It's not love that hurts. What hurts is being hurt by someone you love.
Its morning now, means the next day, still she is nowhere to be found.
After a long hard searching I came to the apartment and directly made my way to the living room and sat down on the sofa and held my head in my hands and shout on my top voice. "ARGH"
Hearing my voice my puppies came out and sat besides my legs.
"I know you both are missing your mom, I am also missing her. Don't know where she is. What will I do?" I said to both of them, they both look at me and make a sound like they understand me.
After some time, the front door open, and I tilt my head towards the direction and stand up to see who is at the door.
And there she was standing in a complete mess, eyes red and puffy, swollen face, messy hair, small cut on her forehead...
"Bab-" before I complete my sentence she ran to me and hug my torso tightly. For first few seconds I don't get it what happen but after coming out of my trance I hugged her back tightly.
Oh! How much I missed her.
"Ishu, where were you baby? You know how much I got scared when I didn't find you anywhere." I asked her and she is not replying me, even her breathing become shallow.
I broke the hug and saw her,
"Baby." I said by tapping her cheeks, she didn't reply and damn reality hit heard;
Shit!!
She got unconscious.
I picked her up in bridal style and make her lay down on the bed. And immediately called the doctor.
I turned around and saw her hands bleeding like hell, her hands were completely drenched in her own blood, and not even a single minute glance of her skin was visible.
I take out the first aid and start cleaning her hand when the doctor came and she do the check up and bandaged her hands, even her legs were injured.
"What happen to her doc?" I asked the doc as we both made our way out of the room.
"Her hands were bruised seems like she was punching something hard like wall." She said and my eyes widen in realisation, I get it where she is, the only place where I didn't go to find her. How can I forget that place...?
"And yea she is having quite high fever, I have given her acetaminophen injection, it can relieve her pain and reduce the fever."
"Let her do rest for few days. She will wake up on her own in few hours, once she wake up, make sure to feed her light food and give her the medications." She said and went away after I thanked her.
I made my way back to her, sat beside her and start patting her head softly.
After sometimes I changed her dress, I know once she gets to know about it, she goona kill me, but right now she needs to be clean and comfortable.
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"Babes please just last bite... and ... it's done." I said while making her ate post lunch as she has to take her medicines.
She woke up an hour back, then I make her brush her teeth and wash her face; then I lay her down on the bed again for rest.
"Well... you have taken your medicines and your fever is reducing now. Right." I asked her, while she just confusedly nodded her head.
"So... care to explain" I said while pointing towards her bandaged hands.
She saw my hand movement and realised what I am saying, she let out a nervous chuckle, not meeting my eyes.
"It's nothing." She replied with a shrug. While I gave her a stern look, which says 'really'.
"First you tell me, who changed my clothes?" she said, fake glaring me.
"Don't try to change the topic, Ishika." I replied in cold voice which leaves no room for her to argument.
She huffed.
"Ok. So after leaving from there, I don't know where I drove. I just continuously drove without thinking the consequences; I break/jump all the red lights, even..."
"So when I was driving... I was driving in my lane but from behind a car ran into my car, I was already angry then I become more angrier as first she fucking break my car's trunk then have the audacity to yell at me than I just did what I feel right at the moment; I just punch her caked face to make her more prettier and then after I... I... you know..." she said the last part not meeting my eyes.
"What you know" I said; I am feeling like what is going to next.
"You know right where I went." She whines.
"Stop whining and tell me next." I said; my suspicions were correct, I know where she went.
"You know I went there and -"she said looking here and there except me.
"Why?"
"Why you went there when I told you, never to go there, dammit!" I said and get up from the bed.
"You forget this quickly what happen to you there last time, or you want me to make you remember." I yell at her, her head is hung down.
'Sorry." She mutters.
"What sorry, you promised me you won't go there unless it's important but you break the promise Ishika. You hurt me." I said.
"You know right, I want to take my anger out and that is the only place which can make me peace-" she reasoned out but I cut her off;
"Peace... if you want peace you could have come to me, here but no... I was hell worried that what could have happened to you, you were out from my sight from fucking 30 hours, and doing what, boxing and that to underground boxing. I have called like 1000 times, text you but you not for once picked my call. I know you are hurt but what is my mistake, why are you treating me like shit. Did I do something to you? Tell me? Fucking say something." I yell at her, she is muttering sorry continuously; but that didn't explain anything.
"I was searching you like a mad man, and you... you break the face of a bitch I don't give a damn about her face; but did you think what could have happened to you if that car or god forbid the damn fucking truck come from fro... you know many were behind you but still you did what you feel always right."
"Don't you think if something happens to you how I am going to live Ishu?"
"Why you always do stupid thing out of your anger. Why Ishu why?" I yell as tears start rolling down from my eyes as I think what could have happened to her. The entire possible scenarios came into my mind and break my heart.
Before she could say anything I went away from the room and came to the terrace to control myself.
When I was yelling at her, she was crying in realisation, and asking meto forgive her but I am also human, how much I control myself.
ISHIKA POV
The moment he ran out of the room I know I again did a great blunder, I know I unintentionally hurt him, but deep this time. Why I am so stupid. Why I always hurt him, when I know how much he cares for me. He is the only one who cherishes me, care for me and what I did, I hurt him.
I slid down on my bed and cried my heart out. I know he is also crying I saw his tear filled eyes. I know I should go after him but I can't as I am feeling dizzy, and god please be with him, finally I slip into darkness.
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