*DEATH'S POV*
My heart is breaking... It was breaking into pieces as I regret everything while watching briar's sleeping...
She's already stable and looking fine, but Hindi yun Ang sumisira sa puso ko, I'm happy seeing her already ok like this but the pictures I'm holding is Killing me slowly as I imagine some situation it treasures
Yes I'm holding some of her pictures Ng Hindi pa sya naooperahan, Ezra give it to me since I have the right too, but I regret accepting it... it's making my heart ache and it pained me very much
Ang laki Ng ipinayat nya sa picture and she's so pale like na Wala nang dugong dumadaloy sa katawan nya and I bet she's also so cold, marami ring tubo Ang nakakabit sa may upper Tommy and heart nya, then some big bandages around her head... Aside from that only a machine is supporting her to stay alive
I'm blaming myself for this, dahil sa akin na ranasan nya ang mga ganitong bagay, she must been having a hard time to deal with it and I already wanted to kill myself for doing all of this to her
She must have wanted to give up and I wouldn't be surprised if she did, and Ezra was right I'm not very deserving for her... She's too precious to be mine
Damn! I'm regretting everything I've done... And it makes me think and wonder about my every decision and move I made back then...
I mean, what if I fight along side with her while facing Brittany? What if I didn't push her away from me just because of her safety? What if I didn't become that afraid to lose her and let her stays with me? What if I made my decision differently? What if I didn't become a fool and coward that time three years ago back then when I still have her?
Pano Kung Hindi ko sya hinayaang umalis nuon and Fallows her? What if I didn't make things so complicated and hurt her badly with out me explaining? Kung sinabi ko ba Ang lahat and clear myself to her ay magiging ganito parin Ang kalalabasan? Is she going to stay?
Iba Kaya Ang kalalabasan Ng lahat kung iba din Ang naging decision ko back then? Or it will also turns out like this? Mararanasan ba ni briar Ang ganitong suffering in my hands if I chooses her to stay with me? Hindi ba Mangyayari Ang lahat Ng to just because I let my pride eat me? that it's better she's away from me so she'll be safe??
Back then I know to myself na Ang lahat Ng ginagawa ko ay para sa ikabubuti nya, I didn't have doubts cause I know it's better that way, but just remembering it now And looking at briar makes me feel guilty na ginawa ko Ang mga decision nayun
I'm already doubting myself and couldn't find the 'me' back then while doing that decisions three years ago...
I was confused. Ang dami Kong mga tanong sa lahat Ng ginawa ko, my thoughts was full of doubts and it frustrates me, I didn't know that after everything I did so far that it will turn out like this
And I can't seems to find myself cause I'm too ashamed for doing this to my girl... I let her suffer alone, Wala ako sa mga oras na kailangan na kailangan nya ako and it's making my emotions Worst
I know my goal was clear before na ilayo ko si Briar sa akin cause that's much better than na madamay pa sya sa lahat Ng gulo sa buhay ko, I choose to push her away and pained her para lumayo sya sa akin even though we're both breaking Inside, I'm also against it but my mind is too preoccupied about her safety and that's the only way that comes in my mind
I forgot to fight for us and I insist to push her away...I chooses to hurt her and it ruined us both...it was painful and I'm on fault...
Gusto Kung mag Wala at sumigaw just to ease this pain in my chest but I couldn't open my mouth and move to do so... I was so dumbfounded and spacing out
I thought I made the right decision but it turns out not and make us worst...
*FLASH BACK*
(A/N : Ito Yung part na umalis si death to meet up Mathew Nung asa Isla sila ni briar)
When the chopper landed in my yatch ay agad na bumungad sa akin si mathew, his looking so serious and I can clearly read to his facial expression that his not happy at all, his angry and I already know why
"Where is she?" I blankly ask but full of authority as I totally walk inside the yatch
"At the mansion, she's waiting there" he responded, mas naging seryoso naman ang expression ko dun
F*ck? At the mansion? Why is she there already!? And who the hell let her in?
" Hindi ko Alam Kung paano sya nakapasok sa mansion but I did made sure na may nag babantay sa kanya" Mathew said out of nowhere, malamang Nakita nito Ang naging reaction ko
"Good, it's not the time for her to know about Briar's existence, she has nothing to do with it, but I know she'll ruin me and briar when she finds out" I said then glance at him but I can sense that he doesn't trust me with this
"Death what is your plan? Or do you really have a plan? Cause I'm telling you you'll lose everything pag nag kamali ka, I warned you about Briar, mapapahamak sya but you didn't listen, just don't blame me for this" he argue, then sighed in frustration
"No one is touching briar because I'll kill them first Mathew" I hissed back but he just laugh at me sarcastically
"Well i hope so Death, I really hope so" he said then tumalikod na sa akin, I heard him commanded some of my men to take us back to the mansion so not that very long ay naramdaman ko nang umaandar Ang yate
I just sighed...
Damnit! Why it should to be now? Dapat talaga ay Hindi ko na binuhay pa Ang babae nayun... She's b*llshit!
But I can't kill her either, I mean just yet... She has something that i badly need and I'll be getting it this time before I dispatch her... Tsk!
The ride take us 30 minutes before totally na marating namin Ang mansion, naka full speed and yatch Kaya Hindi ganun katagal ang tinagal Naman para makabalik
And f*ck I'm so excited to finish this off and buried Brittany's dead body 30 feet below the ground
"Mathew monitor the time I need to be back before sunrise" I inform Mathew habang sabay kaming nag lalakad papasok Ng mansion
"Copy, but please end your business with Brittany already... She spell bad news" he responded back, I just nodded then we separated our selves, me going to meet Brittany, him going to his own work...
Ng marating ko Ang sala ay agad na nahagip Ng Mata ko Ang isang babaeng nakatayo sa harap Ng isang picture frame, which is me and Vhrandish....
"This thing always hurt my eyes darling... Why not dispatch it already?" She said, her voice was so soft that it can fool the whole world, but f*ck! she's a devil's daughter...
Kung madali nyang naluko at napaikot Ang lahat then be it But hell...not me... Never...
Tsk... Don't worry I will really dispatch you soon enough...
"Don't joke around darling... That is you... Why would you hate our picture?" I meaningfully said but soft as her voice... But my expression tell the opposite though
"Oh! Well... I don't totally hate it, I just thought na maybe it's time for us to change it... Don't you think? " She explained then marahang humarap sa akin... Smiling. but it gives me the very disgusting impact
I greeted my teeth... Dinudumihan nya ang pangalan ng asawa ko... Tsk! You can't fool me! Try harder bitch!
"Haha why are you still standing there? Why not give me a hug? Subrang miss na kita all over the years... Darling" she Mockingly smirk, already showing her true colors
I chuckled
"Why just hug? Don't you want to marry one of my bullets... Darling?" I parroted the way she sounds but threatened her in my own words, but as expected her smile just become wider
How I wish to rip her face off already...
" My my... What a harsh thing to say to your wife darling, are you already having a mistress to fall out of love with me?..." She said then acted like she's hurt, then marahang sinulyapan Ang room ni briar na pwedeng matanaw mula dto sa Sala
And that hits me... I don't have time to play around with her, and she can't know about Briar's where abouts and so on, I can't let her hurt my briar this time....
I face her seriously then eyed her deadly with a sharp glare
"What do you want Brittany? What broughts you back here? I thought I warned you enough for you not to come back cause it will cause your life..." I stated and ask, ngumisi Naman ito
"why are you in a hurry? Sinira mo Ang moment natin as husband and wife, I'm hurt huh!" She playfully said but I just stare at her blankly saying that I'm not interested to play around Kaya d nag tagal ay naging seryoso narin ito
"I heard you have a new girl is that true?" She asked then umupo sa sofa'ng andito even though i didn't tell her
"I don't have time for other girls... And who ever tell's you that is dead already because of the lies his spreading" I calmly answered not letting my self to be that defensive, I need to control my temper either so she wouldn't know that I'm lying to her
I saw how her eyebrows went up but I didn't react and maintained my poker face expression, not letting her to see through me... Knowing her she's dumb which makes my work easier
"Hhmmmm.... I hope your telling the truth Death, but anyway you already know why I'm here and I'll be making a deal..." She said, ako Naman Ang tumaas Ang kilay
"And what is it? I'm telling you don't waste my time for your sh*ts" I coldly warned
" It's not about my sh*ts it's about the last will of my father... I mean yes, My father as Vhrandish... Isn't he such a loving dad?" Tawang Sabi nito, naikuyum ko Lang Naman Ang mga kamao ko dun
" He is my dad, and what ever you did to him that makes him agree on having my money under your name is a b*llshit... You did your part very well to manipulate him like that" I angrily hissed, pumalakpak Naman ito dun na para bang nawiwili sa nangyayari, I just gritted my teeth
And yes... Lahat Ng ari arian ko ay nakapangalan sa kanya as of now dahil iyun Ang nakalagay sa last will Ng papa, sakanya ipinangalan Ang lahat even my own businessess na pinag hirapan ko
I don't know how that happens but knowing my dad mahigpit Ang seguridad nya sa ginawang testimony and I couldn't just changed it to my name
Ang Alam Ng lahat ay asawa ko sya Kaya Hindi against Ang family ko sa ganitong set ups, they thought we love each other so much na Wala na kaming pake sa Kung gaano pang kalaking pera at yaman Ang nakapaloob sa testimony ni dad
And yes I truly love Vhrandish, but not this bitch na nakayang paikutin Ang lahat, and f*ck I couldn't do anything about to change that fact
At first Brittany isn't aware na sa kanya nakapangalan---I mean Kay Vhrandish nakapangalan Ang lahat, na ginagamit nyang katauhan as of now, ako Lang Ang nakakaalam and didn't plan to tell her because she's not my real wife, but in some reason ay nalaman nya Yun at eto sya ngayun malakas Ang loob na mag pakita sa akin... Tsk!
This is the main reason why I couldn't kill her yet, I need to get what's mine first... Pagnakuha ko na Ang akin I'll shut her up, then me and briar can already move on with our life
But my problem is I know I couldn't f*cking do it that easily... She know how to play games and I know it's just about to start...
"Well what can I say... I'm much better than your wife... I'm much better than myself itself" she said, napantig Ang tenga ko dun and its too late to stop my self from getting my gun and pointed it to her head
"You don't have the f*cking right to say that to my wife! You are not Vhrandish! And you are far from becoming her! She's not a disgusting monster like you!" I growls at her
How dare her said such things! She isn't my wife! She might be using my wife's face but she isn't going to be her kahit mag gunaw pa Ang mundo!
Kita ko Ang galit sa Mata nya but ngumisi Lang ito, she isn't afraid, f*ck how I love to erase that smile of hers..
"Go on death... Iputok mo... I am not afraid... Pag pinatay mo ako Kailan man ay Hindi mo makukuha Ang sayo... And besides you love killing me... You love killing this face of mine... You let her die because your stupid... And now your going to kill her again... Isn't amazing? " She mocked over me, then diniin pa Ang ulo nya sa dulo Ng baril ko, lumalim Naman Ang pag hinga ko dahil duon at humigpit Ang kapit sa aking baril
F*ck her...
I close my eyes shut then gritted my teeth again just to calm myself, not that much long ay inilihis ko Ang aking baril at hinayaang paliguan Ng bala Ang vase sa likod nya
I saw how her eyes reflect with fear and that makes me smirk... She's still weak...
"What's the deal" I stated then give her my coldest and so uninterested stare but sharp and scary enough to scare her off, and it's effective cause I saw how she gulp down
You better be bitch... Because after this your dead...
"I'll let you have your money... In exchange you'll be marrying me again as your wife, treat me good, better, and love me as your real wife... What do you say? Sa tingin ko Naman subrang patas na Yun sa side mo..? " She offers as she smirk
Tsk! Obsession...
"Deal." I seriously responded not even thinking twice... She smiled widely then hugged me
I know my decision will separate me and briar but it's just for the mean time while doing my plan, after this I'll just get her back
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"DEATH!!! Have You lost your mind!!? How can your agree with that deal!!! How about briar!!? Pano pag nalaman nya to? Huh!? Masasaktan sya!!" Mathew screams out, his angry again, pabalik na kami sa Isla and it's almost morning
"She doesn't have to know" i shortly said, Nakita ko Naman itong napasabunot sa buhok nya
"So your going to keep lying to her? Alam mong malalaman at nalalaman nya Rin to!" He screamed out again
"Then the earlier she knows, The better" I responded not paying him my full attention
"What!!?? Anong ibig mong sabihin? Naguguluhan na talaga ako sayo Death, can you at least explain to me what's happening!!?? Akala ko ba yayain mo nang maging girlfriend si briar ngayun? Kaya nga ako nag ayos ng lugar dba?? Tapos ngayun gusto mong malaman nya na may asawa ka na? Nasiaraan ka na ba Ng bait!!? " D makapaniwalang bulalas nito, tuluyan ko na namang naisara Ang laptop ko
I'm being annoyed with him
"Yes that's true, I wanted her to be my girlfriend because I love her, that's my original plan... But I need to adjust it a little because Brittany suddenly pop f*cking out..." I said As I stared him in the eye
" And what is your adjusted plan? It's better be good death." Inip na tanong nya
" Make briar my girlfriend, slowly let her feel that I don't want her until she finds out that I have a wife" I explained, and in instant I went flying because of a punch
I'm expecting that...
"F*ck Death! F*ck you! Wala kang kwenta! Anong katangahan Ang pumasok sa utak mo!? Hindi gawain Ng isang tunay na lalaki Ang pag laroan Ang damdamin Ng isang babae! T*ngina! Mahal ka ni Bri!! Tapos pag lalaruan mo sya? F*ck! What Happened to you Death! " He angrily hissed then punch me again, I just let him
I waited him to calm down before I slowly get up from my fit then fix myself
"Brittany has a hint about Briar existence... And I know she'll harm her and do her best to hunt down briar if she confirmed her hints... I know besides from marrying me as our deal, that she also has hidden agendas underneath her fingers, and I know it's Danger... She's here to ruin me and control my life and I know she'll make my love once suffer too if she ever finds out that I have one" I said
" I need to mark briar as mine so I wanted her to be my girlfriend. with that even though we're apart I still have an assurance that she's still mine no matter what... But knowing Briar she won't let me go and stays with me even though she's aware about the Danger, she's that stupid which is I love but when Brittany is in, I can't let her be that stupid and let her stay besides me... Brittany hates me more than anything and she's very unpredictable so I'm not that sure if she's taking this deal seriously, but for me it's a serious matter... It's a game and I can't lose" I continued
"Briar need to leave for her safety, and hurting her is the only way for her to leave me alone, if I make another excuses other than that, briar won't leave and she'll definitely will still stay what ever other things I will reasoned out, and the only thing that will hurt her badly for her to leave is that when she knew that I have a wife despite that I recently made her my girlfriend, I need to make a show that I just used her for her to hate me and leave... It's complicated but it worth her life... It's better for her to stay away from me for the meantime while I'm still playing with Brittany..." I end my explanation, Mathew just Blink
"You will hurt her more than what you think Death" Mathew breath out, still can't believe to my plan but he knows I have a point
Briar need to stay away from the view for a while
"But it will make her alive... Remember mathew... It's her safety and life that's where talking... And do you that think she's the only one who's hurting? Of course not, cause I'm dying inside too, it's just that I don't have a choice... Everything is complicated and I won't let her to be part of it, she's also sick so pretty much she can't be part of my mess, it's already too much for her" I answered napabuntong hininga naman Ito dun, but I already went out and left him there, andto na kase ulit kami sa isla
I touched my jaws cause I still can feel his punch, I mean! F*ck it hurts! but I'm wishing more na wag iyung mag kapasa agad, for sure na mag tatanong si briar about duon
Ng makabalik na ako sa pinaka place namin I heard her shouting my name so I hurriedly walk towards her direction, Hindi naman ako nag kamali dahil Nakita ko syang umiiyak
Seeing her like that pained me but I know I need to be use to it dahil may mas sasakit pa dun....
That day I executed my plan to make her my girlfriend (but don't get me wrong I'll still make her my girlfriend dumating or Hindi man si Brittany) which is very successful and I'm really wishing na Hindi na matapos Ang oras na yun
We both enjoyed ourselves. and that's the very first day in my whole life world to be that Happy, I know I need to mark it, which is I already did a long time ago, but then of course that happy moments of ours ended that quick...
The next day comes and I know I need to leave her even though it's against my will, I let Mathew handle her that next morning then I already left because I still have business with Brittany...
Days and almost a week had passed, I'm still doing my plan, I'm always making myself busy Wich is True cause I'm really busy about Brittany... about her game
Then one night it already happened, briar already knew that I have a wife, nakita nya Ang envelope na talagang iniwan ko sa office ko para Makita nya cause I already calculated that she'll do everything to keep herself busy and not to die in boredom and mess with my things.
it's just that I'm not expecting it that early but it's make me relief cause finally I can make my moves with out any hesitations cause briar won't be in the view, She'll be safe and that's the only thing that calms me
Knowing that she'll be safe makes me breath properly even though I really wanted to punch myself for hurting her.
And so after such a heart breaking moment of ours ay she decided to leave as I also calculated, and that next day she went off back to her place safely, but I made sure that mathew is still monitoring her
while me?, I was left alone and face Brittany more fiercely, Playing her game up side down which it didn't occur to me that it has been 3 years since then, but it's worth it cause I already get what's mine by that time
But then again nalaman na ni Brittany na I'm ready to dispatch her dahil Alam nyang she's already useless so she uses her last card and that is Briar....
She send me a letter and a small clip disk for me to watch that makes me run after Briar... Carelessly...
**END FLASH BACK**
"I'm sorry for dragging you to this Briar... If your going to hate me I will understand... I'm a jerk and I deserve your anger and hate... But as planned I will take you back no matter what... I'm willing to suffer in your hands and wait until you accept me again" I whisper in the thin air after remembering everything
My eyes are still on hers staring at her Angelic face while she's sleeping, maharan ko namang ibinaba Ang mga picture nya na hawak ko sa kalapit na table totally removing it in my sight and focuses on her
More importantly is that she's already fine, that all matters now...
"I love you Briar so please wake up soon, you don't know how much I f*cking miss you... I wanted to see your smile again, I wanted to feel your love again towards me even though I'm not really that deserving" I whisper again but this time I kiss her in her forehead
I stayed there for almost hours just looking at her the whole time while holding her hands but Ng makaramdam na ulit ako Ng pagod ay umalis na rin ako
I went back to my room and I was greeted by Ezra
"Oh anjan ka na pala Death, pinalipat ko na si Zack sa ibang room para makapag pahinga ka na rin,I know your still tired" she calmly said then smiles at me
"No thank you, I'm good, but do you know some place where I can stay for the meantime?" I Ask back
I don't want to stay here that long I'm not really used on hospitals, I mean where just not that compatible, I feel like I'm dying Kung mag i-stay pa ako dto, and besides I still have works to do
"A-ahmm ok. Well pwede ka munang mag stay sa bahay, you know your always welcome there" she suggested, pinag isipan ko Naman muna Yun but then agree in the end
I'm tired and I just wanted to rest already but not here in the hospital
"Ok, that will do" I answered marahan Naman itong tumango
"Hmmm let me drive you there, may kukunin Rin Naman ako dun so sumabay ka na sa akin" she explained I just nodded then fallows her to the parking lot
We drive on silence but it didn't bother me cause I'm too tired to do so, she's focused on driving too so it's fair enough, ipinikit ko Lang Naman Ang aking mga Mata and stay still in my seat
Not that much longer ay narating na namin Ang bahay nila--i mean mansion, Actually it's pretty welcoming and simple. a place that totally doesn't suits me but I guess it will do for the meantime
We both walks in with silence and we are greeted by their maids who's looking so nice too because they have this smiles on, totally opposite from my place
Well I didn't really baned my place for not to smile, but then again it's not really my business if they smile or not so I just let them be
"Welcome back ma'am Ezra" bati Ng isang maid na sumalubong sa Amin then kinuha Ang mga dalang bag ni ezra. she just thank her back
While me, I'm just observing the whole place while maintaining my poker face look. I just frown when I saw a small girl running towards us, she's holding a doll in her hands...
"Mommy Ezra!" the girl exitedly giggled then hugs Ezra's leg since she's too small to hug her waist, titig na titinig Lang Naman ako dto
"P-princess... How are you?" Medyo gulat pang Sabi ni Ezra at sinulyapan ako, she's acting weird suddenly but I think I have a hint why...
"Ayoch (ayos) Lang po ako, where ich (is) daddy zack? And Chino (Sino) Po cha (sya) ? He look cho (so) ichary (scary)..."i heard the little girl ask then glance at me pero agad Rin itong nag tago
I was also surprised when I saw her eyes...
"Ahmmm p-princess your daddy is still on work, a-and this is a friend of o-ours" utal utal na sagot ni Ezra dun sa bata
"Ok mommy! I'll juch (just) go and play na ulit po hihi, babye! Yaya letch (let's) go! I want my Barbie to have a new hair ichtyle (style)" the little girl said then left already, nabalot Naman kami Ng katahimikan na Ezra
"A-ahmm perhaps you should go and rest already d-death... Sa second floor sa pangatlong room ka mag stay" Ezra said kinda unsure, she can't look me in the eye either like na she's afraid that I will be finding a very big secret if she did stare me back
I look at her seriously and read her in and out, I can sense her nervousness but I didn't pay attention to it
"Tell me Ezra... Is she my daughter?"
*TO BE CONTINUE*
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