She told me her truth
The reasons why
But I didn't see the tears
Behind her eyes
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She told me her beliefs
The true meaning of life
But I didn't come across
It was based on her strife
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She spoke to me of sadness
The emptiness she felt
But I figured it was nothing
With the years it'd melt
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She told me she loved me
With her heart and soul
And when I said the same
She let it all go
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She told me she needed me
By her side forever
Keeping her dream alive
To let her fade, never
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I didn't know it would end this way
I simply forgot to call
I went home to find her
Lifeless on the floor
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The note beside her bed
was written out to me
It's been two years since
God give me serenity
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I can't bear to open it
and read what's inside
I fear I might lose my mind
my feelings I can't hide
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I prayed a prayer for her
May God rest her soul
I sat down on my desk
and let the paper unfold
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Darling, I love you,
I always have and always will,
But there're things u don't understand
My mind won't stand still
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I can't go on living this life,
I told you, it was no lie
You helped me out a lot though,
It's not your fault, please don't cry
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My happiest moments were with you;
The joy we shared was true,
I experienced all love possible,
I nearly felt unstoppable
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But now that you're away,
I realize I can't survive,
With or without you babe,
My emptiness resides
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I can't go on faking a smile;
Sick of holding back the tears,
But the tears don't want to flow,
So I'll leave my earthly fears
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Can't live knowing I'm holding you back,
from a better life alone,
I won't force you to live my past,
And I can't seem to let it go
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I'm sorry for what you're going through,
You're resilient, you'll be fine.
These are my last words on earth,
I'm sorry I've wasted your time