Live Without Me
~ Johnnys Perspective ~
I was in my office doing work like always, this Mafia stuff was getting me angry especially when it was keeping me away from Annie
I threw the beer bottle I was drinking across the room angrily, it cracked as it hit the wall, that's when Annie walked in and jumped up in fear
I looked at her with a straight face trying to hide my anger "what's up..." I say
"What was that" she questioned while walking up to me "Mafia shits pissing me off" I said showing a little more anger
"So that's a No in hanging out with me?" She asked, I looked at my work and then back at Annie. Fuck it. I got up from my chair "what would you like to do"
"Cuddle...naked..." she says as she slowly looked away from me, I chuckled as I sat back down and she came over and sat on my lap. We both faced each other, damn she has such a precious smile
"I want you so baddddd" she wines as she wrapped her arms around my neck. "I can't..." I say in a low voice, she looked at me in disappointment as she got off me
"You can't be mad for not wanting to have sex" I blurted out, she rolled her eyes at me and turned around to face me again
"You fuck every girl, you think I don't see those sluts that came over?!" She was now raising her voice. "That was before—
I tried to talk but she cut me off "That doesn't matter! When I want to have sex you could care less but when a slut wants to fuck you YOU'RE all over her!!!!" Annie yelled. I didn't like it when people yelled at me, I would usually be the one yelling at them
I banged my hand against the table as I got up scaring Annie, she could tell I was angry "DO NOT EVER FUCKING YELL AT ME AGAIN" I said raising my voice higher than hers
I watched a tear slip down her eyes "...I'm sorry...." she says lowing her voice, looking away from me.
"Good." I said sitting back down "you can go now" I say as she walked out of the office. I grabbed another beer and started to do this Mafia shit again
An hour later I decided to come out of my office so I got up from my chair— just as I was about to leave Lauren comes running in
"ANNIES IN TROUBLE!" She yelled, I immediately started to panic, i felt my heart skip a beat! "What happened?!!!!" I asked out of partial fear
"Hayden got angry she chose you over her so he took her, with a gun to her head"
I couldn't even explain what I was feeling right now!!! Ugh I'm so stupid! If I just agreed to have sex with her— or didn't care her off she would of been safe!!!
She chose me and I let her down...again!!! But I didn't have time to blame myself right now, I had to focus on getting Annie back
I grabbed a gun and called everyone in the Mafia, there was no fucking way I was going to let Annie die
I came outside and saw Annie on the floor...bleeding out...she had blood on her face, on her hands, and there was a huge wound in her stomach
"A-Annie!" I picked her up and ran inside, everyone was running around to find the first aid kit while I froze starring at her
Lauren wrapped her wound and out some stitches where she slowly started to stop bleeding. I grabbed her some juice "drink, you lost a lot of blood" I say, but she didn't take the juice
"Jay can you get me a beer" Annie says not making eye contact with me. I rolled my eyes "NO!" I yelled "TAKE THE FUCKIN JUICE"
This time she looked up at me, but still didn't grab the juice "go to hell" she says making a angry face at me
"Where the fuck do you think I was raised" I said opening the juice box and putting the straw in "drink NOW"
She rolled her eyes at me and grabbed the juice box, I grabbed her arm but not in a gentle way, in a way where I gave her another bruise "do not roll your eyes at me again" I said letting go
"I'm sorry...." she mumbled. "At least you learned your lesson" I muttered
She looked back up at me "oh no...I wasn't apologizing for rolling my eyes at you, I was apologizing for thinking you can change...for picking you over Hayden"
I clenched my jaw "what did you just say" I said grabbing a knife, Everyone had left to give us alone time so no one was able to stop me
"Kill me, it's hell of a lot better then spending the rest of my life with you" she said. I can tell she was getting confident with me and I wanted to kill her, I really did, but I couldn't....
Everytime I look at her I just want to kiss her and make her mine! She is mine...but she doesn't love me that way...and I want to have that type of relationship with her but I keep messing it up
"I won't kill you, I can't ever kill you, buy that doesn't mean I can't hurt you" I said stabbing the knife in her leg
"OWWWWWWWWWW" she screamed in pain , that's when everyone ran downstairs. Conner and Carson both attacked me, pushing me down on the ground while Jayden and Lauren healed Annies wound I put in her
"What the fuck is wrong with you!!!" Carson yelled. I pushed him off of me "SHE NEEDS TO BE TAUGHT A LESSON!" I said yelled back
By the time I looked past Carson and Conner to see Lauren and Jayden taking Annie outside "where the fuck are they bringing her—
Carson cut me off by punching me, A punched that knocked me out, I could tell because everything went black