Hard to Love (Bucky Barnes fa...

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A/N: first few chapters are a bit 'cringy' with spelling errors (I write this on my phone) but if you can get... 更多

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 50
Chapter 51
Chapter 52
Chapter 53
Chapter 54
Chapter 55
Chapter 56
Chapter 57
Chapter 59
Chapter 60
Chapter 61
Chapter 62
Chapter 63
Chapter 64
Chapter 65
Chapter 66
Chapter 67
Chapter 68
Chapter 69
Chapter 70
Chapter 71
Chapter 72
Chapter 73
Chapter 74
Chapter 75
Chapter 76
Chapter 77
Chapter 78
Chapter 79
Chapter 80
Chapter 81
Chapter 82
Authors Note...
Chapter 83
Chapter 84
Chapter 85
Chapter 86
Chapter 87 (FINALE)

Chapter 58

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Air left my lungs in the matter of a second as I shifted, becoming invisible to the predator slowly strutting towards me, and dashed down the open corridor. Attempting to control my breathing in fear that they'd pick up on the labored huffs. Trying to keep the bundles in my arms silent was a struggle in itself already, giving away my location with every other muted step

Rounding a corner, I climb a stairway. Well aware of the beast prowling behind me. Their electric eyes burning into me as if they could still visibly see me. They reach the bottom of the steps as I get to the top, sprinting down the connected hallway that branched into side rooms

Quickly and as silently as I could, I entered the bedroom and threw the two crinkly packages on the top shelf of our closet. Pressing myself to the wall and slowing my breathing. Heart pounding in my chest so loud, I could hardly hear his boots thump on the hardwood floors until he was just outside our bedroom door

Guess I should catch you up on what's happening huh?

Those items I bought on Amazon a few days ago? Yeah they arrived today. Bucky went to grab the mail and came back examining the flimsy and boxy pouches. I immediately knew what they were and went to snatch them from him. But of course, Bucky pulled his arm back and up, the two bags dangling in his fingers just out of my reach

"What's in the bags doll?" He asked, raising an amused brow at me, seeing as I was so eager to get them away from him

"Just some stuff Buck. Hand 'em over." I jump to try and grab them but barely skim my fingertips

Bucky chuckled at my attempts. "What kind of stuff?" He presses with a growing smile

Now, Bucky and I have this kind of.. unspoken agreement. A silent promise and understanding. It's been very helpful and beneficial for our communication aspect

We don't keep secrets from the other. Ever

Unless of course it's a surprise. In that case, once the other person realizes something is supposed to be a surprise, we can't help but to pester the other about what it is. Mostly because I get anxious about receiving a gift and Bucky feels like he doesn't deserve random items from the heart

And Bucky most definitely figured out it was a surprise for him

"None of your business James, now gimme." I jump again, putting one hand on his shoulder as if it would help give me a small boost

Again Bucky chuckled, I had to restrain from giggling myself as his laughter, though small, was contagious. Plus the situation right now, him withholding my lingerie and sex toys, was kind of funny

"You weren't supposed to see these." I continue, jumping a few more times

Bucky arches a brow at my statement. "Keeping secrets from me now?" His voice was laced with humor. He knows I tell him everything, he's just taunting me into revealing what's inside the white plastic parcels

I stop trying to jump for the items and look at him. But I don't respond to his teasing accusation. Gears turn in my head on how to get the bags from him without telling him what they were. He was holding them up with his flesh arm so...

I flick a finger towards his raised hand, my power wrapping around his fingers and pull them back as I push the force out of me. With another flick of my finger, i encase the packages in a bubble shield as it fell from Buckys now open hand and before he could snatch them with his other hand. Bucky looks to his restrained hand in pure shock, his face slightly scrunching as he tried to fight against my forcefield

I grab hold of my packages and take a few cautious steps back. My power whisking away when Bucky turns his eyes to me. Dark, taunting, a warning as if to say 'run'

The look sent a shiver down my spine as I continued to step backwards, cornering myself in the kitchen. Bucky smirked as he kept his eyes locked on me, taking slow and precise steps, like a hungry predator hunting it's delicious prey

"I love you." I spoke quickly and nervously, jumbling the words together

If I could just hide these and then myself-

OH WAIT

Then I shifted and ran. Now you're all caught up

The packages were now against the back wall on the top shelf of our closet while I tried to flatten myself into the bedroom wall and stop my hammering heartbeat. Bucky walked in, scanning our room. There's not a doubt in my mind that he knows exactly where I am. With his enhanced and master assassin senses, he's probably pinpointed me and is just humoring me now

Bucky saunters over to the closet, stopping directly in front of where I'm currently stood and peering in the doorway just past my shoulder. I hold my breath as I watch him. I almost want to start giggling at how serious he looks. The bubbles of laughter dying in my chest as Buckys piercing blue eyes dart to me

With my hand dangling by my side, I point a finger at my bedside table, a tiny ball of my energy knocks the corner of it, jostling the lamp on top. A distraction Bucky fell for. Whipping his head to look at the table on the other side of the bed from us, he took a small step towards it. Giving me enough room to dash past him

Too bad Bucky knew the table was a fake-out and was on me just as I stepped back into the hallway. Since he still couldn't see me, he blindly reached his arm out low, wrapping the thick muscle around the tops of my thighs. The angle Bucky had grabbed me at caused me to stumble forward, landing flat on the hallway floor with him on top of me

Luckily at the last second, and through my fit of laughter, I put up a shield and caught our bodies before I could crash onto the hardwood. Dropping my invisibility, I wiggle my body under Buckys and try to crawl my way out in an attempt to get away

Bucky initially makes a sound to ask if I was okay, but seeing as I'm bubbling with giggles and laughing, proves that I am. He's quick to straddle my butt and leans his upper body against my back, reaching up and grabbing both my outstretched hands with his. He presses our entwined hands into the floor, not hard enough to hurt me or anything, but definitely enough to keep me from moving

"What'd ya get in the mail doll?" Buckys gravelly voice coos next to my ear. A shudder rushes over me as his warm breath cascades down my skin and his dominant tone drips from his words

I bite down on my lip as I stare at our locked hands. Warmth radiating off his body and onto mine. One spot a bit hotter than the rest. I wiggle my ass against his crotch, catching the hitch in his throat as I do

"It's a surprise." I turn my head to the side and look back at him

Bucky grinds his hips against my butt, his hardening length beneath his sweatpants much more prominent than a moment ago. My eyes roll to the back of my head at the sensation as a faint moan escapes me

"Think of it as your Valentine's Day gift." I force myself to speak, my voice wobbly as Bucky ground himself harder onto me. I arch my back causing my hips to jut up into Bucky and almost curse both of us for wearing clothes in our own home

Bucky kisses the back of my head with a low hum. "I've got my valentines gift right here doll." He half whispers into the shell of my ear

The coil in my stomach started to really pull and shake the more Bucky spoke and pressed his clothed erection into the dip between my ass cheeks. Ever since our life together has smoothed into a pleasant routine, now that there's not as much paperwork to do or things to move in, we've had a lot more time for the other. And we seemed to take full advantage of it, slipping back into our 'horny teenager' mindsets. Jumping at every chance to love up on the other

Bucky released one of my hands only to grab ahold of it with his other and hold both my wrists down with his large flesh hand. His metal hand slid down my side leaving a trail of goosebumps along the way. He hooked his fingers in the waistband of my leggings and began pulling them down. I giggled and wiggled my lower body around to help him undress me

Once the leggings and panties were scrunched around my mid thighs, Bucky leaning back to admire my slightly raised ass and the small peak of my wet cunt, he started to push his sweatpants down. The throbbing between my legs grew the more I awaited for him

I knew what was to happen. We'd start going at it and then Bucky would pull away just as I'm about to orgasm, denying me of its pleasure. Then he'd ask what I bought and when I won't tell him, he'd bring me right back to the edge and deny me it again. Only stopping if or when I'm a sobbing blubbering mess or I tell Bucky what I bought. It's one of my favorite and least favorite forms of punishment from him

Sadly my phone rang from downstairs, the chimes echoing off the bare walls and filling the house with it. I groan and drop my head to the floor, only for a second though before I start to shift around to stand. But Bucky keeps me held down with his body

I turn to look over my shoulder at him. "I need to answer that Buck." I try to wriggle free again but Bucky shakes his head

"They'll leave a message, you're busy right now." He leans down and sloppily kisses my cheek, trailing over to below my ear. Bucky presses his still clothed erection to my exposed butt, wavering my judgement but the chimes continued

"It could be work babe, please go get it for me." I plea, giving Bucky my best pouty face

Bucky looks at me as he pulled away from my face, his jaw clenching before he lets out a loud sigh. He mumbles 'fine' as he releases my wrists and pushes himself to his feet. I watch as he jogs to the stairs and almost hops down them, his bulge bouncing beneath his sweats as he does

The ringing stops, but only for maybe a whole ten seconds before it started again. I quickly crawled up onto my feet and dashed to our room as I heard Bucky sigh again and answer my phone with a very annoyed 'what is it Romanoff?'. I pray that she can keep him busy long enough for me, knowing Natasha she most definitely can

By now she's learned the tone Bucky uses when she interrupts us so she loves to keep whoever answers on the call as long as possible. She also will keep calling if one of us doesn't answer. It 'builds the anticipation' as she says. But usually it would take up our time and we'd have to go back to doing whatever work we were doing

I raised a hand towards the closet and pulled my packages down in a haze of purple. Tearing into the more flimsy bag, I pull out the emerald green sheer set first. Knowing I'm pressed for time, I almost rip my outfit off and slip on the set. It fit almost perfectly, the arm bands were a little tight and I wasn't a fan of how they laid on my arms but I'd take care of them later. The frills along the seams were super cute and the bandeau styled top really accentuated my breasts

Taking a quick glance at myself in the connected bathroom mirror, I knew Bucky would practically cum at just the sight of me in this. I shove the bag into one of my drawers and grab at the more boxy one, again tearing it open and opting for the handheld wand. The item smooth in my hand

Buckys voice carried through the house as he tried to end the conversation with Nat, my excitement and nerves growing even further. I've only ever used an actual vibrator by myself alone in my old apartment room. Never thought I'd purposely masturbate in front of someone. But I guess there's a first for everything!

I crawl onto mine and Buckys bed, sitting in the center between our pillows and leaning back against the wall. I bring my knees closer to my chest and spread my legs, clicking on the vibrator and messing with the settings buttons until I found a steady one I liked and turned up the speed. The vibe itself was relatively quiet in my hand

I bring the vibe to my clit and gasp at the instant pleasure, shocking my still wound up core. My jaw drops as I lull my head back against the wall, closing eyes as I thought of Bucky. His hands, the scent of his cologne, his deep raspy voice whispering demands in my ear, the way his tongue darts out and wet his lips teasingly, his god-like body and devilish cock

A moan slips past my parted lips, definitely loud enough for Bucky to hear downstairs. I didn't mean to, but this vibe was way too good at its job and had me seeing stars while on the verge of an orgasm in less than two minutes. Clattering from downstairs reverberated through the hall quickly followed by fast and heavy footsteps, closing in on the bedroom. My heart was in my throat as Bucky sped in, stopping dead in his tracks as his eyes landed on me

With dazed and hooded lids, I move the vibe in small circles around my clit. Feeling the soaked mesh material cling to my folds as I do. Buckys mouth fell open as he soaked in the sight of me, the bulge in his pants became a full tent in the matter of seconds

"Wh- I- bu-" Bucky stammers, his gaze locked on my cunt as if he were in a trance

I lazily smile at him, gliding the vibe down my parted lips to further soak the see-through material. "Just gonna watch?" I tease, curling my toes as I bring the toy back up to my clit

Bucky could barely nod, let alone take two steps towards me. Stumbling over his own feet until he was at the end of our bed and standing directly across from me. If I weren't on cloud nine right now, I'd have laughed at him and how enraptured he was with me

Though it did give me one hell of a confidence boost

"So you're just gonna let some piece of silicone get me off?" I continue to tease, a mewl following after as I press the tip of the toy into my clit harder

Buckys eyes flicker up to mine, pools of black outlined with blue steel stare back at me. I raise a brow at him as if to silently say 'well?' and Bucky smirks. Hooking his finger in the waistband of his pants, he pushes them and his briefs to his knees. My own eyes dart down to look at his swelled cock, the tip turning red and dripping with precum

Biting down on my lip, I feel the tension in the pit of my stomach grow and threaten to break. Bucky reaches up the bed and grabs both of my ankles before pulling me down the comforter towards him, crawling a bit onto the bed and meeting me halfway. I lay flat on my back now, Bucky kneeling between my legs and vibe still going hard at my clit

Bucky hooks a finger under the panties and pulls them to the side, placing himself at my entrance. He pauses, feeling my vibrating and hot sex against his, taking a sharp inhale at the new sensation. I roll my hips against his, impatient and about to cry if I continue to withhold my orgasm any longer

The tip glides in with ease, Bucky exhales a long and breathy 'fuck' as he slid the rest of him in. I whine as he stretches my quivering wet walls around him. My hand and the vibe now pressed firmly against my pelvis as Bucky bottomed out

"I'm not gonna last long babydoll." He warns, voice strained. I shake my head agreeing with him

"Me either- fuuck-" I moan as Bucky pulls almost all the way out. Every ridge and vein thumping along my core

He mercilessly slams back into me, poking at my cervix and hitting all my sweet spots repeatedly as he thrusts. On his fifth thrust is when the coil snaps inside me. I cry out a pornographic moan as my muscles convulse and I feel my walls clamp down around Buckys cock, stars lining my vision. With the toy still pressed to my clit and Bucky still pounding into me, my orgasm seemed to never end

Until a minute or two later when Bucky grunted, his thrusts faltering and I feel his hot cum burst within me. Aftershocks of my orgasm help to milk Bucky of his, slowing his movements until he had nothing left to offer

I roll the toy in my palm, clicking the power button and tossing it next to us on the bed. Exhaling shakily and looking up at Bucky. He was now hunched over, using his arms to keep himself propped up as he gazed down at our bodies. I hum to grab his attention, trailing a finger up his bicep

"I like this." He huffs out, eyes now resting on my squished boobs beneath the sheer fabric. Nipples hard and poking little bumps in it

I breathe out a small giggle at his words. "Happy Valentine's Day my love."

Bucky faintly smirks with a curt shake of his head. "Happy Valentine's Day babydoll." He leans down and kisses my lips softly before pulling away just enough to peer into my eyes

"Keep this on for the rest of the day." He states, motioning to the lingerie. "I'm not done with ya yet." He smiles down at me, his words holding a promise. I roll my eyes with a giggle and push him off me

Cleaning up our mess and relieving myself in the bathroom, I keep the lingerie set on as I go about my day. Deciding to clean up the kitchen a bit since Bucky and I got a little distracted last night after dinner and just tossed our dishes in the sink. Wiping off the dinner table and sweeping up a few fallen crumbs from the floor as well

I get about halfway done with washing the dishes in the sink when Bucky strides in, placing his hands on my hips and kissing just below my ear. Pressing his naked and hot chest to my back. He bends me over the sink and fucks me tenderly, slow and sweet as if to savor the feel of me

With a sex-drunk daze, I kiss Bucky as he finishes cleaning me up. I finish the dishes while Bucky heads to the garage, most likely to finish a few smaller thing on his motorcycle. I lounge on the couch and decide to watch some tv, flipping through channels until I land on some fantasy film about archers, wizards, dwarfs and dragons

An hour later and Bucky waltz' into the living room with his arm behind his back. A small crinkle of plastic grabs my attention and I turn to look at him as he walks closer, a smile on his face. Bucky brings his arm forward, holding a bouquet of red carnations

I gasp, standing from my seat and smile bashfully up at Bucky. "Awe baby, thank you." I gently take the bundle of flowers from him, jumping up and kissing him sweetly. My heart swelled with the amount of love and happiness this man alone has both given me and made me feel

I bounce over to the kitchen counter and clean up the carnations a bit before putting them in a little tall vase. Bucky was leaning against the back of the couch, hands resting beside him clutching the back board. I stand between his outstretched legs, gliding my hands up his chest with a small hum

"Feel kind of bad now. You got me flowers like a gentlemen and all I got you was sex." I start to giggle towards the end of my sentence

Bucky removed his hands from the couch and put them on my hips. "You're my gift doll, the sex is just a sweet addition." He smirks as he spoke. I roll my eyes as another giggle escapes me

We meet each other halfway as we both lean in for a kiss. It started short and sweet, both of us going back in for more and more. Then I loosely wrapped my arms around Buckys neck while he pulled my body against his as the kiss deepened. Bucky slips his hands down my thighs and lifts me, wrapping my legs around his waist. A small moan pushes past my lips as I get a good feel for his bulge now pressed to my core

Too bad my phone started chiming again and interrupted us. I pull away from Buckys intoxicating lips with a breathy chuckle and a shake of my head

Always right on time aren't they

I slide off of a grumbling yet smiling Bucky and lean over the back of the couch directly next to him. Grabbing my phone, I notice it's Nat

"Impeccable timing like always Romanoff." I giggle out. Biting down on my lip to hide my gasp as Bucky smacks my butt

Nat returns my laugh. "Sorry babe. But uh- we got another coordinate.." she trails off as her voice was hard

My body froze, tensing at her words as my blood ran cold. I knew I'd get this call eventually. That we'd have to go deal with all this again sooner or later. But it still filled every atom of my body with dread and anxiety

Bucky instantly picked up on it, frowning down at me. "What's wrong?" He asks worriedly

I stand to my full height and dart my wide eyes to his. Turning the phone away from my mouth, I sigh. "They uhm... Shuri sent another coordinate.."

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