FANFIC PART 110;
ASTON'S POV;
I've been at work since six o'clock this morning and I'm still here now at six o'clock!
[Aston, I miss you:( Jxx]
[I miss you too baby:( Axx]
[Ellie-May's been a little shit!haha Jxx]
[Take it she played with Amelia?Axx]
[Yeah, she came home and I asked her if she had played with her and she said 'my old her my an lay ith melia ummy addy aid my an' haha!Jxx]
[Haha, what's she doing now?Axx]
[She is bathed and pyjamas on, snuggled up with her teddy on the sofa watching bedtime hour...Jxx]
[Aww:) picture?, and what's my baby doing then?:)Axx]
[*picture* and she's tidying!:( Jxx]
[Aww, could be worse babe Axx]
[That's true!, any idea how long you're gunna be?:( Jxx]
[Not much longer baby, can't wait to get home have a shower and get snuggled with you:) Axx]
[Me too!Jxx]
It was about ten minutes later when my phone rang. *Nicola*
(M-Me, N-Nicola)
M- alright Nic?
N- erm...
M- what? What's up? Why are you crying?
N- I can't get hold of Jess
M- Jess is fine, I've just been speaking to her
N- its not Jess, its my mum
M- what's happened?
N- heart attack
M- oh my god, is she alright?
N- the doctors won't really tell me anything, I mean, she's stable but they aren't saying anything, help me Aston what am I gunna do?
M- are you at the hospital now?
N- have been all day
M- okay, I will go get Jess and come straight down
N- thank you Ast
M- no problem, keep me updated
N- will do, bye love
M- bye
"What was that about?" JB asked "Jess' Nanna" I said, I didn't really know what to say, she was the one that told us to audition, told us to go for it, I probably wouldn't be where I am now if it wasn't for her. "What about her?" Marvin asked "ermm..." "Ast, you alright bruv?" Oritsé asked "erm.. Yeah, look mate, gotta get off, seya later man" I said as I grabbed my jacket and made my way home. When I got home Jess was washing up. "Gunna take Ellie-May to my mums, we erm.. We need to talk" "why? What's up?" "I will tell you when I get back, be five minutes" I said as I grabbed Ellie-May and took her to my mums.
NORMAL POV;
That five minutes were the longest five minutes of my life. Normally he gives me a cuddle or a kiss when he gets home. But he just picked Ellie-May up and off he went. My heart was pounding ten to the dozen. Was he going to break up with me? I hope not! I found myself crying at the thought. I sat on the arm of the sofa, my head in my hands trying my hardest to stop myself from crying. "I'm back" Aston said quietly "Ast,what is it?" "Baby I'm sorry" he was, he was doing it, he's finishing our relationship. "Ast please don't" I cried as he looked at me confused "do what?" "Don't leave me.." I whimpered "what? Babe, come here" he said as he stood me up and cuddled me "I'm not leaving you, I promise, but erm.." "What?" "Its your nanna" my face dropped "what about her?" I gulped "she's..she's..shes-" "SPIT IT OUT ASTON!!" I shouted not been able to take the tension anymore "she's had a..had a..heart attack" he said. I dropped to my knees and cried hard. This can't be happening! "NO! NO! NO! NO!" I cried "babe babe babe, she's stable, she's stable, we can go see her" Aston said as he got on the floor and pulled me up so I was looking at him. "She's..she's..she's had a heart attack" I whimpered "I know baby, I know" Aston said as he cuddled me even more "what if..." I started but couldn't carry on so I just sat there and cried before I finally spoke "what if...she dies" I whispered "I don't know baby" Aston said as a tear rolled down his cheek "why you crying?" I asked before realising that must have sounded awful "I'm sorry, didn't mean for it to sound like that" "no no, its okay, just well she was the one that persuaded me to audition and stuff, wouldn't be here if it wasn't for her" "hmmm, can we go see her?" "Course we can, come on baby" Aston said as he stood me up and give me a hug "why didn't you answer your phone?" "Its dead.." "Oh okay" he said before walking us out to his car before we made our way to the hospital.
...
I looked through the window. Her fragile little body laid there with all these wires coming off her. "I can't do it Aston" I said quietly. "Babe you need to" he said as he wrapped arms around you from behind. "I can't, look at her Ast, just look at her. Never in my whole life have I seen her like that, she looks so weak, she looks like she's fighting to stay awake, she's gunna die" "she's not, she needs you to help her get better. She loves you like crazy, you and her are so close. If she does need to go then there's nothing we can do, but if you don't go see her before she goes, you will be gutted" "can I..can I" "can you what?" "Tell her about the baby?" I asked "baby look at me," Aston said as I looked up at him "course you can, I'm sorry" he said as he rested his forehead on mine before we shared a kiss. "I love you" I whispered, he smiled before replying "I love you too, so fucking much" "I don't want her to go Ast" "that's not up to us baby" "why is it always to good people?" "I don't know, if I knew that Lisa wouldn't have gone either" he said looking down "lifes so unfair" I said as I wiped my eyes. "Things have to get worse before they get better" Aston said as he took my hand in his "no tears" he said before we pushed the door open and went in. We walked over to the bed in which my nanna was laid. "Now you too are here, is it okay if I go home and sort the kids and then I will come back?" "Yeah sure" Aston said as his arm went around my waist. My mum stood up and went as me and Aston stood there at the end of her bed watching her sleep. I felt myself begin to shake as the tears began to form. "Hey, shhhh" Aston said as he wrapped his arms around me "I don't like it Ast, she doesn't like hospitals, she doesn't like not doing anything all day, she won't like this" I cried "but this is what she needs so she can get better, come on, come sit down" he said quietly whilst I just shook my head. He went and sat on the chair that was next to her bed. "Come on" he said as he took hold of my hand. I walked slowly towards him. He pulled me onto his knee. "Sit with her baby, she needs you" he whispered into my ear as I took hold of her hand. She began to wake up. "Jess?" She asked "Nanna" I sighed with relief before giving her a hug and letting my tears fall. "Have they told you?" She asked almost close to a whisper "told me what?" I asked "I'm on life support...they are more than likely to turn it off" I registered her words before I cried harder than ever. This is the first time I've ever lost someone so close to me. "Where's Ellie-May?" She asked "with Aston's mum" "will you bring her?" "Another day," I smiled ",there's no rush" I finished "babe, they're...turning..it off..tonight" she said "NO! They can't NO! I won't let them!! Nanna please I need you" "you don't babe...you have Ast, he's amazing, don't let him go again" she said as she smiled at me. "Nanna-" "I won't let her go, don't you worry about that, I will take good care of her for the rest of her life" Aston said as he ran his fingers through my hair as my Nanna smiled at us "good because when I'm gone-" "nanna! No!, your not going anywhere but home" I cried "nanna, you can't...you can't go" I cried.
ASTON'S POV;
This is heartbreaking. Jess is sat on my knee heartbroken, begging her Nanna not leave her. "Nanna please, I'm begging you, don't leave us" she cried "now..now..Jess..now is my..time..I..can feel it" "nanna no" Jess cried as she squeezed her nanna's hand" "Ast?" "Yeah?" "Take..good..care of her..don't hurt..her..again" "I won't, my promise to you, I won't hurt her I swear" "look after her when...I'm gone" "I will, promise" "Jess...babygirl...let Ast..look..after you" "no! You're not going!, not now if you need to go today, then atleast wait until they turn your life support off!" "Babe..I'm sorry" "no nanna please! You can't go! I'm.. I'm pregnant!" Jess blurted out "aww babe..congratulations both..of you..you are..amazing parents..you do..a great job" "thank you" I smiled "come here..both of you" she said as we both stood up and gave her a hug. "I love you..both of you" "we love you too" we both said. She placed her hand on Jess' stomach "and you...be good...for mummy..and daddy..when you..come" "he or she will" Jess said as tears rolled down her face. A few tears escaped my eyes. "I just want to say thank you, thank you so so much, from me and the boys, if you hadn't have encouraged, we wouldn't be here,so thank you" "no..problem..just..one thing..JLS..at..my..funeral" "your wish is our command" I smiled as she smiled back. "Nanna, please don't go, please don't leave me" Jess cried "my beautiful..grandaughter..you're so..so..so..strong..after...everything....you've been..through..nothing..nothing...can hold you..down..I love you..never..for..get..that" "nanna!" Jess said and got no reply. "Nanna" Jess said again "nanna!...nanna!...nanna!" Jess said as she shook her "no no no no no no no! Nanna! Oh my god! Aston help!" She cried "baby, baby, baby, come here" I said as I pulled her into me. "She's gone...she's..she's..she's actually..gone" Jess cried into my chest "she's in a better place now baby" "she can't have gone, she just can't" "babe-" "nanna please...wake up, please just wake up" Jess cried as she pulled out of my grip and hugged her nanna. My baby was heartbroken and nothing I could do was helping her calm down. "Nanna..please,please don't leave me" she was gone.