"Comparison is an act of violence against the self"
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I'm not heart broken! I'm just tired of myself for trusting people, blindly!
Leave me alone!!
Let them go, just see who stays...
You can't keep what doesn't wanna stay!
So, just shed-off!
Those words of him were the most effective ones!
Coming out of my thoughts, I look at my watch, 7pm it says! It's been half an hour that I'm sitting at this very same corner of Starbucks, waiting for him! Where's this man? Ugh!!
Another meeting probably.Let him come! This time I won't budge so easily with that cute face of him. Thinking about him itself broke a smile on my face and what anger will I be able to showoff?
It's been complete one year,i had first met Dev. One of the memories,I would cherish forever. Since one year! There had been many changes in me and my life and all credit goes to him. He had really changed me for better!
Time flew so fastly! There was a time when I wasn't comfortable with anyone around me! I was so disheartened with the loss of my favorite people and trust issues with my pals that I had pushed myself into a darker side, building the walls of inhibitions around me!
But thanks to dad! If he hadn't forced me then for a medical counseling then I would have left with nothingness in my life! Having no other option, I agreed with dad and visited a big, classy clinic with a signboard encraved " Smile please "over it!
That really brought smile on my face.
I met DDD.. I mean Dr. Dev Dixit on my first counseling day for my mental health treatment!
!!DEPRESSION!!
Seems to be a simple, single word but it's such a slow poison that you never know when it seeps deep into your whole being, destroying you and your dear ones!
And I was exactly recommended to Dev for my depressing life! And he had really replaced it with refreshing thoughts.
Therapy times during beginning of my session, I wasn't opening up well! Making my treatment troublesome. But Dev was all polite and handled me as if I'm a delicate flower! Time flew and so was my inhibitions. I was getting back comfortable around people and was able to concentrate on my job as well. Most importantly! I was feeling a pull towards Dev each growing days.
Firstly! I thought because of me being always alone and unloved but later on I realised that I was falling in love for him but was afraid to confess though as why the hell he might be interested in a mentally unstable girl?
But my poor brain and heart didn't listen to me well as Dev's ways of handling me and care for me used to haunt me a lot.
On the last day of my therapy, I was fidgeting with my fingers to say him goodbye but he asked me to wait for some time!
Suddenly! The lights of his cabin went off and his projector was on showcasing all our pics during my nature viewing sessions! A smile crept on my lips and the very moment, I found him on his knees with my favorite white orchids bouquet!
He just pulled me out of my negative thoughts of rejection with his gesture!
His words still ring in my ears!
Miss Bose! The person you see in the mirror is the most beautiful and imperfectly perfect person.
And I fell for that very person.
I love her more and more everyday.
Will she do me the favour by accepting me for herself?
That was the moment! I was overwhelmed with his words that I threw myself on him in his very same position while nodding my head fervently!
He balanced me over him and we hugged each other tightly that I didn't notice when did he slid a ring into my finger!
My eyes turned glassy at the moment and all I could do was sobbing and wetting his white shirt! He pulled me off from our embrace and wiped my tears, moving his head in a NO.
And till time then, I'm here waiting for my therapist, my love, my guide, my DDD.. Oops! Thank god he isn't here now otherwise he would have argued that DDD sounds like a cockroach from Oggy n cockroaches cartoon!
My cute man! Haha!!
I hear some coughs behind me, and I can guess who's it! Turning around I met with the same smile which I've been meeting since an year!
So, what's up?
Nothing just thinking about the time when I expected rejection from you! You proved me wrong with your understanding level.
Oh I see! That's my generosity, you know?!
Well! An overthinking girl like you, needs to date an understanding guy like me.
That's why! I first showed up my feelings to you! Here, we go for together forever.
You're simply impossible!
Telling him so, I hug him tightly.
Bringing laughter on both of our faces!
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THE END
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DEPRESSION IS SOMETHING VERY DANGEROUS! IF NOT TREATED IN TIME, IT CAUSES DESTRUCTION AROUND!
Not all has the privilege of getting a support and heal from it!
People aren't even aware of their ailment and suffering daily.
Try to lend a hand for such people and help them to overcome of it! Help them in shedding off their insecurities and lead them into a bright path. 😊
All you need to do is a kind words and bewitching smile to be brought over their face.
Remember! They don't need our sympathy but for sure our love through our deeds for them!
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This was a my short way to spread awareness about depression through one of my fav couple!
Above slides have been extracted from my old school investigatory project on HUMAN PSYCHOLOGY! I wish it helps at least one peeps in a good way!
Hope you liked it?
Waiting for your reviews & thoughts!
Till then,
Take care ❤
Stay safe n healthy💪
Love ❤
~ Ija