2 weeks later ......
" Aye pour that shit up to the rim" Ant said.
" hell nah I'm tired of taking his drunk ass home" Brandon said shaking his head.
" fuck you dude"
I was finally celebrating on my success and most importantly.... Issa real one birthday.
Well not yet but tomorrow it will be.
My ass decided to get a early start.
I took my shot feeling the strong sensation go down my throat.
I shook it off turning around facing the scenery in front of my.
We was at the Red Room, a strip joint.
Of course it was Ant idea but hey I was down for it.
" Yo nigga are you drunk yet" Nate said hitting my shoulder.
I was tipsy but I definitely was getting there.
We all sat in our section where a couple of girls were.
Not gone lie I was little high so things was a little fuzzy to me and the fact this woman dancing on me reminded me of Sierra.
I blinked my eyes twice to make sure this really wasn't her.
She was in red bra and thong set. Ass and thighs looking thicker than grits.
" you like what you see baby"
I was so shooked I just nodded my head.
I watched as she slowly slid her ass all in my lap.
" Damn" I said lowly
I grabbed on her waist feeling her soft hips
" what I could I do to make you feel even better" She whisper in my ear making sure I see her juicy titties.
" Ion know you tell me Sierra" I said biting my lip.
" Sierra ? my name is Sasha"
I blink my eyes again seeing a whole different woman in front of me.
I quickly sat up seeing that I'm losing my mind.
" Yo Ju you aight" Brandon said touching my shoulders.
I quickly cleared my throat.
" Yea man"
He only looked at me strangely.
For the rest of the night I stayed sober not sure of what happen.
Ain't no way I could really be stuck on Sierra like this.
The Next Morning . . .
" Happy Birthday son"
" Thanks mama"
" I'm pretty sure you got some plans today I wanted you to stop by the house"
This morning I was suppose to be stopping by Sierra place to see the kids but I guess Imma have to pause on that.
It was good 20 minute drive.
I pulled up seeing a few familiar cars. I got out the car walking on in to be surprise by my family.
A nigga feel loved.
" Happy Burfdai da-dy" Ki-Ki said walking up to me.
" Thank you chunks" I said kissing her cheek.
Baby girl been eating good that's all.
" I bet you wasn't expecting this huh" My mama said smirking.
" not at all mama, but I appreciate it" I said hugging her.
" daddy down" Ki-Ki said trying get out my hold. I carefully put her down watching her run to her other cousins.
" May I talk to you outside about something"
I looked at my mama for a minute trying to figure out what else she was up to.
We walked to the front of the house since it was empty.
" Wassup"
" It's about your father . . . he really wants to
meet you Julian, and I get it you have all this anger build towards him."
Man not on my birthday. This was the last thing I need to hear.
" Mama why you making me do this can't you see I ain't up for dat"
Weeks before I tried to get the courage but I couldn't. I can't stand to see the man I suppose call dad, that walked out on my mana get respect from me.
" Find it in your heart Ju . . . do it for me"
Now that I couldn't deny to do.
" Aight mama"
A look of relief was placed on her face.
" Are you sleeping with him"
Aye I just had to know.
Her face quickly turned.
" Yea ... in hell" she said rolling her eyes making me laugh.
" Also whats the update on this case with those girls" she said with attitude.
She was talking about Jade and Claire. I told her everything that went down.
Come to find out, Claire was the mastermind.
They both wanted to get revenge on Sierra for I don't know what reason.
Stupid asses.
Sadly I haven't told Sierra about it cause Sincere was just a newborn and I didn't want that to stress her but I know sooner than later I will have to tell her.
" Just trying to make sure we get the charges right before the court hearing"
" you are handling this so well"
" I'm trying" I said honestly.
" Where is my baby mama I know she here" I said looking around not seeing her.
" Upstairs in your old room with Sincere" She said smiling.
I walked upstairs hearing small cries. I slowly open the door seeing Sierra cradling him singing a lullaby.
I fully open the door making her stop.
She looked up at me.
" Birthday boy you suppose to be downstairs"
" I can't check on you and my son" I said while sitting on the other side of my bed.
" Well we are just fine"
" Aint that right my pootie pie" She said while kissing his nose.
" you know for this to be your room its pretty neat"
" whatcha think Im some dirty nigga?"
" nah not necessarily" She said laughing.
" besides my mama would beat my ass if my room wasn't clean"
" and pretty sure to keep the girls in here too" she said smirking.
" damn so you assuming I was a hoe"
" look me in my eyes and tell me you wasn't"
" It wasn't that many" I said shrugging my shoulders.
" Sincere don't be like your daddy okay"
He was bout half sleep anyway.
I smacked my teeth at her little assumption about my past.
" Com'on don't act all innocent, I know you had different dudes coming in and out your mama house with that thang you got on your back"
" boy please, I was innocent when I met you"
" you a lie" I said still not convince
" No I'm actually not, Im use to be a . . . hopeless romantic, thinking I was going to find my Prince Charming or whatever" she said laughing.
" And get married, get good jobs, and have as many kids as we want, but I only got the short stick of it"
" so to answer question I wasn't on no ones thot pocket list mister"
At the moment I kind of felt bad knowing I played a role in this whole situation.
Sierra
I felt stupid
Like really stupid for even letting him in on that information.
For the one time I didn't keep my thoughts in my head.
Damn.
After sharing that information it was quiet amongst us. Only thing could be heard was the AC blowing.
A knock come to the door. Whoever it was didn't even give us time to say come in.
" Aye man I've been lookin for ya . . . Ohh wassup Sierra"
It was his friend Brandon.
" Hey" I said lowly.
" did I interrupt something ?" He said looking between us with a sly smirk.
" Nah man you good wassup"
" I was just gone tell you your family was looking for you downstairs but I'll let them know you ... y'all busy"
I watched Julian gave his friend a look.
" Man I said it's cool" He said sounding very annoyed.
" aight aight" he said before closing the door leaving us alone.
" You gone be alright up here"
I nodded my head.
" You need any food I know your ass probably didn't eat"
" No I'm fine Julian" I said rolling my eyes.
" Y'all females don't get enough of that"
" Get out" I said smacking my teeth at him.
" This my room"
" And this your mama house, don't make me go get her"
He only laughed shaking his head before leaving out.
Once he was gone I sat in my thoughts wondering what he was thinking about me.
Probably think I'm weird or something since no one hasn't been . . . down there besides him.
I feel as though some men rather be with a girl ( not saying we were together cause . . . No) who's had experience.
I guess it was a good thing I was drunk.
Once I notice Sincere was sleep and not waking up no time soon. I laid him on his back before I went downstairs where everyone else was.
No Mal and Ices was not here to get drunk and act a fool.
I was solo this time around Julian family.
However I must admit they took a liking to me quickly at Ki-Ki birthday party.
They actually thought we had something going on.
I quickly killed that.
" Hey girl how are you"
I looked to see Julian cousin Amber who was talking to me.
" Tired" I said truthfully.
" you good, you need a drink . . .well juice"
I laughed a little.
" nah Im fine"
" Sincere got you stressed out with his handsome self"
I smile hearing his name.
" That's my baby, he can definitely be a handful at a couple weeks old"
" I gotta admit you and my ugly cousin made a cute baby, yall should make some more"
She saw the look on my face burst out laughing.
" Hey I'm just saying"
" But how have you been mentally with the other baby girl" She said giving me a slightly sad face.
" I've been okay" I said truthfully.
I always see her in my dreams and how beautiful she is.
I just wish she was real. On this earth in my arms as much as Sincere is.
At 2pm . . .
" you sure you want to keep him and Kiki" I said to Ms. Janice.
" yes I'm a lonely old woman"
" old where" I said pretending to look around.
We both laughed.
" Thank you but they'll be fine, besides I know you need your rest"
" okayyyy lemme know if you change your mind"
" Oh baby trust me cause I won't"
I only laughed while leaving out.
I guess I had the whole day to myself.
I let Mal and Ices know that I was kid free. I'm pretty sure they would want to go somewhere.
They behinds started to send different celebratory gifs in the group chat.
Mal end up FaceTiming us both.
" Girl where you at" Mal said into the phone to Ices who looked half sleep in the dark.
" at your nigga house"
" Oops my nigga only like saddity hoes and you ain't one of them"
" Hey yall" I said rolling my eyes at them.
" Hey baby mama how was the birthday man family brunch"
" it was good"
" hmm yall have been getting alone very well lately" Ices said cheesing.
I could of sworn she hated that man guts.
" mhmmm"' Mal added
" yall It's not what ya thinking, for Christ sake we have two kids together"
" Y'all cute but imma be quiet"
" So what we doing tonight"
" Let's hit up the club tonight"
"Vanity ?" Ices questioned.
" Fine with me"
" Issa night out ladies" Mal said
Knowing these two they might just get drunk off there asses.
Scratch that, they are.
Later that night
It was definitely packed tonight.
" Girl lemme go find me a man" Ices pretending like she had bang over forehead to see.
I laughed at her.
" girl hush"
" Aye yall give it up for the birthday man himself, Mr. Million dollar Westbrook"
We all looked to the stage seeing Julian coming up to it.
Wow he really just have to be here.
I must admit he was looking beyond like a snack.
" Damn he fine as hell"
" I know he got money"
" does he have a girlfriend though asking for my damn self"
Me and Ices laughed at the comments being made by the women around us.
" girl you gone let them talk about your baby daddy like that" she says in my ear.
" shut up" I said giggling.
If they only knew.
" Aye man shots on me for everybody"
Everyone cheered in excitement.
Luckily for us a table was open to go sit down.
" now did anyone of you negros knew this man was here ?" I squinted my eyes at them.
" girl we are just as suprise as you are"
Somehow some way I seem to never get away from this man.
" Imma go get some drinks for us" Mal said
Me and Ices sat enjoying the music that was being played.
" hey ain't that you boo thing"
I looked across another table seeing Khalil talking to another woman.
" and it looked like they boo'd up too" she added.
All I saw was red. This man played the hell outta me.
Without letting them know. I calmly walked over to them. Right before my eyes I watched as leaped over to her side of the table kissing her on the lips.
Anger and sadness ran through me.
" So this is what we doin" I said not trying to sound hurt.
The look on his face said it all. I briefly looked at the girl seeing how beautiful she was.
There goes my insecurities.
She was slim thick. Brown skin with curly hair that look like a nice lace front from a foreign website.
" Sierra -"
" who is this Khalil" The girl pointed.
He look between the both of us not knowing what to say.
" Well since he is not going to introduce us. I'm Sierra his girl"
" Oh well that's funny cause I was his too" she said looking at him.
A waiter came near by with drinks I quickly grabbed taking a sip before throwing it at him.
" Have a nice fucking life Jack-ass"
The people around us " oooo" as I left.
What I wasn't expecting for him to do is yank my arm almost pulling it off the damn socket.
" Aye you need to chill !" He said
" Boy fuck you !!! and you need to get your hands off of me" he was squeezing it so tight I know it was going to leave bruise.
" Not until we talk"
" What is there to talk about, you had me fooled this whole time"
" Look we can go to my place"
" No there is no needing too now let me go !!!" I said trying to break free.
Where the hell is Mal and Ices.
" Ayo let her go" I looked to see Julian coming up to us along with two of his friends.
Yea this ain't finna end well.
" Nigga you ain't gone d-" Khalil didn't even finish before Julian fist connected to his face.
" Sierra over here !!"
Ices and Mal were in the corner by the bar. I quickly walked over to them.
" Girl I'm sorry for not coming any sooner" Ices said hugging me.
" are you okay" Mal said.
I moved my arm around making sure it was okay.
" Yea I'm fine"
" DONT YOU EVER COME AROUND HER AGAIN NIGGA"
We all watched as they were throwing Khalil out the club by security.
Julian and his friends walked back to there section.
" Man I wished I hit his ass with a bottle" Ices angrily said.
After the incident we were all fed up and ready to go home.
Well that was short lived.