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Gianna Dior, 15

"Hello!" I put lotion on my arms then sprayed myself with some perfume

"I'm outside!"

"Ight here I come!" I grabbed everything I needed then left

"Sooo what we doing today?"

"We gon go to the arcade then out to eat then we can go to my house and do whatever you want!" I nodded getting on my phone taking pictures and videos of us

He put his hand on my thigh then pulled off

GioGia4k youn like me but yo nigga do!😝

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GioGivonni #Taken😌

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"Come on!" He said holding his hand out

I took it stepping out the car

"You look hella beautiful!" He grabbed my face pecking my lips

"Thank you!" I blushed holding his hand

We walked in the arcade and played a few games

"On what I can't beat you in basketball!" I said to Givonni

"No you can't" he laughed

"Bro we finna see!" I said swiping the card

"After this we doing laser tag on folks cuz!" He laughed nodding

"Stop talking to me!" I put my vest on grabbing my gun

"You mad you lost basketball?" He asked hugging me from behind

"Move!" I pouted

"I told you you couldn't beat me!"

"That's not fair you coulda at least let me win!" I said going into the room

"Ion wanna be yo partner nomo we on our own and if I see you I'm murking you!" I said to Givonni

"Can I at least get a kiss?" I pecked his lips then walked off

"Yeah bitch!" I said shooting Givonni

"Yea watch yo back you mad over a stupid ass basketball game!" I shot him again making him leave cause he was out

I laughed getting shot "fuck!" I frowned following Von

"That's what yo ass get!" He said laughing

"Shut up!" I mugged

"Yea ion know who you talking to cause couldn't be me!" He said

"Nahhh I was talking to Giovanni!" I said saying his dads name

(I hope y'all see the difference between Givonni (Ja-Von-knee) and Giovanni (Gio-Von-knee) cause yea)

"You a sore looser"

"I don't care eat my pussy!" He laughed

"Nah I'm cool off that for right now!" He said putting his arm around my shoulder

We went to this nice ass restaurant, "you even hungry?"

"Not really but then I am so ima just get some light" he nodded

"Watchu want?"

"Just get me some nachos" he nodded and ordered our food

"You gotta do hair this week?" I shook my head no

"You gon have to start sending me yo schedules when you make them!" I nodded taking a sip out his drink

"Let's trade!" I said switching our drinks

"We got the same thing but ok!" He shrugged

"Nah yours is more bussing bussing!" I said

"Yea I can't eat no more!" I looked at my half eaten food

"You did good baby I'm proud of you!" He said

"Thank you" I smiled

"Mhm you been doing good keeping food down lately!" He said

"Cause of you!" I said

"Wym?"

"You help me eat you make sure I always take a few bites of my food if I'm not gon eat, you know I have problems eating so don't force me but also don't let me go without anything on my stomach thems baby steps and each day I'm getting better!" I said

"You welcome it ain't shit you do the same for me!" He said

We got to-go trays then he paid and we left

"Yo brothers home?"

"They was when I left!" I nodded

We went in the apartment and sat on the couch

"My body hurttssss!" I dragged stretching out across Von's lap

"You ready?" I nodded he pressed down on my chest and legs cracking my back on his legs

"Fuckkkkkk!" I groaned rubbing my back

"Is that my bestfriend?"

"Besssttttt!" I dragged hugging Zorreon

"You look pretty!" He said

"Don't lie to her!" Amir said

"Bitch!" I flipped him off taking my shoes off

I threw one at him for some reason then sat on Givonni's lap

"Y'all tryna watch that new conjuring?" Von asked lighting a blunt

I nodded

"Yea put it on!" Mir got up and gave us and Zorreon a cover

"Thank you bitch!"

"Ouu wait stay here!" Givonni got up sitting me on the couch

He came back with some white roses and two gift bags

"Nigga!" Tears came out my eyes

"Thank you!" I hugged him pecking his lips

"Yours is still in route!" I said opening then closing my gifts

"Y'all finna make me cry!" Amir said

"Nigga why is you crying?" He asked Zorreon

"Cause yall got so far!" He wiped his tears as I scanned through the bags

Lotions, perfumes, scrunchies, candles, bath salt and other hygiene necessities

The other bag had all my favorite snacks and drinks

"I love you!" I told him pecking his lips repeatedly

"I love you too!" He pulled me in a hug kissing my cheek

"HOEEMYGODDD AHHH!" Zorreon yelled running around the room with Amir

They stopped and hugged both of us

"Y'all love each other now?" I chuckled nodding

"Hoeemygodd y'all getting big on a pimp making me want a girlfriend!" Zorreon said

"Yea Ight nigga yous a pimpin ass macking ass nigga!" We all said

"Lemme lay on you!" I said to Givonni

"Come on" he laid down holding his hands out

I laid on him and he rubbed my back as we watched the movie

Givonni Walker, 16

"Her lil ass fell asleep!" Mir laughed recording Gigi

"She been sleep!" I said rubbing her back looking at her

She so beautiful!

My heart started beating fast

"Mmh!" She mumbled

"Not yo lil ass blushing!" They laughed

"Fuck y'all!" They friends just walked in the house

"Ima shoot you all one of these days!" Zorreon and Amir said

They like twins but they not

"Fuck you!" Mir's annoying ass girlfriend and her annoying ass sister sat by Mir

(Her sister Cici!🌚)

"Baby get up!" I tapped Gigi

"Really Givonni? You left me for her?" Cici asked

"Nah more like he left her for you then went back home!" Zorreon said

"This is home!" She said pointing to herself

"Nah this is home!" I picked Gigi up she wrapped her arms around me

"She ain't even allat!"

"She most definitely is!" Me and my brothers said together

I closed my door and laid her on my bed

"Gigi!" I shook her

"Hmm?"

"You want a big shirt or some shorts and a shirt?"

"It don't matter!" She mumbled

I nodded grabbing a shirt "here!" I gave her the shirt

"Can you do it for me?" She mumbled still sleep

"You sure?"

"Yea I can't get up" she barely managed to talk

I pulled her pants off then folded them

I took her shirt off and put the shirt on he then put her under the covers

"Come cuddle with me!" She whined

"I am wait!" I folded her shirt then got me a pair of basketball shirts to change into

"Scoot over ma!" She scooted over laying on my chest

We fell asleep fast as fuck...

One month later...

"Should I change?" Gigi asked for the 5th time

"No you look good you already changed 4 times come on" we heard crying from downstairs

"Kaya!" She said grabbing her stuff

"You wanna go check on her?"

"We can but she probably wanna be left alone she do it whenever Malik leave cause sheon wanna cry in front of him, I check on her frequently tho!" She said

I nodded "what is yo family like?" She asked

"Judgmental!" I said

"Ion like them they all fake so don't talk to them or tell the your or our business!" She nodded

"But I got one aunt that I like her husband like a uncle to me they nice and she's the youngest but she got twins my age and a little boy bout nana age they cool!" She nodded

"So twins run in yo family?" I nodded

"My pops got a twin but he dead" She nodded

"He was a cool ass man!" We got in the car

"You look cute baby" she rubbed my face then pecked my lips

"Thank you you do too!" I blushed getting this weird feeling in my stomach

(That's them skeetersh)

Gianna Dior, 15

"Bro hear me out ok!" I said out of nowhere

"What?" We walked in the apartment cause Givonni dumb ass left his wallet and phone

"I don't know take my picture!" I stepped out on the patio

(I'm trippin or she look like Ann Marie in this picture)

GioGia4k Ian fighting with these bitches cause I'm pretty!🥰

GioGivonni Bitch you mad cause yo baby daddy sucking on my titties!😝
↪️hell nah🤣🤣

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"How you knew what song that was?" I asked

"Cause you always singing and listening to it!" I laughed

"Sing for me!" He said

"I can't even sing like that!" I said

"Yes you can!" He said

"Malik sing better!" I said

"So!"

I sucked my teeth and closed my eyes, "I ask myself "is this shit real!"

"I contemplate 'bout how I feel but you make way to hard to think that this could be what true love is!"

"I don't wanna wait another minute for ya, Ouu you got me falling from the ceiling for ya, knew right from the start there was no limit to ya, and I'm catching feelings baby!" I sung hella smoothly

"You give me feels and I know that it's, I know that it's, I know that it's real! You give me you give me feelllllssssss!" I hit a high note chuckling

"Nigga!" I looked and Givonni seeing him recording me

"What?" He laughed saving the video

"You agitating!" I said getting on my phone

"You mad at me?" He pouted

Ian say nun or listen to him the whole car ride

"Baby" he looked at me taking the keys out the ignition

I got out the car

"Why would you open that door?" Givonni walked up to me and choked me

I looked the other way "no look at me!" He said forcing me to look in his eyes

"Why you got a attitude?"

"I do-yea you do so fix it!" He said

"You fix it!" I said

"I'm not playing cause if we go in here and you still acting like that ima take you home!"

"Why are you acting like that?"

"Like what?"

"You being mean and doing too much you know why I got a attitude!" I said

"I really don't so tell me what I did so I can fix it!" He huffed

"One stop acting like that! Two I'm mad cause you was recording me singing and I don't like my voice!"

"So what you want me to delete it?" I nodded

He rolled his eyes deleting it

"That's it?" He asked

I nodded grabbing his hand

I put his arm around my neck and wrapped my arms around his waist

"Clingy ass"

"Ok but you like it!" I looked up at him

He pecked my lips

"I do!" He chuckled walking in the house with me

I put my head down, "head up chest out!" He said putting my head up

"Mcht bro!"

"Aht!" We walked over to where Amir and Zorreon was at

"Y'all y'all brother like me!" I said

"We kno!" They said in sync

"Fuck up" Givonni sat down and pulled me on his lap

I laid my head on his chest and scrolled through Instagram

GioGivonni Youn like it but my bitch do!🥰

GioGia4k 😍😍

LulCici Daddy😍
↪️I'm no ones father!🤣

Candice12 Givonni😍
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I laughed to myself looking up at Givonni

"Hmm?" I shook my head

"Nun" I wrapped my arms around his neck

"Touchy ass!" He laughed rubbing my stomach

I rubbed his face then started playing with his lips

"You always touching my face!" I brushed his eyebrows with my fingers

"Hey babies!" His grandma said smiling

"Hey grandma!" They all said

"Heyyy Mrs Johnson!" I said

"My last name is not j- oh!" She laughed

"I got your nose!" I said messing with Givonni's nose

"You weird!" He laughed

"You got a weird nose!" I said looking at his nose

"You do too!" He kissed my hands

"Give me one!" He pecked my lips

"You think yo brother like me?" Givonni asked

"Yea or he wouldn't let you come over and me be around you, I just think he don't like the fact that it's a possibility that you can hurt me and you did some stupid shit before we got together!"

"Everybody finna be stuck onnat!"

"As they should be I was hella hurt!" I said playing with his hands

"I'm sorry!" He frowned

"Youn gotta keep apologizing about it!"

"Yes I do I never realized how much I was hurting you or how much of a asshole I was what I did was hella wrong!"

"It's ok we moved past it!"

He just looked at me and licked his lips

That'll make ya pussy throb!

"I feel that" he chuckled

"What?"

"Yo heartbeat!" He said making me look at him confused

Heartbeat?

"Mcht coochie meow meow" he said

"Ohhh oh my bad!" I said standing up

"Girl you in ok sit back down!"

"Nah I had to beat this one niggas ass he was tripping He was watching a nigga in his sleep bro one time this nigga was watching me sleep jacking off that's when I said fuck it!" A man that looks like a older Givonni walked in the door

"Da what?" Givonni said scrunching his face up

"Oh shit what the fuck!" He pulled a gun out putting it back

"You scared me son!" He smiled jogging over to us

"Lift up ma!" I stood up and they shook hands the hugged

"Wassup pop" he smiled

"I missed you lil nigga!" He said

"I missed you too old ass nigga!" He laughed

"Waddup cuz!" He hugged Amir

"Waddup old man!" He hugged him back

He said a few words to him then did the same with Zorreon

"You must be Gianna!" He said looking at me

"That's me!" I held my hand out

"You family!" He told me hugging me

"Oh!" I scratched my neck

"I told you she fine!" Givonni said

"Boy!" I looked at him laughing

"Yea she a nice looking young lady!" He said walking off socializing with other people

"You hungry?" He asked me

"No"

"You ate today?" I shook my head

"Ima eat later" I said

"Just eat sum light so Youn gotta empty stomach cause that be what be making you throw up!"

"But I'm not hungry!" I frowned

"Ok eat some crackers or fruit sum to just snack on!" He said

"Lemme see yo keys!"

"For?"

"I got snacks in there" I rolled my eyes

He gave me his keys and I grabbed a fruit cup and granola bar

"You eat today why you talking?" I sat on his lap eating my fruit

"Yea" he said

"What you ate?" He wrapped his arm around my waist

"Not much really some toast and eggs"

"That ain't shit!"

"Ik!" He said

"I'll probably be able to down some food if I smoke!" I said

"Ight finish that and we can smoke" I nodded finishing my fruit

"Here" I gave him half of my granola bar

"Io- eat it!" I said making him roll his eyes and eat it

"Guess what!"

"Hmm?" He started rolling up

"You tryna match?" Mir asked

"Hell yea y'all tryna box?"

"Yea"

"Bet" he gave me a broken down stick and some weed

I started rolling up "hey baby!" A brownskin woman smiled walking over with a boy and girl that looked exactly alike a little boy

"Hey aunt Linda" I got up and he hugged her

I put the blunt behind my ear and grabbed my phone

"This my girlfriend Gianna!"

"You fed" I mugged him pulling her in a hug

"Heyyyy your beautiful!" She smiled

"Thank you so are you" I smiled

"Don't lie to her!" A man that looked like her kids said

"Stop playing wimme!" She said to him

"Here don't tell nobody I have y'all this!" She gave me and Givonni $40 each

"Thank you" we both said

"Come on yall!" Mir said with some keys that weren't his

"Nigga why you got grandma keys?" I asked

"Cause we smoking with these dorks!" He pointed to three dudes Ian know one of em being about our age

"Wassup y'all!" Givonni said to them as we all got in the van

"Damn this yo bitch?" The dude our age asked Von pointing at me as I sat in his lap

"She ain't no bitch!" He said

"But is she yours?"

"I don't know are you?" He looked at me

"And is!" I took the blunt from behind my ear

"Here!" Zorreon gave me a lighter

"Thanks Best!" I said lighting my blunt

"I'm keeping this!" I said

"You keep all my lighters!" He rolled his eyes

"I feel like you in my business!"

Givonni rubbed my stomach scrolling through his phone

My phone started ringing making me answer

"Wassup!" I said looking at Malik

"What is you doing?"

"Smoking big doinks in Amish!" I put the blunt in the camera

"You pearled that bitch!" He said

"Don't I always?"

"Man now you making me wanna smoke I'm finna go smoke with my baby momma!" I laughed looking at him in my room

"Who you wit?"

"Givonni, Mir, Rere andddd- Tooki, Pooki and my otha cousin he like our age!"

"HEY BITCHES!"

"Ian a bitch but go awf!" Zorreon said

"You sound like one!" Amir said laughing

"Waddup bitch ass nigga!" Mir said

Everybody else said hi "why is you in my room is what I'm still tryna figure out!" I mugged the camera

"Nigga this my house!" He said laying in my bed

"Ewww Leaky get off my bed with them clothes on I know you just got back home!" I said cringing passing to vonni

"I'll fart on yo pillow and give you pink eye!" He laughed

"Bro whyyy?" I furrowed my eyebrows

"Nah but I came in here cause Kaya need yo scarf rq where it at?"

"In my bathroom in the drawer on the left side of the sink!" He nodded going in there

"You be having yo period?" He asked with wide eyes

"Naw duhhh!" I mugged him cause nigga why wouldn't I my cherry is popped

"Yea bye" he hung up making me laugh

"I swear momma had to had dropped him on his head a few times!" I shook my head

"Give me a kiss!" Givonni said passing to me

I puckered my lips making him peck them two times

I stuck my tongue out and licked his face

"Move with that shit!" I laughed playing with his hands making him wrap his arms around me tighter

"You so small" he said

"I know!" I pouted

"I love yo body tho you got a cute lil body!"

"Thank you" I wrapped my arm around his neck rubbing it

"Love touching me" he rolled his eyes

"You love when I touch you so shut up!" I rolled my eyes

"Yes ma'am" he said laying his head in my neck

I passed to somebody then they passed to me

"Bro one of these day you gon turn up missing!" I smiled looking at Givonni

"Cause ima kill you" I said trying to stop smiling cause I knew I looked evil

"Why?" He chuckled smiling nervously

"Cause you look killable" I chuckled evilly

Like I can't control when I start doing this!

"Yo you coo?" One of the other niggas asked

"She do that weird shit all the time!" Mir laughed

"That's why I like her!" Rere agreed

"She just her brothers sister that's all!" Mikey said

I played with his chain and started zoning out

"You coo?" I nodded trading with him

"I feel so bad for my brother" I said just thinking cause this nigga really gotta deal with voices in his head and different personalities like that's must be stressful

"Why?" Mir and Zorreon said

I shook my head playing with Givonni's hair hearing a low grumble in his throat

(Givonni: that's that shit that drives me crazy!)

"I love you!" I said to him

"I love you too ugly!"

We smoked then went back inside

"Come with meeee!" I pleaded looking at vonni

"Bro just go in there!" He said

"Noooo come on!" I whined

He rolled his eyes walking us in the kitchen

"Watchu want mama?"

"Uhh them ribs, some tadda salad, some beans, some shicken, macaroni and I want some of them too" I pointed to the kabobs

"You ain't even gon eat all this!" He said

"So"

"You want some greens or corn?"

"Greens!" He nodded getting a bowl and plate

He made me food then we sat down

"I hope you know you finna help me eat!" I said

"Ight" he got on his phone

"What we doing after this?" I asked

"You tryna spend da night?"

"Yea I gotta ask!" He nodded I took a bite of the macaroni

"Ouu eshit slap" I said putting some in his mouth

He nodded

"You want sum to drink?" I nodded

He walked off and grabbed me and him a drink

We ate them my stomach started hurting, "where's the bathroom I ate too much!" I said

"Come on!" He got up helping me up and to the bathroom

He closed the door then I got on my knees and lifted the toilet seat up

He held my hair back and rubbed my back

"I hate this shit!" I started crying

"You ok mama?" I shook my head no

"Yo stomach hurt?" I nodded he sat down next to me and held his arms out making me climb in them

"Turn around the other way so I can rub yo stomach!" He said slapping my ass

I did what he told me and he rubbed my stomach then laid his head on my shoulder

"I love you!" He said

"I love you too" I said he put his phone down and a while after his grandma came in the bathroom

"Here I got Pepto-Bismol and tums!" He said to Givonni giving them to him

"Thank you grandma" he said as she left

"Here take some of this" he told me making me tilt my head back

He poured some in my mouth and I swallowed it

"You want one of these too?" I nodded taking one

"You stomach still hurt?" I nodded

"K" he rubbed my stomach until I felt like I could stand

"You good now?" He got up helping me out the bathroom

"Kinda" I said we go to the couch and sit down

"Hmhm!" I groan getting in his lap laying my head on his chest

"You good?" I shook my head

"What's wrong?"

"My fucking stomach!" I say

"It's ok Gigi!" He kissed my cheek wrapping his arms around me

Nakaya Remí, 19

Same day...

"You sure you gon be ok?" Malik pulled me on his lap

"Yea do what you need to do baby!" I pecked his lips then stuck my tongue out

He tapped my tongue with his making me smile

"I love you!" I said

"I love you too" he smiled happily making me give a fake bright smile even tho I wanted to cry

"I love you very much baby for real you mean the world to me!" I said hugging him tightly

"I love you too girl you my soulmate!" He said rubbing my ass

"Ok go" I said

"You rushing me?"

"The faster you leave the faster you'll come back!" I said

"Mcht ight I love you later, ima pick us some food up just tell me what you want!" He pecked my lips

"That's not a kiss baby!" I pouted

He bit his lip grabbing my neck looking down at me

"You wanna kiss?" I nodded

He leaned down to my level and kissed me passionately with tongue

I kiss back he grabbed both sides of my face still kissing me he sucked them bit my tongue pulling away biting on my bottom lip

Once my lip bounce to my teeth he sucked it easing the pain

"That alright?" He asked smartly

"Mhm!" I nodded feeling my knees get weak and fat ma calling his name

I can hear it just Malik Malik Malik!

I pecked his lips "see you later papa" he cheesed nodding

"See you later" he left out the room

"Time to work" I shrugged grabbing my computer doing shit for my business

"Ight now I'm finna do these costume orders cause why not!" I said walking out the room to my work space

"Quiet ass house!" I mumbled yo myself

"Me and my thoughts" I said

Gigi went to this lil party for Givonni's dad ig

And Nana's at Marcus house having a sleep over with his little sister,

I'm so proud of my baby she been working on her people skills🥲

"Then I d her down!"

"Make it wigg- shorty got a big ole booty! Twerk! Twerk!" I sung out of nowhere

"Yea twerk!" I turned some music on continuing my custom made outfits

(Y'all Tasha is the manager meaning she keeps everything running but it's Kaya's business she's the owner and she controls everything, including the designs of the clothes!)

I worked for a hour or two then got distracted on Instagram

I started thinking about Mico and started getting depressed

Then I thought about my whole kidnapping experience

Then I got into deep thinking and crying thinking about my dad and everything not being able to cut my thoughts off

"Stop!" I say to myself bawling my eyes out

"I fucking hate myself everything's my fault!" I cried loudly

I went to the bathroom to blow my nose and just sat on the floor crying

I looked up at my pills

Do it!

I grabbed the pills and shoved a handful down my throat

I cry until I start feeling funny I got hella hot then cold

"Damn I'm pale as h-

Everything went black

"Well hello Ms. Greenfield!" A nurse looked at me

"Mcht whyyyy?" I dragged crying cause I just wanna go

"Why what?"

"Nothing!" I pouted

"I just need you vitals and I'll let you two be alone!" I looked around and seen Malik looking at the wall bouncing his leg

"Hey bab- don't talk to me right now bro!" He said rolling his eyes

"Bu- I'm so fucking serious!" He glared at me before looking back at the wall

The nurse did what she needed then left

"You mad at me?" I asked Malik on the verge of crying

"Why?" He asked getting up sitting next to me

"Why what?"

"Why you do it?" He had a sad look in his eyes then tears dropped

"Did I do something, am I not making you happy, am I not enough why did you do it Kaya?" I asked

"No baby it's nothing to do with you I'm just in a dark place and ion think I can get out, I look fine and happy cause I don't wanna stress anyone out but when you leave I cry, I don't know how to be happy right now I need my son!" I cried wiping his tears for them to keep falling

"Baby I'm sorry I'm tryna do everything I can to make you happy and find Mico at the same time this shit is hard I'm stressed and sad too not comparing myself to you and your situation but you not alone, shit I got voices weighing me down every second, everytime I see a gun I get the urge to shoot myself but I fight it, you can do dumb shit like that you scared me for real! What would I do without you Kaya I need you I've already made it known how much I need you your what makes me me, you make me happy as fuck, if I lost you I'd probably loose it and come with you then I'd leave the girls behind, if I can't be with you then I can't be with nobody because you my soul mate you my person and only my person we complete each other. Next time you feel like that talk to me or Ronaé or Leyah or Mani but don't do no shit like that our whole gang love you and need you you like the glue!" Malik said

"Baby I'm sorry stop crying" I cried wiping his tears

"Talk to me" he said getting in the bed taking his shoes off

I laid on his chest "I feel useless and like it's my fault Mico's gone I feel like a bad mom for not doing more, I just let them take me then him!"

"Baby you couldn't have done shit in there they was already beating you and had you in locked rooms and bared widows in each one of em!" He said

"Everything that happened isn't your fault mama you gotta realize that, everything happens for a reason we might not know the reason but god do" he pecked my lips

"So stop doing dumb shit bruh I mean that you dumb for that shit Kaya! Now what if you ain't make it and I found Mico you the love of my life you scared the fuck out of me cuddi!" He said

"I'm sorry" I pouted

"Don't be sorry be happy be here live yo fucking life man you young don't let shit slow you down I mean that!" He pecked my lips

"So what if you slowed me down?"

"I slow you down? I try not to stress you out too much, I think I'm a good boyfriend, I'm mean and have my moments sometimes, but I love you and treat you right and I wanna see you do good I want what's right for you" he shrugged

"No you slow me down I'm just talking"

"Even if I was we for lifers and innis till death, I mean unless I cheat I'd understand that" he shrugged

I looked at him like Ike

"Not saying I will damn yo pussy the only pussy I wanna be in for the rest of my life" he said

"So you just want me for my cooter kitty?" I asked making him laugh then look at me

"No I don't you much more than yo body, yo personality yo smile yo laugh yo presence in general just you as a whole really I love yo lil dorky ass!" He pecked my lips making me giggle

"What's yo favorite feature on my face?"

"Yo lips!" He said

"Why?"

"Cause they cute, they soft and feel good when you kiss em and they be feeling good wrapped around my dick too!" He said making me laugh putting my hand in his shirt

"You hella warm!" I smiled

(I can't say that word right!🤣)

He pecked my lips "what's yo favorite feature on my face?" He asked

We asked each other shit like this all the time like sum lil ass kids!

"Yo nose and lips!"

"Choose one!" He said

"I love em equally" I shrugged

"Well why?"

"I like yo nose, cause it's just different looking and it's cute! I like you lips, cause they hella soft and juicy it feel like heaven when you eating my pussy! Ouu and when you sucking body and kiss me!" I said getting flashbacks rubbing his stomach

"Damn I make yo legs tremble just thinking bout it?" He chuckled

"Boy!" I laughed tryna stop it

"You must want a kiss the way you was talking bout them!" He said grabbing my chin smirking

I tried to move my head back making him pull me in a long passionate kiss

Making my leg shake more

"You did that on purpose now I'm horny!"

"And did" he laughed

"Bet!" I said grabbing his face

"Move bruh!" He chuckled

"Noooo papa!" I whined pouting

"What mama" he rubbed my ass smirking

"Just gimme one!" I said still pouting

"One what?" He chuckled

"Kiss" I frowned

He smacked his teeth and pecked my lips making me grab his face

"Bruh chill cause I know what you d-" I cut him off tonguing him down

I sucked on his tongue while licking it with mines

"Kaya" he smiled

"Yes?" I innocently smiled climbing on his lap

I smirked choking him then kissed him again I started grinding in his lap hearing a low grumble in his throat"

"You like that?" He nodded grabbing my hips

"I want you to eat my pussy with no problems you think you can do that?" He nodded licking his lips

"Words papa" I said slowing down

"Yes ma ima eat it with no problems or complications!" He said

"Come on them!" he took me in the bathroom and bent me across the sink and started eating since my ass was already out the gown

He ate me out a few times then we did a few rounds

"Baby!" Malik said barely above a whisper in a raspy ass voice

"Yes?" I massaged his scalp

"Promise me not to do that shit nomo!" He said

"Baby I won't do it anymore next time I'll talk to you or someone!" He nodded

"I love you goodnight" he said

"I love you too goodnight ugly!" I said

3 weeks later...

Malik Na'Jour, 20

"Kaya dawg!" I said watching her stumble to the room laughing high off her ass

"Yes baby?"

"Where da pills dawg I'm not finna keep doing this shit!" I said

"Pills?" She did a Souljaboy face

"Ayeee now watch me hit that hoe!" She started doing the Superman

"How you think yo son would feel about this?"I asked

"Mcht the nigga 2 finna be 3 Damn months!" She said

"Bro go lay down and gts you getting on my nerves!" I said

"No fuck you" she sat on the couch

I chocked her up "Like I said take yo yellow ass in that fucking room and take yo dumb high ass to sleep! Don't make no sense you done threw 3 years of sobriety away for what?" I said getting irritated she rolled her eyes stumbling to the room

"Some fuck ass shit!" I grabbed my keys

I rolled a blunt and started smoking then got into deep thought

I busted out crying I been tryna stay strong and be there everybody else but I'm Fr hurting right now! My girlfriend and babymomma back on pills that shit triggers my ptsd.

But I know she's just hurting and trying to cope even tho it's not the right way to do it it's Ight I'm tryna get her together, my sisters are slipping into a little depression cause my moms death dates coming up

Gigi's thinking of everything that happened with my mom and so is nana but nana miss her unlike Gigi

I'm just tryna be strong and stay there for everybody but I feel like ain't nobody ever here for me

I got a lot of shit on my chest and mind I need to get out but it's all cool ima just hang in there it's gon be ok!

My phone started ringing making me deny it

It rung again making me looking at the caller I'd answer knowing they wasn't finna stop "what Marcus?"

"Don't talk to me like that one!" He said stetting the camera up

"Whatchu want dude?"

"Brother is much better!" He said

"Demarcus ion got time today fuck you want cuz?" I started getting mad

"Well don't be a gloomy guts!" He said trying to hold his laugh

"Why you got a robe on with some pants and a shirt?" I asked he shrugged

"This is me" he said

"Yea you dumb" I said

"Dumb is me!"

"I know"

"What's wrong witcho dumb ass?" He asked me

"Very intelligent sir but nun!" I lied making him do the Conceded face

"Ik you lying we practically brothers my nigga"He said

"We is brothers and I'm just stressed" I said

"About?"

"Kaya junkie ass and my ma death date coming up so everybody jus kinda having flashbacks, I still ain't found my fucking son I'm tryna do a lot of shit at once for the girls but fuck I'm going through shit too!" I said

"I feel you bro can I help out with something maybe kaya and Mico?" He asked

"No youn g- I wanna do it hard head!" He said

"Mcht ig cuz!" I said

"You gon be straight?"

"Yeah" I sighed putting my blunt out

"Yea g" I said

"Ight keep in touch!"

"Ight nigga luv!" I hung up then went in the house

"Baby" I called walking in the room

"Yea?" She said in a low voice

"I'm sorry for how I was talking to you I'm just hella stressed right now" I took my clothes off getting besides her

"I understand I'm a mess right now I'm sorry for everything I do I know I stress you out but I'm trying I just wanna be gone yk?" She said

"Yea I know!" I wrapped my arms around her and started crying onto her chest

"Shit always gotta happen it can't ever be peaceful!" I cried she played with my hair and rubbed my neck

"It's gon all play out in the end I promise ima do better" she said she trying not to cry

"I love the fuck outta you please stop doing dumb shut that shit hurts me!" I said

"I wanna see you do good and nothing but good anything else but good makes me sad!" I pecked her lips a bunch

"I know!" Her tears dropped, I wiped her tears then pulled her in a slow sloppy passionate kiss

"I love you too dookie booty!" She smiled pecking my lips

"Stay!" She told me before we fell asleep

Gianna Dior, 15

"Why you been acting like that?" Givonni asked me

"Never knew I was acting some typa way" I shrugged

He took the pencil out my hand and made me look at him

"Baby sum wrong so what is it?"

"My momma expiration date coming up and it's messing with my ptsd then Kaya's using again do that's ducking with it too, I just been having all types of flashback shit that I never wanna relive" I said and started crying

"Mcht come here" he said

I climbed in his lap and wrapped my arms around him making him do the same

"It's gon be ok Ight?" I nodded my head

"Tell me it's gon be ok!" He said

"It's gon be ok" I said still crying

"You got this you strong!" He rubbed my back

"Say it"

"I got this I'm strong!"

"Say it like you mean it"

"I got this I'm strong!" I sniffled

"You what?"

"Strong!"

"And you got what?"

"This!"

"Ight I gotchu ma stop keeping shit to yourself when you know I'm here and I'm gon help you no matter what!" He said

"Thank you" he wiped my tears

"Mhm give me a kiss" he said making me peck his lips

"I love you" I said

"I love you too!"

Just like that we went to sleep

Nakaya Remí, 19

One month later...

"What's wrong witchu?" I asked Malik as my high kicked in

"You" he said

"What I do?" I pouted

"Bro we need a break or something!" Malik said

"Break?" I did the Souljaboy face laughing

"Boy stop playing we ain't taking no damn break!" I said

"Kaya I'm so serious"

"Why did I do something?"

"My mental ain't right right now and a relationship ain't gon help!"

"Stop playing" I said wrapping my arms around him

"Your my person we can't take no break!"

"Bro I'm in love with somebody else!" He said looking at a wall

"What? Who?" I sat up looking at him

"Amelia" he said

"Malik look at me!" I said

"You can have the house do whatever you want with it but this ain't gon work!" He pointed between us

"What did I do? I need you you can't just leave!" I cried

(Finna make me cry!🥺)

"Nakaya we can't be together I'm no good for you your no good for me!" He said grabbing my face

"Ima forever love you we got kids even tho one of them didn't make it and the other is missing!" He said

"Please just take care of yourself for me ima always be here if you need somebody!"

"Babyyyy" I started sobbing

"Malik*" he corrected

"No" I said looking at him feeling a big pain in my heart

"Your my person Malik like why am I not enough for you anymore?" I asked

"I don't know" he shrugged

"You said we was gon be forever you said we was in this till death Malik what happened to that you said we was gon get married and you lied if you knew it wasn't true why lie why get my hopes up then leave like everyone else?" I sniffled

"Everything ain't forever Nakaya!"

"Stop calling me that" I frowned

"I know everything ain't forever but you said we are! I thought I was the love of you life yo fucking soulmate you sold me lies I've done nothing but tried to be the best girlfriend I can! I can't believe I allowed myself to love you knowing you were gon hurt me, like are you gay you don't like females? Cause all you do is hurt them get the fuck out my face bro!" I started pushing him out the room

"I fucking hate you you opened me up out my shell and build me up just to break me! I would've still not have been in a relationship if it wasn't for you I swear I never wanna see yo face again ion want you in my presence you make me fucking sick!" I started hitting him

"You just sat there and lied for no reason!" I pushed him out the door then locked it

I grabbed his keys and threw them at his head wiping my tears

"Your one sick fuck!" I slammed the door

"Kaya" Gigi came out her room

"What happened?"

"Ask yo dumbass brother!" I started crying more

"What's going on come on talk to me!" She pulled me to the couch and sat us down

"He don't love me nomore" I cried

"Why you say that?"

"He said we're not good for each other and he loves Amelia like everything he said to me was a lie and he left when I needed him most but it's Ight ima be Ight I guess!" I wiped my tears standing up as more fell down

I went in the room and took three xans

"Should kill myself since we all breaking promises!" I said grabbing a razor blade

I started making deep cuts but not too deep cause I know I'm not even gon die if I try to do that as always

I rolled up a blunt then got in the shower and just cried

"Why me tho" I cried

"He said he love me" I cried harder

My phone started ringing making me put it on do not disturb

"Bitch I know you hear me calling yo phone and knocking on yo do- what's wrong?" Leyah came in the room and sat down

"He broke up with me" my lip quivered

"Bestfriend y'all ain't got shit to e- you ok?" I shook my head no

"What's wrong?" He mouthed to Leyah

"Yo dumbass brother broke up with her!" She said

"Awww bestie you wanna beat him up?" I nodded

"Bet we can right now!"

"No not right now" I said as he rubbed my back and Leyah played with my hair

"Why he break up with you?"

"'I'm no good for him he's no good for me and he loves 'Amelia!'" I rolled my eyes

"I gave that nigga my whole heart!" I cried

Malik Na'Jour, 20

I wiped my tears pulling my car in park

I didn't want to break up with Kaya but I'm no good for her, I feel like I make her worse and right now I'm hella down she not really helping

But Amelia was a lie I had to say something tho she wouldn't let me leave her

That's the love of my life and my soulmate forever but right now I feel like we both gotta figure some shit out on our own

Even if it hurts us

I knocked on the door "Waddup bruh" dee opened the door

"Wassup!" I said lowly sniffling

"What happened?" I told him everything

"Mcht I can't be mad at you but that's my cousin I know you hurt her when you did that!" Dee said

"I know that's what hurt me the most I love that girl with everything in me I never wanted to hurt her" I sniffled

"Well bro you can crash here if you need!" He said standing up

"Preciate it!" I said going in one of his guest room

I laid on the bed and just cried

Life so boring without her!

Nakaya Remí, 19

A few weeks later...

"What?" I looked at Malik

"I came to get the girls!" He said lowly

"Y'all brother here!" I yelled going into my room

"Kaya"

"Leave me alone bro!" I said

"You mad at me?"

"No I'm just disappointed in myself!"

"What that mean?"

"What ever you think it do bye!" I grabbed my keys

"Where you finna go?"

"To see my g- ion gotta tell you shit actually!" I said

"The new nigga I'm fucking strokes is better than yours!" I started walking off

He choked me against the wall

"Chill out!" He said

"Girl yo dirty ass hand off me they probably been inside lord knows what I'm single I can fuck and suck whoever I please whenever I please wherever I please I'm a grown ass woman!"

"So you just gave my pussy away?"

"This stoped being yours the day you fell in love with that other bitch!" I laughed

"Ight bet!" He evilly chuckled

"I love y'all see y'all later!" I hugged and kissed the girls before leaving

"UGHHHHHH FUCK!" I yelled hitting my steering wheel

I pulled a pill bottle out and took two pills

"I love being high bitch don't feel a thing" I chuckled pulling off

I drove to my grandmas house and then knocked on the door

We've gotten closer I guess you could say

"Hey" I smiled walking in the house

She looked at me weirdly not saying anything

"Mani here?"

"In her room!" She went into the kitchen still looking at me

I went upstairs and fell up the stairs

"Ah shit!" I mumbled crawling up the stairs

"SISTAAAAA!" I busted in her room falling on the floor

"You been on my mindddddd!" I sung rolling around on the floor

"Girl getcho ass up!" She helped me on her bed

"I'm high as a bitch!" I laughed

"Hey bestfriend!" I squealed hugging Ronaé

"Hey funky butt" she hugged me back laughing

"You need to stop doing that shit!" Mani looked at me

"What shit?" I laughed

"I don't do shit ion even think that's possible!" I said still laughing

"Ahh I crack myself up!" I said wiping my imaginary tears

"Nah but what's the move tonight I'm not staying in the house!" I said sitting up

"Whatchu tryna do?" Mani asked

"I'm on whatever y'all on" I shrugged

"You Tryna go to a party?"

"Hell yea brother!" I said

"Bet!" They said

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