Dear luke.
I've sat here for years dreaming about something.
How I could feel you watching.
And touching me.
And maybe how you could be getting hurt by Ashton but I couldn't help.
I had nightmares.
But I couldn't wake up from it.
Ever.
I miss your laughter.
Your so down now.
You seem depressed.
And that makes me feel like I wish I wouldn't have lived.
Can you please be happy without me.
Please.
Because i feel as though you would be.
I miss you luke.
- Mikey