Next morning
Sidharth wokeup to find naaz on sleeping on him....he gripped her tightly and started caressing her hairs and kissed her on forehead.....then remembered the kiss they had last night......it was amazing....the best kiss he ever had.......but it was his second kiss and he actually regret kissing that assassin......actions done in anger always makes u regret......then he looked at naaz
Sid( but does that mean anything to her?? And why did even I kissed her?? Do I lo....no!!no!! Sidharth u can never be with her........her world is totally different from mine........and why on Earth would she even want me.......but she wouldn't regret it right?? Yeah she wouldn't , she said I am special......but aghhhh )
Naaz opened her eyes then closed them again and snuggled in his chest inhaling his scent that calm her demons.....sidharth saw her smile and smiled
Sid- Naaz....
Naaz looked at him and smiled but then her smiled vanished and she pushed herself away from him.....sidharth sat up confused by her action while she looked down and then at him with wide eyes
Naaz- shitt!!!!
Sid- what happened bacha?!
Naaz stood up and was looking here and there and pulling her hairs.... sidharth came near her and hold her hands and asked what happened with concern
Naaz- it was a mistake!!!
Sid- what??!! He somewhere knew what she meant but hoped it wasn't that she is talking about......what was a m...mistake
Naaz- that bloody fucking kiss!!!!aghhh.....we r leaving and left
While sidharth just stood there for a min then shook his head and went behind her......they left from there......when they were near mansion
Naaz- don't tell anyone about it!!
Sidharth looked at her- u said u trust me right!!! I told u I will not tell anyone about the ship!!!
Naaz- I..I was talking about the kiss........if u did.....u will be in danger!!!
Sid- are u t.....but just then they reached and just left somewhere god knows.....he also came out and went inside their room....and then in the shower
Sid( what's wrong with her!!! She must have kissed god knows how many.guys but she have a problem with mine!!! Why does she behave this biopolar..... suddenly warm sweet and next moment bitter cold......what r u doing naaz??!!!! )
Naaz was sitting behind the mansion where was a lake.....and she felt a hand on her shoulder and saw Ashley
Naaz- fuckoff bitch!!! And looked away
Ash rolled her eyes- just fucking tell me what happened!!! U both r out since tomorrow and now the look I saw on both of ur faces something must had happened.....so spill the beans sweetheart!! And naaz looked at her and then away........naaz I am ur best friend....u know I wouldn't tell anyone.......what happened??!!
Naaz- u wouldn't tell ur oldie hubby only then!!
Ash- okay okay!! But don't call him that he's so hot u don't know!! But saw that naaz didn't even gave her a disgusting look.....is it something that serious!??
Naaz- I kissed him!!!
Ash- ohh........then her eyes went wide...... WHATTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!! And smiled widely.......u want him?!!!! He's the one!!!! But looked at naaz confused when she saw her looking down.....he what happened
Naaz- h...he can't be the one!!! He isn't the one!!!
Ash looked her confused and shocked
Ash- but didn't dad told u to kiss only
Naaz- the guy who will stand by my side for life!!
Ash- yeah!!!what's wrongs??! U don't want him!!
Naaz- I do!!! And a tear fall from her eyes.....Ashley was shocked.....never in her life she thought she would see this!!.......but he can't be with me Ashley......my world only have darkness filled with screams........and he deserves a life which is bright and peaceful........I can't force him to stay with a monster like me.......he deserve a sweet anglic girl , just like his mom......and don't tell anyone about the kiss!!! If grandpa got to know he will make sure either sidharth live in this mansion forever or kill him so that he can't be a distraction for me!!! Which I can't let happen
Ash- so what r u going to do??!! Make him hate u??!!
Naaz- I can't make him hate me!!! He have a golden heart ash he can only love not hate......hate can only exist in my tainted heart....full of sins.......but I can make him believe that i don't want him!!! And smirked
Ash looked at her sadly- don't do this naaz!!! He loves u!!!he's the one for u!! It's the destiny that brought u guys together......
Naaz loughed dryly- yeah!!! Yeah!!!! But it was a mistake......and he doesn't love me Ashley.......he is just so good that he care for everyone even someone like me who just have given him pain and nothing else.......but he can't be the one for me......he is too good for me......he is like a bright light.....but he will lost it soon of he stayed in my darkness for too long.......my birthday is coming I have to work fast I can't let him stay here for long!!!! And left while Ashley just looked at her retreating figure
Ash- why can't u let happiness come in ur life Naaz!!! Why can't u just accept that u fucking love him!!! Why god!!! Why r u not putting some sense in their fucking brains that how much they love each other!!! That they r ready to sacrifice their happiness for each other without knowing that their happiness is in each other!!!
Here sidharth came downstairs and just then Naaz entered inside the mansion......he ignored her and went towards the kitchen and noticed her coming
Naaz- sidharth!!!
Sid looking away- hmm......
Naaz- we have to work fast my birthday is coming and I want grandpa to change his mind so that......and gulped.....u can leave too and he looked at her who had a no expression
Sid smiled sadly- u r too eager for me to leave!!! I thought I was special??!!
Naaz looked away- it's good u leave soon.....u don't belong here sidharth!!! We r friends.....u r spec.....
Sid- tell me when u need me to act in front of grandpa.....just friend and left while naaz sighed and left to meet Eduardo
Sid( I thought after last night atleast we r friends......but that's what she said......was I expecting something more??do I love her??yes I do!!! But how can I love her??!! And laughed inwardly......my faith really liked to play with me.......I fall in love with a girl who will never love me back.....forget about love she doesn't even want me in her life!!!!)
Naaz entered inside Eduardo's officeroom and he glared her then looked back down at the papers ignoring her
Naaz- I don't want to be the mafia queen!!! And he looked at her shocked
Eduardo- what!!!
Naaz- yes!!! Me and sidharth are leaving tonight!!
Eduardo got up and came towards her
Eduardo- WTH r u saying!!! U r born for this throne Naaz!! Didn't I tought u this!!! How can u say this??!! And where r u leaving??!!
Naaz- we r leaving to spend a life together peacefully!! And didn't u had said that I can't take over now!!!
Eduardo- y..yeah I had but that doesn't mean that I never would!!
Naaz- how long I have to wait!! Maybe I should leave bcoz I don't think I am capable of handling all this that's why u r not passing down the title to me!!!
Eduardo- no!!! Diavola u know no one is more better than u for this throne!!! But did a mistake!!!
Naaz- why??!! What mistake grandpa??!! I married him but never kissed him
Eduardo- what??but he's ur husband
Naaz- grandpa u have tought me that all this is just a distraction.....right??!! Eduardo looked at her confused and nodded........so I just thought he would be good for me as a husband.....as he is just like grandma....sweet , caring......but I remembered what u tought me.....and he not the one who will be like a drug to me......now tell me did I made a mistake??!!
Eduardo was in deep thoughts
Eduardo- but he's ur husband naaz!!! Didn't I told u that u will marry who is the one for u!!
Naaz- who said that I want that one for me!!! What I want is that throne which u r not ready to give me!!! I don't care how long he is in my life!!! That's why I married him......bcoz I need hiers.......and wouldn't he be a great father??!!
Eduardo- Naaz I didn't lost my sanity living in this world bcoz I had ur grandma!!
Naaz smirked- grandpa I wouldn't mind losing my sanity......I would be that insane mafia queen whom everyone will fear.......the one who will rule over everyone!!! And Eduardo was in deep thoughts........it's ur choice either u announce me as the mafia queen or I am leaving and turned to leave when
Eduardo- I will!!!she looked back at him.........on ur birthday.......but what is Sidharth to u exactly? If he's not the one
Naaz- A perfect husband!!! Who wouldn't come in between me and that throne!!and left
Eduardo- what have I done to her??!!! But it's good that she's focused atleast on her aim!! And sighed
Naaz entered inside the room and sidharth looked at her then looked away
Naaz- sidharth!!
Sid- hmm...
Naaz- grandpa changed his mind!! He will pass down the title to me next week on my birthday and he looked at her and smiled
Sid- congratulations!!!
Naaz- sorry for how I behaved this morning and hugged him and all his anger vanished and he hugged her back.......can we spend time together this whole week.......and sidharth nodded smiling but it vanished when.....last time before u go away and moved back to looked at him who was looking at her hurt and sadness
Sid- sure!!! And she nodded and smiled.....the smile which only he have seen on her face.....and left
Sid( i wish u loved me back but I guess we can't be together!!! But I will make sure to make u smile this whole week and register it in my head and spend my whole life rembering the my baby panda)
Naaz came out of the room and sighed
Naaz( I will try to give u some happy memories sidharth so u don't only remember pain of u think about me someday in future.......and also so that I can feel a bit alive thinking about the beautiful moment u gave me!!!)
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