{Bakugo pov}
Izuku: I forgave you ages ago...
I stared at deku as he gives his caring stupid loveable smile...
And then it hit me like a brick...
The reason I'd push him away for so long...
Was because I was scared to get hurt...
All the awful things I said and did to him...
All because I was scared of letting anyone close...
And now still after all that!
He smiles and tells me he forgives me!?
I feel a hand touch my shoulder and I snap out of my mind...
I see deku standing there, in front of me.
Izuku: kachan...?
Deku looks up at me worriedly...
He looks so cute dammi- wait no deku is many things but cute isn't one of them! I thought stupidly.
Bakugo: sorry, I just... zoned out
Izuku: It's okay
Deku is so close... why do I feel so weird and fuzzy!? I thought my heart racing quickly.
I started to blush and Iida stops glaring at me and leaves.
Izuku: K-kachan your face is a bit red...
Bakugo: o-oh, I'm fine!
Izuku: o-okay...
Deku looked tired so I told him to lie down on the bed...
He looked a bit reluctant at first but did it anyway.
When he got into bed I sat at the end of the bed.
Bakugo: Rest, you need it...
Izuku: I can't...
I look at him and for once I react calmly...
Bakugo: why not...?
Izuku: I-I'm cold...
I look at him and sighed...
He had his covers and 4 almight blankets but he was still cold?
Bakugo: umm... Well, you don't have any blankets left...
Deku pouted and made a small chuckle...
Izuku: hmm... I guess you'll just have to do then...
He pulled me into his bed and cuddled me...
Is he delirious or something...? I asked myself kinda like I expected an answer.
Izuku: kachan~
Bakugo: y-yeah...
Izuku: You're so warm...
He's definitely delirious! I told myself.
Izuku: kachan...
Deku looked into my eyes and I stared back into his emerald eyes...
He cuddled in closer, our faces nearly touching...
Izuku: I-I love you
Without giving me a chance to react he starts kissing me.
He then started leaving small hickeys on my neck.
I push him away, I wanted him to continue but it wasn't right... he was sick.
I still had no clue what I was feeling...
Izuku: h-huh?
Bakugo: sorry deku but... your sick and you're not thinking straight...
Deku pouted and looked back into my eyes again...
Izuku: S-sorry...
He cuddled me, his head gently pressed against my chest...
I started to cuddle him back and eventually, we both fell asleep...
《Time skip》
(Bakugo pov)
The next day I woke up and deku is sitting on the end of the bed with his head in his hands.
I sit up and stare at him.
Bakugo: M-midoriya, you okay?
Deku turns his head to look at me...
Izuku: did we... ya know?
I look at him with shock and I think my jaw might have actually fallen off...
Bakugo: N-NO OF COURSE NOT!
Izuku: then why do you have hickeys...?
I touch my neck and cover them up a bit...
Bakugo: you pulled me in and started to leave small hickeys on me... I pushed you away...
Izuku: o-oh...
Bakugo: S-sorry...
Izuku: don't worry it's fine...
I stand up and yawn.
Bakugo: anyway I know you didn't mean anything you said or did...
Izuku: w-what did I say?
Bakugo:you said you love me, but I know you don't so don't worry...
Deku looked down, he looked sad...
Bakugo: and I'd even understand if you hate m-
Izuku: I DO NOT NOR WILL I NEVER HATE YOU!
Deku snapped, catching me off guard...
Bakugo: but why!?
Izuku: I just can't hate you no matter how hard I try!
Deku hugs me tightly and lets out a sigh...
Izuku: you've changed a lot since then...
Todoroki: ok love birds are you coming to breakfast or not?
We both turned to see Icy-Hot standing at the door...
Bakugo: s-shut up Icy Thot!
Icy-hot winked at me jokingly and laughed.
Todoroki: okay bakuhoe!
Bakugo: tch...
I grab Deku's hand and drag him to the kitchen...
Bakugo: you haven't eaten yet so eat...
Izuku: neither have you... in fact, you haven't eaten in days
I went to the cabinet and looked for some ingredients for pancakes.
Bakugo: I'm making you breakfast...
Izuku: you're making YOURSELF breakfast too!
I shook my head and started making breakfast.
Bakugo: I'm not hungry...
After I finished making food deku started to fuss...
Izuku: I'm not eating until you eat...
I cockily take one of his pancakes take one bite then swallow.
Bakugo: there I ate!
Deku slammed his hand on the table.
Izuku: DON'T BE CLEVER WITH ME KATSUKI!
Aizawa: Oi! What's going on here!?
Deku looks at me and then looks back at Aizawa.
Izuku: Kachan hasn't eaten since the disaster sir and I'm worried about him...
Aizawa looks at me and raises his eyebrows.
Aizawa: is this true?
I try to leave but Kirishima blocks the door.
Kirishima: answer his damn question bakugo!
Bakugo: You don't understand what I'm feeling right now! None of you do!
Aizawa sighed and put his arm on my shoulder...
Aizawa: Bakugo if you don't eat... I'll have to put you out of the hero course till you eat!
I start to cry and Aizawa stares at me worriedly.
Bakugo: I can't keep anything down so what's the point?
I wipe away the tears.
Bakugo: I heard them die! My soulmate and I couldn't do anything because I didn't know where they were!
Izuku looked down at the floor...
Bakugo: they would sing at midnight every night... and ever since the disaster they haven't sung at all cause they're dead!
Bakugo: before I'd thought it was a dream... but now I know they were real, it hurts!
Izuku: kachan I a-
Kirishima: you deserve to feel like this...
Bakugo: w-what...
Kirishima: you're a jerk to everyone, especially Midoribro yet you expect us to have sympathy or some shit for you?
Aizawa: KIRISHIMA! GO TO THE PRINCIPLES OFFICE!
Kirishima: I just said what everyone else is too scared to say!
Aizawa: NOW!
Kirishima left and Aizawa told deku to make me eat and not to let me leave till I ate...
Then he left to talk to nezu about Kirishima...
Izuku: here eat this...
he hands me the plate of pancakes then he gets a bowl out and eats some cornflakes...
Bakugo: but I'll just be sick...
Izuku: if you feel sick just hum it makes the sickness go away...
Bakugo: how does that work?
Izuku: It's not a physical illness it's mental so you just need distractions...
Izuku let out a small smile...
Izuku: now eat...
I can't help but blush at his smile and trying to act calm I nod at him and just eat the pancakes...
I try not to think about it but I can't help it...
I start to feel sick and do what deku said and surprisingly... it worked!
Izuku starts to cry and that made me sad...
Bakugo: w-why are you crying?
Izuku: because...
He paused trying to collect himself...
Izuku: IT'S MY FAULT THAT YOU'RE LIKE THIS!
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