-AUTHOR POV-
After that tragedy Y/N and Rosé never talk with each other Rosé never feel guilty about what she did to Y/N but Y/N just pretend to be ok but actually she hurt inside her friends try to comfort her (Jisoo,Jennie,lisa,leya,minji and seora)
But Y/N answer is 'im fine' only that she can tell them but her friends can feel what her feel after that tragedy who don't feel hurt when someone who love you talk bad about you
Sometimes her friends can hear that Y/N crying alone inside the room especially Jennie and Jisoo because their room only beside Y/N room but they just let her be because they know that Y/N need her space alone
Y/N already change and all of them never see a sweetest smile on Y/N only a little smile that always with her but have a largest pain
-Y/N POV-
I sigh heavily after doing my part time job and today is Saturday (just pretend today is Saturday) so me and jungkook will drink here at Eunwoo oppa cafe and my friends kyra and Adam already Go home together
Today I will close this cafe because Eunwoo oppa too busy with his job so he ask me to take care of this cafe while his working so I just accept it
It's still early in the evening me and Rosé never say a single words with each other
When I'm doing my first job (make up artist) I just keep quiet and not saying a single words to her even she ask me something I just ignore it because I already tired with her
-FLASHBACK-
I'm trying to make up her face but she always ask me a question that I doesn't like "do you like it when we break up?" She ask but I just ignore it "you like it right when you fucking that girl" she said and now she already make my blood boiled
I just take a deep breath and let go I just keep saying to myself just be patient but I can't accept this anymore this is not the real Rosé that I know I don't know what demons Beams her
"Hey why you ignore my question idiot!?" She said almost screaming I quickly stop myself from make upping her face and look at her eyes
This is not the eyes I want I miss her
So bad I don't know what happened to my
Lovely girl I just feel a bit guilty
The way she look at me Is not same like
Before I just want us to choose the right
Way but why you choose the wrong way
Park Chaeyoung?
Where is my angel that I know I'm not
Mad at her but I mad at someone who did
This to her The real Rosé that I know is
The softness one that I know
But I know the softness person will never
Be soft forever they will change their self
Or someone will change their self to be
Cold person that already make their soft attitude
Gone....
Until I realize that my tears already falling down at my cheek this is the first time I cry in front of people and the first tears that already fall in front of my angel
I quickly take my bag and get out from the make up room I can't face her again I'm tired I just want to take my real space alone
I walk at the hallway and accidentally meet jisoo and jennie unnie "hey Y/N why you here?" Jisoo ask "oh Uhmmm I need to go early because I have some stuff to do" I said
"What stuff?" Jennie ask make me sweating hard "Uhmmm" I said a bit nervous "Jennie let her go" jisoo said make Jennie nod her head "sorry Y/N if I make you nervous" she said "no it's ok unnie" I said and smile a bit
"But your shift is not finish yet Y/N" Jisoo said yes she right I'm not finish my shift yet but I can't do it "I'm sorry but I can't" I said and look down try to hold my tears
It's so hurt to hold the tears especially pain both of them sigh and pat my head "it's ok Y/N/N we understand what happened take your time ok" Jennie said "thanks unnie" I said while look them "you always welcome Y/N it's ok let us handle it ok" jisoo said
"Thanks guys I really appreciate it but I need to go now" I said to them and both of them nod "bye guys" I said "bye Y/N take care" both of them say and I leave the place
-END FLASHBACK-
And that's it the painful day with the bad day I don't know what happened next if something bad happened to me again I think this world doesn't deserve me here
I sit down at the couch to calm myself down a bit
Until I heard the door open and it's Jungkook I get up from the couch and greet him "hey jungkook nice to meet you" I said "yeah nice to meet you too Y/N" he said shyly
"Uhmm let's take a sit first I will make a drink for us" I said and he nod I leave him first to make a drink for us
-TIME SKIP-
"WHAT YOU SAW HER WITH A MEN!?" I ask shock Jungkook just tell me that she saw Rosé with other men and this make my heart break a million times
So she do that to me only because of that men "Yes Y/N I saw it" he say before we talk about this thing he already confess to me that he like me and love me
But I already tell him everything including that I have a d*ck and he apologize to me about that but it's ok I like to be friends with him
"How did you saw them?" I ask "I saw it a few days ago at the park...I was walking to go to the grocery but I accidentally meet her and a men sitting at the park" he said "ok and than?" I ask waiting for him to continue it
"I heard the men say that he want to get back with Rosé" he said make me shock my head don't tell me that he is Rosé ex boyfriend "and?" I ask back but in shock tone
"First Rosé rejects him but suddenly the guy said your name and he said that 'Y/N is a bad person and she always sleeping with a girl and fuck them' the men said" Jungkook said make my blood boiled
"But suddenly I saw the men show something to Rosé but I don't know what was that...." He said I sigh deeply and try to calm down
"And one more thing please don't mad to me ok" he said "what?" I ask "I saw both of them.....kiss each other that time" he said make me fall in the darkness
B-both of them kiss and Rosé just cheated on me how dare she do that to me
Did this world deserve me to be here is this what I get after I'm suffer like hell why I try to make you happy Rosé but why you do this to me why don't you just kill me than you do this to me
"Y/N....I know you not someone like that but please stop hurting yourself for us" he said make me look at him he right I tell him everything including about me I actually abuse myself after that tragedy happen I just can't hold it
I actually have a bad life before but because of my best friends I still alive but I don't want all of them know about this it's only me and my best friend know about this
"I can't...this is too much I have many job to do but Rosé she just make me down like I can't stand up already....I do all of this for them especially Rosé...I need to pay the rent...I need to pay everything but I can't pay my pain with a money....I can't use this money to make my life better..." I said sadly jungkook sigh deeply
"I know Y/N but just do it for us please we can't see you suffer like this" he said I shake my head "no I won't" I said "it's ok Y/N we here if anything wrong just remember that we always here" he said make me smile a bit "thanks Jungkook for telling me everything without you I don't know what to do" I said
"You always welcome Y/N" he said "Jungkook...can I stay at your place I mean your friend place can I?" I ask
"What are you kidding me Y/N of course can it's not wrong and we also like it if you stay there" he said "thanks" I said "welcome Y/N maybe I can help you to close this cafe" he said "can you?" I ask
"Come on Y/N I'm a golden maknae who said golden maknae can't do anything hmm?" He said make me chuckle a bit "ok ok you can" I said make his giggle
Even my life still like this but I should grateful cause I still have a friend like them even Rosé still not by my side
-??? POV-
I smirk at myself finally I already make my your life suffer Y/N I'm happy because I already did what I like and Rosé already be mine
And just wait Y/N you will suffer after this few days just wait for me Y/F/N "Sir what we gonna do next?" My assistant ask "Follow her but when her alone bring her to me I want to take a revenge" I said and he nod
I smirk again before I leave
-AFTER A FEW HOUR-
-AT NIGHT-
-JISOO POV-
"Why Y/N is not back yet?" I ask "yeah I'm worried about her" Jennie said "where is rosé?" Lisa ask "Sleeping" jennie said while rolling her eyes
"Hey jennie don't roll your eyes" I said "why not she just too stupid because she just break up with Y/N" she said well she right but I still care about Rosé (CHAESOO POWER)
"Guys!!" Leya said "why what happened Did Y/N unnie chat you?" Seora and minji ask "yes she said that she stay at Bts place" leya said
All of us sigh "Why Rosé need to do that to her" Jennie said "I don't know" I said
-LEYA POV-
"Guys do you think Y/N unnie was abuse herself?" Seora ask "I don't know but hopefully not because only ask know more about her...and hopefully she not became like before" I said
"Yeah I miss her smile I miss her everything" minji said "me too"
"Guys is there something we don't know about Y/N?" Lisa ask we look at each other I sigh "yes but..." I said but seora grab my arms "tell us than?" Jennie say in soft tone
3 Of us sigh "ok so it start from...."
To be continued ❤️❤️
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