Y/n pov
You couldn't help it , when you tried to eat you couldn't, you felt like it would be wrong if you did , like you didn't deserve it , after those comments from pansy about your weight you didn't even dare to touch food and that didn't go unnoticed by your boyfriend draco malfoy , he saw how you skipped dinner and breakfast and when you showed up your plate wasn't even finished when you left , he saw how you got skinny , how the life in your eyes disappeared and he felt horrible he didn't know what was going on and he didn't know what he could do to help you
You started to distance yourself from him , you didn't changed anymore when he was in the room and you always went to the bathroom which in in the beginning of your relationship never was a problem he saw you naked so many times and he tought you were perfect, the most gorgeous girl he'd ever seen but still no matter how much he said it you couldn't believe it cause you weren't when you looked in the mirror you felt horrible, and after those comments of pansy you just knew it had to change that's why you stopped eating so draco didn't had to be embarrassed to be seen with you .
At your dorm
"Love?" Shit draco , you just throwed the food up that you tried to hard to eat he absolutely couldn't see this
"Y-yes wait a minute" you quickly wiped your mouth and washed your face and brushed your teeth
"Helloooooo"
"Yes draco i'm comming wait a damn second"
You opened the door and you saw his worried expression
"Babe are you okay?"
"Yes i am ... why ?"
"You look so pale , like you just throwed up?"
"What that's ridiculous, i'm just tired"
"Ohhhh, are you sure"
"Yes i am"
"Okayy get into bed so we can sleep i'm gonna use the bathroom first" you nodded and layed down
Draco went to the bathroom and came running into your room
"Babe you did throw up"
"What ? No I didn't"
"Don't lie to me , it's all in the toilet"
Shit , you forgot to flush
"I-i just didn't feel well" and it wasn't even a lie
"Darling what's wrong , you've been skipping dinner , breakfast and when you decide to come you never finish your plate , you've got so skinny really darling what's happening you can talk to me"
You couldn't help it anymore and broke down
"Hey hey shhhh" he hugged you tightly and rubbed your back
"What's wrong love , talk to me"
"I, i can't do this"
"Can't do what baby"
"When i eat , i feel horrible, i'm ruining my body , getting myself fat with it , making myself ugly by it , really you must be embarrassed to be seen with me" you sobbed
"What?! No absolutely not , i'm not embarrassed by you totally the opposite when you walk next to me i feel so powerful showing all those dudes i have the most gorgeous, wonderful, sexy lady and i can call her mine , your body is gorgeous really darling , you look so good"
"R-really?"
"Yes baby, you look so wonderful"
You hugged him tightly and sobbed onto his shoulder
"I love you so much dray"
"I love you more my darling"
He rubs your back and kisses your cheek
"It will be okay , i will help you with it baby , we will get trough this as a team , as a couple , i will help you trough everything okay darling"
"Okay love" you smiled slightly and soon you both fell asleep