He was sitting on a tree...
looking at the sky...
He was not human but he remembered everything...
His heart was not beating but he still knew the pain he had suffered in his life...
He was 18 when he died...
He was a beautiful and happy boy...
There were two people in his family His mom and his dad...
His dad died when he was 4 years old...
He did not receive his dad love...
he had a wish...
Someone called him his son and let him call someone his dad...
So his mom married again....
When his mom remarried kook was 9 years old at the time...
He was happy...
he was very happy coz he finally meet his new dad and sooma was happy because her son was happy....
But...
She did not know that...
this happiness is temporary...
She didn't know it wasn't happiness....
it's a nightmare...
few days after the wedding his mom started working back in the office and his step father who owned a club...
he would be at the club all night and at home all day time....
Kook mom loved and trust her second husband blindly....
She thought her husband was a perfect father and perfect husband....
But...
But... She did not know that her husband was a DEVIL in the name of HUMAN....
She did not know that her husband was a bad person....
She did not know that her husband had violated her own son many times.....
Yes....
One day when jungkok came home from school his father....
Stepfather....He was in his room....
Jungkook took a shower and lay down in his room...
When his father came to his room jungkook was sleeping without a shirt...
he is only 9 years old...
His stepfather watched him....
his tongue to his lips...licked his tongue like a hungry dog..
he watching him hungry eyes....
He sat on the bed and he slowly star touched jungkook body with his dirty hands...
Sudden jungkook eyes opened and he said " D-Dad w-what are you d-doing ?
" Dad hahahahahahaha how can i am be the father of a handsome boy like you ? " he approached him and kook fell from the bed and said
" s-stay away from m-me d-dad...I a-am your s-son....W-What are y-you d-doing " he voice shaking
He got up and started running outside but his father....step father grabbed him by his waist and pushed him on the bed...
locked the door and said " Have some fun first SON "
and then it happened which he never thought of....
He wanted a father...
He wanted a loving leader...
He wanted a compassionate father...
he...he wanted happiness which he always waited....
but what it...
He got a wolf in the form of his father...
Who used to scratch his body every day, ate it like he was hungry and threatened him
" If you tell anyone....I will kill your mother "
He kept humiliating himself to save his mother's life...
he was only 9 years old when his father...stepfather RAP*D him for the first time...and then it started happening once a week....
then it happen EVERYDAY and jungkook quietly endured everything...
One day his mom come home early and went to kook room but he was unconscious...
His mom took him to the hospital and then she find out what had happened to his son past months...
She lodged a police report against her husband and now that man was serving a life sentence in prison...
She took his son back to his old home which her first husband bought for her with great love...
Time slowly fly and now jungkook's condition became such that if anyone came to befriend him he would run away from him....
He liked to stay home...
He was afraid to meet outsider...
He began to fear humans...
He hated humans...
It's been years
Jungkook turned 17...
He is handsome boy...
He was perfectly normal but inside he was dead...
His stepfather killed him...
He spent 4 years in agony..
His stepfather raped him for 4 consecutive years...
His childhood was affected by this...
At the age when children laugh and play, they make friends and enjoy their childhood...
At this age jungkook stepfather playing with his body and his soul...
he ruined jungkook childhood...
One day when he came back from college he could not find his mom so he waiting for her but she did not come....
Some time later, some people from his office came to his house and took him....
took him to the hospital where he found out that his mother was no more...
she left this world after seeing him for the last time and left behind lonely jungkook....
He was left alone.....
all alone....
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new year brought happiness but he was standing in front of a tree...
His eyes red...
He hate world....
he hate every human...
This was the tree that his mom and dad planted before he was born...
There was a cradle hanging on it...his mom often took a swing in the evening...
There was a tree house on this tree...
He loved this tree...
This tree gave him motherly feeling...
He hugged and cry...
It was about 3midnight...
He tied a rope to the tree...
He was constantly looking window of his room...
He eyes red...
He was 18 years old...
" mom why is this world like that ?
I didn't want all this....
I just wanted a complete happy family...
I wanted a father...
I didn't want anything else...
Then why...
Why did all this happen to me ?
mom I can't sleep I have nightmares about the man....
mom I'm s-scared...
I h-hate myself...
I can't see myself in the m-mirror... What should i do mom ?
I'm a-alone...
mom everyone is happy..everyone is c-celebrating and waiting new year...
But i....i
I'm not h-happy mom
I know you hated coward people... But mom...
I am in pain...
I am a h-human...
He close his eyes and said
" I did not want such a life...
My d-dream...i wish i become a p-painter..
I had to fulfill my dream...
I wanted to be a successful p-person...
But mom all my dreams are g-gone...
Now I want to s-sleep...
This world is not for me...
Mom I am t-tired...
Mom i need p-peace...
Mom I can't s-sleep....
Mom I have to come to you...
Mom i'm alone...
Mom this world is very d-dirty...
Mom i h-hates my body...
Mom I hate humans...
Mom I am weak...
You will not call...
so what I come to you...
mom I love you...i am SORRY "
and he hung from the tree....
His leg shake after a few seconds he leg stop his breath stop....
He is died...
this tree which made him feel like a mom...
His body hung for 1 day and his soul went to this tree instead of going to heaven...In this way...
he died and his soul was left alone in this world...
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Jeon jungkook
Birth 1sep 1977
Death 30dec 1995
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