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Ming's POV
I knew it!!
I saw it coming!! But I couldn't do anything to stop it, all because of Beam's happiness. One day I even made up my mind and decided to talk Beam out of it, but when I saw that expression on his face as soon as Forth's name was mentioned, I didn't have the heart to do it.
Ever since I have known Beam, I have never seen him getting attracted towards anyone. I do tease him and call him with sweet names but it was just to tease him and with the hope that one day he will eventually end up falling for someone.
Beam thought that he was asexual, but I know he was not. I have seen him checking girls and guys out. He did feel some kind of attraction towards other people but it was not to the level of getting interested in someone.
When he told me that Forth likes him and wanted to court him, I was really scared. But when he told me that he also feels something for him I was really happy for him. I know it was risky to get involved with someone like Forth and not to forget that he saw him almost killing someone.
I wanted to tell Beam not to let Forth chase him but the smile, the glow and the happiness that Beam was showing was enough to convince me that Beam will be happy at least, even though I was not entirely sure.
It made me really happy to see Beam smiling and being in love with someone and I was amazed with the Forth's dedication for Beam.He really liked and cared for him and I can see it in his eyes but somewhere deep inside my heart I was still worried that he'll leave my Beam.
I still remember that day as crystal clear. I was busy doing work from school when my phone started to ring with some unknown number.Never in my life have I thought that I would receive such devastating news from some random number.
"There is a guy named Beam Baramee admitted in a hospital and he has tried to commit suicide. Please come here as soon as possible." Those were the words that shook me to the core. I received the location of the hospital and drove towards the hospital as fast as I could.
When I reached the hospital I was met with police first. Since Beam's phone was drowned in the water it was getting difficult for the person who brought him here to contact someone related to Beam, so he took the help of the police.
The police searched Beam and they managed to extract my contact since my number was shown most in his call history. They even told me there was another number too but when they tried to reach that number, it was not reachable.
It didn't take a genius to figure out whose number that could be.
After that I met with the person who brought Beam to the hospital and saved him from drowning. It was a guy named Kit. I thanked him and cried my eyes out in front of him. I can sense that he was a really good person. He just met me but when he saw me crying he started crying too, which was adorable somehow, just like him.
We exchanged numbers and he asked me to keep him updated about Beam's condition. He said he would have stayed but he has to go out of the city for some really important work. Ever since then he would call at least ten times a day to ask about Beam and text me wherever he is free. Like I said, he seemed like a good person.
It's been a week now and Beam was still unconscious. I told Wayo after two days, I didn't want him to worry and waited for Beam to wake up but when he didn't, I decided to tell Wayo too.
He cried his heart out when he saw Beam. He hasn't been eating and sleeping well since that day, I pray to God each and every day to wake Beam up. I do not have a strong heart to let Beam go away from me forever.
Beam has been slipping in and out of his consciousness for the last three days. He is going under shock even in his sleep. Looking at Beam in a condition like this is so heartbreaking.
Doctors said that he is fine now but he is not taking up because he doesn't want to. Me and Wayo cried again while sitting near Beam and holding his hand. We cannot let him go no matter what. We will make him realise that he is not alone and he has every right to live his life happily without him.
We all almost gave up on Beam, when something unexpected happened.
Beam's POV
Everything was dark and cold.
I was lost somewhere.
I could not see or feel anything.
But, there was something that my ears were able to hear. It was the voice of someone shouting something which sounded like my name I guess. I don't know whose voice it was but it wasn't a very familiar one.
After a while it was dead silence and complete darkness.
I heard some voices again.
Something was beeping and something was yelling.
Then the frankness consumed me again.
I felt someone's touch and heard someone sobbing near me.
It was faint but I know there was someone sobbing, I guess there were two people.
I tried hard to open my eyes and look at the source of the voice but before I could do it, I was dragged back into the darkness once again.
Next time when I reached the light again, I saw Forth. This Forth was the Forth from that day. He was standing and telling me to leave him forever and never come back. How he is disgusted by me and how he cannot be with me from now.
Then I heard the sound of beeping something, but it was beeping really fast and loud for some reason. I wanted it to stop. Then I felt some movements around me,panic in their voices, something poking me slightly which made me go back to the world of darkness.
I don't know how long but this thing keeps happening to me for a while. I knew I was going to remain in the darkness forever and never come out, I didn't want to come out to be honest.
Except for Wayo and Ming, no one was there who cared for me and was happy because of my existence. My family left me and never really cared for me. Forth, well... Forth... he was... he hates me...and...
"OH MY GOD HE IS SLIPPING AGAIN!!! BRING THE SHOT NOW!!!"
This time, I heard the voice loud and clear. Now I know, these people were trying to save me. I don't know why they are wasting their precious time to save someone who doesn't want to be saved. They better put their time and effort on someone who really wants to live.
"Beam."
"...."
"Baby."
"...."
"Angel."
My eyes flew open as soon as I heard the voice that I have been dying to hear. I knew, I knew Forth will not leave me and will come back to me one way or another. I knew he loves me too much to leave me due to some scar which isn't even visible in public.
"Fo-Forth."
"Yes angel, it's me your Forth. And am really sorry for everything. Can you do me a favour baby?" I was too weak to say anything so I just nodded head as yes
"Can you please get well soon so that I can take you out on a really memorable date." I smiled and nodded again.
"Good, now go back to sleep and get well soon angel. I love you." I couldn't reply to him after that and soon went back into the same darkness again, but this time to come back to the light and leave the darkness forever.
When I woke up again, I saw Ming and Wayo. Wayo was asleep with his head on Ming's lap and Ming was gently stroking Wayo's hair. I can see the worry, tiredness and sadness on both of their faces. I will never forgive myself for making them go through this. I don't know why I became so selfish and decided to leave everything just like that.
"M-Ming." He didn't hear me when I called his name, I guess my voice was really low and he also seemed to be deep in his thoughts.
"Ming!" This time he heard me, loud and clear. His expressions were speechless when he realised that I was awake and was calling him. If Wayo wasn't asleep on his lap then I am sure he would have run towards me and hit me.
So instead of doing that he put Wayo's head down on the sofa gently and came near me with the glass of water with straw in it.
"Drink slowly."
No, how are you feeling? Or I am so happy to finally see you awake or why the hell did you do it? His face has this poker expression now, which is more harmful than him being mad at me.
"I'll go and call the doctor." He said after quenching my thirst and went outside the room without giving me even a glance.
I know he was angry at me and must be blaming himself too for what I did. He has adored and loved me like his own family and it must be devastating for him to see me in a condition like this.
The doctor came and examined me thoroughly. They announced that I was fine and could get discharged tomorrow. He even recommended some therapists for me and gave pressure to go and meet this therapist at any cost.
I know Ming will take me there even if I don't want to.
Wayo woke up too as soon as the doctor left with Ming. When he saw that I was awake , he came running to me and hugged me tightly.
"P'Beam, why did you do it???!!!!" He was crying hard and it was making me really sad to see my Wayo like this. I promised myself that I will never let Wayo cry because of me, but look what I did because of the person who doesn't even have a heart.
"I am so sorry, Yo. I was lost and confused and..."
"Why??!! Why??!! Why??!!" He was now hitting me with his fist while crying his eyes out. His hits were not strong though, they felt like baby punches. I also didn't stop him and let him do whatever he wanted to do. Scolding and hitting me is better than being quiet and giving a silent treatment to me like Ming was doing.
I know it will be difficult to win Ming's heart but I will not give up and keep trying till he will forgive me. I don't want to lose him too due to some crazy shit that I did without even thinking about the consequences.
"I am sorry Yo, please forgive me. It was very selfish of me to do what I did and I promise that I will never do something like that ever again. Just forgive me please." I said while wiping the tears that were flowing non stop from Wayo's eyes. He was sobbing like a small kid and I just wanted to see him happy again and I will make sure to bring his smile back to his face.
"Don't ever think of committing suicide or else I will kill you." He threatened me which made me chuckle a bit. He putted and hugged me again. We talked for a while with Wayo cuddling to me and finally he fell asleep again.
Ming did come to see me but he said nothing again. He just gave me food and medicine, that's it. No hi or hello or how are you.
One thing that Ming was good at, it was the silent treatment he gave. He will not talk to you unless you beg him for forgiveness, he becomes really cold when he is mad at you.
I guess I have to work really hard to gain their trust back and make them forgive me from their heart.
But, what Forth was doing here? And how did he manage to come here with Ming being around? Was I dreaming or it was the reality??
TBC
A/n: I had to write and erase this chapter a lot. My brain is malfunctioning now a days 😥😥
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