Countless nights, countless days
I've lived through many moments I hold dear
Laughing and joking
The golden times that I cherish
When I close my eyes to recall
Im greeted with blankness
Trying my best to remember
I wonder what day is today
Time that once felt like rushing
Now I wonder if it even exists
Stuck in this timeless loop
I think about what I was going to think
My mouth opened to speak
With words that got disappeared in the moment
What was I going to say?
Walking from one room to another
I wonder what I am doing here
Picking up my pen to write
I stare at the empty lines
Blinking my eyes
As if in one of these blinks
My memory will appear in front of me like a flash
Heard you talking about something
At that time it felt interesting
Now I don't even know what it was about
They call me a goldfish
With a short term memory
A person who lost their brain
Doesn't remember their history
That's what they say to me
When I close my eyes to recall
Im greeted with blankness
Trying my best to remember
I wonder what day is today
Time that once felt like rushing
Now I wonder if it even exists
Stuck in this timeless loop
I think about what I was going to think
My mouth opened to speak
With words that got disappeared in the moment
What was I going to say?
Countless nights, countless days
I've lived through many moments I hold dear
Laughing and joking
The golden times that I cherish
Now I stare blankly at the void space
Blinking without a thought
I hold the empty pictures close to my heart
Thinking if I could ever recall those moments again
—————-Melody_Alyward
This is about when that girl who lives so much in her thoughts, that she fails to focus in the present and hence, can't recall some moments that she was sure she went through but is unable to remember them.
Do you guys also get moments like this? If so do comment to let me know 👇🏻
Ps. Please vote and share if you're enjoying reading 🌸💖💕