3months later
i wanted to go out and enjoy my time with my family and now that we got Dearra i wanted to make her feel a little more welcomed
"you think Lyssa would let Spring go out of town with us?" i asked Bagg
"hell naw, where you try a go?"
"i wanna go to cancun and the beach and stuff"
"yeah she ain't gone let her go, when you tryna go?"
"next week..."
"hell nah Shae, we don't got shit ready"
"and that's why it's gone be a surprise trip duh!"
"mannnn, who all comin?"
"me, you, Zay, Baby Jorydan and Dj, Dearra, Aj and Riah, my momma daddy and alexis"
"better tell them now"
"i already invited them, they should be coming any second now"
"yeah, go talk to dearra bout it"
i nodded and got up
i went to Dearra room and knocked
"come in" she said
i opened the door and she was sitting on the bed
"hey baby cakes, you wanna go out of town?"
"of course! where you wanna go?"
"cancun!" i said jumping up and down
"yes!!!"
"ok i'm finna go buy our tickets"
the door bell rang
"come on"
me and dearra went downstairs
i opened the door
"helloooooooo" i said with a smile greeting everyone
"hi shae, what you want?" Mariah said walking in
they all agreed and went to go sit with dearra
"hey y'all!" dearra said with a smile
"hey!" they all said
"so, i've called all you here today to talk about going out of town" i said shutting the door
"where you wanna go?" my momma asked
"cancun!" i responded walking over to them
"omg yesss!!" jorydan said
Bagg came downstairs with Zay
"she wanna leave next week" he said standing next to me
i did a fake smile and they all looked at me
"untunt, we need more then just a week" my mom said
the all agreed
"fine! two weeks and if y'all ain't ready then y'all not coming so."
Bagg rolled his eyes
"yeah ok, send me y'all money so i can buy the tickets"
"how much?" my daddy asked
"$549" i said smiling
everybody looked at me like i was dumb
everybody pulled out they phone and cashapped me the money
"thank you, thank you! i already made our plans to do everything" i said
"when? when did you even-" bagg said
"i did this like 2 weeks ago so"
i bought our tickets and screenshoted them and sent them to everybody
"we leave...July 2nd and come back the 10th"
"alr, can we go now?" Aj asked
"yes you may, i shall see you all July 2nd at 6:15 am! bye i love y'all!"
they all got up and left out
"we goin to the mall tomorrow" i said taking Zay from Bagg arms
"ok" dearra responded
i went upstairs and went in my room
i laid Zay down and laid next to him
my mind wondered to Que...i haven't talked to him since that night...this was actually my first time thinking about him, i didn't want any contact with him knowing that he did that to gotti
dearra came in the room
"heyyyy" i said
"heyy" she said laying next to Zay
"Bagg left?" i asked
"yeah"
"you wanna go to the mall?" she asked me
"girllll you know i do!!"
she laughed and got up
i got up and grabbed Zay
i went in his room and grabbed his diaper bag
i went back into my room and put on my Off-White slides
"you ready?" i asked dearra
"yeah!"
we walked downstairs together and went to the car
i strapped Zay in and got in
dearra got in and out her phone on the aux
she started playing How I Been by youngboy
"ayeeeee" i said pulling off
"counting money working on myself if you wonder how i been" she said recording herself
i drove to the mall
Bagg called me
"hey babe" i said putting the phone up to my ear
"hey, what y'all doin?"
"nothin on the way to the mall" i said driving
"ohh ight"
"what you doin?"
"nothing...on the way to go see Alyssa"
my mood completely changed
"oh...how is she?"
"good...it's just a checkup, she wanna have a gender reveal"
"oh...well...tell her me and Zay will be there"
"for sure,for sure...i love you"
"love you more baby"
i hung up and put my phone down
"you ok?" dearra asked
i turned into the mall parking lot
i looked over at her and nodded
i unbuckled my seat belt and got in
i went in the back and got Zay and his bag
i grabbed his stroller from the trunk and put him in
we walked in and went to pink
"we need to get bras panties, allat" i said heading towards the bras
she nodded and headed towards the panties
"yoooo" i heard someone from behind say
"hello-" i said turning around
it was Lani
"what the fuck..." i mumbled under my breath
"where you been girl"
"out...what's up? you need something? why you in pink?"
"shopping with my girl" he pointed back and it was the one and only Daisha
she seen me and waved
i rolled my eyes and waved back
she started walking towards me and Zay
"hey cousin, miss you"
i did a fake smile
she looked down at the stroller and tapped Lani arm
"aweee is this my little cousinnn" she said bending over the stroller
i moved it back a little
"damnnn shae got a baby" Lani said looking at me
"yup" i said nodding my head
he looked down, kinda looked like he was sad
"well, we should go check out, bye cousin"
"bye" i said grabbing the stroller
"bye little cousinnn" she said to zay
i pushed the stroller to dearra
"ok, i got us some bras and panties, you wear a medium right?"
i nodded my head
"bet! let's go...you ok?"
"yeah, i jus saw my cousin"
we walked over to the cash register
"the wanna who Bagg used to mess with?"
" yeah...how you know?"
"he told my daddy"
"oh...they never messed with eachother tho...i thought they just fucked" i said looking at her
"sorry, i'm gettin in y'all business"
"it's ok, we cool and talkin"
"well they used to date or something i guess...she would come to the studio"
i nodded my head
"you know when?"
"nah, just remember seeing them there"
i nodded and paid for our stuff
we hit a few more stores before we left
we loaded the bags in the car
Dearra out Zay in his car seat and got in
i let her drive home
we got home and took the bags inside
i took Zay in his room and laid him down
Bagg still wasn't home yet
"goodnight, love you" i said to dearra
"love you too,night" she said heading into her room
i went in me and Bagg room and laid down
i fell asleep
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this chapter is messy yall sorry, i haven't put one out so enjoy it,i'm trying to write a new book, a better book soo yeah! but yeah, hope y'all enjoying them so far!