Make it on my own

By skyhigh246

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Dixie D'Amilio a dancer, actor and singer always putting others before herself, bottled up emotions, lies, br... More

Intro
How it started
Mad or not
Dont talk to me
I cant belive him!
I didnt know
Truth or dare
Alone?
Court
Dinner
I do or dont
Forgive and forget?
I love you Emily
Announcment not a chapter!
Lies?

Awkward

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By skyhigh246

A/N if you go to 5 minutes into the video there is a scene but like it is used later in the book, btw sorry if anyone finds it offending or anything I just thought it was funny and like I know some people get really pressed about toddlers and tiaras but I genuinely think this scene was kinda funny and I don't mean anything mean by it just thought it would make the story a bit funnier

Dixie's Pov
H- Dix the Becks are coming over for dinner tonight
D- seriously Mum
H- yep and you and Noah are gonna fix this awkwardness between you to
D- is it that obvious
H- yes what even happened, he walked out of the hospital crying and didn't say a word to us and now you guys are all awkward around each other
D- well basically we kissed
H- omg finally!
D- well he kissed me, I didn't kiss him back
H- seriously Dixie
D- what Mum I need time to figure out my feelings plus I still don't know weather I have even forgiven him
H- ok look Dix he has apologised I don't know how many times, he feels terrible and we both know he does, second are you seriously going to say you need to figure out your feelings Dixie, we all know you love him you always have and you never stopped, yes he put you through hell but he did it with the thought that giving you space was the best thing for you and well all know he did it the wrong way but if you think about it he did it because he loves you.
My mum was right even though I didn't want to admit it I knew she was right he did it because he loved me
D- I know mum

Noah's Pov
Mum I don't want to go, to bad Noah your going I rolled my eyes and went upstairs to get changed into something more comfortable because I'm not going to that stupid dinner after I embarrassed myself in-front of Dixie no way!
2 hours later
MB- NOAH COME ON GET IN THE CAR
N- NO MUM I'M NOT GOING
MB- ughhhh
Mum comes up into my room
MB- Noah get in the car right now we are leaving and you are coming
N- NO!
MB- that's it no phone and no soccer unless you come
N- omgggggg, fine I'll go but in one condition
MB- what?
N- I don't have to talk to her Unless she speaks to me
MB- deal, now go out to the car

Mumma Beck's Pov
Noah and Dixie are both as stubborn as each other so it makes this whole situation 10 times harder, but seeing as Heidi spoke to Dix maybe we can get them alone and she will speak to him, but I'll have to text Heidi to make sure Dixie will speak to him

MB- hey Noah
He looks at me annoyed from the back of the car
MB- guess what Heidi told me
N- what Mum
MB- you know Dixie still loves you
N- no she doesn't she hates me
MB- that's not what she said to Heidi today
N- oh

Noah's Pov
Mum said that Dixie loves me but she told me only a couple weeks ago she hated me and now she apparently loves me what's going on?

Ouch, left on read mums probs capping anyways

Dixie's Pov

What the fuck why is he asking if I love him or not all of a sudden, unless, no, my mum wouldn't do that, would she?
D- MUM!
H- what's wrong sweetie
I show mum the text Noah sent me
D- YOU TOLD HIM?!
H- actually no, I told Amy to tell him
D- mum I don't think you understand, I don't even know if I love him and you might have just made everything worse
H- oh come on Dixie your over reacting
D- no I'm not!

Ok, ok I know it seems like I'm overreacting but I'm not, I mean I have always been a dramatic kid...

14 years ago
4 year old Dixie- mum what is this costume?
H- don't worry bout it Dix just put it on
D- ok what's this bit
H- it goes round your leg sweetheart
D- ummm no
H- what do you mean no?
D- oh no I'm not wearing that, no I'm not doing that I'm sorry I can't
H- sorry Dix you have no choice
D- ughhhhh you are driving me nuts
H- hahaha well look on the bright side at least the costume isn't itchy (iykyk)
D- I guess mummy
A/N the video at the start should make sense now, also I'm not saying Dixie was a brat when she was younger just wanted to show where I got that line from and thought it was funny please don't take it offensively
Present time
But that doesn't matter because I'm still freaking out, Noah is gonna be here soon and if I can't even speak to him over text then how the hell can I speak to him at dinner...
Ding, Dong
Shit there here
H- DIXIE GET THE DOOR
D- OK,OK CHILL
I slowly walk down the stairway and once I get to the door I plaster a fake smile on my face and open it

Noah's Pov
Dixie opens the door with this fake ass smile on her face and welcomes us inside
N- hey Dix
D- hi Noah
N- you look really pretty tonight
D- thankssss....
Wow that was awkward

Dixie's Pov
I give Gabs the side eye to say "wow that was awkward" she nods and says well I'm gonna go see Charli now, thanks a lot Gabs,
D- well dinner will probs be ready soon
N- yeah
D- well I'm gonna go get Briar bye
Wow smooth Dixie using your little sister to get out of an awkward situation

No ones Pov really I guess
H- DINNERS READY
Everyone- coming!
H- ok so tonight will be family bonding night so we will have set seats
D- great
N- but we r two seperate families
H- yes but we will be coming together as one so deal with it
(Noah- Mrs D'Amilio scares me a bit sometimes)
N- ok
H- great so Amy and I made the seating plan so here it is

D- I'm next to Noah?
H- yes
D- oh no I can't do that, no I'm not doing that I'm sorry
H- oh shush Dixie it was cute when you said that 14 years ago but your nearly 19 now so just sit down
D- whatever mum
Everyone sits in silence for a bit until Heidi speaks so Noah what have you been up to
N- well mainly soccer it's the off season right now so we were allowed to go away and see our family
H- that's nice Noah so when you first left what did you do
D- what when he first left me to cry in my room and Charli...
H- Dixie shut up!, keep going Noah
N- ummm well i went for a trial at a club played a few matches and got scouted for Portland pilots (I think that's what he played for but idk)
Then we had break and now I'm here
C- mum where's the salad dressing
H- in the kitchen char it needs to be made up though
A- ok well Noah can do it
N- sure ig
H- great, Dixie go with him and help, he needs to know where everything is
D- do I have to?
H- yes now go

In the kitchen Noah's Pov
N- Dix can we talk
D- no
N- cmon stop being stubborn
D- I'm not being stubborn
N- then talk to me
D- NO!
Dixie is being such a pain right now so I grab her and pin her against the cupboards
D- this is sexual assault
N- no it isn't
D- I'm not gonna speak to you
N- fine then, but I'm gonna tell you something, you can ignore me all you want but I'm not gonna stop trying because I love you and I know you love me to so just say it Dixie
D-...
N- Dixie tell me you love me
D- NO! I hate you!
N- NO.YOU.DONT
To be continued...

A/N
Hope you like this just got out back into a 7 day lockdown here in Australia so hopefully I will have more time to write but yeah cliffhanger ig

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