I couldn't stop myself from crying and I was really debating on if I should go get my box filled with things I shouldn't have. It was under my bed and Alex was there what if he heard me? I guess its none of his business. I walked out the bathroom still kinda crying and I saw him on his phone. He quickly looked at me
A - what's wrong
Y - shit
I was about to go back into the bathroom but he grabbed me Bentley by my arm and I was mad right now
Y - LET ME GO ALEX!
He let me go real quick and he looked surprised so was I
Y - I-I'm s-s-sorry
I ran back into the bathroom crying and locked the door. I decided I should change into something more comfortable so I changed into this⬇⬇⬇
(No shoes and its a plain black spaghetti strap shirt instead) I re did my bun but I didn't want to get out yet since I knew Alex was gonna ask me about it. I wanted to just leave by myself but I dont have my fucking car keys. I brushed my teeth and washed my face then got out of the bathroom. Alex was laying on my bed
A - hey
Y - hey
I didn't feel like talking so I grabbed my phone. I could still hear the boys arguing which I hated because I didn't want them to hurt each other
Y - *sniffles* umm do you want to go o-on a walk
A - sure
Y - *nods*
I tried taking deep breathes because I was still sniffling from crying but I just couldn't stop. Kawaii came up to me
Y - *sniffles* my little b-baby come on
I put on my slides while alex put on his shoes
Y - ready?
A - yeah
Y - ok
I didn't want to open the door because I knew it would get louder but it would only be for a bit. I opened the door and I started walking to the stairs making the yelling louder. Alex put his arm around me then we walked downstairs. I grabbed kawaii's leash and put it on then we left. We started walking down the hill
Y - do you w-want to go to the p-park?
A - yeah why not
I was trying to take deep breathes so that I would stop and it kinda helped
A - are you ok
Y - *shakes head* no but I dont want to talk about it right n-now
A - ok just as long as your not hurt
Y - I'm not
A - what do you want to talk about
Y - the plan for the school dance
A - simple I just come pick you up and take you
Y - ok b-but at what time
A - well the plan was to take pictures before so if it starts at 9 I can probably pick you up at 8 unless you want me to go earlier
Y - no its perfect
A - ok
Y - what are you gonna wear
A - a blue shirt and black jeans with my white air forces
Y - you should show me it so I can get a dress that would match
A - alright you can come to my house tomorrow
Y - *laughs* ok
A - we should take a road trip too
Y - where are we gonna go
A - we can go to fucking Vegas
Y - sure I guess
A - or we can drive to Los Angeles its like 6 hours tho
Y - I'm fine with road trips *sniffles*
A - bet we can go and it will just be us
Y - *smiles* ok but it has to be sometime this weekend
A - how about you stay over at my house Friday then Saturday morning we can leave and come back that night
Y - I dont know what if the girls want to sleepover
A - come on you can sleep over with them later
Y - ok fine
A - when are your parents going on another trip
Y - they leave like twice a month
A - damn we are gonna be spending a lot of time together then
Y - yup
He took his arm off of me then grabbed his hand and started swinging our arms
A - I'm excited
Y - me too
A - I doubt any boy has ever taken you on a trip like this
Y - *giggles* nope just you
We made it to the park and sat down on the benches
A - do you ever come out here alone
Y -I used to
A - that's dangerous
Y - *shrugs* I didn't really care about those stuff back then
A - what do you mean
Y - uh well I used to go through things with my family which made me feel a certain type of way and put my self in danger
A - like hurt yourself?
Y - yeah
A - do you still do it
Y - I think about it sometimes but kawaii stops me because then who's gonna take care of her
A - what about when your with me
Y h I dont when I'm with you either because I always feel happy like everything is ok
A - that's because it is
He hugged me
A - as long as I'm here I would never let anything happen to you
Y - *nods* thank you Alex
A - of course
We were at the park for awhile until we got bored and decided to start walking back
A - so do you still have your stuff like that you used
Y - yeah I can show you but Alex you have to promise not to tell because not even the girls know about this
A - I promise I won't tell
Y - good
A - does your family know
Y - yeah my mom sent me to therapy because she thought I was going crazy also because she didn't want to deal with me
A - that's fucked up
Y - mhm
We got to the house and went inside but the yelling was still going. I let kawaii free and pulled Alex upstairs to my room
A - how long do they do this for
Y - well I usually let them fight it out until I know there gonna kill each other so I have to do something but they will be fine right now
A - ok
I put music on my TV then locked the door
Y - ok sit down
He sat on my bed while I pulled the box out from under. I put it on the bed then sat down across from him
Y - ok
TBC😕😕😕😕
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