the drinks don't numb the pain
like they used to do
i guess i'm more insane now
crawling back into your bed
like everything's the same
and you ask me what i want
and why i'm here
and if i love you
but so what if i do
it's not like you care
if i get hurt
you never did before
so why would you now
i've become afraid
of telling you those words
so i'll shut up
i'm starting to get loud
why is it so hard for you
to like me back but then you say
you enjoy your time with me
i make you laugh
but then you turn around
and not give a shit
if i'm ever not around
don't you miss me
don't you wanna touch me, baby
i never know what's on your mind
and it's driving me crazy
you told me you'd hurt me
and i said i won't care
it's not like i had feelings for you
but now i know that i do
what can you do about it?