with me...please....
you are soul, You are older than me....i i don't care about all of them...I really love you... Please don't hate me "
Silence....
Tae closed his eyes...
Suddenly rain start...
Tae sat under the tree with his eyes closed...he was crying...
He knew jungkook would deny it....but...
but he felt someone hug him....
He opened his eyes
" Who told you i don't feel that way " He wiped away tae tears
" I have felt this way for a long time...but tae...
You are a human...I'm a dead man... We are not destined to meet...you find some----
Tae connect their lips....
jungkook cold chapped lips stuck tae soft lips warm lips...
tae eyes close and jungkook eyes widened....
Thunderstorms...
tae hands jungkook shoulder....
then Jungkook closed his eyes
.
.
and here was the first beautiful kiss of a man and a soul...
dead man soul...
their hands intertwined....
Tae was breathing fast and jungkook was watching him....
They rested head together...
tae said " I love you kookie...no one can love me more than you...We can meet....I promise....
I will wait for you and one day we will be one " jungkook nods
They both smiled.... Jungkook said " i love you to babay " ]
End memories
He got up sat next to him...
" I did not know You will be my happiness...
Baby I'm proud of you and boundless love....
one day we will be one "
He kissed tae forehead and he just sat there...then their lips met...
he lay on top of tae...
They were miss for each other...
4 years....
They both met again...
There love was pure transparent...
He took tae lips in his teeth... Suddenly thunder start....
Tae eye opened...
Empty room... Tae cried Screaming...closed the window and kept crying...
standing outside jungkook forced in front of his anger and ego....
kept hearing tae sobs...
He knew...
He has tormented tae a lot but his lifeless heart was shattered by tae words...
Tae pain seemed nothing more than his own...
He ego won..
he got up and sat at home ( his tree ) remembering old time again...
It was heavy raining today.... ♥
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