**DEATH'S POV**
I blankly glance at the clock in my left side, silently monitoring the time and I can say that I'm already losing my patience because of this sh*ty waiting
30 minutes for totally briar to have her second day simula Ng operahan sya... That's the end of the time zone that Zack give her for her to wake up
I can't help but just to gritted my teeth in anger but feeling so broken at the same time...
30 minutes left for her to wake up but there's no even f*cking sign since the operation that she's going to wake up and that itself breaks me...
I am losing her Slowly and it's killing me alive, I can't stand it and just wanted to run to scape this pain but I know to myself that I can't, making my mistake twice is enough for me to hate myself more
So even though it's destroying me inside I need to stay and fight for us this time kahit na maliit Ang possibilities na magigising sya. I'll wait like the way she waited for me
I am not giving up on you briar so please don't give up on me....
I glance at every one and like me their impatiently waiting, but I can see the sadness in their eyes, fria is already crying while Ezra is trying to make her calm
And yes every one is here, Mathew, Jazlyn and of course their daughter Vivory, Zack is also present, of course cause I'll be killing him here later if briar doesn't wake up
f*ck him!
Our gaze met and I just glared at him deadly while gritting my teeth, showing how much I f*cking hate him to death, wanting for him to just disappear to this world. He just averted his gaze of me and look down
Oh f*ck off! he better be! He deserves to be ashamed to his self, his a f*cking failure anyway, and I hate failure like him very much
I felt that someone is starting at me so my attention was set on Ezra Alam Kong nakita nya Ang tingin na ibinigay ko Kay zack but I didn't react to her just giving her my coldest look
I can sense the fear with in her for the sake of Zack because she knows that I'm totally going to kill the sh*t if briar doesn't wake up, and she's worried about losing him but I don't really give a f*ck at them
If she messes with me she'll die with the jerk off, that's for sure so....
Don't you ever mess with me Ezra killing you will be easy
After giving her my warning look ay ibinalik ko na Ang attention ko Kay briar, Mathew is just silently watching and observing everyone from his sit but I don't care either
Sooner or later if briar doesn't wake up ay Alam Kong Wala Rin naman syang magagawa if i ever tried on kill Zack, no one can stop me when I already hit my limits, their going to hell if they ever try stoping me
We waited and waited until there just 3 minutes left which is I couldn't hold my temper already so stand up and pointed my gun to Zack, every one was alarmed at my sudden action. I even saw how Mathew grab fria from Ezra, then back off in the side with Jazlyn not wanting to mess things up
"Times up for you zack" i lifelessly said and already going to pull the trigger but Ezra get in the way
"Death please! There's still 3 minutes left, just wait a little longer!" She said begging to me while hugging Zack who's now pushing her away para Hindi Ito madamay pa
"3 minutes give me no difference... she's not ganna wake up... He killed my girl for the second time... unforgivable.... Life equal life..." I whisper feeling the pain so hard inside me...
"Ezra move away from me it's ok... I deserve this" I heard Zack said that Only make Ezra cry more
"No! You can't leave me! You promise! Briar is going to wake up! She'll wake up!" Ezra scream out
"I'll count of three, if you doesn't move away from him Ezra I'll just kill you with him since you give me no choice" I Interrupts giving them nothing but my deadliest look
Anger is slowly eating me and I'm being numb already... I couldn't feel my heart already. It's happening again...
The walls are building up again inside me, the steal bars doubled locking me inside within them.... And a blindfold slowly covering my eyes...
I'm losing it... I'm losing myself already because history is repeating and I couldn't accept that, everything is crashing inside me and it's ripping me into pieces
"One" I counted, Ezra keeping on begging but I couldn't understand her, something is covering my ears already
"Uncle daddy!!! */crying wag mo gawin Yan Kay mommy ko!! Mommy ezraaa!" Fria scream out crying I didn't give any attention
How I wish na Hindi na Lang nya to Makita because she's too young to see such things but I pretty can't stop myself now for killing zack
"Two" I said as I ready myself to shoot them, holding the gun tightly close to pull the trigger
"Ezra get oft already!!!!" Zack growls,I watch them struggling beneath my eyes but I couldn't feel a thing
I suffer more than they do...
"Thr---"
"She is going to wake up!" Ezra scream out loud, but this time she run towards briar that surprised me, I Blink but it's to late for me to stop her from hitting briar
"Briar wake up! For goodness sake!!" She shouted as she hit her hard in the chest.
Briar jolted up coughing.
Everyone fell silent, just watching briar coughing. No one dare to move and even myself, i couldn't step my foot to walk towards her because I can't find my legs with in that time, my brain isn't functioning well either for it to dictate me what to do next, so I'm just here watching briar in shock and it's clearly written in my face, everyone has the very same reaction as mine.
My hand that's holding the gun tremble making me to drop it in instant in the floor which make a small crashing sound that broughts me back to my feet, totally realizing what's happening. I gasp.
She's... She's awake!
I felt my legs becoming jelly but fought the urge for me to miss my step, my heart is beating so f*cking fast too just watching her
For goodness sake that's my girl! She's finally awake! F*ck! I miss her so much! If I can just kiss her breathlessly now I'll be more glad to do it!
"Briar!" I called out then totally run off towards her, already having a strength to do so, I almost feel like crying when I felt her skin in me (but I know I need to hold myself cause that ain't me), how her heat makes me more alive while I'm hugging her tightly but making sure she'll be fine in my grip,
Because of that sudden action of mine ay nagising na rin ang iba sa pag kagulat at napatakbo palapit sa amin while teary eyed pero wala akong pinansin ni Isa cause all I know is that briar is awake, I wanted to hold and feel her in my arms, nothing more nothing less
My full attention was just on her for me to notice what's happening around me. And I don't know what to feel exactly. I mean I feel so relief... Na para bang may Kung anong tinik Ang natanggal sa lalamunan ko, and happy at the same time dahil she's awake, I couldn't explain it by words properly dahil Hindi ko mahagilap Ang Right words to name it, it's so overwhelming, and Knowing that she's awake already set me off free in instant
That's how she effects me. She occupies my whole system which makes me very insane, And damn! The feeling excites me already
"Briar darling... F*ck..." I said couldn't hold myself from cussing, I don't know what to say.. I just... I just miss her a lot and I have this feeling na kahit sabihin ko pa Yun sa kanya Ng harap harapan ay Parang Hindi pa sapat
I almost lose her...
I cares her cheeks up so our gaze met, her eyes melt my heart as it landed on mine, i stare at her adoringly and soft just memorizing the every inch and curbs on her face
Nothing change on her look except that her baby fats was replaced by some more firm and stunning skin which makes her more beautiful and lovely under my eyes, her pointed nose was a little flushed but doesn't effect on her beauty, her pinkish lips which is already tempting me to kiss them was so bold on my sight, I thought I couldn't see that beautiful eyes of her for good either
I really thought that I already lose her for my life time, and I f*cking love her so much as I'm afraid to lose her for good.
I Blink when I saw how her single tear slide out on her cheeks while looking at me, mabilis ko Yung pinahid but Only to be replace with more.
My heart suddenly leap because of the sight, it makes me sad when ever she's crying, and there's no one to blame but me cause it's really my fault why's she's crying and suffering now
"Shhhh it's alright don't cry darling, I love you... and I will never ever leave you again " I said as I wipe her tears away but stop when I heard the name she calls out
"Lyde..."
I flinch. I look directly at her eyes again confused, but she's just crying silently in front of me and saying nothing. That itself breaks me again, shuttering me into pieces more than ever because that one actually came out from her mouth herself
The room fell silent too because of that, feeling the coldness in the air already building up. I balled my fist as I gritted my teeth with it, then move away from her without any hesitations, mabilis din akong tumayo at lumabas, I heard Mathew calling me but I didn't look back and just continued walking away...
I need to leave, I'm afraid that I maybe not able to control myself and burst out in front of them ending me hurting someone because of my anger who's blinding me again
"Briar how could you destroy me like that...? But then maybe I deserve it... F*ck! But why him?..."
**BRIAR'S POV**
Madilim. Nakakarinig ako Ng mga nag sisigawan but I couldn't understand Kung anong pinag uusapan nila, I couldn't see them either because of the darkness who's very blinding, but Hindi rin naman nagtagal Ang ingay nayun at agad na ring nawala.
I'm confused sa mga nangyayari, I mean Hindi Naman ako patay ano? Or namatay or something?! And most of all Hindi Naman to impyerno right!?
Napailing nalang ako sa mga naiisip ko at medyo nag buntong hininga, Parang masisiraan na ako Ng bait dto any moment, Hindi ko Alam Kung asan ako, all I know is that na I find myself here not a while ago. Basta napunta nalang ako dito at Hindi ko maiwasang kabahan dahil feeling ko talaga ay may hihigit sa akin any moment, Hindi ko Rin binabalak na umalis sa pwesto ko dahil baka may kung anong bagay Ang makatalakid sa akin dahil sa subrang dilim
Subrang tahimik na din ng paligid kaya mas nakricreepy'han ako. Hindi rin maiwasang manayo Ng balahibo dahil Ang lamig dto na Parang asa loob Ng freezer
"Asan kase ako? Bat ako andito?" Tanong ko nalang sa sarili habang pinipilit na kalmahin Ang sarili ko para Hindi mag panic
I couldn't help but to feel a little scared, I mean I'm in the middle of who knows where! And it frustrates me to hell!
I sighed. Maybe I should at least try moving? Or walking around? Hindi magandang edeya Yun, I know, but I have no choice kahit ayaw ko dahil walang mangyayari sa akin pag mananatili pa ako dto. I should at least try finding an exit kahit na feeling ko talaga ay wala, but still I wouldn't know if I never try. Right?
"Tsk! Ito Ang dahilan Kong bakit napapahamak ako eh! But I have no choice! Ahhrgg!" Nasabi ko nanaman sa kawalan, realising some pressure that I'm feeling already simula Ng mapunta ako dto
I was about to step my right foot to start walking around but natigil ako dahil maybiglang liwanag na tumapat sa akin Kaya agad Kong natabunan Ang mukha ko dahil sa silaw
"Ano bayan!" Angal ko, still covering my face dahil sa liwanag, not that much long ay naramdaman Kong Wala na iyun Kaya inadjust ko Ang aking paningin
Halos magdugtong naman Ang kilay ko dahil Ng patingin ko sa paligid ko ay bumungad sa akin Ang may medyo kadilimang kwarto
"You gonna be kidding me..." I whisper in the thin air as some ghost bumps run to my spine, just remembering this place make my stomach turn up side down
Sh*t! Ito Ang silid Kung saan ako kinadena ni Brittany and where... Lyde... Damt it! Bakit ako andito!?
Halos mapatalon ako sa gulat Ng may marinig nanaman akong sigawan but this time nang gagaling na yun sa cr naandto sa loob
I gulp... I hate this place...
Marahan akong nag buntong hininga at pinilit na tatagan ang loob just not to freak out dahil kahit saan talaga ako tumingin ay naalala ko Ang lahat Ng nangyari sa akin sa lugar nato, at nasusuka ako dun just remembering everything, it send some pain In my chest too kaya medyo nahihirapan akong huminga
I start walking towards the door of the bathroom, not that much ay nasatapat na ako nun, patuloy Lang Naman Ang mga sigawan sa loob Kaya mas na curious ako Kung anong meron dun kahit na may part sa akin na nag sasabing wag na Lang tingnan kung ano yun
At dahil I couldn't resist na talaga and already rooting to find out what's happening behind the door ay mabilis Kong hinawakan yung door knob but to my surprise ay tumagos Ang kamay ko dun at tuluyang nakapasok sa loob with out opening the door itself
"What the!!?" Nabulalas ko nalang dahil sa gulat, then sunod sunod na napalunok...
Sinubukan ko ulit hawakan Yung door knob, (totally forgotten my real reason Kung Bakit gusto kong pumasok dto sa loob) but only for me to get my hands off it dahil tumagos ulit Yung kamay ko dun at Hindi ko maiwasang matakot
Hindi ko mahawakan Yun! And I'm already freaking out! My goodness! Patay na ba talaga ako?!
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" Bri--- "
"Shut up! You did this to her!!? Why did you take her!!? She's begging to stop!! You scambug!!!"
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Napatalon ako ng bahagya sa sigaw na Yun Kaya agad akong napatingin sa likod ko Kung asan Ang mga nagsisigawan
Medyo napanganga naman ako Ng bumungad sa akin ang sarili ko at si lyde, their fighting...
What the hell is going on?!
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" I.. I'm sorry, I was just bein---"
" You've been drug?? Are you kidding me?? Your a guy! Why aren't you even stopping them to drug you!!?? Cause you wanted it too right?!! Damn it! I don't even know why briar wanted to save you from here! Tsk"
" I.. I'm really sorry..."
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Pag aaway pa nila sa harap ko, but I couldn't move at all, dahil I'm shocked.i couldn't believe of anything na nangyayari ngayun.
I look at myself at galit na galit Ito Kay lyde...
And that's it.
Something hits me... This is cloudine not me... Ito Yung time na pinalabas ko sya back then for her help...
Hindi ko talaga Alam Ang pinaggagawa nya pag sya Ang nasa loob Ng katawan ko but what confused me more is that, why I am seeing this now? I mean totally seeing it na Parang nanunuod ako Ng sine Ng harap harapan
Marahan akong nag lakad palapit sa kanila.
I just wanted confirm something.
Sinubukan Kong hawakan Ang balikat ni lyde but just like the door ay tumagos Ang kamay ko dun. I tried waving my hand in his face but still no respond like na Hindi nila ako nakikita.
Ok last na...
lumipat Ang attention ko Kay Cloudine na ngayun ay galit parin Kay lyde at may sinabi but Hindi ko na Yun pinansin at sinubukan din syang hawakan but same din.
I back out slowly, hands in my mouth, shocker than before dahil sa Kung anong narealize ko...
I'm seeing cloudine's memory... Or more on 'I'm on cloudine's memory!' Shit! That's why I couldn't touch them, it's just kind of an illusion that's moving in the air for me to able to watch and see it
But heck!? How is this even possible!? I mean this is so not true, this things can't happened at all, this is too Impossible to believe, for sure sasabihan ako Ng baliw pag sinabi ko to sa iba...
But then again... Baka possible din... I mean, Cloudine and I share one body and lives with it, so it's more on that we can also share our memories...? pero bakit ngayon Lang?
This is making no sense at all!
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" Fine, this ring isn't just a ring, it's a hidden tracker.... See?? "
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Rinig kong Sabi ni cloudine Kaya nabalik Ang attention ko sa kanila ni lyde, kahit naguguluhan ay pinipilit ko paring intindihin kahit kaunti Ang mga nangyayari
Nakita Kong kinuha ni cloudine Yung sing sing na binigay sa akin ni death, gulat Naman ako sa ginawa nya Kaya Wala sa sariling napatingin ako sa darili ko Kung asan yung sing sing
All this time tracker tong sing sing na to!? Bakit Hindi ko to Alam? At bakit Hindi ko rin na isip na maybe there's something on this ring?
But wait a minute... That means... death give this to me because.... Oh my....
Death why didn't you tell me?...
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" How did you know that... Briar don't know about that... I mean yes... Briar don't know that "
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" oh! I'll tell you lyde, because Hindi ko talaga Alam na this ring has something on it! I mean how can I know that!? Masyadong occupied Ang utak ko to know it!" I frustratedly said, kahit Alam ko namang hindi ako maririnig nito dahil his just illusion of cloudine's memories
I still can't believe this... How can death hide this thing from me? How can he not trust?... But then again why would he..?
*Sighed
Not the right time to think about it, I really should focus on what's happening right now even though Wala akong naiintindihan
-_-"
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" Nalaman ko Ang about dto Ng one time na magpumilit akong lumabas... Gabi iyun Kaya walang Malay si briar Kaya I made my move... I'm a little ahmm... Well let's just say na I'm on my rebellion stage that time"
" and i did discover about this, I thought Briar would remember what I did , but I guess she can't remember anything of it pagnagigising na sya... And my other advantage is that naalala ko Ang mga ginagawa at mga nangyayari sa kanya pag ako na Ang nasa labas... Pero Hindi ganun kalinaw lahat"
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Kita Kong explain ni cloudine Kay lyde, even me napatango din dun
"I'm glad na nag karoon ka Ng rebellion stage to know this staffs cause death is so stupid to do so, but still! Mali na mag sneak out ka pag tulog ako! " Parang ewan na pagalit ko sa kanya just like on how I answered Lyde kahit I'm very aware na Hindi nila ako maririnig
Na cut and scenario na Yun dun at totally napanganga ako sa next scene na pinakita
Anak ng magandang dyosa Naman oh! (I mean syempre maganda mama ko oy!)
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" Relax babe I won't bite, and let just say na Ang halik nayun ay good luck kiss lang"
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And yes! Cloudine just kiss lyde! What the heck is that!? And what?? babe?? Really?
I know she's a little naughty but kissing lyde is so not good! Ahhrrggg malilintikan talaga sya sa akin! And I'm really glad I'm seeing this now! Dahil nalalaman ko na Ang mga kaanuhan na ginagawa nya!
I should really talk to her! dahil for goodness sake! HELLO!! This my body!!
I flinch a little Ng nag bago ulit Yung scene, medyo na kinikilabutan kase ako dun, bigla bigla nalang nag babago Yung paligid
"Relax self... Everything is just an illusion, stay calm and just watch" pag papakalma ko sa sarili, nag fre-freak out na talaga ako, and you can't blame me, I mean this is so not true na nangyayari ngayun.
As of now I'm inside of a room na puno Ng ibat ibang mga gamit such as guns knifes and so on, ibat ibang laki at hugis nila at Hindi ko Rin maiwasang Hindi mamangha
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" Woah... This is what I wanted..."
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Cloudine said that napailing nalang ako dun, of course that's what she's going to say, it's her anyway
I watched them as they get their things and head out already, the scene end there and after sometime the place changes again, Making me a little dizzy
Inilibot ko Ang paningin ko at Ngayun ay nasa isang hallway Naman ako, actually nakakatakot na Hall way maingay at may mga tunog Ng mga emergency alarm, creepy...
Nakarinig ako Ng mga nag tatakbuhan Kaya napatingin ako sa likod ko at nakita ko sila lyde dun, running, puno din sila Ng dugo and I can't help but to feel uncomfortable...
I should be used to it... I already killed a lot of people...
I sighed. binalik ko Ang attention ko sa mga nangyayari at ngayun ay nakasakay na sila sa elevator
"I have bad about this..." nasabi ko nalang, may naiisip na agad ako Kung anong sunod mangyayari at Parang gusto ko na talagang manapak
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"Nothing, I'm worrying about you but mukhang nakalimutan Kong isang baliw nga pala na babae ang kasama k----"
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Lyde said that but naputol Yun Ng sunggaban sya Ng halik ni cloudine, napangiwi nalang ako dun...
Great -_-"
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" Just don't tell briar what we're been doing because trust me... She will kill the both of us"
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Cloudine said smirking, napairap Naman ako dun
"Well Hindi lang Kita mapapatay cloudine! Stop kissing him!" I hissed dahil sa inis pero I know Wala na akong magagawa dun
Tsk tsk!
The scene keep changing as I watch, Kaya halos Alam ko na lahat Ang nangyari Kay Cloudine when she's out using my body, minsan ay I can't help but to feel numb dahil sa mga intense na mga pangyayari, syempre andun Yung takot na baka mapasama sila, and I really won't forgive myself pag nangyari
And now Ang scene na pinapakita ay Yung part na inutisan ko na si cloudine para patayin na talaga si Brittany, and I'm kinda intrigued by it, dahil this is what's happening outside with cloudine as of now I guess...
I saw how she prepared herself and of course flirt with lyde a little but since she have a mission to fullfil she doesn't do more but lick lyde's earlobe
Oh Common! stop flirting with him!
The next thing happened is that ay umalis na sila ng mansion sakay Ng chopper, sila Ezra ay sa isang chopper dahil sa lugar Muna Ng mga Chavez sila mag i-stay just incase something happened, and so they already went off, Gabi na sila nakarating Iran
Sabay sila ni lyde na nag dive down sa tubig then totally getting inside the building who's I'm guessing na base nila Brittany
At first it's just going ok but then napahiwalay sila kayla zack, their in a maze as Lyde said. kinakabahan talaga ako while watching but still bare with it hanggang sa nastuck na sila sa isang room at may tubig na pumupuno sa loob nun, for sure si Brittany Ang may pakana nun! Kahit Naman ay Wala akong magawa kundi Ang hilingin na maging ayos sila
Pero at first talaga I thought na Hindi sila makalabas but then Parang nabunutan ako Ng tinik sa lalamunan ko when they made it outside alive, lyde is being a little careful too at mukhang napaka over protective Kay Cloudine, and I won't say anything for that, I mean he knows that place better, mas ok na Yung maingat
Then nag Kita na ulit silang lahat nila Zack Kaya hinanap nila si Brittany but then natigilan sila sa malakas na pagyanig na nangyari, Brittany is trying to tear the whole place down already Kaya nag madali na silang lumabas
Wala na akong maramdaman kundi puro kaba, takot, I mean simula pa kanina Parang Yun na talaga Ang nararamdaman ko.... everything is so intense at nakakayanig talaga Ng kaluluwa, I don't even know na kinakagat ko na pala Ang kuko ko and biting my lips so hard Kaya nalasahan ko na Ang dugo duon after a while
I really have a bad feeling na may Hindi magandang mangyayari...
Ng nasa surface na sila ready to leave ay biglang lumabas Brittany and start shooting them na ikina taranta ko, basta Ang bilis Ng pangyayari kahit ako ay walang naintindihan but may Kung anong bagay Ang bumaliktan sa aking tiyan Ng Makita kong napaluhod si lyde Kaya nabitawan nya si cloudine na may Tama rin
I really felt so scared for them, Kung pwede ko nga Lang Sana silang tulungan ay ginawa ko na... But no, I can't... Ang Kaya ko Lang gawin ay mag alala sa kanila and it's making me a mess... This is a torture.
I saw how Lyde cough at may lumabas na dugo duon, sabay sabay namang nag tayuan Ang balahibo ko, feeling ko nanglalambot din Ang buong katawan ko dahil dun
"No..." Di makapaniwalang bulong ko nalang at napatakip sa bibig ko...
Lyde has been shot... his been shot!
Nakaramdam ako ng paninikip Ng dibdib ko while watching everything, my eyes started to get fogy dahil sa mga luhang nag babandyang lumabas dahil sa di kaaya ayang pangyayaring nasasaksihan ko...
Please no this is not happening!
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"L-lyde I... I love you... Don't leave me, please fight..." Cloudine confesses as she cried so hard
"I l-love you t-too cloudine... I-if you just k-know... And I also wanted to say t-thank you... S-sa lahat nang ginawa mo... I'm t-thankful that I m-met you, you teaches m-me how to love s-someone kahit s-sandali Lang, and I'm sorry c-cause I think na h-hindi ko m-matutupad a-ang Pangako ko na... M-mabubuhay ako" lyde Said having a hard time talking
"W-wag mong sabihin Yan lyde please, mabubuhay ka" cloudine begs
" I... L-love you f-for the last time... Cloudine... S-sana mag Kita u-ulit tayo sa sunod kong buhay... Yung Tama na Ang lahat... Y-yung walang hadlang..." Lyde said
"Nooooo!!!! Lydeee!!!!"
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Tuluyan na akong napa upo sa sahig, already crying, Parang nawalan ako Ng lakas sa Nakita ko... Pang lulumo... That's the right word...
I'm breaking inside for cloudine.
Si lyde.... His gone...
Shit!
I was hurting... Lyde is my friend so i cared for him but more on than that cloudine love him as she said but she lost him, and I feel the same... she's hurting very bad to the point na pati ako ay nararamdaman na rin Yun... But I wouldn't blame her... Love make sacrifices and pain.
I mess them so bad... And it's hard to deal with it because the guilt I'm feeling is Killing me alive, slowly and it burns
Lyde is under my responsibility but looks like I couldn't fullfil that responsibility good enough for him to be at least safe... I failed him and my self... I'm disappointed, I just ruin everything, who wouldn't be?
i feel sorry for the both of them and feel horrible for myself because I know it's my fault... I brought lyde with me... Siguro Kong Hindi ko sya sinama ay buhay pa sya ngayun... I dragged cloudine to my mess and now look she's hurting...
Im so ashamed to myself... Wala silang ginawa kundi Ang tulungan ako pero Ito Ang naisukli ko sa kanila... Pain and suffering...
Everything is my fault... I shouldn't have dragged them to my mess....
"I'm so sorry... I.... I didn't mean to ruin you both... I... I jus---" I said crying feeling weak already, I couldn't even find some words to express myself...
but then I heard this voice coming out from no where....
"Briar wake up! For goodness sake!!"
A voice of a girl shouted then I felt something hit my chest, and I jolted up coughing really hard
I felt weaker and it's worst than before, I feel pain in my chest and me coughing is not really helping either, bahagya ding sumasakit Ang ulo ko at Ang mga binti ko na Parang nasagadaan ako Ng kung ano
I feel pain everywhere, physically and mentally.
The light is so blinding too Kaya nahirapan pa akong mag adjust duon, after a moment I heard someone called my name then not that long I'm facing a man's face but I see nothing but a very blurry thing, the only thing that made me think that's his a man ay dahil sa boses nyang panglalaki
My hearing is also not that good either dahil parang may Kung anong nakatabon dun, but still I did manage to tell if his a girl or a boy, it's just that it's not clear enough for me to understand him dahil his just whispering now Hindi tulad kanina na sigaw kaya Alam Kong tinawag nya Ang pangalan ko
I smell nothing too, it's like na something is wrong with my senses... They're not functioning well. And I'm struggling in everything
I felt the guy is staring at me but Ng maalala ko Kung anong nangyari Kay lyde ay nagsimula nanaman akong lumuha...
I'm feeling so down
It's very painful to lose something we treasure... cloudine treasure him, and we are one, so I can feel a little pain in my chest and I know it's her
"Lyde..." I whisper with a raspy voice... Still crying
Naramdaman ko Ang pag alis nung lalaki sa harap ko but I seems not to care for that moment cause I didn't even know him at Talagang merong Kong anong nasisira sa loob ko, Kaya Hindi ako makapag focus sa paligid ko
Cloudine's heart is aching and I can feel it...
I'm sorry cloudine... But please do hold on...
*TO BE CONTINUE*
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