To be loved or not to be loved
These ties are heavy
But the beliefs are strong
Subconsciously I search for an answer
For a question I never asked
I dont need your expectation
So give me your love
Give me your love
Im not lonely
Craving your attention
Don't look at me
You're making me go all nervous
So give me your love
Notice me when I'm in the room
But please dont talk to me
Standing in the middle of the room
Can you still not see me?
Take this spotlight away from me
Im standing right in front of you
Didn't wanna dress up
But I'm wearing a fancy dress with makeup
Im not going to ask how I look
Though it would be nice if you commented on my look
Averting your gaze whenever wherever
Want you to only look at me
Like Im the only one in the world
Living for this indifferent attention
What's this complicated feeling?
To be loved or not to be loved
I dont need your expectation
So give me your love
Give me your love
Im not lonely
Craving your attention
Don't look at me
You're making me go all nervous
So give me your love
Notice me when I'm in the room
But please dont make me stand out
As I look for ways to fill my lingering attachments
———-Melody_Alyward
Complex, complicated, self-conflicted feelings of the girl. What does she really want? For everyone to leave her alone or for them to pay attention to her? Are there times when you guys have also felt this way?