Zaylin is now a month old and Bagg has been acting weird... i just ignore it
"hi fatman" i said picking Zay up
i took a picture of me and him and posted it
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"let's call daddy"
i grabbed my phone and facetimed Bagg
"hey baby-" i said answering the phone
Bagg baby momma, Alyssa answered the phone
"hey, where Bagg?"
"hey bitch, what you want?" she said
"i was calling for Bagg" i said
she flipped the camera and showed Bagg laying down
"AYE" Bagg said covering the camera
i hung up and put my phone down
i laid Zay next to me
i stared into space and didn't move
i snapped out of it and got up
i grabbed Zay and went into his room
i grabbed his Gucci book bag and packed some onesies, socks and, diapers
i went back into my room and laid him down
i grabbed my louis vuitton duffel bag and packed clothes
i heard Bagg running up the stairs but i just kept packing
"Shae-" he said running into the room
i ignored him and picked up Zay
"Shae baby listen to me"
i looked at him
"Ion be fuckin her"
"so why you was all in her bed Demario?"
"i was dropping Spring off"
i just looked at him
"that don't explain why yo ass was in her bed"
"ion even wanna hear it"
i grabbed our bags and went downstairs
Bagg followed us all the to my car
"leave me alone" i said opening the door
i put Zay in his seat and strapped him up
"Ashae don't leave me"
i ignored him and put the bags in the car
Bagg grabbed my arm
"come on baby, i love you and Zaylin, don't do this to me"
i looked at him
"Demario...you was in her bed...i'll be back tomorrow"
he let me go and hugged me
"i love you Shae for real"
"i love you more" i said hugging him back
he let go of me and went in the backseat
i got in the car and started it
"i love you fatman" he said to Zaylin
he got out and shut the door
i pulled off and drove to my parents house, they were out of town so it would've been just me and Zaylin
as i was drive Gotti facetimed me
"hey G" i said answering the phone
"wassup sis? where Bagg?"
"umm... he at the house, you called him?"
"yeah, he ain't answering"
"go pull up on him"
"bet"
i hung up
i i pulled up to they house and got out the car
i got Zay and the bags from the backseat
we went in the house and went in my room
i laid Zay on the bed and put our bags down
"what you wanna do papa" i said sitting next to him
Bagg was facetimeing me
"hello" i said answering the phone
"what y'all doin?"
"nothin...we just got here"
"i miss y'all"
"Demario this yo fault... you was laid up with her"
"Shae, let me come over there and explain myself to you"
"Gotti called you?"
"yeah he just left"
i rolled my eyes
"ok"
"i'm on my way" he said hanging up
i put my phone down and picked up Zay
"ok fatman you hungry?"
i lifted my shirt up and held him to my boob
he latched on
Jorydan was calling me
"hey bitch what you want?" i said answering the phone
"out, i want to go out"
"how? ion got nobody to watch Zay"
"not today... let's go tomorrow"
"how?"
"you can take him to my momma with Dj or to yo Nana"
"idk if i'm ready to leave my baby tho"
"girl, that's how i was with Dj, once you go out you gone feel wayy better"
"mhm yeah, we gone see... i'm finna finish feeding him, i love you byeeeee"
"i love you more byeeee"
she hung up
i finished feeding him and pulled my shirt down
i put him on my shoulder and patted his back
My love💕
i'm outside
i got up and went downstairs
i opened the door
"come on Bagg"
he came in and i shut the door behind him
we went over to the table and sat down
"so, why was you layin in her bed?"
"i was dropping Spring off and she had went in her room so, Alyssa was like come here so i thought wanted to talk about Spring or whatever so i went in there, she shut the door and got on top of me-"
i looked at him
"stop" i said
i handed zay to bagg and got up
i went upstairs and grabbed his swing and went back downstairs
i put his swing on the floor and put Zay in it
"why would you go in there?"
"i thought she wanted to talk about spring..."
"why you ain't stop her?"
"i- i was gone stop her-"
i put my head down trying not to cry
"you fucked her?"
"Shae-"
"did you fuck her Demario?"
"yeah..."
i started laughing to not cry
"i'm sorry baby"
i lifted my head up and looked at him
"say something Shae"
"what you want me to say? that i forgive you? it's ok? it's not ok, and i don't forgive you, you fucked somebody else while i'm at home watchin yo baby, you ain't shit man, that ain't fuckin fair"
i broke down and started crying
he wiped his eyes and looked down
"now you don't got shit to say? man get yo ass out"
"I'm not leaving you Shae"
i ignored him and got up
i got Zay out his swing and went upstairs
i went in my room and shut the door
i laid him in his playpen and i sat on the bed
i started crying
how could he do this to me, i do everything for him
he came in the room and sat next to me
"why are you still here?"
"i told you i'm not leaving you...i love you Shae"
"if you loved me you wouldn't have fucked her"
"she don't mean nothing to me...she just Spring momma to me, i don't know why i did that, it was dumb and i'm sorry"
i laid on his shoulder and wiped my tears
"i love you"
"i love you more"
i got up and picked up Zay
i laid him down and laid next to him
Bagg laid with us and turned on the tv
we watched Home and fell asleep