RHIAN
" Umakyat ka na sa taas after dinner. The twins are already sleeping. Ako na magliligpit dito"-Glaiza said.
" Are we good now?"-I ask.
" Rhian just do as I say. Pupunta na din ako sa guestroom mamaya after ko dito."-she uttered without even looking at me.
Lumapit ako sakanya and backhug her. I inhaled her scent and leaned on her shoulder. I half smiled cause she hug me back but still I'm sad cause doon pa rin pala siya sa guestroom matutulog. I thought we're okay na pero hindi pa pala.
Dahan dahan na niyang tinanggal ang pagkakayakap ko sakanya at pinagpatuloy ang pagliligpit. I silently snivel and walk away. I'm hurt as fuck right now. I feel a bit dizzy cause of lack of sleep, wala pa atang apat na oras kada araw ang tulog ko mula ng humiwalay ng kwarto si Glaiza.
I didn't bother to lock the door baka sakaling magbago ang isip ng asawa ko at bumalik na sa kwarto namin. Pero nakapagshower na ako at lahat ay wala pa din.
Hatinggabi na at dilat na dilat pa ang mga ko, unti unti ng bumalong ang luha sa mga mata ko dahil nawawalan na ako ng pag-asa. Hindi ko na alam kung gaano ako katagal umiyak. Sa wakas ay bumigay na din ang mga mata ko at nakatulog akong hungkag ang pakiramdam.
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Titihaya sana ako pero hindi ako makagalaw, parang may mabigat na bagay na nakadagan sa buong katawan ko. Pagmulat ko ay kita ko agad ang mukha ng asawa kong mahimbing na natutulog. I check the time alas dos ng madaling araw.
Nakaharap siya sakin kaya malaya kong napagmasdan ang kanyang mukha.
I lightly pinch her nose careful not to wake her up, but naalala kong tulog mantika nga pala ito.
" Did you miss me too Hubby?"-kagat labi kong tanong.
" I bet not. Natiis mo nga ako ng isang linggo na hindi makatabi mayakap at mahawakan man lang"-paos kong bulong sakanya kasabay ng paghagulgol ko.
Tahimik akong umiyak, magagalit na naman siya kapag nakita niya akong ganito.
" Wifey aren't you sleepy yet?"-she softly ask.
Hinihimas niya ang ulo ko at yinakap ang mga braso ko sa katawan niya.
" Sleep now Wifey. You need it."-pikit niya.
Hindi man lang niya ako hinalikan.
" You're being crabby again Rhian"-kunot noong sabi niya.
I sob silently, heedful that she won't notice.
" Baby Yoyon" -she whined.
Her hands slowly patting my arms. She kiss my forehead, my eyes down to my nose. Napaawang ang mga labi ko anticipating what will happen next.
Tinitigan niya ako ng matiim.
" You're not sleeping well this past few days aren't you Wifey?"
" Me too. Ang hirap pala ng hindi kita katabi but I need to do it."-Patuloy niya.
" Did you really miss me Hubby?"
" Every minute Wifey. Walang oras na hindi ako nagsisi for asking space but we need it."
" matulog ka na Yoyon madaling araw na oh. Mornight Baby"-
Inamoy amoy niya ang leeg ko and gently suck and nip it.
" If you'll accuse me again next time without even listening to me and worst you're not believing me kahit wala naman akong ginagawa at wala kang basehan. Hindi ko na alam kung anong magagawa ko pa Rhian. You see I'm getting used of calling you in your name again. It's not that I don't love you anymore but because you're pushing me to do it."
Inangat niya ang mukha and I saw pain and frustration at the same time.
" Ano pa bang kulang Rhian? ano pa ang dapat kong gawin? tell me and I will do it instantly"-she desperately said.
" I'm the one at fault here Hubby. Ako ang may problema. I'm the worst wife di ba. Imbes na maging proud ako dahil sa dami ng babae mo ako ang pinakasalan mo"-aniko.
Napailing siyang ngumiti.
" FYI Wifey hindi ako nambababae. Pangalawa hindi ako marunong mambabae. Pangatlo babae ang humahabol sakin. At panghuli wala akong magiging babae kundi ikaw na lang"-pisil niya sa pisngi ko.
Kinuha niya ang kamay ko at ngumisi ng nakakaloko. Sabay pasok sa loob ng boxers niya ang kamay ko. Ramdam kong galit na ang alaga nito.
Kinagat ko ang balikat niya ng madiin dahil hinihila ko na ang kamay ko pero hinihila rin niya pabalik ang kamay ko sa kaumbukan niya.
" Sa'yo lang yan tumatayo Wifey. So wag ka ng matakot na maaagaw pa ako ng kahit na sino sa'yo"-
She moaned when I buss her.
Unti unti kong tinatanggal ang kamay ko sa loob ng boxers niya.
" Wifey naman eh!"-maktol niya.
" What!?you're buffing again!"-sikmat ko.
" Eh! I can't touch my playground right now cause you have your period! How can I sleep when you're depriving my sleeping pill! Just put back your hand in there. Promise I won't do anything stupid"-tinaas pa niya ang kanyang kanang kamay na parang nanunumpa.
Kinindat kindatan pa niya ako.
" Behave ah!"-sabi ko.
Pinatong ko na ang kamay ko sa ibabaw ng boxers niya.
" Yoyon put inside your hand. Wag ka ng mahiya."-She whispered and grinned at me.
Kabisado ko na ang asawa ko hindi ito titigil hanggat hindi ko ginagawa ang gusto nito ayaw lang nitong sabihin.
Pinasok ko na ang kamay ko. Hinimas himas ko ang kaumbukan niya. Napakagat labi siya sa ginawa ko. She's slowly rubbing my arms na humihimas sa alaga niya.
" So good Wifey. Your hand's so warm!"-she whined in pleasure.
" Damn Baby I miss you so much!"-she blurted.
She kiss me torridly while I stroke her thing up and down. She lift me up st pinapatong sakanya and grind my cunt on her bulging cock. We're still clothed and I know we'll gonna have our release with our clothes on.
It's been awhile since she touch me like this. I gaze at her with utmost love and affection. I whimpered with glee. I crushed my lower body on her bulgeness and grip on her shoulder
steadfastly. I clenched at her tightly, I'm feeling the urge to release my tension on my body, I press my lips into her and howled in between our kisses. I can't hold on anymore and I rub my body faster on top of her and as I cum, I instantaneously nibbled her lips harshly.
" Glaiiiiiiiiiiii uuuuuuuggghhhhh"-I rest myself on her after my release.
She kiss me tenderly and pat my back lightly. She pulled me to her and lick my lips and thrust her tongue in the interior of my mouth. Her thumb is softly warming my face.
" Can I ask you something Rhian?"-back to serious tone na naman siya.
" What if hindi tumawag si Kath na sakanya pala yung undies hihiwalayan mo talaga ako?"-titig tanong niya sakin.
" No Hubby it was just an impulsive act on my part to say that. I wouldn't dare to do that"-aniko.
" I hope that will be the last time na sasabihin mo sakin ang bagay na yun. It's so easy for you to say that and you literally smash me with that. You really hit me hard Wifey."-she said.
" How can I make it up to you Hubby? Please bear with me don't get tired of me. I know I've worn you out for a couple of times but this is me. You've known me since I'm in diapers and you know that I'm possessive of you eversince. Naghiwalay tayo ng 15 years but it didn't change the fact that all those years I'm still the clingy, possessive jealous na Yoyon mo."-I confess.
" I know but we're married now and we have twins na. You're my first love, my great love,my true love and my last love. You know all the love that I have before and up to now is only for you. So if you caught me in an uncompromise situation will you stay and stand with me not accuse or give your verdict on me. I'm yours. Of all people I expected that you will be the first to believe me pero kabaliktaran eh."-puno ng hinanakit na sabi niya.
My tears began to shed again.
" Quit whining Baby anyways we're good now. I love you and nothing will ever change"-She yawned and started to rub my back again.
" Uhm Yoyon my eyes getting heavy na. I don't want you to make it up with me. I want you to make love with me forever and a day"-ngiti niyang pikit ang mata.
Moments later she's already in deep sleep. She didn't even have her release, she just let me.
I'm overwhelmed of the love that's overflowing to her for me. I'm happy with that and scared at the same time. Dahil kahit konting tingin lang ang ibigay niya sa iba ay nag-iiba na yung pakiramdam ko. I need to talk to Mom about this cause it's not healthy. I need some enlightenment to know how to give her some freedom to give some love and affection sa iba ng hindi naaapektuhan ang relasyon namin. Ayokong dumating yung oras na masakal siya sakin at baka tuluyan ng mapatid ang pasensiya niya. I'm afraid cause when she makes decisions, there's no turning back kahit masaktan pa kami pareho.
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Kinabukasan ay nagpasya kaming dumalaw sa Mansion and excited na din makita ng kambal si BJ. Also gusto kong makausap ng sarilinan si Mom.
" Wifey we can sleep over there my mga gamit naman tayo dun diba. Yung sa kambal na lang ang wala."
" Nak pwede ba akong sumama namimiss ko na si Mareng Thelma at ng makita ko din si BJ at mabistahan ang asawa ni Batchi."-Pakiusap ni Nay Caring.
" Oo naman po Nay. Magdala na din po kayo ng extra clothes niyo we will stay there till Sunday."-aniko.
" Hubby may pupuntahan kami mamaya ni Mom so ikaw na muna bahala sa twins mamaya."
" Okay Wifey no worries"
Naayus ko na ang mga gamit namin and ready to go.
Pagdating ng Mansion ay sumalubong na agad sina Mom and Dad. Mom knows me to well she can sense something's wrong with me. Tinanguan ko siya.
" oh ang mga apo kong ang gaganda't gwapo"-bungad niya.
" Wowo/Wowa"-sabay na sabi ng kambal at sabay pang ngumuso ang mga ito.
Pinupog nila ng halik ang mga bata.
" Ang cucute ng mga apo ko"-tuwang kinarga ni Dad ang mga ito.
Lumapit naman samin si Mom.
" Glaiza hiramin ko muna ang asawa mo , may pupuntahan lang kami."
" Mom you don't need to ask. It's a girl thing and you need that. Wifey enjoy yourself okay. Ako na bahala dito"-hinalikan na niya kami at pumasok na sa loob.
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We're here sa isang restaurant na paborito naming kainan noon.
" Anong problema ng bunso ko?"-she ask.
" Mom I think I'm being paranoid and too much possessive kay Glaiza pakiramdam ko nasasakal ko na siya at wala na siyang freedom like makihalubilo sa iba cause she think she might hurt me anytime"-I blurted.
" Hija is she complaining about it?"
" No Mom but I easily freak out if someone call her that I don't know who kahit work related ang pag-uusapan nila. And the last is pinagbintangan ko siyang may babae siya and I threat her na makikipaghiwalay ako sakanya cause I just found out that there's an undies on her car. She told me that she didn't know kung bakit nagkaroon ng ganun sa car niya. I freak out and nasampal ko siya ng ilang beses pero hindi niya ako pinigilan, but I saw pain in her eyes when I accuse her. Yun pala kay Kath pala yung undies nakalimutan niya lang kunin. Then after that 1 week akong hindi tinabihan ni Glaiza, kakabati lang namin kagabi. Anong gagawin ko Mom? baka biglang mapuno sakin ang asawa ko dahil sa pagseselos ko at hiwalayan ako."-I sob.
" You know sweetheart eversince bata ka pa ganyan ka na sakanya. But I saw that she loves it when you're like that. Now that kasal na kayo ibang usapan na yan. You can never blame her kung kahit may asawa na siya at anak ay hinahabol pa din siya. You as a wife must learn how to deal with it. Protect what is yours hindi yung you freak out and rage on Glaiza. Alam kong madami diyang babae na nag-aabang na maghiwalay kayo at gagawa sila ng paraan para masira kayong dalawa. You must trust your Hubby. Let her enjoy herself also kapag nakita mo siyang may kausap na iba observe kung dapat ka bang magselos o hindi. You know Glaiza is not good in lying and I can see that. Be proud and feel blessed to have someone like her princess. Protektahan mo kung anong meron kayo. Do your part as her other half. God give you a person na alam niyang you deserve and He give Glaiza sa'yo, so you must hold and keep it. Trust in God first and trust the one that He give to you"-mahabang paliwanag ni Mom.
" I know Glaiza's also over protective sa inyo and I can see that she's doing a good job for taking care of you and the twins. So why blame it all on Glaiza? Put God as the center in your relationship and you're good to go"-Mom smiled at me.
Mom's right. I smiled back at her and thank her and we head home.
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