Harry
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Right where you want me to
Dim the light, my lullaby
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I took Esme to the penthouse, when we got into the backseat the driver took off the ride was awkwardly silent she wouldn't talk to me and I didn't know why, "Esme?" I ask and she looks over to me she looks drained
"hm?" she mumbles and I tilt my head, "what's wrong?" I ask and she shrugs, "wasn't that good of a day, you preformed great though" she mumbles and I try to take her hand but she moves it slightly away from me, I look down between us and I see she's shaking
"why wasn't it a good day?" I ask her and she turns a little towards me, "why were you distant all day?" she asks and I look down, she noticed it. fuck
"I just- Esme Matthew doesn't know about us and if he does find out I don't want to know what will happen, I don't trust anyone as well" I whisper and her eyes fine mine again, "what's the worst Matthew can do?" she asks and I feel my heart twinge, don't tell her Harry you can't trust her like that
"Nothing-nothing, I just don't trust him or anyone for that matter" I mumble out and she tilts her head trying to figure me out and I hope she doesn't, she wouldn't want me if she did
"Harry you're not making much sense, who do you trust then?" she asks me and I say the first answer that come to my mind, "you" I say and she smiles lightly, "I trust you too smiley, smile for me please" she whispers and I do, not much but it makes her smile
"was that why your day wasn't good goldie?, was it because of me?" I ask her and she doesn't answer which means yes, it was because of me, I'm mad at myself for it, Harry why can't you just let her in, she's your golden girl she won't hurt you
"it wasn't just you harry, something else happened" she whispers and I see a tear stream down her face, "can I touch you?" I ask her and she nods, I bring my thumb to her face wiping it away, "we don't have to talk about it if you don't want to goldie" I whisper and she nods, "thank you" she mumbles and I grab her hand, "you know I care about you yeah?" I whisper and she nods, "I care about you too" she says quietly and I bring her hand to my lips kissing it quickly and bringing our hands back down to my thigh
we're about 20 minutes into the ride meaning we only have around 10 left, I feel Esme let go of my hand but it stays on my thigh rubbing my thigh up and down and I look down at it, she gives me a light squeeze moving closer and closer to my now growing bulge
I look over to her and I feel her hand cup myself and I shiver, she's biting her lip and she crosses her legs, "whatcha doing Esme?" I ask her and she giggles, "just trying to make you feel better smiley, want me to stop?" she asks and I shake my head no faster than I wanted to, "thats what I thought" she smiles running her hand over me massaging me now
I lift me head up leaning it on the head cushion on the seat, I let out a breath and I see her unbuckle and move closer to me, "Buckle Esme" I command and she does pulling it across her waist she buckles, she moves her hand back to me and she unzips my pants making me look down at her hand, "We're gonna get caught goldie" I smirk and she moves her lips to my neck, kissing me softly, "don't really care right now smiley and by the looks of you, you don't either" she whispers in my ear and moves her lips back down to my neck making me bite my lip to hold my groan in
we pull to the penthouse, and she zips my pants up and the driver stops and lets us out, Esme walks in front of me we get into the house and she kisses my lips quickly and she pulls away, goodnight I'm going to take a bath, she smirks walking away and I'm left stunned, I chase after her and she runs up the stairs as fast as she can, I see her open the bedroom door and slam it behind her making a boom noise and I follow behind her twisting it open and throwing the door, I see her close the bathroom door and I hit the door with my fists and I hear her laugh and she locks it
"esme open up love" I grunt out as I try to twist the knob open, I hear the water run, "Hm I don't think I will" I hear her smirk through the door and I shake my head wanting to get into the bathroom, "you'll pay for this es, you can't leave me wanting more and then you run away from me, doesn't work like that" I say sternly and she giggles thinking this is funny
"then come in" she says and I hear the door unlock, I twist the knob fast and I hear the lock twist once more, "too slow harry, maybe you should work on your reflexes baby" she says trying to piss me off it's working
I don't hear here anymore so I pound on the door harder, feeling the sides of my hands start to bruise, I kick as well and I hear the door snap slightly making Esme gasp, I do it again see the lock breaking, Esme doesn't budge and open the door so I kick once more, I see the door fall and I'm met with Esme smirking at me in her white lace bra and matching underwear
I walk forward breathing heavier than before and her eyes make her way to mine, she steps back but I walk forward moving closer to her, "baby, you have to admit it was funny" she whispers but I shake my head, "it was not very funny es" I say back and she stripes me of my blazer that I had on for the show
"did you think I wasn't going to help you out, I just wanted to have some fun before I did, I'm not mean smiley" she whispers against my lips and I feel myself holding back a groan from how hot she looks and sounds right now, her confidence is oozing out of her
"did you run a bath for yourself?" I ask her looking behind her at the clear water, "I was, but I think it should be for us" she says looking back towards me and I smirk, "so smart Esme, always using your brain hm?" I say and she nods putting her soft lips on mine, I the sparks fly through us and she moans lightly as I slip my tongue into her mouth
"eager are we?" she asks and I cup her left breast in my hand giving it a light squeeze, I rake my eyes down her body taking in every curve, freckle it's all beautiful. I put my hands on her stomach but she slaps them away, I look up to her. "you made me eager love" I say and she bites her lip
I walk to the bathtub and I dip my fingers into it feeling the scorching hot water, "perfect" I whisper and she nods, she turns to me pulling my black long-sleeve silk shirt out of my pants, she unbuttons it slowly making sure to leave her hands on me and I don't mind it
she pulls my shirt off of me pushing her hands deeper down my back and I take a breath she notices and I close my eyes, I feel her move her hands to my pants and she unzips them again, this time pulling them down all the way
I step out of them and she throws them to the side, I'm left in my black boxers and I look at her and she moves away, "gonna take good care of you tonight" she whispers and I nod letting her be in control
"let me take this off of you" I let out looking at her bra and underwear, "just my underwear for now please" she says and I obey, I kneel down to her and I slip my cold fingers that are scattered with rings into the lining of her underwear that's on her waist, I pull them down and she steps out of them, "stay" she says and I do, she steps into the hot water of the tub
she kneels down into it soaking half of her body, "come to me, don't get into the tub" she says and I walk towards her standing right outside of the tub, she looks up to me batting her eyelashes in a innocent way and it drives me insane
her face is centered right in front of my dick and she looks at it, she brings her hand up to it massaging it just like in the car, "gonna be a good boy for me Harry?" she asks using my name and I move my head back letting out a breath, "yes" I say with no hesitation, she has the power
she slides her fingers into the waistband of my boxers teasing me of course and I let out a groan, "so hard for me" she lets out a moan and I flash my eyes to her, she pulls down my boxers and frees myself to her, her eyes widen and I can't help but let out a smirk
she looks down at my angry red tip and she brings her tongue to it licking the precum thats dripping from it, even that is enough to get a groan from me, she lets out a stiffle laugh but continues to lick my tip lightly teasing me once again, can't wait until it's her turn
"you sure you want this Harry?" I hear her sweet voice from below me and I nod, "yes Esme" I say desperate and with that she wraps her mouth around me making my hands fly to the side of the tub gripping it, I feel her hand come to the start of me moving her hand back on forth on the part she can't reach with her mouth, she moves her mouth away and spits on my length, she puts her mouth back onto me and takes me in letting out sharp breaths from her nose
I thread my hands threw her hair pulling on it making her moan from the pain, "fuck Esme, taking me so good huh?" I groan from her and she takes me deeper gagging just slightly. I hear the water move as she does splashing a little bit on me and the floor and I feel the stinging water touch me making me feel amazing
I look down to see her legs burning red from the water but I can tell she likes it, "fuck Esme just like that don't know how much longer I can last" I moan out feeling myself trying to catch my breath and I feel the knot in my stomach about to unravel
she nods, pushing myself deeper into the very back of her throat, I feel my breathing increase as I heave up and down, she swallows and I groan very loudly, "fuck Esme, I'm coming!" I groan out and I feel the hot spurts of myself fall into the back of her throat and tongue as I pull myself out of her throat, I see her move her fingers to the sides of her lips getting any excess come and she sucks her fingers in her mouth, "you taste so good, might be addicting" she says and I hear her voice is now lower she's lost a little bit of her voice not much though
"let me touch you" I say eyeing her beautiful body and she moves farther into the tub, I see her hand move to behind her back and I see her bra fall off from her, she grabs it before it submerges into the tub and she throws it onto the floor along with my clothes, I see her chest out in the open now and I step into the tub carefully
"look so pretty for me" I say now and I sit in the tub, she sits in front of me leaning her back onto my chest, her head is leaning on my shoulder and I feel my hand go under water, I glide my hand on her body inching closer and closer to her core, when I feel around her stomach her hand flies down moving me closer to her core and I do, I move two of my fingers to her center and I push them into her making her let out a loud moan
her head pushes into my shoulder and she throws her head back, I throw my other hand around her neck making her stay still for me, "be a good girl for me Esme" I whisper in her ear and she moans once more, "Jesus Christ" she moans out and I smirk, "not my name but I'll take it I guess" I smirk using my wit and she gives me a smile
I see the water splash as I move faster in and out of her and she moves her head to look at the built in lights in the ceiling it's dimly light since we only have these lights turned on, "Harry faster" she moans out and I tighten my grip on her neck and I move faster in and out of her driving her wild
"come on baby, you don't have much longer until you let go" I whisper and she nods knowing I'm right, "god your addicting" she groans out and it spurs me on, I move my hand from her neck to her left nipple pinching it hard making her jump and she lets out a higher pitched moan
"oh fuck I'm gonna come" she moans out and I nod, "say my name Esme" I groan out and she does, "Harry holy fuck, I'm coming" she moans and I smirk, she shakes and I know she's letting out her release, I pull my fingers out of her, she catches her breath and I pull out a loofa and I grab some soap that I have here, I soak the loofa and I put the soap on it, I rub it all along her body cleaning her up and I see her eyes close
I clean myself and I wake her up, "es, wake up just for a second so you can get dressed and fall asleep" I whisper and I see her eyes flutter open, she yawns quietly and I stand up first, I throw a towel around my hips and I help her stand up, she does and I grab her a towel wrapping her up, she thanks me and I nod, she steps out of the tub and I run up the baby stairs grabbing me a black shirt and sweatpants and her a black t-shirt and a pair of black underwear from her side of the closet, I bring them back down and she takes the clothes throwing them on real quick
she takes the comforter pulling it out and laying down and putting it over her body, I see her eyes flutter and I get in next to her, "thank you" she whispers and I kiss her head, "anytime goldie" I smirk and she leans into me falling asleep now
I run my hand down her hair until I fall asleep and I dream about us the rest of the night
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