that night, hot and mild
i felt numb
not knowing where to go.
i was drunk
intoxicated by the alcohol
all i want is the moment.
it suddenly rained
it poured softly
i ran without any clue.
he was there
staring directly at my eyes
i was scared.
i opened the gate
he entered angrily
and started shouting at me.
iwas silent
still numb
slowly sipping the pain.
bit by bit
understanding the things
understanding the moment.
who is this?
the man in front of me
i do not kow him anymore.
and then, all i remembered
was tears and silence
i though it was the end.
slowly eaten by the grogginess
3 persons came entering my room
coming to fetch me home.
without a word
i followed every order
fix my hair, fix my things.
i got up out of the bed.
picking every essential things i see
grabbed everything i need.
i picked all of it,
suddenly i noticed all of the things was gone
and no where to be found.
all was left in my pocket was
a rosary, two broken sim cards
and a destroyed dream.