"Ohhhhhh, come on babe. I'm so closeeeeee." he said while panting.
In and out.
In and out.
His hands are all over my body as his mouth is busy kissing my neck.
His chest starts to heave as he struggled to control his breathing. Our bed is creaking.
She just looked sideways and waited for him to finish.
Alam ko naman na madali siyang labasan. Ilang sandali pa at naramdaman ko na ito.
Nanginginig na ang laman niya at halos dumugo na ang leeg ko sa mga kagat niya. Gonna wear long neck or scarves tomorrow.
I gripped the bedsheets and closed my eyes. I saw a figure. Damned it.
I opened my eyes again.
"Please, not this time." sabi ng isip ko.
After another long thrust, he collapsed on top of me like a rag. Nagsanib na naman ang aming katawan. We are both sweaty kahit na sobrang lakas ng aircon dito. Ang bigat niya pero hindi ako gumalaw. Nanatili kami sa ganoong posisyon ng ilang minuto.
He is trying to catch his breath. I wrapped my arms around his back, waiting for him to come down from euphoria. I can feel our wetness, it's all over my thighs.
"You're so good, I love you babe." he whispered as he gave me a peck on the lips.
Good? I didn't even do anything.
He rubbed his genitals to mine before pulling it out.
"So full." he triumphantly whispered.
Slowly, he rolled into his left side. Tumayo na ito at dumiretso sa banyo na nasa loob ng aming kuarto.
Para akong nabunutan ng tinik sa pagkawala niya sa aking ibabaw.
Don't get me wrong, I love him. Pero hindi ko magawang banggitin ito kanina. I should have replied to him when he told me that he loves me. He deserves so much more from me.
Kung may isang tao na dapat bigyan ko ng halaga at pagmamahal ay siya yun. I hope he is not paying too much attention sa pananahimik ko. Baka makahalata na naman, hindi kaya?
Sawa na rin ako sa mga confrontation namin. Hangga't maaari ay iniiwasan kong usisain na naman niya ako at mapunta sa hindi pagkakaunawaan ang usapan namin.
But up to when?
After a while ay bumalik na siya at tumabi sa akin sa kama. Mapusyaw ang ilaw na nanggagaling sa lampshade kaya hindi masyadong kita ang mukha niya.
"You okay babe?" he asked while touching my face.
Sobrang lamig ng kamay niya kaya napapitlag ako. He thought otherwise so he withdrew his hand.
"Yes babe." mahinang sagot ko.
He released a sigh. Hinila niya ang kumot at umayos na siya ng higa.
"I'll go and clean up." I added.
Marahan akong bumangon at naglakad papunta sa banyo. Wala na akong narinig pa mula sa kanya.
I immediately went to the shower stall. Pinihit ko ito sa warm at mabilis na itinapat ang aking hubad na katawan sa umaagos na tubig. Mabilis akong nagsabon at nagbanlaw.
I grabbed the towel from the rack and dried myself sa harap ng salamin. My face is flushed. Nag enjoy naman ako sa lovemaking namin kanina pero parang may kulang.
I closed my eyes and let my mind wander. I don't know how long I was there.
Nagmulat lang ako when I felt cold all of a sudden. Huh, pumapasok na ang lamig ng aircon sa banyo. Nawala na rin yung steam sa salamin. Nakatapis akong lumabas ng banyo.
Hinanap at dinampot ko sa sahig ang aking nightie at panty na itinapon lang kung saan. Agad ko itong isinuot at muling bumalik sa banyo para ibalik doon ang towel na ginamit ko.
Maingat akong humiga ng kama sabay hila ng comforter na nasa dako niya. Nahirapan pa ako dahil nadaganan niya na ito.
"Good night, babe." sabi ko.
He didn't reply nor move. Inangat ko ang aking mukha para tignan siya. He is sleeping already. Hay, tinulugan na naman ako. Hindi man lang nakapaghintay para mag good night.
Dati naman hindi siya ganyan. Nag iiba ba talaga ang isang tao kapag matagal na kayong magkasama?
O dahil dala na rin sa masyado na kayong kampante sa isa't isa? Kaya yung way ng pakikitungo ninyo ay nagbabago na rin. Like you just treat each other differently.
But it was only a year and a half, how can a person change that fast?
"I love you too, babe." anas ko habang marahan akong humarap sa kanya.
Nakatagilid akong nakatingin sa kanya. I placed my right arm around him. Naramdaman niya yata ito kasi gumalaw siya. He slowly turned his back on me.
Seryoso? Akala ko tulog na siya.
Inalis ko na lang ang aking kamay na naipit ng braso niya dahil hindi kumportable sa amin parehas ang posisyon na ganito.
Makaraan ang ilang sandali ay narinig ko na ang kanyang hilik. Mahina sa umpisa pero palakas ng palakas. Napabuntung hininga na lang ako habang nakatingin sa kisame.
Kung kanina lang ay inaantok na ako, ngayon naman ay gising na gising ang aking diwa. Nights like this is not unusual. I sometimes stay awake until late at night or early dawn.
Tumingin uli ako sa dako niya. He is not snoring as loud now. Nakuha niya na ang lalim ng tulog.
I don't have an idea if he notices my nightly routine though. I am just aware that he always goes to deep sleep as soon as his back hits the bed. Kaya hindi niya alam na lumalabas ako ng kuarto pag hindi makatulog.
Tapos makikita ko na lang siya na nag aagahan when I wake up in the morning.
My husband. He is a busy man.
Marami siyang responsibilidad. Sa kanyang napiling trabaho. Sa mga negosyo which we both owned and managed. Idagdag mo pa ang sangkaterbang hobbies niya.
He is into several sports and outdoor activities. He needs it naman sa klase ng trabaho niya. It's just understandable that he has no enough energy most of the time.
About me naman, I like going out but more on nature ang hilig ko. I usually go to far-flung areas, places that are a great distance away from the metropolis, just to relax and unwind.
I was about to get up when he stirred. He slowly faced me and put his left arm around my waist.
"Let's go to sleep na, babe. Good night." he mumbled.
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07/17/2021
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